Chapter -58

Vanessa's POV:

Next day,

I came to shop a little, I am so annoyed at Seth, last night I cried to sleep in the same clothes.

He is really crazy at this point, he doesn't love me but he can't see me getting close to anyone!

I paid for the clothes, I just want to think of something. I will not leave him, he can't leave me behind!!!

He needs me, I know him.....

He is cruel, ruthless, possessive, obsessive and harsh, but he is mine.

I walked out of the shop in this huge as shopping mall. I was walking back thinking about him when I saw another unpleasant face, I tried pass walking him, he grabbed my arm.

I looked at him furrowing?

It's my ex boyfriend Jaime. The one who cheated on me, but it's not like I ever loved him. But I hate his dishonesty.

He said holding my hand, "Vanessa... it's really you!.... Baby I searched for you everywhere but.... Finally you are here"

Baby? Who's your baby?

I pulled my hand off him, I said, "Hi... I guess.."

I don't want to bothered by him, right now I want to make Seth's life hard.

I heard Jaime, "Baby, What happened?... Are you still mad at me? did you vanished because of anger.... I am sorry baby"

I smirked, I said, "We broke up.... I went for a job... Bye, Jaime...."

He grabbed my shoulders pulling me to himself, everyone around is looking at me. He said desperate, "Baby, forgive me....it was a mistake....I was always in love with you..."

God! I don't have patience right now..

I pushed him with all the power I got, he is annoying me.

I stated, "I have a lover.... He is a possessive man, beware...."

This made him angry, he grabbed my arm harshly, I yelped, He said, "Stop making stuff up....Vanessa baby let's get back together... hu?"

I slapped him, damn! He is getting on my nerves.

I said, "Look... I am really mad right now.... I don't want to deal with loser like you.... get lost!!!"

I walked away, leaving him behind.

I just want to focus on Seth, he will regret yesterday.

Evening,

I looked at myself in mirror, Yea... Good enough!

I am fired from the job, but that doesn't stop me from going to the club. He was going to be here anyways.

I know, if not then I will make him appear.

I was fearing a red dress up to my knees, the dress has some cutout to show my waist line, and deep v neck make it better.

I wore a coat over, I am dressed good enough for a club. Or at least his attention?

I know this is stupid, but this is the only way. I will not cry for him to return to me, wait eternity!!

It took his mother 14 years to find him after he left her, I don't have that time. I want to be with him.

Soon, I walked in the club. I took my seat near the bar. I noticed the Manager of the club looking at me, his cheek is red blue, it wasn't like that yesterday.

Whatever....

I took a shot, I need some courage to wait for him.

I waited.... and waited..... but nothing.....

I don't know I stayed there for hours, ignoring people approaching me at open point this man was talking with me.

I clearly haven't spoken a word to him, I am not even looking at him, I just kept my eyes on my drink.

He moved his hands in front of me, I looked at him thinking he was going to touch me.

He said, "Can I offer a drink to this beauty?"

I made a signal that I am deaf and mute. I don't want to talk, I want to approach Seth but making him angry will cause problems to innocent.

The man looks disappointed. He said, "What a waste!!!.... such body and figure" he murmured to himself.

I can clearly hear you Idiot!!!!!

I noticed he made some hand gestured, He said, "You are pretty!!!" I pretended to get it, I nod.

I placed my hand on my chest almost signaling thank you!

I took another sip of my drink trying to find Seth. I heard this man, "She would be nice to fuck!!!"

I was about to say something, my patience gave up, I saw the dance floor with crazy young people dancing and having fun!

I removed my coat, I looked at that man as I warned, "Now f*ck off, I am about to summon my man!!!" The man got pale.

He whispered in disbelief, "You... are not mute..." I smiled getting on the dance floor.

I danced with the young men and women. Everyone was enjoying, I am having fun too, I won't lie. I smiled I welcomed someone giving me a quick swing on the dance floor.

I placed the guys hand on my waist just enjoying the night, I want be crazy. I am already crossed the line. I kept moving my hips as I was dancing with this guy.

I noticed Seth looking at me from the top floor, He was glaring. I smirked tangling my hand around this unknowing guy, I know he might be in danger.... but I just want to get Seth's attention.

At one point I was on a table dancing like a crazy person, while everyone was looking at me.

Suddenly I saw Seth at the table, He was furious. He is still in the city for me, I knew it!!!

But He need to be punished. I felt the other guy passing me a drink. I took it smiling.

I saw Seth grabbing my waist pulling me on his shoulder, the drink fell down. I knew end won't be good but I am ready to try!!!

I felt how hard he was dripping me, God! I can feel his anger.

I was out of the club in his car, He almost shoved me in the back seat. I saw him getting in. He said pining me down on the seat, "Vanessa!!! Enough is enough!!!!"

I whispered, "I did nothing.... I was having fun and.."

He said angry, "And what!!! I said stop this!!!!"

I flinched, I whispered as tears formed in my eyes, "I need you Seth.... I have no one other than you..." I said truly.

I whispered, "I don't care if you don't love me... but Seth I can't live without you.... Let me take care of you"

He was angry, he still said controlling, "Vanessa.... I am telling for the last time, stop this!!!"

I said, "No...."

He got down the car closing it, I sat up looking at him standing out as I was still inside, Seth said, "You are banned from entering my clubs.... or any club in the city...."

I said back, "I will be a stripper then!!!"

He glared at me, he said, "I will kill anyone who employs you.... and you have to decide if you want to live decent life or come to my world were you will walk in between death you caused..."

I am terrified of this warning. I looked down in tears. I asked him, "Tell me you never loved me?.... not even once?"

he said with his stern expression, "Go home, Sugar..." He walked away, he calls me this then... then leaves me alone.

I leaned on the glass window as Terry was dropping me home. I wipe my tears, He is really over me or something....

I sniffed a little. I heard Terry, "You are stupid.... he is about to burn the whole club alive who saw you dancing like a h*oker..... I barely stopped him....."

I looked out not caring of the lecture. I whispered, "he hates me...."

Terry said, "Maybe after what you did today.... but men don't protect the women they hate, don't ask their men to drop her home in middle of business...."

Does me means he cares?

I whispered, "He doesn't care.... he just shut me away.... I did nothing wrong!"

I wiped the unseen tears. Terry said, "I am puzzled too... few days ago, he was ready kill to keep you with him.... and now....."

I kept looking out, realizing I was in front of my house, I was about to get down the car when Terry said, "he is scared he will turn you into him.... He wants to protect from the harm.... This is the easiest way...."

I whispered, "I hate it.... I just better be dead" I got down the car walking inside. He care or not.... At this point I have no answer.

How much he is hurting me by pushing me away? What is use of this protection when it will scar me forever?