(Slight) NSFW: i didn't censor it because it's not that explicit (or is it?)

He was now on top of you.

Your heart trembled in fear at the situation you were in, but somewhere inside you, you believed that Kael would never harm you, not when he once told you that he would wait for you and respect your decision.

ーbut still, why was your instinct warning you that this man was dangerous?

Your mind subconsciously remembered the words he once told you and the expression he wore when he did so.

"I would love to go on that stage but I know how difficult it must be for you and I'd respect it if you don't want me to so I'm pretty content with being able to kiss you only."

Yes. That couldn't be a lie. Although the time you have spent with your escort is less than a month, you just know that those words, the expression he made when he told you that, were sincere.

So, if there's something to blame here, then it has to be his heat. You're one hundred percent sure that his heat was the cause of his sudden change in behavior, and the cause of the warning your instinct gave you.

"Kael, this is not like you," you tried to reason. "You wouldn't do something like this."

He laughed, eyes glowing in excitement. "Right, I wouldn't. I would never force myself on you, and I'm happy that you know it too. Does that mean you trust me, sweetheart?"

"I do trust you." You answered. "But if you keep doing this to me then I'm afraid I can't maintain the trust I have in you."

His smile then turned slightly melancholy at your answer, leaning his forehead against your shoulder. "But sweetheart, I'm so so hungry, my body is in pain, it feels like I was being boiled alive, and I have this urge to touch you, kiss you, and do more with you."

You didn't reply, mainly because you didn't know what to say.

"Sweetheart, why don't you like me?"

Your eyes widened in epiphany. His words made you realize that he has always been hungry with you, and he concluded that it's because you don't like him.

"When we kissed," you hesitated. "Was it not enough? Did I not feed you?"

"Just a little," he answered. "Your affection for me is enough for a bite but not enough to make me feel full."

He then pulled away, showing his pouty lips and dissatisfied expression, as if resentful that you were starving him.

You smiled helplessly, "But Kael, I do like you."

"Lies."

"No. I really do."

"Lies."

Knowing that he won't believe you no matter what, you cupped his cheeks to make him look into your determinant eyes. The lack of sunlight in this cold season caused his face to look paler, intensifying the redness on his skin.

"I'm serious. I won't kiss someone I don't like."

"You won't fool me. If you were speaking the truth then why am I still hungry?" Even though he felt resentful, he still can't help but lean into your touch greedily.

Your heart clenched in rue at the thought that you have been starving this man all this time.

So no matter what I did, it's not enough?

"Sorry. Sorry, Kael."

The man frowned at your apology, staring into your rueful eyes. Kael knew if he made use of that guilt, then there was a high chance that he would be able to conquer you tonight, to possess every inch of you and make you his, but then what's the point?

Sex should be enjoyed by both parties, it would be meaningless if only one person felt good.

He breathed heavily as he got off on top of you, and if looked closely, one can see his arousal threatening to spill out of his pants.

"I'm going to the bathrooー"

"Wait!" You grabbed ahold of his wrist. "Let me help you."

"..."

Kael wondered if there was something wrong with his hearing. Or maybe it's just his comprehension of your words that's wrong.

"You mean you're going to help me to the bathroom?"

You pulled him to sit down.

"No, I'm going to help you with this," you pointed to his bulge.

"Sweetheart, do you even know what you're saying right now?" Even though his instinct told him to quickly take up on your offer, the man was afraid that you would back out at the last moment. If you truly did that, Kael doesn't know if he can stop himself from jumping on you. "Be good and wait for me here, okay?"

Your grip around him tightened, afraid that he would leave.

"Truthfully, Kael, I was ready to give you myself during your heat," you confessed. "When I hired you, I consulted with Ms. Cookie regarding your heat so I know what I was going into. I- I wanted to do it, but I'm timid, so at least, let me prepare myself first by helping you right now."

For a moment, Kael found it weird as to why would you want to force yourself to sleep with people you don't like. It's not like it's a requirement for clients to sleep with their escorts when they are in heat, and you don't strike as the lustful type that would want to have a taste of every client you hired, but he doesn't question it.

Just like how he doesn't question where you get the money to hire him and just assumes that it comes from your parents, he also doesn't question this strange mindset of yours.

So suppressing the burning desire inside of him, he relaxed his body and sat comfortably in front of you, smiling mischievously.

"So how are you going to help me, sweetheart?"

You mulled over it for a while, thinking of your previous lovers. Indeed, how are you going to help him? You have never done this before, and even with your previous lovers, you have never been so active in doing this with them.

If I were that person, what would I do?

You frowned, imagining the gentle smile, soothing touch, and endless patience of that person. Probably, that person would do it first and then think later. Hence, you slowly gathered your courage and took off your escort's belt.

Kael's breath hitched as he stared at you expectantly. He scooted closer, making it easier for you to untie it. Eventually, you can see his prominent bulge that's begging to be let out of his underwear. You took a deep breath, despite the weather outside, the room felt hot.

