I curiously stared outside the window, my gaze sweeping across the bustling city of Tokyo. I still couldn't believe that i was here, none of these places seemed familiar to me, None of these colorful buildings and busy streets. but they sure did look cool and fun.

I sneaked a glance at Tom who was driving as his focus was on the road. To me he looked...dangerous and deep down my heart would say to stay away from him. But it was a strange feeling, I felt like I knew him, I felt comfort beside him but at the same something was wrong. like a missing puzzle piece that my brain couldn't quite grasp whenever I tried to think about it. Something about him scares me from being around him but at the same time I feel being protected.

And Ria said since we moved here, we're living with them, It was surprising because I would've choose to sleep at a motel instead of a house with bunch of guys who looked like they kill people for fun.

Im alone in a completely different country with No house, No friend except Ria, No family and it was hard for me to take it all in So I saw myself without any choices but to sit in his car and let him drive me to his house, the house where Ria said we live in.

And I wish I knew what was I doing but since I woke up from the coma, I feel like my brain just stopped working since I had lost so many memories.

While I counted to stare, He suddenly turned his head for a moment and met my gaze, I quickly shifted my gaze away to the street. "Like what you seeing?" He asked.

"Yeah Tokyo looks really nice." I replied and he sightly chuckled before taking a turn towards to the highway where he accelerated rapidly, driving at a fast speed that made my heart race with fear and I couldn't help but tighten my grip on the seat "Oh shit." I whispered.

He swiftly weaved through cars, leaving me with just one choice - hold on tightly and trust his driving skills.

"Fun right?" He chuckled, increasing the speed a bit more as he glanced back at me momentarily. I managed to nod slightly as I focused on the road.

Suddenly, he took another sharp turn, causing my heart to drop to my stomach. He then lowered the cars window in a second and the spring wind swept my hair all my hair away, revealing a sight of my smile as I watched the blurry road ahead. He was driving so fast that everything around me appeared like a blur.

"Sit back tight darling," He said, glancing at at the cars behind. I followed his gaze where I spot Bill who was almost beside us, almost reaching us, and that's when i realized that we were racing in the highway.

His speed was going up each second, I sit back tight and not able to move an inch. now fearing instead of being excited and all. "You have no chance Bill." He chuckled confidently and my eyes were locked on the road before us.

Suddenly, I gasped, struggling to breathe as my mind filled with images of a car accident and crash scenes. I screamed as I closed my eyes, covering my head with my hands, panicking while I felt my head was blowing. "Lisa!" Tom yelled, shock at my sudden reaction.

But I couldn't stop the panic taking over me. In my mind, I could only see a vivid scene of the car speeding and then crashing, it was too real, feeling all the pain and hearing all the sounds. as if it was happening now.

"Oh..Fuck." I heard Tom mumbled. I took a deep breath before i slowly opened my eyes, only to see Him staring at me, clearly shocked by my panic.

I was still trying to process everything around me, trying to figure what was wrong with me then I heard Tom raising his voice, exclaiming."FUCK." I followed his gaze and saw Bill who had overtaken us, His middle finger on the air to Tom who had lost the race.

His expressions was now changed and I could feel the anger in every part of his body, He was gripping his steering wheel firmly as his knuckles turned white from the force of his grip.

He took another sharp turn, frustrated by his loss, and exited the highway behind Bill. The car came to a stop in a parking lot beside a building, he then turned to me with anger in his expressions. "It was your fault," he yelled, shocking me.

"You made me lose!" He grabbed my arm tightly, "Don't touch me" I said as I tried to push his hand away, "It was just a stupid race. Let go of me."

"I never lose," he yelled to my face.

"See, bro? I told you I'd overtake you one day."Bill chucked, leaning towards Tom's window, teasing him.

Tom pushed me hard back into my seat and I gasped. "Get shit on. It was her who distracted me," he yelled, pushing Bill out of the away by opening his door.

He then walked around the car, heading towards my side. Panic surged through me as I shouted, "No..what are you doing?"

I desperately tried to move to the other side of the car, but he swiftly opened my door and grabbed my legs, pulling me towards him. I started to kicking my legs, attempting to break free, but he held on tightly, trying to pull me out. "Ria! Bill!" I screamed, clearly terrified and shocked by him.

he pulled me out, his arms tightly wrapped around my waist to keep me from up from the ground. I started attacking him with my elbow as well as kicking my feet, attempting to free myself from his arms.

In a moment, I managed to push his hands away just before I fell to the ground, letting out a sigh as my body hit the ground.

"Your...crazy" I yelled. he reached and grabbed me again before pulling me up to my feet. He then pushed me against his car, grabbing me by neck and I watched as his face was only inches away from mine, feeling his warm breaths spreading across my face.

I watched him in fear, not knowing what he was about to do. He started directly into my eyes for a moment, and slowly his anger faded away. He then pulled back before letting out a sight and I stood there frozen.

"This way..." Bill said as he grabbed Ria out of the car and walked towards the building.

"Where...Are we going" I said. Not moving an inch.

"You don't have the luxury to ask you just follow" He said with an cold expression as his voice turned into a haunting tone.

"No, I'm not coming with you anywhere...I'm leaving" I said and without hesitation he reached and grabbed me by my wrist tightly. Pulling me along with him.

"You can't force me Tom, let me go..." I yelled, frustrated.

But he didn't stop, he dragged me along with himself towards the building, Opened the door with his other hand and forcefully pushed me inside.

I looked around with anger only to find myself inside a bar club with a loud techno music playing all over the place, with flashy colourful lights flashing everywhere and people were dancing crazy on the beat. It looked like one of those parties where people do heavy drugs and dance till morning.

he dragged me through the dancing people and reached to a table in the bar zone,"Sit here, I'll be back." He loudly said before leaving. "Yeah as if i'm going to set here waiting for you." I mumbled before i got up, attempting to leave but before I could take a step, Bill reached me with an smirk.

"Where do you think your going." He said as he sat on a chair, pulling Ria on his lap.

"Leaving..."

"Not possible." He chuckled and I stared at him disturbing. Then i gaze at Ria who was staring at the ground, not saying or doing anything. isn't she supposed to have my side while these two idiot brothers were insulting me?

"Lisa can you sit please?" She finally spoke up which made me wish she never did.

"No.."

"Lisa, you have no where to go right now, please sit." She continued and I felt my heart stopped for a moment. I took my gaze away from her before settling on a chair beside them, feeling like a idiot which I shouldn't, but she made me feel like one.

After a while, Bill got up from his seat. "I'll be back." He said before making his way through the crowd. And i sat still, not knowing what to do.

"two shots please." Ria said to the bartender. her voice cracking.

"here" She whispered, pushing one of the shots towards me. I looked at it for a while before taking it, drinking the whole thing in a second which almost made me gag.

"Lisa.." She whispered again. "I just wanted to say.. I..I."

"Two more shots please." I said cutting her off.

"But you never drink..."

"I know but i'm not good Ria...I feel lost, like there's a void inside me." I said as I grabbed the shot in front of me, "from the moment I woke up, my mind won't stop thinking, i'm tired I... I just want to be able to not think for a few hours." I finished before i took the shot.

after a few shots, I felt my brain warmed up and body felt woozy and sore. Now I was just starting at Tom who was amidst the crowd, getting lap dances by a few girl while moving on the beat.

"Lisa.." Ria said. Her voice cracking again as if she was about to tear up any moment.

"Mhmm"

"Lisa i'm so sorry..." she said burst out crying, "I..I never wanted to drag you into this..." She whined, but I was too sore too look at her.

"There's something... you need to you Lisa." She managed to say while crying loudly.

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