~Madelyn~

I couldn't see Lorenzo today. I ignored his message detailing our meet up spot as well as the texts and calls he sent after I didn't show up. Now I was pacing around my penthouse as my phone rang and buzzed.

I walked towards it powering it off before tossing it back onto the bed. I had sent Aleks and Sebastian to handle some business here since we didn't know when we'd be in LA again. So I was completely alone here as I slowly went insane.

"Fuck." I muttered as I walked through the door in my room out to the balcony.

Once I was on the balcony I reached into my jeans pocket pulling out a box of cigarettes. Opening the box I fought the urge to scream when I saw that it was empty.

Stomping back into the room I grabbed my bag before taking the elevator to the lobby. I walked through the lobby casting a side glance at Lorenzos guards.

"On my way to see your boss." I lied and they nodded.

Walking to the store I bought a pack of cigarettes before making my way back to my penthouse. I arrived back at the penthouse. Ignoring the guards who were probably wondering why I was only gone for 10 minutes I made my way to the elevator.

But when I stepped foot into my penthouse my stomach twisted with anxiety and the air felt heavy. Someone was in my house.

God can't a girl smoke in peace? Placing my cigarettes on the counter I reached into my waistband pulling out my gun. I kicked off my shoes before slowly walking through the penthouse. Scanning the place I found it empty and began to think I was just paranoid until I walked into my bedroom. Familiar perfume invaded my senses and my breath hitched. Lorenzo.

Distracted by the thought of him I didn't see him. He moved quickly grabbing my throat as he pinned me to the wall behind me and I gasped. I moved the gun pressing it to his chest and he chuckled lowly. It was a deep dangerous sound.

"You know darling." He said lowly, his tone laced with anger . " When I call you I expect you to answer."

His hand squeezed my throat lightly and I clicked the safety of the gun in a threat.

"Maybe you should take the hint and stop calling." I whispered.

"What are you going to do darling?" He asked teasingly. "You going to shoot me?"

"I'm thinking about it." I said and he hummed like he approved of my answer.

"Fuck you're delicious." He said taking a deep breath.

"I will shoot you." I said staring at him.

"Now we both know that's not true darling." He whispered squeezing my throat. "Considering I could crush your throat right now."

He squeezed it harder cutting off my air flow and I reached for his arm with my free hand trying to push it away but he didn't budge. Instinctively I dropped the gun using both of my hands to try and pry his hand away. He loosened his grip slightly once the gun was out of my hands and I sucked in air greedily.

"Don't pretend you don't love it Madelyn." He whispered. "I bet... If I reached down right now I would find you soaking wet for me."

I clenched my jaw at his words because they were true. As much as I despised Lorenzo I couldn't stop my body's reaction to him.

"You wish." I mumbled breathlessly.

"Hm let's check shall we?" He said before reaching down with his free hand and unbuttoning my jeans.

I was about to protest but it was cut off with a moan when he ran his thumb up and down my folds. He did it again before his thumb settled on my clit rubbing slow circles and I moaned.

"I guess I was right darling." He whispered and I moaned as my mind spun from how good his hand felt.

He shoved two fingers into me and I gasped grabbing onto his shoulder for support.

"Lorenzo..." I moaned breathlessly and I leaned my head back against the wall. "Aleks is way better than you."

He chuckled lowly at my words and his fingers started pumping in and out of me faster. I moaned loudly as he hit a spot that made my whole body light up.

"Fuck fuck fuck!" I moaned loudly feeling the familiar feeling build up. "Fuck I'm so close!"

He placed his thumb on my clit applying pressure to it and I whimpered.

"Fuck Lorenzo I'm going to--"

Just then he pulled his pulled his fingers out of me and took a step back. The feeling faded slightly and I fought the urge to scream.

"No no no!" I shouted angrily. "Fuck why did you do that I was just- I -- fuck I hate you!"

A frustrated tear fell from my eye and I grunted loudly.

"You d'yavol!" I yelled at him hitting his chest and he grinned. "Fucking tease!"