"Sweetheart, are you going to chicken out?"

"No," you were rather adamant.

He smiled at your answer, his eyes which could steal the breath of others for how beautiful it was were fixated on you. You have never admitted this before but you have always liked the fusion of red and orange in them. They seemed like they were holding a captivating flame within, crimson depths tinged with warm hues. A mesmerizing sight that hints at amusement and desire.

"Then sweetheart, would you like me to show you? Or perhaps, would you prefer me to guide your hand instead?"

"Wha- Whatever you prefer," you tried to sound calm and unaffected.

His smile widened into a full-fledged grin as he took in your response. Kael giggled.

"Well, sweetheart, since you've given me the choice, I think I'd much prefer to guide your hand," he purred, his voice laced with a mixture of anticipation and desire. He shifted on the bed, moving closer to you, his body pressing against yours as he positioned himself to give you a clearer view.

Reaching out, the Amorii gently took hold of your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. He brought your joined hands to his throbbing length, guiding your fingers along the shaft. His touch was firm and confident, his movements deliberate as he showed you the rhythm and pressure that pleased him.

"Like this," he murmured, his voice husky. "Feel the way it responds to your touch. Experiment with your grip, find what you think would feel good for me."

Kael's gaze never wavered from yours as he guided your hand, his own arousal evident in his heavy breaths and the way his body arched into your touch.

"Remember, (Y/n)," he whispered, his voice a low growl. "You hold the power to bring me immense pleasure. Explore, experiment, and do whatever you deem fit for me. Hurt me if you think that would bring you the greatest pleasure, I can take whatever you give me."

Your ears felt hot from his whisper but you don't think you like the content of his words, not when his body is covered with painful scars of his past.

"You should cherish yourself better. Pain isn't the only pleasure this world can offer."

Kael let out a sharp intake of breath as you experimentally pushed your thumb against the sensitive tip of his length, rubbing it gently. A shiver of pleasure coursed through his body, and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment, before he regained his composure and looked at you with a hunger-filled gaze.

"Hmm, you're certainly right," he moaned softly, his voice filled with a mix of pleasure and encouragement. "You are the best pleasure this world can offer, meeting you itself is a blessing."

His hand remained intertwined with yours, guiding your movements as you continued to stroke him, your thumb still teasing the sensitive tip. Kael's hips instinctively moved in rhythm with your touch, seeking more what you were offering him.

"Press a little harder, sweetheart," he encouraged, desire dripping from his voice. "You have a gift for this, I can tell."

As you complied, Kael's breathing grew heavier, his body growing more tense with each passing moment. He was on the edge of ecstasy, and the pleasure you were providing him was pushing him closer and closer to the brink.

"Don't stop," he gasped, his voice filled with desperation. "Keep going, sweetheart. I'm so close... so close to release."

With a final stroke, the tension that had built within Kael snapped, and he released with a low, guttural moan. Waves of ecstasy washed over him as he spilled his release, his body trembling with pleasure.

Breathing heavily, you stared at the turbid fluid staining his hands and yours, wondering if you really had just done that. The Amorii then rested his forehead against your shoulder, surprising you and snapping you out of your thoughts.

A soft smile played on his lips. His eyes were filled with adoration but of course, you couldn't see them.

"Thank you, sweetheart, I'm happy," he snuggled closer. "Very, very happy."

ーfor you, I will even quit being an escort, even if it means starving for eternity.

The thought came to his mind, however, before he could say it out loud, you quickly got up from the bed first.

"Iー I'm going to the bathroom."

And with that, you were gone.

Kael pouted but understood that you must have been drowning in embarrassment right now so he decided not to follow and tease you further. Instead, he went to find a wet tissue to clean his hand, feeling slightly better than before.

In the bathroom, you were madly scrubbing your dominant hand with soap, wanting to forget your bold action earlier. If possible, you even wanted to fill up the bathtub and drown your head in it to forget, but you understood that it would just lead to a meaningless death so that would not be an option.

"Ahー!"

You flinched when, in a moment of carelessness, your fingers accidentally grazed against a sharp edge, leaving behind a faint scratch.

Surprisingly, the wound didn't ooze with crimson liquid as one would expected. Instead, From the shallow cut, tiny red petals emerged, unfurling like delicate blossoms, their edges glistening with an otherworldly luminescence. Each petal exuded an enchanting fragrance, a sweet floral aroma that mingled with the warm steam of the water-filled room. They fell down and floated weightlessly in the air, carried by an unseen current.

Finally, when the petals gently touched the surface of the soap lying in the sink, a profound transformation took place. The once lilac color now bore the weight of their encounter. The petals, like drops of liquid poison, seeped into the soap's core, causing it to change its color and decay. It crumbled beneath the corrosive touch, dissolving into a fine dust that scattered into the air.

Hopelessness reflected in your eyes as you were once again reminded of your true nature.

As expected, no matter what you did, you can't be a human. What you are right now is just a cheap imitation of them.

No wonder Kael is never sated when with you.

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