Chapter-40

Author's POV:

Seth's Room,

Past midnight, Seth moved his fingers seeing her face clearly, He surely had few glass of alcohol. He was flat on the bed as she was sleeping beside him.

When came back cooling his mind from the storm going inside him, she was on the floor sleeping. He was furious on her for going against him but he ended up making her sleep on the bed covering her with comforter.

He touched his cheeks not knowing reason behind his actions, he wanted to touch her more, claim her again and again.... but he found no fun in using a sleeping women.

She was indeed different to him.... he was finding reason for it. He started blaming his body, need and pain... but never closed over the word 'Love'....

He was afraid when his mother who betrayed his father in this mansion, how will he admit he loved Vanessa?

He promised he will not love anyone, Love is for fools.

But he couldn't deny Vanessa was not someone whom he will forget after one night. He had her already and it made him want more.

He whispered, "How are you so peaceful... I am miserable....." He embraced her, searching for the comfort he got from her, Like her arms were painkillers for him.

Every pain was not mattering anymore....

He whispered, "You are not allowed to Leave me... Never allowed to deny me.... not even allowed to go against me... You are mine, Vanessa... Forever..."

Seth noticed her shoulder was visible, she is sleeping funny. He placed my lips on her shoulder whispering, "Mine forever...."

He tried to sleep hiding those words he wanted to say to his mother, the complains he had... all of those were not worth it...

They were not some Mother Son fighting over some bad grades..... but something far more gruesome than that....

Nothing in life is free... it's about paying the price....

She got her freedom and lost her Son.....

Vanessa's POV:

So... annoying.... I growled as I felt something heavy on my stomach. I tried to move away when I felt the strong inhuman grip.

I opened my eyes in frustration, I realized Seth's head was on my stomach, while my top was clearly showing my stomach. His face was on my bare stomach!!!

He was using me as a pillow while he was hugging my waist tight, Why is he sleeping on me?

How should I wake him up?

I felt his lips brush on my bare skin, he whispered, "I know you are awake...."

He is Awake?

Then get off....

I noticed he crawled back to my face being over me, I gulped. I looked away saying, "I... I.... need to... go..."

I heard him, "Yea... right after you get punished....."

I looked at him on this, what does he means my that?

I saw him discarding his shirt... He said, "I had a shitty night... My morning is going to get better....."

Evening,

I sat on the bed in my room, I sighed.

My back is so sore... I am sore everywhere....

I don't know why I let him... Him..... do whatever he pleased....

He went on for hours... My face is heating up remembering those things. It's not like he the first man I slept with.... but after so long I .. I let someone touch me, and he is like a drug.

I get dizzy, my mind gets cloudy I ended up surrendering to him easily.

But.... He is... is not into me...

I am kind of sure of that, this is not that dating is? He will not date me, I am his slave. But why does it feels like we were making love.

Why it gives me so much warmth and comfort?

Why I let it happen again and again?

Am I trying to get something forbidden?

When I see him, I want to feel him again, I want him to touch me, embrace me... Do as he please.... Am I really gone crazy?

Few days later,

I realized Seth hasn't even gone to his mother to look at her, to see if she is recovering fine. But I have, I tried to have a look at her from afar.

I don't want to heat this up, I want to take care of her but I am not allowed to, I don't want to be in problem and don't want to cause problem too.

I don't understand Why Seth doesn't want me to help his mother?

But in mean time.... I somehow end up with him pouring passion over me again and again. I am not sure what I am right now.... A maid or his Mistress....

He never cared to determine what I am, and now I feel how possessive he is, How obsessed he got being around me?

I heard Seth snapping me out of my thoughts, "Why are you standing?" I looked at him, understanding he might want some more food for the breakfast. I tried to serve him more French toast when I felt him holding my hand.

He pulled me on himself, He said, "Have breakfast with me.... I meant that..." I looked at him blinking few times.

He wants to share a meal with him? We...We have never done that before...

I don't want to get emotionally attached to him, I denied getting up, "I will eat later...."

I got up from him, He warned me like he won't say again, "Have breakfast...."

I realized I didn't wanted to anger him, I sat on the empty chair plating myself some food. I took a bite looking at him, he really wants me to open up....

Seth's POV:

I stood by the bed as Mom is sleeping. The medications are making her sleep quietly, she always use to realized when I walked in room, or now she doesn't care about me either.

I am no longer that child neither she is my that Mother.

I asked the doctor, "Is she improving?"

Doctor said, "Yes, Master.... But her blood pressure when high yesterday, she is under control now...."

Vanessa's POV:

Few days later,

I was flat on my back as he was kissing me non-stop, he was going to ruin me at this point. I don't know what is wrong with me, I feel this need to be in his arms.

His touch makes my skin feel fire, I love this fire!

His burning desire is talking his toll on me, I can't control it either. He is going to ruin me and I want to be ruined!

God! What kind of sinful monster I encountered?

I never felt this way in my previous encounters, but his... this desire is making me go crazy.

Since that day, he had taken me on countless palaces. It's his childhood home, but now... each place is stained my moans and his desire!

I felt his hand under my clothes, he grabbed into me, I grasped.

I whispered him to stop, "Seth...Seth..."

He looked at me with those dark eyes, those eyes now I can look at them the whole day.

He whispered, "Yes... My sugar..." His husky voice is driving me crazy.

I whispered, "Too... much...." I was barely managing to let it out....

He smirked, he is not going to go easy, is he?

Seth said as his hand slide down, "I never wanted to Worship anyone.... but now I want to Worship you..." My heart is about to explode, why he keeps saying these things when he doesn't mean it!!!

He will make me think he feels for me!!!

That he loves me!!!

That these encounters means something!

He whispered, "Bare with me.... let me worship you!!!" He making feel things I am not allowed to!!!!

He knew I was tired by last night.... and now this evening on his sofa, he is going to ruin me here too. He is going to make me scream here too....

I should stop this as soon as I can.....

I heard him, "I hate... this uniform.... dress pretty from now on!!!..." He ripped open the top....

I failed to realize I am in some serious trouble with him.