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Suddenly, I gasped, feeling breathless as his hand slowly made its way to my skirt, his fingers creeped under my skirt and slowly pulled down my underwear.

I couldn't bring myself to resist it, it was as if my body was asking for it and I didn't know the source of this feeling; I couldn't tell what was wrong with my body.

I looked up when my eyes got locked in his, He was looking down on me with an uncertain look, as if he was questioning himself.

It didn't take long till I felt his warm hand reaching between my legs and I suddenly...stopped. I stopped breathing as I felt the wall that was blocking me from accessing my memories break down; revealing the answers I was seeking with the warmth of his touch.

Loud voices started echoing through my head, leaving me speechless beneath his arms. ~Oh Lisa.. you have started a bad game to play.

Tom started rubbing my skin as the voices continued attacking my head and while I frozed ~You're pathetic, you have no hope in leaving me.

~You're getting people killed that don't need to die. My breath stopped in my chest.

~Why the fuck should I, I never stopped with the others, what makes you so special.

~YUMI!

~A pet is an animal, an animal that does whatever I say, that has to do whatever I say. They keep their mouths shut at all times and never cause trouble.

~What do you not want me to do to you, hmm?

~ love it how you're so feisty.

~Be a good little dog for me okay? a warm tear came running down my cheek as my eyes shut closed in response to the raided emotions capturing my existence.

~Feel free to scream.

~Lisa...you're just a....PET.

Suddenly I came to myself, I screamed loudly as I pushed him away with all my strength, putting my hands around my head as I stood up. My body was shaking from the sudden pain. My head was exploding with the memories that I had forgotten, the memories that I wished weren't true.

Tears started streaming down my face. It was then that I found myself, staring at the man who destroyed me, the man who destroyed my life, the monster I was fighting, the nightmare of my dreams. He was the missing puzzle, he was the answer. His touch triggered them back. Hate and disgust filled me up. I hated this man and I hated the impact he had on my life and my emotions.

"What the.." He mumbled before I pushed him one more time, harder, more hateful as I screamed, as I couldn't stop my cry, unable to process my thoughts, my anger, my feelings. I ran towards the bathroom and instantly locked it after stepping in.

••Tom's P.O.V••

I watched as her eyes quickly changed, turning into a dark rage, a hateful look. The look she always had before waking up, before forgetting me.

She pushed me hard against the wall before running into the bathroom, locking herself in as well as screaming loudly. I stood there in a bit of shock at what just happened before my eyes.

I quickly ran towards the bathroom, knocking loudly at the door. "Lisa open the door." I yelled but my voice wasn't loud enough compared to her screams and cries.

I heard the sound of glasses shattering into pieces, as well as crashing sounds of objects shattering when thrown around.

"Lisa, open the door I said." I said while landing a hard punch on the door.

"I can't believe...I was falling for ...you, how pathetic I am." She managed to say beneath her screams and cries.

"How...stupid and...and an idiot I...I was for thinking that you were....Good."

What was happening? I questioned myself, Did she? No how's that possible, it's only been a week since she woke up.

"But..But..you Lied, you made me believe your....beautiful lies, You made me think nothing...ever happened... " I managed to understand while her screams were echoing in my ears.

"But...you did all that to destroy me again, all over again." She cried out hard, punching the door with her weak fists.

"Why me?...WHY ME..." She screamed, throwing an object at the door.

"Lisa open the fucking door or.."

"Or what?" She screamed while crying. "What else is left for you to do to me?" She paused for a moment, as if catching a breath.

"You...raped me." Her voice cracked with pain and I felt her words stabbing me like a knife.

"Stop this." I yelled back, resting my forehead on the door.

"Fuck off! Fuck off from my life. But you won't, right?.... You'll never leave me alone, will you?"

"Lisa, this won't get anywhere. Open the door. This is the last time I'm asking."

There were no more sounds coming from the bathroom. It got all quiet before I heard another glass shattered on the ground.

"I should've... died in that accident, you should've let me die. You should've killed me when you first felt like it." She mumbled with a neutral and low tone voice. She let out those words so emotionless that I feared for her for a moment.

"Lisa! What are you doing there?"

"Lisa!" I yelled, raising my voice louder as I started punching my fist onto the door.

"LISA!" I yelled louder repeatedly.

Still no response then I bumped my whole body against the door, using all my strength to get to her.

It took me a several times before I knocked the door it down where I found her, setting on the floor with a sharp glass in her hand, pointing it at her wrist, where once my knife was, where I had cut her wrist.

I instantly ran to her, Using my body weight to push her, I grabbed her hands and pulled them above her head then my gaze stopped at her wet and pale face, her eyes that were red because of the cries and her breaths that i could hardly hear.

"I saved you, I fucking saved you with my blood, my blood is in your veins."

"then...I have now a better reason to drain out your....nasty blood." She mumbled and I felt my heart drop for a moment, her words were like a knife that was cutting me into pieces.

Her body was still shaking and her eyes were slightly getting closer, "Hey... Look at me, what's the fucking matter..." I said as I tightened my grip on her wrists.

The glass dropped from her hand and her body continued shaking beneath me. I let go of her wrists and pulled her a bit up, wrapping my arms around shaking body."Lisa, can you hear me?" I yelled, shaking her bit.

Her eyes were now closed while she was gagging, "Hey...Heyy... Lisa!" I said as I slapped her, but she already unconscious.

I pulled her up quickly and turned on the cold water before pushing her head under it, trying to wake her as her breaths were sightly getting disappeared.

"LISA," I yelled repeatedly before I pulled her in my arms, "Fuck," I mumbled, panic rising inside me as I recognized the signs of overdose.

I pushed away the broken glasses with my feet before I carefully sat her unconscious body down, I knew I had to act quickly to keep her alive. With trembling hands, I quickly opened her mouth, trying to induce gag reflex, hoping she would throw up to expel whatever substance was causing it.

"Come on Lisa, Come on." I shouted, still moving my fingers around her gag reflex.

"Ahh"I yelled before pushing my fingers harder and she suddenly dropped her head down while I felt my hand covered with a warm liquid, I quickly pulled out my hand and pulled her to my chest while she was throwing up in the bathtub. "Everything is fine... keep going." I said as I felt my voice cracked. I slowly crossed her hair away from her face, keeping my other hand on her forehead.

She finished and I pulled her back to my embrace."There you are darling...shushh, I'm here don't worry, it's all alright." I whispered reassuringly as she continued to whine.

Carefully, I poured some cold water on her face and gently patted it, hoping to revive her. Her mumbling increased as her eyes remained closed, but I could feel her breath gradually returning to a more normal pace.

I pulled up her body in my arms and made my way out of the bathroom before I carefully put her down on my bed. She was still pale but I knew the danger was gone.

I take the last glance at her before I slowly walked up towards the window, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. Pulling out a cigarette from the pack, I gazed at the sky outside—it was neither dark nor bright, caught in the in-between of day and night, almost morning.

I placed the cigarette between my lips before lighting it up, taking a deep drag as Lisa's word's began to echo in my head.

~I have now a better reason to drain out your nasty blood. She wanted to kill herself by draining out the blood I gave to save her... To fucking save her.

I sighed at her painful screams that were repeating in my head, her cries as she confronted the memories I had desperately hoped she would never remember. But now it's too late...

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