it's been a few days since she got her memories back, I was surprised that she didn't argued that every night I crawled in next to her, cradling her body against mine. she was silent all them time, not moving from my bed, sleeping most of the time.

I glanced over at her sleeping body, being distracted from her beautiful face to the deep scar on her wrist. That sear brought pain to me every time I would spot it, it's like it's a reminder, and so that I would never forget the pain I had caused her, the pain that caused her to try to open that scar again, to kill herself.

I leant over and kissed her exposed shoulder before reaching my arm over her gently stroking my fingers along that dreadful scar.

I lay there for awhile, just staring at her and stroking that scar. I finally got up, not wanting to wake her. I made my way out of the room and scratched at my bare chest.

I walked down the stairs where I stop those three pets laying on the sofa, morgan smoking as always and the rest all went silent once I was in sight;"Don't smoke on my sofa you dirty bitch." I groaned as I grabbed her arm and pushed her down.

She fell off to her bum,"oh I'm sorry.." She moaned, So annoying.

"Get out of here" I said with a stretch.

"Yes" They all said, before making their way past me. Ria was behind the other two, she was just about to get past me when I put my arm out, causing her to get pulled back "Not you" I said with a serious glare.

She nodded, her head down.

"Now Ria" I said, placing my finger under her chin to make her look me in the eyes. "Have you talked to Lisa after that party?"

"Um, no Tom"

I dropped my finger from her chin "I wouldn't lie to me if I was you, I kill whoever lies to me" I said with an evil smirk;I love the power I had over these animals.

"I'm sorry, um, well, I...I tried to talk to her two days ago but she... she refused, and."

"And? I want to know everything she said, speak in her exact words, and Ria" I stared down at her, my arm rested against the doorframe blocking her in "I can tell if you're not speaking in her words"

Ria nodded shyly, the girl was pissing herself. "She said that she hates me and never wants to see my face again...after you told me to lie to her when she couldn't remember her memories..."

"Nothing more?"

Ria nodded, her hair falling in front of her face "Is that all she told you?"

"Yes, I swear" She answered quickly.

"Get out" I said, removing my arm to let her pass. She didn't say anything she just swooped out of the room; glad to be free from me.

"Tom" Bill's voice came from the hall and I leant back to see him making his way over, slapping Ria hard on the ass as she passed him.

"It's a big race tonight, heard some big shots are coming, are we showing up tonight?"

"Of course, it's been almost three months that I haven't shown up. thanks to Lisa." I said a bit angrily.

"Trust me I know, people have been asking where you've been" Bill said with a smirk.

"We will go tonight, but first do me a favor and go wake Lisa up"

"She still hasn't come out if your room yet?"He asked.

I shook my head before he continued. "Well I don't know Tom, Your acting really weird, I mean i've never seen you like this since..."

"Don't." I yelled, feeling my blood boiling in my veins.

"Uh..Ok then, I'll go and grab her." He said before he walked passed me.

•••

I was sitting at the table, cleaning out my guns with Gustav and George beside me. "Still haven't found that mother fucker that stabbed Tom?"George said.

"We'll find him soon, He'll be back for sure and our man's are searching.."Gustav said, he then gazed at me."I see we have quite some enemies that want us to be dead already."

"But which one could it be? huh I mean we did so many shits to many of them." George replied with a smirk.

"Yeah I killed one of the leaders and I took Lauren from another one, Huh how happy she was when she find out that she's going to be free from them,"Gustav replied.

"Yeah I was there, Tom you should've seen her face when she realized that she had become our pet." George chuckled.

"I didn't need to" I said, my head down still cleaning my gun.

"And there was more, Bill had killed many members, leaders but those ones doesn't have the balls to come up and try to kill you." Gustav said before taking a sip of his drink.

"mhmm, Tom? Remember when you brought a girl into the house few years ago?" George said.

"Which one." I chuckled.

"The one that had blonde dirty short hair with black eyes I think, she was the sister of a big leader, the one you brought to the house and killed her after she tried to ran away." George said a bit worried.

"Maybe it's her brother who's trying to kill you."Gustav replied, He was a bit nervous too.

"What was her name again?" George asked.

"Ivy." I replied, now my head up, interested of how they were putting the puzzles together.

"Yeah there was a rumor about Ivy and her brother..."George said, disgusted.

"They weren't just sister and brother Tom, they were lovers." George said before Gustav started coughing up the drink.

"Ahh nasty.." Gustav shouted while coughing.

I wasn't surprised, Ivy and her brother didn't even try to hide it around everyone. "But the question here is, what was his name?" George continued while tapping his fingers to the table as they waited for my answer.

