I felt sudden eyes all over me, all over my naked body whenever I moved, my bruises stung so bad my body wouldn't take any food to eat. Walking slowly wasn't enough for me to have strength, I wanted to go home, wanted to help or even find out what Hyejin was doing this whole time.
Gangjae got more or even less abusive over the time I've been here, walking closer to him his eyes were clinged to mine. The main thing was, I wanted him, it was horrid, the guilt built up quickly.
"You're getting so weak now, you think I'll win?" "Enough, please." "Don't be so upset, yeah?" Gangjae teased grabbing into my jaw forcing me to look up at him in obedience, "You're sick." "You could leave, right..you tried. Didn't work." He pushed me down as he walks past me filling up a cup of water with ice, "I'm not trying to treat you like bullshit but you make it very hard not to." Gangjae threatens with a laugh as he sips the water.
Feed into me will you, one hit.
OH HYEJIN ~
"Detective Oh..we've been everywhere, how much more do you want to look?" Pildo complained, "How much more do you think? This is my sister, your partner, we're going to continue." "She could be dead!" I ignored his words and continued to drive off, Choi Mujin had clues or pointers to where they could have been but I knew I couldn't find her...and Gangjae, that fucking son of a bitch.
It's been hours on drive and still I couldn't stop, I wanted to keep going but a gut feeling just told me to give up already, maybe if I'd still look I wouldn't have to ignore fathers murderer so often. "Hyejin? Oh Hyejin!" Pildo shouted while shaking my shoulder,"What?" "Let's stop this and carry on in the morning." "You're right." "You're not- You're not gonna argue over that?" "No. I'm tired of looking honestly, let's stop for now." I sigh while making a U turn back to where we started, "Why are you giving up so easily?" "Stop asking so many questions Pildo."
HAE WON ~ I felt Gangjae's smirk all over me, I wanted to just march right up to him and tell him what I wanted from him, but there wasn't a reason for it. "In the end I will kill you, I promise that." "Promise it?" "Yes." "Why not now huh? That first time we met...I saw in your eyes you wanted to catch who you deeply wanted to. Now you've moved onto me, if your father hadn't died we wouldn't have been in this situation." Gangjae handed out a hand for pointing, my face had dropped into anger and sadness the moment those words came out.
"The first time we fought, I didn't know if I wanted to kiss you or fucking murder you. But now I know what I want." "And that is?" "I wanna do both." My eyes stared deadly into his as Gangjae's face seemed like he couldn't process what he heard or felt among it, "Kiss me then."
"What?" I mumbled.
Stupidly, so stupidly I sat up from the desk and went up to him on his bed and placed a hand on his cheek as he held a hand on my waist. 'What am I doing?' I thought. Backing out Gangjae forcefully held me closer to his chest making me place my lips onto his once more, a soft kiss turned into a hard make out; like he was hungry, no, starving. "Gangjae." I breathed, "Isn't this wrong?" I breathed out again. "It's only wrong if you think it is." He smiled widely.
I almost felt sorry for myself, this was too much for me to even think and handle for. I could smell his cigarette smell from his jacket, the feeling of his chest made me go insane.