Chapter-38

Vanessa's POV:

I stood in hall of this massive mansion in middle of the sea, on this island. This island as everything, a huge display of cars where they call it drive way, a garden, a runway for the private plane, some boats, likes those luxury boats... I saw hundreds of different things here, I cannot mention them.... nor can I notice them.

I am here of course to take care of Seth and hopefully after knowing Mrs. Silvia is also here, I want to see her.

But I have questions, isn't it Seth's childhood home? He hates it.... then why he brought his mother here, when she is dying?

I was looking at the staircase, holding my luggage. I haven't seen him, Just Terry got me here saying I was summoned, Martha told me to be careful before I leave.... and she surely whispered, 'take care of Silvia'

I don't have a good feeling about this place.

I heard Terry, "Be near him 24/7..... if you can stop him from doing something absurd, do it!...."

I looked at him on this, he said this to me serious. He added, " I brought you here to take care of him.... not his mother..... I saw you can stop him, then do it if he losing his mind...."

I was about to ask reason behind those words, I do not understand him. Terry said, "It's his home...... he is weakest here.... but he should be strongest here...."

Terry walked away, What does Terry thinks I am? I am not that close to him, if Seth doesn't listen them then why will he listen to me?

He is just putting me in hard position.

I bumped into Seth as I was walking up stairs, clearly lost. He looks like he can kill anyone who will anyone breath.

I saw him walking away, I don't want to leave him alone. I said, "Mr. Morris.... where is my room?"

I know I should ask Terry or the caretaker of this place, or the maids and nurses here for Mrs. Silvia can also help but.... But he looks like he needs to fix something, I might give him a reason to fix something.

Seth turned to me, he grabbed my hand saying, "Follow me...." he taking somewhere himself.

Soon he opened a door for me, he said, "That is my room and this is yours..... they haven't really arranged any other rooms.... Your work is the same as it was before....."

I nod, he warned, "Don't go near My mother... Your job has nothing to do with her, understand!"

I nod saying, "Yes...."

I looked at the opened room, I asked, "there is bag there..."

Seth had a glance saying, "I will ask Terry to take a room downstairs later... Just keep the bag in the corridor....."

Ah!..... that sounds rude.

He was about to walk out, I asked, "But Mr. Terry will be upset.... if I abandoned the bag in corridor..."

Seth had a glance at me, he got in the room taking the bag with him. I just looked at his back as he threw the bag in his room like trash. He walked away saying, "I will be in study on the 4th floor...."

He walked away.....

I sighed..... I feel like I really need to look after him.

Can you believe me? I am worried for a person as him, I am gone crazy!!!!

Why did Grandma raised me right!!!!

The same night I found myself in Seth's room, I have to say this place is pretty, but I am still not comfortable here.

I placed the dinner in front of him, He was talking to Terry. Terry said, "What you think about the surgery?"

Seth said, "Tell them to do it... it's not like she can live without it...." I am not surprised, she needs surgery, I heard from her nurse. Apparently they arranged hospital equipments here, so Mrs. Silvia has team of doctors and nurses for herself.

Isn't it best? It's for best care.... I want to visit her once, but this man said not to approach her, I will follow his orders at least till the surgery happens.

I noticed Terry was leaving, I said, "Mr. Terry maids are waiting with your dinner...."

Terry just left with a light nod, I noticed Seth was eating silently. He whispered, "That's not part of your job...."

I said, "I passed the message for the other maid.... I just want to be nice...."

He smirked eating, I whispered, "Can I leave or you need something?"

Seth said, "Yea...." He didn't even looked at me, He looks worried. But why is he acting like he doesn't care about his mother, Anyone can tell that.

He looks restless, but he is avoiding it for himself.

Isn't he pitiful?.... No.... what am I even thinking?

I was about to walk out when he said, "Wait..... unpack my bag..." I noticed his luggage, I walked straight there.

I should not over think, Why even I care about him?

It's not like we are friends or something?

I carried the bag in the walk in closet, As I walked in I sighed, this is going to take a while. I don't know how long it took me to arrange his stuff, surely he didn't brought much of them.

But I can say, he does have some style.... I placed the bag aside after it was fully empty.

