When her eyes slowly started to flutter open I leaned forward in my seat, popping a chip in my mouth. When she looked around she immediately started screaming and all I could do was laugh. I let her continue for a few minutes before I got tired of it and grabbed the knife sitting on my thigh. I didn't even have to do anything before she shut up, eyeing me in fear. "Why were you looking for me?" I asked, calmly, eating another chip. "Lily, baby, I've spent so many-" I cut her off. "Don't give me that bullshit, Cathleen." I snapped, throwing the chips down as my hand gripped the knife tighter.
"You haven't had a care in the world about me since I was born. I was always a pawn to you. Now tell me the fucking truth and maybe you won't die." Lie. Her eyes changed and her lips pursed. "You are my daughter." I rolled my eyes. Her head turned as everyone else walked into the warehouse, probably haven heard the screams. No one approached besides Spencer, who sat in the chair, glaring at her. "My my, is that that little nerdy boy you always felt the need to keep around?" She taunted and my jaw clenched. Spencer let out a dark chuckle, but stayed in place.
I kneeled in front of her, drawing the knife blade down her neck. She didn't dare move. "Don't change the subject now, Cathleen. I heard you've got yourself an old man. One who's got some pull." I said, watching my own hand as I trailed the knife further down her chest, ripping through the clothes. Her breathing hitched and I made eye contact with her.
"How would you know about that?" I smirked, withdrawing the knife. "Back to my question. Why are you looking for me instead of running back to the man who's on the hunt for you." She bit her lip, looking around the open space. "Just be honest for once in your miserable life." Spencer snapped at her and I turned my head to him, raising my eyebrows. She sighed. "I know I wasn't a good mother. But Matt, he sees me as his possession, he doesn't care about me. He's let his whole crew take turns with me, I'm seen as dirt there. He wants me back because it would take him years to break in a new woman like he has me. I don't want to go back. I want to make amends, Lily. I want the relationship we never had. I just want my daughter back." There was a look in her eyes, that would make most people believe every word she's saying, but I know better.
Before I could respond, Orions deep voice called out. "She's lying." I gritted my teeth as he walked towards us. Her eyes drifted towards him where they widened. "No shit Sherlock. I know she's lying." Her eyes snapped back to me with a displeased look. Orion joined my side, handing me her burner phone. "I-I-I know you." She stuttered out. Orion glanced up at her, giving her a disgusted look. "She's been in contact with him the whole time." He spits. "How do you know him? He's dangerous Lily, you need to get away from him. Is he who put you up to this? I knew my little girl would never-" I shut her up by jabbing the blade into her thigh. "Can you shut the fuck up for two seconds, Jesus." I grumbled.
I looked through the phone, ice running through my veins when I saw what was likely the cause of Orions current anger. I knew she wasn't here to make amends but the real reason was disgusting. "I'll make sure I find her for you. I know she's been used up and tossed around by this point, she was never going anywhere in life. I can't wait to see the look on her face when I give her to you to do as you please. She's always loved being on her knees, that little brat will need to be broken in well, she's never been obedient." If I didn't know any better, I'd vomit at the thought. But she's always been absolutely vile person.
I handed the phone back, my eyes meeting hers as tears streamed down her face. I grabbed the knife in her thigh and twisted it as I covered her mouth. "You think I'm used up? I can't begin to imagine how many men you've spread your legs for. And I'm sure you loved every second of being a glorified cum rag. You must think you're untouchable. You've found a man just as sick a perverted as you, who says hell love you and protect you? How cute. That'll just make it even more enjoyable when I cut your head off and sent it to him in a neatly wrapped bow." I spoke calmly and clearly, making sure every word I said sunk in.
I removed my hand and the knife at the same time. The second my hand left her mouth she started screaming about how he was coming for her and I'd never get away with it. I just laughed. "And so the fun begins." I smirked to Spencer. Spencer got out of his chair and cut the tied off of her. She stopped screaming and looked confused. He looked at his watch. "A 15 second head start seems reasonable, no?" Spencer asked me and I nodded. We were situated at the back of the warehouse and the exit was on the opposite end. Theres no way shed even make it to the door in that time. He started his timer and she just sat there. "Well don't make it easy for her, that's no fun." He pouted. She looked at us once more before taking off. Granted with that stab wound she was not moving very quickly.
