I heard Tom slightly chuckled and I felt his neck rumble against the curve of my neck for his head was dropped in the curve of my neck "I hate you too darling."

"What's wrong?" Bill shouted as he was running towards us.

My eyes were red and Bill's eyes widened once he saw Tom, limp in my arms. "What's wrong with him?" Bill yelled "What happened?" He said, taking Tom from my arms.

I couldn't answer him; I just stared at Tom as he lied unconscious now in Bill's arms. "Tom!" Bill screamed at Tom, shaking him a little.

Tears were still sliding slowly down my face and I tasted the salty tear as it slipped into the corner of my mouth. "Fucking idiot doctors... Help!" Bill Shouted before had his phone out now and had dialed Gustav and George to inform them.

"There must be a few doctors at the end of the hallway, Help me get him there." Bill said as he stood up trying to hold up Tom which he found difficult because Tom was much larger than him.

I obeyed for a change and grabbed Tom's arm to help support him, People were staring at us in horror, not moving a sell to help. I gazed at Tom with my heart racing, his skin was going pale, This man was a monster, I should kill him myself right now. I slapped my self mentally, I shouldn't think this way; there was no way I was to stoop to his level.

We reached end of the hall and a few doctors came running towards us after seeing Tom."Lisa!" Ria called, came running towards me from an open room.

I stared at Ria as she grabbed my shoulders and spoke to me, her words were muted. I was a mess, my hair was messily cupping my face and my shirt was soaked in blood, in his blood. "What happened?" I finally understood her.

"I don't know:" I replied.

"What happened to Tom?"

"Uh..I don't know!"

"Are you hurt?"

"..I don't know."

Ria was getting frustrated and worried with me, she grabbed me and pulled me into the room that she once was.

I hugged her and immediately broke down. A hug was all I needed at that moment."Ria... you're ok! I .. I don't know what to do...Tom... I just want to go home..." I mumbled with mixed feelings. I didn't know what to say, How to express my mixed emotions.

She started crossing my hair gently which made me more emotional,"Lisa did you really think I would leave you?"

I shook my head beneath her arms and hugged her more tightly. "Now calm down and tell me what exactly happened ok?" Ria whispered.

I nodded but I just couldn't, my heart was still beating fast and there was nothing I could do to calm myself down. Then I heard step foots coming in our room. I looked up to see Gustav come in, as well as Lauren beside him."What's wrong with him?" Ria asked with confusion. "Stabbed, he lost a lot of blood." He replied.

His words were twisting inside of my head and my stomach was beginning to twist as well, my head was pounding and my throat was dry, like I had swallowed my heart and it got stuck in my throat

"Will he make it?" I asked.

"Think so, I don't know much." He said, his head down.

"Where are the others?" Ria said.

"In the room with Tom, Bill is a bit of a mess, so what did you see Lisa?" Gustav asked.

I was looking down at the ground, swaying a little, and I could tell they were all staring at me now since it was silent. "I..." I couldn't finish my sentence. All my strength was drawn out, with an empty stomach for almost three days. I felt my blood turning cold as flashes of Tom's face came back to mind. I could see him, hear his last breaths in my head, feel his heavy body on mine, and the warm blood on my fingers. Suddenly, everything turned into nothing, and only darkness surrounded my eyes. I could no longer see or hear anything.

•••

"She's coming around." A voice said as My eyes began to flutter and they opened to the bright hospital lights. I stirred before becoming familiar with my surroundings. "Bit of a softy huh?" Gustav laughed and I felt his chest jump up and down.

I pulled myself from him and felt sick automatically from the sudden movement. "Whoa, slow down girl!" Gustav said placing his hand on my shoulder.

"Ugh" I groaned, feeling sick and in pain with my throbbing head ache, "What happened?"

"You passed out, to much action for one night." Gustav said.

I looked around to see the girls standing around all looking tired and restless. "What's the time?" I asked.

Gustav looked at his watch "12, you want some lunch, the others have already eaten."

I slowly Nodded as I got up to my feet with Ria helping me.

"What room is Tom in?" I asked.

"113" He replied, pointing at a room nearby and I slowly began walking towards it.

I came to the room and I lingered by the door, just staring at the handle. Ria stood behind me, not wanting to interrupt. I continued to stare at the door knob, I felt like I was walking straight into the beast's belly.

My hand reached for the door knob and when it touched it I held it for awhile before slowly twisting the knob slowly. I pushed open the door and it creaked open like an evil growl. I looked around the dark room, my honey eyes shedding a light among the dark. I came to a stop on Tom's sleeping body...dead body lying on the hospital bed. I took a little step into his room, so I was just inside and continued to stare at him, scared, scared he would rise and grab me and pull me into his bed...kill me. He'll kill me. He'll kill me.

•••

It had been three days since Tom was injured in the hospital, Bill said he'll probably will stay there more than a week because the injuries were worse they thought. The man had stabbed Him multiple Times trying To get him killed and That's all i knew.

Now it was just me and Yumi in his bedroom along with guards protecting the house, Inside and out. No body knew who the man was. That's why Bill and the others stayed there in the hospital to watch out for him in case if the man comes back.

I'd contemplated running away every night, every silent night that I laid in his bed, waiting, waiting for him. The nights became longer, the nights became more silent, though I hated Tom Kaulitz, something about him being away was uncomforting, I no longer felt protected, my protector was gone, though he was also my intruder, my monster that hid under my bed, The nightmare of my dreams.

It was another silent night, I was no huddle on his big dark bed, along with Yumi laying on the other side of the bed, facing ceiling while smoking a cigarette. She hadn't spoken to me yet, but i can see in her eyes that she believed it's all my fault that her love was now in hospital.

I glanced at her while her face was illuminated by the moonlight. She really was beautiful, yet there was something about her beauty that always bothered me, something mysterious and strange. She was strange; I never saw her talking to anyone else except Tom, and if she did, it was always about him. It was as if her whole world revolved around Tom. Nobody in the house knew anything about her; where she came from, what she do, or her age. But she looks young, maybe around 20?

suddenly she looked back at me and i stole my gaze from her, Now she would think I have staring problems.

The silent was eating alive and I couldn't stop myself from breaking it."Yumi?"

And as I expected she didn't bother to answer."I know you hate me but...as much as you love him, I hate him. I never chose to be here, and you already know."

"Mhmm" She mumbled while taking a puff. Finally something came out of her mouth even though it wasn't much.

I slowly pulled myself towards her, Now facing her with my hand under my chin. "Listen Yumi why don't you do yourself a favour and get rid of me." Hoping that she would see it as a way to have Tom all to herself.

She turned to me with confusion, her cigarette still between her lips. I sighed and continued, "You probably don't want Tom to be near me, neither do I. So how about you help me get out of this hell, while you can have Tom all to yourself, huh?" I said nervously, anxiously waiting for her response.

She paused at me for a few moments. "You can never leave a hell when you have the devil's heart."

Her words made me stop for a moment, my face contorted in confusion, not understanding what she meant.

"Yumi, please! I know you've probably been here for a few years, and you might know a way out. I beg you, please!" I pleaded, feeling hesitant to beg her, but desperate for any chance to escape this situation. If there was a way out, I was willing to do whatever it took to be free.

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