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"Tom stop!" I yelled, kicking him with my leg, attempting to free my other ankle from his grip, but he kept on dragging me on the floor until we finally reached the kitchen.

He made his way towards the basement door while I was using all my strength to break free. He swung the door open and I finally managed to pull my leg out of his grip. Swiftly getting to my feet, I wasted no time and sprinted toward the nearby table, his footsteps echoing behind me as he gave chase. "You have no way out" He grinned.

I knew he was faster, stronger but I wasn't planning to go back upstairs and hide, I just wanted to get away from that basement and bring him back up with me.

his footsteps were getting louder and for a moment my gazed shifted to a knife that was glowing under the light and without hesitation I snatched it, turning my face back to him and pointing it at him, "I'll kill you..." I screamed, slowly stepping back circling around the large table.

His anger grow more as he saw the knife into my hand, pointing it at him, He grinned before chasing me with his slow but harsh steps, walking around the table with me, "How dare you to fucking threaten me," He snarled at me while as taking faster steps.

"How fucking dare you!" and suddenly he charged into me, pushing me hard with his body weight which caused us both to fall onto the basement door and get thrown down the stairs while crashing to each other.

I led out a choked scream as our bodies collapsed onto the basement floor. the world was spinning around me and I felt dizzy but I managed to pull myself up a bit, pushing myself onto his body as he whined out of pain.

I found myself perched on his stomach, the knife in my hand pointed at his chest, the tip just a few inches away from his heart. nearly touching his heart while his rose chest was slowly going up and down. attempting to stab him and end everything, to end him.

But I just...couldn't, I let out a scream, not being able to kill him. There was this feeling keeping me out from it, like an invisible barrier, holding me back and my muscles were locked in position, refusing to move forward, refusing to hurt Tom.

breathing heavily, I stared into his dark raging eyes, locked my gaze with him but not long after he shoved me hard away from himself. The knife slip from my grip as he suddenly charged into me again, this time pushing me against the shelf full of bottles of alcohols and wines.

He pressed his body against mine while his hand reached for my neck, tightening his grip with each passing second, clearly enjoying the pain he was causing me. "Trying to kill me now huh?" He exclaimed.

But before he could exclaim something else, I snatched a bottle from my back and instantly broke the bottle into his head, the alcohol pouring down his face while he pulled away. I felt a sting in my right palm and I noticed a piece of broken glass that had fallen onto my hand and cut it.

But that wasn't the case I should've focused on, it was him that suddenly grabbed me like a piece of junk and then threw me hard to the other side of the basement and my body went flying onto another large shelf.

For a moment I felt my spinal cord crack out of place while I let out a whine in pain but before I knew it, All the bottles tumbled on me and the floor and shattered into pieces as their crashing sound echoed through the floor.

I felt a few sharp pain throughout my body but what made it worse was the bitter liquid of alcohol that was now covering my whole body.

I gazed at him with pain, trying to collect myself from the floor. "I- I don't want to fight you Tom, stop this, fucking stop, damn it!" I snapped.

His eyebrows raised, "And what made you think that I care about what you want?" He grinned before he took off his shirt that was now drenched in alcohol.

He then started taking heavy steps, one of those walks that always scared the shit out of me while the glass pieces shattered under his feet with every step he took, "Now....you're acting like a monster, just like your..." I hesitated for a moment but my mouth just blurted it out, "Just me Like your sick dad!"

He gazed at me a bit shocked but in an instant, I felt his hand reach for my neck, pulling me up by it till I couldn't feel my toes on the floor. "Maybe because I am his son, so that makes me a monster too" He groaned at my face.

At that moment, I should've been scared for the life that he was trying to take, but I just couldn't bring myself to feel the spark of fear. I grabbed his hand with my shaky hands, trying to open his grip while I couldn't catch a breath. "You're...not...a...monster," I managed to say.

"WHAT DO YOU KNOW!?" He yelled but I could feel his voice cracking. clearly confused by what I said as if he wasn't expecting to hear such a thing from me.

"I..I know that..it wasn't your fault...that.... she's dead" I said, my voice turning into a whimper, running out of breath.

"I know...that...he was the...monster not...you" my eyes now surrounded by warm tears.

There was no more oxygen left in my body and everything was going dark but I managed to gather all the strength in my body, "you were just..... a kid" I managed to say my last words, ready for my soul to leave my body at that moment. But I felt his grip getting a bit loose, giving me more time to speak and I took my chance to let in a deep breath, "You're not him," I said it a bit louder while my tears were rolling down my cheek.

