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••Lisa's P.O.V••

I was Sitting on the couch, wrapped in a cozy blanket as I took a sip of my coffee while gazing into the warm glow of the fireplace. It had been three peaceful nights since that night, the night that Tom brought Ria to the room and tried to do her in front of me. Since that night I haven't seen him, him and the others had left the house and haven't returned yet.

I overheard Lauren telling Ria that they had identified the person who had stabbed Tom in the hospital, and they had been busy tracking them down for the past three nights.

"Uh, look who's finally here, out of the room!" Lauren exclaimed, taking steps towards the hall where I was seated, with Morgan and Ria following behind her.

Morgan flopped herself onto the couch beside me and placed her head on my shoulder. "You should come down more, it's way more fun than Tom's room." She giggled.

"She's right Lisa," Lauren said with a warm smile as she lit up her cigarette, then she leaned in and lit up Ria's as well.

I looked up and my gaze met Ria but she quickly looked away, clearly showing that she was upset about what had happened.

"Yeah, maybe I should." I said as I took another sip of my coffee. Morgan pulled her head away from my shoulder and began to look under the couch,as if searching for something.

"No Morgan, not again." Lauren sighed and I gazed at them confused.

"Uh definitely again." Morgan giggled as she pulled out a small pack that was hidden in the couch. "What is that.." I asked and she turned to me excited.

"Cocaine, Do you want some?" She said, I gave her a disturbed look as I shook my head, I would never go for another drug in my life again, never after that experience I had....

"Who uses drugs in this house? I mean I never saw Tom or Georg do drug and Gustav is always drinking." Ria asked.

"That's Bill's" Morgan said and Ria turned to her, shocked," There's no way, I know Bill he doesn't do drugs. I mean yeah I saw him once at the party and he even gave me one but there's no way he'd do it regularly and I haven't noticed.."Ria said with concern.

"Yeah I couldn't believe that either, but it's his." Morgan said as she started to line up the coca on the table.

"And how do you know that?" Ria said, clearly shocked.

"I saw him a few times, and Tom doesn't know either. He really seems to have a big problem with drugs and if he finds out, he'll kill Bill for sure." She said as she sniffed a line with excitement.

"Uh.. I mean he won't kill him but still." She giggled before she sniffed another line and I stared at her with a bit of disgust at how she could sniff those things into her nose like it was just some air.

"How do you know all these things?" I asked as I placed my glass on the table.

"Well.. uh they all always think that I'm high, and umm...they don't really give a shit when I'm around so I mostly see or hear everything." She said, her head down while playing with the coca on the table with a card in her hand.

"What else do you know?" Ria asked her, taking a deep smoke.

"About Bill?"

Ria slightly nodded and Morgan sniffed another line, "Well, I know he loved a girl." She sneezed. Uh sorry yeah I meant a pet."

"No way, No fucking way." Lauren exclaimed and turned to Ria who looked a bit down at Morgan's words but tried to hide it by a little laugh.

I can picture Bill loving someone, he seems capable enough of being in love but on the other hand, I could never imagine his evil twin, Tom Kaulitz. They're similar but at the end of the day, Bill does have a heart and Tom doesn't.

"Don't tell me it was Tanya!" Lauren said with surprise.

"Mhmm."Morgan said as she placed her head on my shoulder again, laying on me. "Comfortable?" I said and she giggled.

"Who's Tanya?" Ria said, clearly curious.

"She was Bill's pet but Tom shot her." Lauren said.

"Wait but why..." I said a bit shocked.

"Because he found out that Bill was in love with her, so he shot her, bang bang.." Morgan said, I wanted to be surprised but that's something Tom would do.

"And he also started drugs with her, maybe that was the reason?" Morgan continued.

"She had short black curly hair with dark eyes, I don't know much about her. She was really close to Yumi." Lauren said.

"Uh Yumi," I mumbled, that name brings me pain to my ears every time I hear it and to my heart every time I think about her.

"Annoying Yumi? Wait, I just realized I haven't seen her in months." Ria laughed and I lost it.

"She wasn't annoying, she tried to help me... she tried to help me to get out of this hell unlike you, and....she....got killed for it," I exclaimed as I felt my eyes surrounded by tears but I held them back and turned my gaze away from her.

I heard Ria mumble something before the room went silent for a while, then she spoke but a bit worried, "So, Tom will kill me too if Bill falls in love with me?"