I shrugged off my jacket, hanging it over the chair as Spence counted down from 5. It seemed like time slowed and somewhere between Spencer eagerly yelling out "one" and me taking off I felt an adrenaline rush I didn't know was possible. My feet carried me fast and I was diving on top of her in seconds. I knew I'd lost my mind a bit too much when I didn't even have time to process my own hands bringing the blade straight down the center of her body, cutting her open from chest to stomach. Screams pierced the air as blood splattered all over me. She tried to fight me off but I can imagine cutting through muscle and fatty tissue until you can see bone made it hard for her to struggle, even if she was also hopped up on adrenaline.
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It seems I had truly gone off the deep end this time, because it only seemed like moments later when I caught my breath and broke my gaze from the lifeless, mangled body underneath me. As my vision cleared, I saw Spencer to my left, sitting on the floor, watching me in fascination. My eyes panned to the spot everyone else had been standing before. Maya was no where to be seen, neither were Reign and Warren. But both Orion and Carter stood, eyes locked on me.
My breathing steadied as I looked down at what used to be my so called mother. The only thing you could make out is her face. I planned on keeping my promise to send her head to Matt Wolfy, apparently even in my disassociated state. However, I had clearly veered from my original plan to do a living autopsy on her while she was fully awake, her torso now resembled ground beef, even her organs indistinguishable. Her arms were heavily sliced up, parts of her fingers and forearm strewn across the floor. Her thighs were mangled, but still in tact, aswell as her legs since I was sitting on them.
I starred into her open, lifeless eyes, allowing myself to fully take in the fact that she's dead. Both of the people in my life who hurt and traumatized me for years no longer get the satisfaction of taking a single breath. I felt truly alive.
I let the blade in my hand slip through my finger tips as I stood up. I was coated in a pretty even layer of her blood and I'll be honest and say I enjoyed it. I felt powerful. "So fucking magnificent." Spencer said lowly, still watching me like I was an untouchable god. It made my high soar even higher.
"That was..." Orion started to say, but paused, like he was looking for the right words. My eyes snapped to him. He didn't look in the slightest bit disgusted or put off at what he'd just witnessed, and neither did Carter. It was hard to read what they were thinking. I'd never cared what people thought of me, I am who I am and it's not changing, and at the end of the day I'd be okay if they didn't either.
"I don't know if I'm more impressed or turned on." Carter mumbled, shifting on his feet and I couldn't help but let out a laugh. Orion shot him a glare. Orion took long strides to meet me where I was standing. His eyes roamed up and down my body before settling on my face, a sparkle in his eyes. His hands grabbed my hips harshly, pulling me into him. He leaned in closer, our lips millimeters apart. His warm breath fanned across my face, sending chills down my spine. "I fear my obsession with you has reached its all time high, my love. Now I'm going to keep good on my promise I made a while ago and fuck you while you're covered in that bitches blood." He growled, before his lips met mine in a hurried kiss.
As our lips moved together I could taste the metallic remnants of blood that splattered on my face. Orions hands traveled down from my hips to the back of my thighs where he hoisted me in the air. I wrapped my legs tightly around him, tangling my fingers in his chocolate hair. His lips left mine and I let out a soft moan when he started trailing love bites down my jaw and neck. I didn't have to look down at him to know his face was probably smeared with blood at this point.
I looked up, making eye contact with Carter who stood casually with hooded eyes, watching us. There was no mistaking the bulge in his pants, even from this distance. I let out a soft chuckle, winking at him. God that's hot. I couldn't see Spencer from this position but I know him plenty well enough to know that we had his full attention aswell.
Orions hands tightened on my ass as he walked us over to the tiny office room that was off-chuted to the warehouse space. There was a small couch, a desk and a filing cabinet. He plopped me onto the desk, not giving a fuck about the things that hit the floor. He didn't waste a second, his hands coming down my chest where he gripped the tight crop top I was wearing and ripped it off me. I let my hands wander under his shirt and trailed down his v-line. Orion was unfazed, focusing on ripping every piece of clothing off me. When he was done he took a breath, stepping back from me.