"I don't remember, not that i really cared." I said but a bit concerned that it might be him and his members.

it was quite for a while, then I heard footsteps coming closer."The sleeping beauty is here" Bill smiled with a giggle before sitting with us.

I turned my head, leaning in my seat to see her. She came around the corner, her honey eyes almost hollow. She began to rub her eyes in an attempt to wake herself up and my heart almost sank at how beautiful she looked right now "Nice of you to join us "Lisa" I said, my voice a bit down.

She sightly nodded with Her down down and her gaze at the floor. The other girls walked in and stood with Lisa , all of them looking bored but Lisa standing out for she looked....pale and broken.

I turned back to my guns and started rubbing at them again "Get me a beer Lisa" I said, not gazing at her.

She made no noise as she made her way over to the fridge, opening it up and taking out a beer. She walked over and placed the drink on the table, still not looking me in the eye.

"Come here" I said, a little annoyed at her silence, Of how she was silent for the past few days.

I pulled out my chair a bit so there was space for her to sit on my lap. I patted my lap and watched as she stared at my knee, before slowly making her way over to me and sitting on my lap.

I wrapped my arms around her waist and rest my head against her back "Sleep well in my bed?" I asked as I ran my hands down to her thighs.

"Yes" She mumbled with nothing in her voice, no emotion at all.

I was testing her now, trying to see how far she was going to let me go before cracking and bringing out that feisty little monster I loved.

I rubbed my hands up her thigh, inching closer and closer to the bottom of her shorts. She sat silently as I arched around her trying to see her face, her emotionless face. Her hands were grasping my knee as her head looked down at her hands; it was like she was a doll.

I licked my lip before placing my fingers were she never would have let them go before. I gently tickled her at first, waiting for something, anything. She just sat there still, looking down at her hands on my knee.

I was getting frustrated, I dug my finger into her, Rubbing her through her shorts was the least I could do, but it was something she would have never let me do and now she's just sitting here, not caring what I do.

I continued to rub her roughly under the table, trying to at least get a disgusted moan out of her. I felt her tremble a little, but she still didn't do a thing. I swung around and pushed her from my lap "Do something!" I yelled, frustrated of how she was acting so differently.

She fell to the ground as her eyes was planted to the floor. "Lisa! Yell at me, fight with me; do something!" I screamed at her fragile body, lying on the floor.

"Whoa Tom, what's the matter?" George said.

I groaned in frustration and clasped the top of my head "She's different!" I yelled, staring at George.

"She's not the same" I said before kicking my chair causing the girls to jump and one of them to squeal.

looked down at her, suddenly angered even more for she still doesn't even look at me. I went over to her, grabbed her shoulders and pushed her down onto her back before placing myself on top of her.

"Fucking do something!" I screamed at her as she lay silently beneath me, still not making eye contact.

I grabbed her face with my right hand "Lisa Look at ME !" I shouted in her face.

Her eyes looked up at me, they were red; she was going to cry. Her cheeks were being squashed by my rough hand and I stared into her sad honey eyes. Her eyes were emotionless, not even hatred in her gaze and I felt my world burn in to pieces.

let go of her face and stared at her, still straddling her hips. My eyes began to sting and I felt I was going to cry again; why could she make me cry!?

I got up from her and walked past her, pushing Morgan aside, leaving the room.

•••

"She's hasn't say a word to me, did she talked to you?" I heard Lauren whisper to Ria.

"No, After she got her memories back, She's not willing to talk to me because Tom forced me to Lie to her about knowing Tom and stuff."

"Why would he do that.."Morgan whispered.

"I don't know but I know that there was something that made Tom really happy about her not remembering and made me lie to her." Ria replied.

"Like what? shes not talking because you lied about Tom being a good person and now she got her memories back and finds out that he is not?" Lauren said; her eyes as well as Morgan's planted on Ria's face.

"Yeah but I think there is more than that, something that made her like this after she remembered, something worse." Ria sighed. "I mean he's always beaten her around and she has still stood up to him, I can't think of what he" Ria went silent.

"What is it?" Morgan said, concern in her voice.

"Lis..Lisa was a... virgin, she never chose to come here, and she never wanted to be with Tom.. he may have.....raped her?" Ria said, causing my heart to get stuck in my throat.

"Uh.." Lauren mumbled.

The girls were all silent for a little while "We should talk to her tonight, well you should Ria, She probably needs someone to talk.."

"I doubt it, She hates me... and also she wouldn't tell me if she was raped by him, she would be to ashamed"

"You have to at least try, if he has raped her, she will really need someone to talk to"Lauren replied.

Ria nodded and I leant back around the corner, slamming my hand into my face.

"Tom; we going?" Gustav said as he grabbed his keys.

I sighed "Yeah..."

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