After smoking for some time i came inside. As I was gonna do it earlier I decided to continue reading the book as I am not in the mood to draw anymore .

The book is amazing. No only because it has smut but also because I can imagine myself as the lead of the book . Not that I want any of that happened in it to happen to me in real life but still it helps me escape this world.

After sometime I took a look at the clock saw that it was almost 9 . Suddenly I heard a knock on my bedroom door. I went ahead and opened it only to find matteo there.

"Hey Sis!" He waved at me with a genuine smile on his face

I returned the gesture with a smile. "Come on, now let's have dinner .I heard there is Indian Cuisine for today's dinner." He said . Now that's something that brought a genuine smile on my face.

I've always loved Indian Cuisine and Culture for it reminded me of them . My family when I had no one to call a family . The ones who brought me to another world

I went downstairs with Matteo and saw that everyone was already there . Leonardo looked at me like I was walking with trash on me or like I myself was trash . I looked at everyone else and most of them looked happy while others looked bored.

My eyes went to the dishes on the table and my mouth watered at the sight . I sat down next to Matteo with David on the other side .

We all joined our hands and said grace. David, Mr Russo, Mrs Russo and Leonardo started their Business talks Matteo and Angelo started fighting over football and others quietly ate their food .

I was just sitting there without having anything not knowing whether eating would result in another beating. I slowly took a spoon of Biriyani . Realising no one actually cared . I just took another spoon of it and happily had the biriyani.

After having it . My tummy was full. I was surprised that i could actually finish it all . All of a sudden I felt all the food coming up my throat . I controlled it as much as I can and excused myself.

I tried my best not to run to my room. As soon as I entered the room . I closed the door and ran inside the bathroom and vomited the fuck out.

It's disappointing how i couldn't even have my favourite pani puri. I heard a knock on my door, it was Alexander. I opened the door and the right next second he started bombarding me with many questions.

"Are you okay ? Why did you leave so suddenly ? Is it the food ? Do you not like Indian or just today's food ? . I told that idiots to put less spice ."

I interrupted his as he was not giving a chance to speak "Alexander, I'm okay. I just felt like peeing and also the food was great. I liked it . It's just that I was not hungry"

He stared at me for a moment as it was the first time I was talking for such long.

"Oh, umm.. ok then, I was worried tesoro, that's it. No worries then. Night night " he smiled and turned to leave, but he stopped in his tracks and turned around.

" Umm can I give you a kiss on your forehead? That is if you dont mind"

For a second I didn't know how to react as I was not used to this kind of gestures. I smiled at him as a response and nodded ."Have a good night bambina"

And that night I slept without any nightmares for the first time in forever.....

As usual I woke up around 5 today. Today was the day I was said to be brought to shop all the necessities I wanted, and as it was a weekend I'm sure my brothers would like to chime in.

I got up went towards with the routine . As I was about to change my bandages I saw something yellow ...... Oh shit.... It's bloody infected for fvck's sake. And I've run out of my medicine.

Should I ask them . Im sure if I ask they'll buy it for me, but they would surely want to know about all this and I'm never going to tell them. Whatever..... I'll just slip out during shopping or something .