"Uh...Tom is too busy right now to care about that," Morgan giggled as she pinched me a bit and I stared at her disturbed.

"Yeah he's too busy Right now," Lauren laughed too as she pointed at me with her eyes which just made me uncomfortable.

"Well Any news about them?" Ria said, twisting her cigarette on the ashtray.

"No I don't know much either but it seems like that we might be alone tonight too," Lauren sighed.

"Maybe something had happened to them,"

"Uh don't be silly Ria, There's no way." Lauren laughed but then it quickly faded away as if she thought about it clearly."I mean maybe but let's hope not." She said as she grabbed a pillow lying on the couch. She then placed it on Ria's lab and laid her head down.

"mhm, I'm craving sex." Morgan groaned, she was so random I thought to myself.

"I'm craving his.."

"don't go into the details please.." I interrupted her with a disgusted look.

"You guys are being boring." Morgan said as she swiftly got out of the couch.

Suddenly we all jumped out of our seats by the loud sound of car wheels echoing in the hall.

We quickly zoomed on the door that was burst open by Bill who was hurriedly taking steps into the house along with dragging Tom's unconscious body with the help of a few guards. I gasped in horror when I saw that blood that was pouring down from Tom's body on the floor.

"Georg!" Morgan screamed and ran towards the door, and as I followed her gaze, my heart sank to see Georg was also injured and was on Gustav's shoulder.

"Lisa!" Bill shouted my name and I stood there frozen, shocked by the scene.

He snapped me back to reality by yelling my name out loud again and I slightly jumped out of my place and rushed towards him, "y'all go and watch the house' check if they had followed us. "He ordered the guards and they all Nodded before swiftly rushing out of the house.

"You, Lisa. Help me get him upstairs." He said in rush and I felt my heart sank as my gaze shifted to Tom.

Sweat was all over his pale face and blood was dripping onto the floor from his right chest. His body was too sore and weak as if he was going to die any second. At that moment, I found myself frozen in place, yearning to move, yet I felt every muscle in my body getting numb by the scene before my eyes.

"NOW." Bill's loud voice echoed in my head and I quickly rushed to them, with pounding heart I positioned myself under Tom's right side to lift him up and he let out a groan by the pain it caused him.

"Uh" I sighed as Tom's heavy body was resting on our shoulders, his head was now against the curve of my neck as his warm breaths sent shivers down my spine, leaving my body covered in goosebumps.

"He needs hospital!" Ria exclaimed as she tried to help.

"I already called the private doctors here, It's too risky to be in the hospital" He took a deep breath, bracing himself as we carried Tom's heavy body on our shoulders. "They might be searching for him there. I can't take him there," He yelled, his voice cracking with worry.

"Lauren! Morgan!" Bill shouted as we started taking steps. " Take Georg to his room, the doctors are coming, bring something for him or I don't know.... just.... do something." He yelled at them and they quickly grabbed a hold of Georg with the help of Gustav.

"Ria! Go to my room right now." He exclaimed as we reached the stairs.

"But.."

"NOW" He yelled at her face which made her jump off a bit, she then nodded nervously before she quickly turned and ran up the stairs.

Exhausted, we both struggled to catch our breaths as we went up the stairs. We then rushed to Tom's bedroom and softly laid his pale body on the bed.

I glanced at him as he was whining underneath his breath, his dark eyes were closed and his blood was now flowing down on his bed. His body became paler by each passing second and it awakened a sense of fear in me.

"Tom, stay with me okay? The doctors are coming just wait a bit longer." Bill said, his voice cracked as if he was about to burst out into tears.

Isn't this what I always wanted? For him to be gone? Will his death make me happy at this moment? Contrary to my thoughts I couldn't feel any spark of happiness inside me. This is what I always wanted, for this nightmare to be gone, for him to be gone from my life; but all I could feel was concern for this man, for him to live.

I shook my head before I took the last glance of his face and then I turned away in an attempt to leave but I felt a slight grip on my hand. I turned my head back to see Tom holding my hand weakly with his eyes slightly open. My heart raced as he mumbled something that didn't reach my ears.

His dark eyes was locked in mine before it slowly closed and His grip slowly dropped. My breath stopped in my chest and I rushed out of the room. I couldn't bare to stay and watch him like that and have my mind and heart battle about how I should be feeling at this sight of Tom.

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