Chapter- 49

Vanessa's POV:

When I work up I realized the comforting feeling on my leg, it was giving me shivers at the same time. I realized I was sleeping on the pillow as his hands were massaging my legs.

He rubbed his hands on my feet trying to comfort them. I looked at him as my weak heart didn't dare to pull that feeling away.

Seth blew out the smoke looking up, I hate this smell, but his eyes were closed, he was searching for comfort himself.

I felt him putting a little pressure on my legs, it only brought me comfort, easing my sore heel of my feet. I feel asleep after returning to the mansion, I never thought me would be doing this.

I heard him, "Sugar... you are up..."

Finally he looks at me, how he noticed I was awake when he just opened his eyes himself.

I whispered, "How... do you know?"

He smirked looking at me, "Your breath speaks to me... it's quite nice to hear them speak to me...."

His words are raising my excitement, He makes me feel things. I know he knows it very well, he never misses a chance.

I tried to pull away my feet from him, he grabbed them tighter, he whispered, "You were in pain the entire day..... let them be...."

I wore a new pair of heels, and they did chew my feet today, but surprising is he noticed?

And amusement is he trying to help me?

My hands went to my hair, I want to know why he notices so much, when he says he hates women....

I am a women too.... You should be hating me instead of comforting me... you are giving me false hope.

He looked at my feet pulling them closer on his lap, he rubbed the soles of my feet. I sighed, he knows what he is doing.

He is trying to ease my pain.... but his actions are easing my heart....

Shit! I can't get over him.....

I am too much into him!

I asked, "Seth.... Why are you doing this?... why you care?.... or is it some other benefit?"

He didn't looked at me, just continue do what he was doing. I whispered, "Can't I ask you this simple thing? Why?"

I heard his husky voice, "Because I care...."

My heart skipped a beat, his face turned to me, his eyes soften. He said, "I care for you..... I am no coward to deny it.... but seems like you are stupid to notice it....."

My lips parted in surprise, I was trying to figure out it's not a dream.

He said, "I don't care what this means... or neither I want name the 'care' I feel for you.... But Vanessa, You are mine.... and I will Protect you even if you hate it.... and I will ease your pain...."

He whispered, "It feels like I am suppose to do it for you.... I hate your tears...."

He.... HE is serious right?

He said he cares for me..... he loves me? But he didn't said that.

He won't admit he loves me, how will I be sure of this feelings?

But I don't care at this moment, I felt tearing up, as if I wanted this. I am so happy but no strength to smile.

I heard him, "Vanessa.... Will you accept this even if I won't name these weird thoughts I have about you?.... Is name of these feelings so important to you?"

Like he but another quest....

I don't have answer, but I know what I must be doing right now?

I got up gathering myself, I went to embrace his him, putting my hands around his neck, I smiled at myself pushing my head against his shoulder.

I whispered, "Seth.... please tell me.... it's not a dream...."

I felt his hands on my waist pulling me closer, his hand went to caress my head, he whispered, "Dream or reality.... You are mine..... and I won't go back on my words either...."

I hugged him tighter, sitting on his lap, I whispered, "Seth.... let me hug you for few minutes..."

I feel like I am not alone anymore. I know I might sound stupid, but he actions and words made me get rid of the feeling I hate.... like I am just an lonely person with no one...

But now I feel like I HAVE HIM....

I have him and he is enough..

I will make you admit Seth... You love me...

Because I do love you.....

I am not leaving this love I got... I don't care what you do or who you are.... You are enough for me....

Your this attempts are enough for me.

I pulled away kissing his lips, He kissed me softly like he was not ready to leave my lips, some weird kind of need to be with each other and feel each other.

After few minutes, He let my lips alone, his lips touched my forehead next, I closed my eyes. I feel complete.

He whispered, "You need more sleep, Sugar... you got pale...."

I whispered, "I am hungry...."

He said pushing my messy hairs away from my face, "Very well then..... Lets eat something first...." He chuckled looking in my eyes.

Please.... Love me....

That's what I need....

If you are going to make me your women because you feel for me.... then I am ready to die for you...

I am ready if you really care for me....

Few days later,

I whispered, "Seth...."

he hummed, still hugging the pillow, he was sleeping on his stomach. I moved closer to him. I touched his cheeks tracking this sharp sexy jaw line.

He is the prettiest man I saw, his handsome face can't be graded. He whispered, "Why you up so early?"

He had his eyes closed, I whispered, "Seth.... can I ask for something?"

He looked at me as he said, "go on."

I looked away, I said to him, "I... I want to know.... that... are we... we real couple now? "

I feel silent, I am so shy and nervous about this. He will think I am clingy or stupid...or just annoying.

I felt his hand on my face, pulling to look in his eyes. He was diving in my eyes, he whispered, "silly little Sugar"

He chuckled, he kissed my lips, he parted before I got into the touch, He whispered, "Yes... My sugar... yes... we are couple, if you want to name it that way...."

I felt him pulling me closer as his hands embraced my waist. I asked, "Like... dating?"

I want to be sure.

Seth said, "We are engaged...."

Yea.... maybe that's what we are...

I whispered tracing his cheeks delicately with my fingers, "then..... can.... I ask for something ..."

I noticed he looked in my eyes waiting for me to speak, I said gathering my confidence, "Let's set a date for today.... I will make sure to do something in the palace.... just show up...."

He got up leaving me empty, like the warmth just escaped from me. I heard him, "Get ready we have to go for opening of the new mall.... I am busy today...."

I am disappointed, I looked away from his back, as he walked away from the bed. He got cold all of a sudden, he said he cared... then why cold.

I should speak clear, I am shameless to gather some love from him. I am desperate to call him mine.

I said, "Seth..."

He said not even looking at me, "Handle the club with Greg in my absence...." He walked in the shower.

I felt so disappointed, that it is gathering in my eyes.

I looked down hiding those, when I heard him, "About our date.... wait for me.... I will try to be early for you, and promising, you will love it...."