He swiftly grabbed my thighs lifting me up before tossing me onto the bed and ripping my jeans off. Then he settled on top of me. His hands trailed up my thigh and I smacked it.

"Don't fucking touch me." I grumbled at him and he leaned in to my ear squeezing my thigh.

"Do you want to come or not?" He asked and I took deep breaths thinking about it. I finally clenched my jaw letting out a heavy exhale.

"Yes I want to come." I whispered and he smirked pulling my panties down in one quick motion.

Then his fingers were inside me pumping in and out of me in a steady rhythm and I moaned. He leaned forward capturing my lips as his fingers moved. He licked and bit and my bottom lip igniting my body and I groaned. I thrust my tongue into his mouth and he groaned in satisfaction. He pulled back breathing heavily as he stared into my eyes and a thousand emotions swirled in his eyes.

That caused a pressure to settle in my chest. He kissed my neck.

"Fuck your perfect." He mumbled as he kissed my neck and my eyes stung with the feeling of tears.

"Don't say that." I whispered feeling like I was going to cry. It was all too much.

"I mean it." He whispered. "You're perfect amore. "

I tried and failed to swallow the lump in my throat.

"Fuck I need you." He whispered before pulling his fingers out of me and flicking his pants button open.

He pulled his pants down before pulling himself out of his boxers and sinking into me. I gasped at the feeling of him stretching me and the tears built up in my eyes. His face was buried in my neck and I tried to hold back my sob because I didn't want him to stop. Tears fell down my face and finally I choked out a sob. Lorenzo immediately froze as he slowly looked up at me. When my eyes met his I immediately shattered as I let out a loud sob.

"Fuck." He muttered immediately pulling out of me and I didn't stop crying. "Fuck did I hurt you?"

I didn't answer and he cupped my cheeks wiping my tears away as I sobbed.

"Darling answer me, did I hurt you?" He asked and I slowly nodded.

"Fuck show me where I hurt you." He said wiping my tears away but they kept falling. "Show me where and I'll fix it."

Unable to form the words I slowly lifted my hand before pointing at my heart.

"Shit I'm so sorry baby." He whispered and immediately sat up pulling me onto his lap. He wrapped his arms around me holding me like a baby and I sobbed into his neck.

"I'm so fucking sorry baby." He whispered dropping his face onto my shoulder as his voice shook. "I'm so sorry."

Something wet touched my shoulder and I lifted my head before grabbing his face and making him look at me. I gasped when I saw his face. Tears were falling from his eyes. He was crying.

"You're crying." I said holding his face and he looked at me like he didn't realise.

"I am?" He asked and I nodded.

"You don't cry." I said wiping a tear away from his face.

"Yeah well all your crying kinda broke my heart here." He whispered and I did something stupid.

I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed me back gently as our tears mixed together and I pulled back nibbling on his bottom lip.

"I lied." He whispered and I sighed.

"I know." I said and he shook his head.

"I don't mean about your family." He said. "I mean when I said I didn't love you." He took a deep breath.

"I lied." He said staring at me. "I do love you. I love you so much it scares the fuck out of me. I love you so much that I can't breathe when I'm not with you."

"I think I've been in love with you since the first time I saw you." He whispered.

"When you were that scared little girl hiding in your room." He whispered reminding me of the first time we met. "And I was that sweet boy who couldn't believe how beautiful you were."

Holy shit.

_________________________________________ Heyy guyss OML Lorenzo is grovelling. YOH I can't with this love confession it's melting my heart. Also in case y'all don't remember go back to part 16 where Lorenzo tells Madelyn that he's never cried before and you'll understand the gravity of him crying in this chapter.

UGH I LOVE A MAN WHO CAN CRY. Sorry I'm a teensy bit unstable. Hahaahhaahahaha :/

(This is why I'm single)

Also I DO NOT CONDONE CHEATING AND MADELYN DID NOT CHEAT ON ALEKS. I REPEAT MADELYN DID NOT CHEAT ON ALEKS. I only now realised that there's a detail I forgot to add in about their relationship but I'll explain in the next chapter dw.

Anywayss I love y'all MWAH 💋