⚠️Mentions of sh⚠️

I wake up with toms arms wrapped around me but all I could feel was disgust. I was in bed with a abuser and because of him kayana was dead.

I got out of the room to go to Kayanas grave.

I sit down and just look at her tombstone.

Friend Lover Sister

Kayana Faith Soto

1992-2009

Aurora: The thought of it hurts knowing I'm never gonna see your face again Kay..

Aurora: It's only been a couple of hours and I'm already missing you, I wish it was me who died...

A couple of hours later I say my goodbye for today and went back inside to take a shower.

I undress to see the work Akira and his men did to me.

I turn around and saw the writing on my back.

I start to tear up feeling ugly once more then Tom came in.

I immediately wrapped myself in a towel and yelled at him to get out.

Tom: let me see if the wounds are ok and not infected Aurora.

Aurora: No Tom get out!

I said with teary eyes.

He sighs then proceeds to give me a sad look and closes the door leaving me alone.

I look at a face razor then sigh.

Yk what happened.

I sit in the corner of the bathroom curled up into a ball feeling worthless.

I sit there for a couple of hours until I heard a soft voice say my name.

Georg: Aurora?..

I look up at him with tears all over my face.

His eyes wonder around the bathroom and sees the bloody razor and then gets a quick look at my arm before I hide the cuts.

He gives me a sad look before closing the door.

I get up to try and clean the mess but was interrupted by loud stomping then I turn my head and saw tom rushing in the bathroom closing and locking the door.

He grabbed me by my arms causing the towel that was wrapped around my body to drop to the floor causing me to be exposed.

Aurora: Let me go tom I'm naked!

Tom: What did you do to yourself! He said with a sad voice.

I look into his sad eyes then start to cry as I saw him teary eyes.

He grabbed my arm and looked at the cuts.

Aurora: Please just leave me alone.

Tom: Why did you do this...

He put a hand on my cheek but I smacked it away and quickly put my bra and some underwear on before I was grabbed by him again.

Tom: Why did you do this Aurora! He yelled at me while tears fell down his face.

I opened my mouth to speak but all that came out was crys.

I broke down. Everything just went so wrong and now I didn't have her by my side.

Tom pulled me in his arms and we slowly slid down on the floor.

Tom was sitting against the wall holding me close while I buried my head in his neck uncontrollably sobbing.

He slowly rubbed my back (upper back) until I fell asleep.

Toms pov

I noticed that she was asleep I slowly picked her up and brought her to our room.

I carefully cleaned her arm.

I gently put one of my shirts on her. It was more of a dress for her.

I put her on the bed and tucked her in. I gently kissed her forehead before walking out of the room and closing the door.

I go in the bathroom and finish cleaning up the mess..

I then walked into the kitchen to go get a drink so my mind can forget the blood all over her arm.

Georg: Is she uh ok?..

I turn to look at him with a unreadable look.

I saw gustav and bill behind him obviously listening to our conversation.

He must have told them.

Tom: She is fine now, she is peacefully sleeping on my bed.

Georg: That's good.

I take another sip of my drink then bill spoke

Bill: We need to take her home Tom.

Tom: This is her home bill.

Bill: No Tom she needs to go back to her dads I'm sure she will get better there.

Tom: I'm not fucking leaving her.

I growled

Bill: If you love her and want her to be ok and happy you would know the smartest choice is for her to go back!

Bill yelled before going outside to kayanas grave.

Gustav and georg went back to their rooms to go to sleep.

And I was left with me and my thoughts deciding if I should or not.

I love Aurora so much and hate it when she is hurt. Mentally and physically.

I would do anything for her and if this was the best option so be it.

I went back into my room to see a peaceful Aurora sleeping.

I quietly pack all her thing's trying not to cry.

I know this was the best idea but the fact that I wouldn't see her again hurt.

*Time skip: Morning*

Auroras pov

I woke up to see Tom sitting on the edge of the bed and by him was a suitcase.

Aurora: What's going on?

Tom: You're leaving.

Aurora: What??

He turns to look at me and I saw the face I hated, the cold unreadable face.

Tom: You are going back to your dads house and he is gonna send you to your aunts house in Spain.

Aurora: I'm not going.

As I said those words my dad came in with that father look on his face.

I start to tear up, It was the only thing I could do these days.

Aurora: Please don't send me there, I can't leave you guys.

Daku: It already been decided your flight is in a hour.

Aurora: I am my own person and I decide that I want to stay here with tom and bill, and the G's.

Tom: Aurora..

I turn to look at tom.

Tom: I don't want you here.

Aurora: You don't mean that tom you are just saying that so I can leave.

I said going to grab his hand.

He slowly pushed me away then spoke.

Tom: I don't love you anymore Aurora. (It's a lie btw guys don't get mad🫶🏽)

He gave me that cold look convincing me that what he said was true.

With tears in my eyes I got up to go put some pants on then snatched the suit case to go in one of my dads car.

By the time we got to the airport my flight was gonna be ready.

My dad was trying to talk to me but I ignored him until we got to the airport.

Aurora: Stay in the car I don't want to see your face anymore.

I said coldy to him knowing I was hurting inside because I was leaving all of them especially kayana..

I slammed the door and grabbed my suit case then walked into the airport and boarded my flight.

Time skip 2 years later.

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As I did in my other book when I mentioned sh imma write a quick message for those who are struggling with it.

I just want you guys to know that whatever you are stressing , struggling with will soon be over and I promise that, you are deeply loved and cared about, I know it may seem like you aren't but you definitely are! Every one of you guys are extremely wonderful and truly gorgeous/handsome and extremely smart. Don't ever doubt yourself! You are amazingly perfect the way you are mls 🫶🏽