"But you did the same to me....and that girl.." I cried out as I locked my gaze into his, his raging eyes were now mixed with so much more emotions, turning into deep pain.

"Your mother...She wasn't a dog, "I continued sobbing.

"And neither am I." I finished and He suddenly let go of my throat. I fell down to my knees, massaging my throat as well as gasping for air.

He wrapped his hands around his head, taking a few steps back as he started groaning underneath his breath, mumbling things that couldn't reach my ears.

I slowly stood up while his back was facing me, "Go.."He whispered. "I said go..." He yelled after not hearing any footsteps from me.

"No.." I replied, "I'm not leaving." I cried out, still not able to stop my tears from rolling down my face.

He didn't reply and now I could see his whole body covered with sweat, still not facing me.

I paused for a brief moment before I took a step forward and With a heavy breath I called out his name. "Tom?" I said in a whisper but before I could react, he suddenly turned to me and slammed his fist hard against the wall, right beside my head. I gasped and the impact was so powerful that the resulting sound caused a slight ringing sensation in my left ear.

I looked up at him, his sweaty face that was covered with alcohol and a bit blood beside his forehead by the bottle I had broke on his head, and his eyes that was locked on mine with an familiar expression. the expression that I was seeking for days.

Tears still streamed down my cheeks while his breath remained steady. His gaze was fixed on mine and as I looked closer, I noticed the glistening wetness around his eyes, the tears that was illuminated by the dim light.

The way he breathed, the way his tears found their ways to roll down his cheeks, It melted my heart. I moved a bit closer and in an instant, I wrapped my arms around him and pull myself into his embrace.

"Please stop this.." I whispered as I placed my head on his warm bare chest where I could feel his heart beating fast. I let my tears roll down on his body and he He froze for a brief of moments, as if shocked by my actions. It was the first time I had pulled him into my arms and I was shocked by myself too, Of how I wanted to feel his heart, of how I wanted him to feel mine.

Overwhelmed, he crumbled, drawing me more into his warm embrace that enveloped me. His grip tightened as he nestled his head against the curve of my neck. And I softly rested my hand on his back, where I discovered the deep scar that was on the right side of his back and I let my fingers gently cross it.

"I'm sorry Lisa.." He whined, his voice cracked, filled with emotions, once again.

I started crying hard, I couldn't hold back my emotions anymore and he tightened his grip, "How could I..." His voice cracked more, "please don't cry lisa."

"Please.." He said a bit louder and I could feel his warm tears on my neck. Is it finally over? Is the war finally over?

••Tom's P.O.V••

I couldn't stop, it was as if my body was exploding with emotions, taking them all in was a huge pain that was spreading all over my body. the way she was brushing my skin with her cold fingers, the way she was crying onto my chest and the way she had finally let me into her arms, everything overwhelmed me. It was all making me drown in my tears. Why am I crying? Why do I feel comfort in her arms? Why do I suddenly feel like the darkness around me was lifting? As if she had awakened me from an endless nightmare.

It seems like she finally has power over me. She had finally made this darkness feel like...Home.

I found myself struggling to breathe, all the sudden emotions were tearing me apart and I was mentally drained. it was her...She was making me weak and i no longer had any complaints about it. I just let her warmth get into my body even though it was burning me inside.

She pulled back a bit and I started into her beautiful eyes. I noticed how much I missed looking into her deep honey eyes but now they were surrounded by the redness of crying and at that point, I knew that i'm never going to forgive myself for the things I had done to this girl and I knew that she wouldn't either.

I gently brushed her hair aside, tucking it behind her ear. As my eyes shifted from her gaze, it was then I noticed the traces of alcohol all over her face and body and a few small wounds that were made by the broken bottles, by me. Oh how much I now hate myself for it.

In a swift motion, I lifted her, cradling her between my arms to protect her feet from the shards of glass on the floor. With a heavy heart, I started making my way towards the stairs, taking each step with caution.

I climbed the stairs of this bloody basement and I was so out of it that I didn't notice that I had already reached my room.

As I was holding Lisa up in my embrace I opened the bathroom's door. "What..What are you doing?" Lisa asked, still in my embrace.

"We're both drenched in alcohol, you don't want to sleep on my bed like this do you?"

