' feverish needs '





' come sit little whore'' she sounded cold as always. as her long thin sickly looking finger pointed at the chair infront of her.

i did as told.

i was scared shaking slightly tears gathering in my eyes. '' what is it master?'' i asked confused. i didnt do anything bad. i didnt do anything bad i had been careful to be really good.

'' did i tell you to fucking speak?!'' she roared and it felt like the walls shock.

'' i told you shes an ungrateful bitch'' he commented from behind her always right behind her. always lurking around. i was scared of him too.

'' you couldnt keep your hands to yourself? you had to fuck your own fucking father?!'' she shouted. what was fuck? or fucking?

i didnt know.

i didnt know what i did wrong.

i hadnt seen him all week i had been in the closet. like i always was. the closet was safe. in there no one could come get me. no one knew my secret.

my secret hideout.





'' i told you that you are to leinent on her, she thinks she can fuck me when shes yours '' he said sickly. that word fuck. it had to be a bad thing. i would never do it i would never do it.

never.

she landed a harsh slap to my cheek and i fell of the chair onto the floor. it hurt. i cried and she kicked me once for the lesson twice for good manners.

i stayed down.

'' if you ever fuck someone again you will be dead little whore, you are mine, you hear me little whore, one day you are going to be worth millions and i will not have you ruined before i get payed'' she gritted out her long nails digging into my skin as she gripped onto my arm.

it hurt.



was that me?

i wouldnt know, after all i didnt remember.

and who was that woman?

and the man?







'' shh mia vita its just a dream'' a soft whisper reached my ears as i opened my eyes slightly. i was in the living room, my entire body curled up on santos lap as he ran his fingers throuhg my curls.

judging from the looks of it he hadnt been here for long, he was still wearing the suit i saw him leave in a few hours ago when he told me he had to go for a busniess meeting that simply couldnt wait.

and nicolas had gone with him.

but now he was no where to be seen so i assumed he was still working. '' there you are'' he cooed kissing my forehead softly muttering some italian frase under his breath.

'' wanna tell me what that was all about?'' he asked gently as if i was a child that had fallen of their bicycle and gotten a scratched knee.

i shock my head nuzzleling further into his warmth my finger cluthing onto the fabric of his suit as i fiddled with one of the bottuns. how could he be so big i could fit on his lap? shouldnt that be considered a giant?

he was as tall as one atleast and his arms fitted perfectly around me like now when he held me close.

this was the most peaceful i ahd ever felt.

'' weres nic?'' i muttered as i felt santos wrap a blanket around me.

he shrugged '' working, should i call him im sure he'll rush back if you want him here too'' santos offered so kindly. why was he so kind to me? i was a burden.

i shock my head. '' i only want you right now'' i lied, no need to call nic home for a reason as pathetic as a bad dream of mine.

and then another pathetic naive statement of mine left my lips.

such a dirty sentecne and yet a need, a longing for peace. and however he might've think of me now i still wrapped my arms around his neck leaning in whispering in his ear softly.

as softly as i could muster through my shaken state and my need for him.

'' please touch me daddy''

he halted and so did i.

my mind did atleast. the name felt familiar on my tounge safe in my head and when he tightened his hold on me i couldnt help but to smile slightly i wasnt being pushed away. he didnt think of me as pathetic.

'' are you sure mia vita?'' he asked breathlessly.

i nodded against the nape of his neck placing a small kiss there. i needed his hands on me, bruising, claiming, leaving marks i needed him on me, i needed this safety and comfort even if it came in this socialy veiwed dirty way.

even if anybody was to see i would be labeled everything bad under the sun.

it didnt matter, no one would see. and even if they did.

i knew santos and nic would make them unsee. wether i had always been slightly insane, and obsessive over things that i could call mine, truely mine, or if it had been a trait i had developed i didnt know.

but if i was this obessed with the marino twins it had to mean that they did belong to me. right?

it had too.

















santos hands left my waist going to my hips giving them a good squese before they wandered to my ass where they rested.

'' fuck baby if you keep grinding on my lap like that im not sure i can control myself '' he muttered as i moved slightly to get comfortable on his lap.

'' then dont control yourself'' i said with a longing look as i raised my head to stare into his beutiful dark eyes. '' im yours daddy, please just touch me '' i pleaded like a bitch in heat.

i suppose the bitch part wasnt to far off the truth.

i didnt linger on the thought as his hands lifted off the t-shirt which admittedly belonged to him in the first place, he groaned throwing his head back in a chuckle. i wasnt wearing a bra. '' you just love fucking teasing me dont you little girl?'' he questioned theoreticaly.

ofcourse i did it meant his hands would wander to places i craved them the most.

he cupped my breasts i his hands.

as he placed a hungry kiss- no a kiss of a starved man, of a man who had never tasted anything near my obsession with him. who had never had this, but to be frank neither had i so i returned the kiss with equal feverism.

his hand wandering down one still playing with my nipples as the other ran down my chest and stomach before cupping my private parts.

'' ride my fingers doll'' he breathed against my lips as two fingers filled me up. dear god.

i moaned into his mouth as he devored it again with his sickly sweet dirty and bruising kisses. i moved back and forth in a rythm as his fingers hit a spot deep within me leaving me a moaning mess a puddly of pleads in his hands.

his kisses moved from my lips to my jaw to my neck and i was sure it would leave marks. beutiful marks i would cherish and forever remember.

marks that meant i was his.

'' suhc a good girl for your daddy mhm doll? such a good girl taking everything i give you '' he praised softly.

'' please daddy im gonna-'' i was cut off as he hit that spot again and again making me moan.

'' oh i know tesoro, hold it for me yeah?'' he said as if he was denying me the one thing i wanted. as if he didnt know fully well if he keept hitting that spot inside of me that i wouldnt be able to hold my orgasm in.'' you wanna be a good girl, yes?'' he asked.

i noded hurriedly as i arched my back grindiing on his fingers as his other hand held onto my hips guiding me.

'' aww poor thing '' i heard a voice from behind me as a hand wrapped around my throat forcing my head back so he could place a kiss on my lips making me moan into his mouth.

nicolas smirked. '' such a good girl doing everything my brother tells you to huh?'' he said amused as i shock when santos added another finger.

'' please, please daddy let me cum, please'' i pleaded tears stinging in my eyes as he grinned devilishly at me.

'' see shes even beginning me '' santos boasted to his brother as nicolas grabbed my hips when santos hand moved back to my breasts playing with my nipples.

nicolas now controling my movements as he trailed kisses down my back and colarbones while santos swallowed my moans with his kisses on my lips.

and just when i was sure i wouldnt be able to hold it any longer santos releaced my nipples caressing my neck softly. '' cum mia vita ''

and i did. i shock and cried out like a child.

and they held me close, placing soft kisses on my hot skin. and i adored it, i adored them. even when my eyes fell closed again and my head lulled down to rest on santos shoulder my arms instincly seeking warmth as i wrapped them around him.

'' shh rest sweet girl'' he whispered as he placed a kiss to the top of my head.

i adored these men.

more than anything, more than i could ever love myself, or anything else for that matter, more than life itself.











authors note

oh my god i am so sorry for the lack of updates recently. i've been working on a big project at school these past weeks and only just finnished it today, so i've been pretty busy with work, school and training.

so please bare with me. and i promise to update alot more in the near future for now i hope you liked this chapter.

and as always thank you for reading.

- love v.