I whispered, "Done...." I checked the time, it's almost 12 midnight, I am tried.

I walked out of the closet closing the door, I saw Seth was working out, he looks really angry and frustrated at the same time. He was doing pushups, He was sweating, for how long he is doing this.

He just ate and he is working out, he is weird, he should just go to bed.

I saw him growling in pain as he landed flat on the floor. He grabbed into his shoulder as he cursed.

I couldn't help but grabbed his shoulder, I can feel the tensed muscle. He stressed them too much.

I said worried, "Seth.... Are you ok?...."

He got up, still trying to ease his pain. He landed on the bed, trying to move his shoulder freely. He growled failing it.

I offered, "I will massage it... it will help...."

Seth looked at me without words, I said ordering him, "Sleep on your stomach...."

He looked at me raising his eyebrow, I just said, "Do it..." He got on his stomach, pulling the pillow under him. I touched his shoulder, it surely feels hard.

I applied little pressure hoping to ease it, He hissed. For next few minutes I was giving him light massage on his shoulder, he looks comfortable, I applied more pressure... I realized he was relaxed now.

But My heart is racing touching his muscles, He is in great shape. He could be easily mistaken for an athlete or a body builder.

I whispered, "Does it fell good?"

He nod silently, why he is not talking to me?

Come on, prove it that you don't care about the serious situation of your mother. Say something harsh!

I pulled my hands off him saying, "I should leave..."

I felt him grabbing my hand, my eyes went to his. He pulled me to himself, I was in his bed in his embrace. I felt his warmth around me.

He hugged me, I am so nervous, I can feel my heart beats. The heat crawling on my cheeks.

I felt him embracing me harder, I whispered, "S-Seth...."

He whispered, "I helped you that day.... You said you will pay back..... Stay for few more minutes..."

Why? Why does he wants this?

Is he lonely?

I felt some kind of comfort in his arms, this warmth and his scent is addictive. Only if he was a good person, I won't mind this.... neither Question these moments.

I heard his growl, he said, "F*ck it!!!"

I looked up to his face, his eyes were on me. I don't know what got into me, I found myself hugging him tighter, but is grip got lose on me.

I touched his face just trying to ease his worry, if he could just speak to me.

I was rubbing my thumb on his cheeks, his jaw line is my favorite, but his skin is clean and perfect. He really got some beauty too.

What a dangerous man indeed?

I pressed my lips against his, he didn't responded at first, but I found myself closing my eyes, I felt him getting rough, he was overpowering me. His lips were brushing against mine....

I have finally gone Insane!!!!

I am victim to his charms, and his warm.... Or I just got greedy for something that's not mine again.

I don't care right now.... I pulled away from him, trying to breathe.

My eyes met his. His eyes got darker, his grip got stronger.... he decided something, I don't care what it is.....

Seth whispered coming close, "You never stopped me before..... neither this is our first kiss...." His lips touched my forehead, I closed my eyes, hands clutched.

I closed my eyes pressing my lips on his, There is no going back.... I finally lost myself.....

Soon he was undressing me, to touching me everywhere he pleased. He felt me as he pleased, there was no part he didn't kissed, while I clutched the pillow burying my face in it. He tormented my body.

My breathe was getting stuck in me with his rough moment, but somehow his touch made feel hot, my skin burn in pleasure and pain, his rough hold over my body made me insane. I must lost my insanity...

I cannot like this.... This is wrong.... but indeed right....

I let a yelp on his sudden moment, He said looking in my eyes, "Focus... on me...." My eyes were teary as I was on his mercy for now....maybe for entire life....

The entire night was the longest of my life, like it was going as slow as it could go..... his dirty talks and hunger was driving me crazy but losing myself was breaking my rules......

I know I made mistake now I am facing consequences.... Finally he ruined me..... Or I let him ruin me..... why am I doing this!!!

But his one word stuck in my head, "Mine..." when he grabbed me by hair engulfing my mouth in his.... He clearly wants me die in this for him.....

When will this night end?... I saw the sunlight creeping as the light from the window was already red..... I can't take it anymore.... I felt like drifting in unconsciousness.... But he is nowhere near stopping... while I was crying in pleasure, silencing them in the pillow..... I shouldn't have came across him.....