"I can shower by myself." She said, lowering her voice. "You don't sound so convincing. Just go along with it for now Lisa." I said knowing she'll accept defeat easily this time and I knew deep down, she wanted it too, I could feel it.

I put her down on her feet and pulled up her shirt. She accompanied by lifting her arms but once her cover was off she wrapped her arms around herself looking a bit embarrassed.

"It's nothing I haven't already seen darling."

Once I let those words out, the look on Lisa's face became a bit hotter; maybe she was remembering the time that I did her full body uncovered. I closed my eyes for a moment, for remembering the things I had done after it.

I sighed before I pulled down her shorts and took off all my clothing. She tried to look away shyly but I pulled her body towards mine with both of my hands placed on her love handles. Once I turned on the shower, Lisa gasped for a moment being hit by the water drops.

"Is it too cold?" I asked and she slightly nodded, still trying to not gaze at my lower body. I turned the water it a bit hotter and started pouring it down on her, cleaning all the drenched leaves off her body with my hand gently rubbing her skin.

I noticed the bruises and small wounds on her body, it was all from me, why was I so blind? it was like I really had lost my mind...what was wrong with me?

I tenderly traced them with my fingers before I softly placed my lips on each one of them.

Then I hugged her tightly and undid her bra, throwing it out if the bath. I gazed at them before I pressed myself more into her embrace. I looked down at her, her head was up and her eyes were locked into mine as the water was flowing down on our faces.

A craving for her reddish lips consumed me, intensifying with each passing second, making me more thirsty for it. I slowly leaned down, our faces only inches away while our noses were touching each other's. I wanted it but I didn't want to rush into her again, I didn't want to trigger anything in her...again.

our hot breaths were the only things I could feel at that moment before she closed the distance by pressing her lips into mine and I felt my heart pumping out of my chest.

I grabbed her face tightly and attached her luscious lips and I couldn't stop myself from going crazy over it. I let my tongue take action this time exploring her mouth and all the places on there that made her weak. I bit on her lips and sucked the blood out of those little cuts. It was as if I was hungry for her for a while.

My hands playfully made their way to her breasts and I tightly grasped her full boobs.

"Ah..." Lisa let out a choked moan inside my mouth which fired me up. I bent over her chest and took her left nipple in my mouth while playing with the other.

"Tom.." She moaned and after a brief few minutes I bit on her chest and her neck before making my way back to her lips.

I pulled my hand towards her wet panties, "May I?" I asked, pointing at between her legs.

I looked into her eyes for a response but she was looking at me shyly as well as breathing heavily. like she was letting me do whatever I want with her. Something she's never done before.

"I'll take that as a yes." I whispered into her ear before I moved my hand into her underwear slowly rubbing her clit while eagerly listening to her gradually louder moans that was echoing in the bathroom-into my ears.

I joyfully started at her face, her eyes were closed by the pleasure I was giving her. I bit my lip as I began to faster my hand, gazing at her up and down.

"Ah, Tom.." She moaned which made me more insane before I shoved a finger into her, moving it around her weak spots.

As she started squirming around I grasped her waist tightly with my left arm and shoved another finger inside her. I rubbed and fingered her faster knowing she was going to reach climax soon.

I turned her around, Her back facing me as I hugged her from behind. I put my fingers back inside her to continue. My hard dick was rubbing on her back but I just wanted to get Lisa off for tonight. I placed my other hand on her hip to keep her from moving. Once she was kept in a stable position, I started moving my fingers faster and her legs started shaking before she grabbed both my arms and squeezed them as she came on my hand while letting out a loud moan.

Once she was finished her legs gave out and she sat on the floor. I lifted her up and held her gently in my arms, her body tender and worn. Her breaths were labored as she rested against me, her eyes tightly shut. I planted a few kisses on her neck before carefully lifting her out of the bath.

"Tired huh?" I slightly chuckled and she softly nodded. I draped a towel around her long, black hair, blotting away the wetness while her focus was on me.

Then we left the bathroom, and I handed her one of my shirts before I got my clothes on. Taking her hand, I led her down onto my cozy bed where I've been craving her for days.

She sank onto the bed without a word and I pulled her into my embrace, wrapping my arm around her waist. She was already gone to sleep and a smile crept onto my lips as I gazed at her peaceful face. She was now calm and already gone to a deep sleep which was what I needed.

After planting a soft kiss on her lips, I eased her head onto my chest, my fingers tangling in her hair. The moments drifted by, and I couldn't quite recall when or how sleep took me as well.

•Not the end•

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