"You look so fucking beautiful in red." He murmured as he sat on the couch. His gaze made my body heat and I could feel the wetness already dripping between my thighs. As Orion removed his shirt I looked behind him through the glass windows to see both Carter and Spencer had moved to stand right at the windows, watching.
I'd never wanted the attention more in my life. I got off the desk, running my hands along the shape of my body. The blood was still wet enough that it left trails behind my fingers as if I was finger painting. I looked away from Carter and Spence back to Orion who was undoing his belt as he watched me. "Do you have any fucking idea what it did to me watching you? The way you lost control, god I've never needed anyone so fucking bad in my life." He spoke dangerously, his eyes telling me everything he was feeling.
I stepped towards him as he pushed his jeans down and his hard cock sprung out. I straddled his hips, feeling his hardness under me. "How fucked up is that? You got rock hard watching me massacre my own mother. Even knowing that it'll start a war for you." I said lowly, slowly gliding my hips back and forth, the wetness dripping from me made it easy for me to slide along the length of his shaft. "Build an atomic bomb and set it off for all I fucking care. I'll clean up any mess you want to make, my love. The sight of you being so utterly controlled by pure rage after you've been betrayed is one of the hottest things I've ever witnessed. It took every ounce of self control I possess to not take my cock out and face fuck you while you go at it." His fingertips dug so hard into my hips I was sure he was leaving bruises as he spoke.
I smiled down at him, leaning close to his ear. "I probably would have let you." I mumbled, biting at the lobe. He groaned, rolling my hips into his. "I can't wait any longer." He barked, lifting me enough to position his throbbing cock at my entrance. He pushed me hips down on him, filling me completely as I moaned loudly, arching my back. "You're so fucking wet. I knew from the moment I saw you, you are just as fucked as I am. You love this. You love bouncing on my cock with an audience, covered in blood. Suck a good little slut." He said before his mouth connected with my right breast. I groaned, gripping the back of the couch as he slammed into me brutally.
Moans escaped my lips as he kept raising his hips to meet mine, sucking on my nipples. I looked down at him. His eyes were closed as he ravished my breast. His cheeks were smeared with red streaks and so was his abdomen. I threw my head back, riding him as I circled my hips. His hand on my hip moved to grip my ass harshly before spanking me. "Fuck, Ry." I moaned, feeling my grip on reality fade more and more. I felt his teeth graze my skin before he bit down, hard enough to cause a shock of pain to flow through me. But it just mixed with the pleasure as I felt the euphoria kicking in. "Cum for me angel, cum all over my cock. Lord knows you fucking deserve it." He growled against my skin, letting out breathy groans.
And I did just that. I came, feeling my legs shake as Orion picked up the slack, still thrusting upwards into me. Moans tumbled out of my mouth uncontrollably as I made eye contact with Spence and Carter. Spencer wore a smirk as he watched me come undone and Carter had an unrecognizable look on his face. My breathing started to steady as Orion came inside me, sloppily thrusting into me before we came to a stop, breathing heavily. I looked back down at him, feeling the world come crashing back to reality.
My cheeks heated at the thought of everything that just happened. Orion chuckled softly, his hand caressing my cheek. "Are you okay, my love?" He asked softly as he pulled me into his warm chest. I let out a breath, nodding. "Yeah." I said back. He kissed my forehead and I looked down between us. Both of us were now covered in blood, naked. "Let's get you cleaned up, yeah?" I nodded in response and he gently lifted me off his lap. Orions semi hard cock fell out of me, some of his cum dripping down my legs. I stood next to the couch, now very aware of my completely naked state as my adrenaline faded slowly.
Orion pulled his slacks back up, doing his belt again before he grabbed his shirt and pulled it over my head. "There's a shower back in my office." He murmured, taking my hand. I allowed him to lead me out of the small office space and we stopped in front of Carter and Spencer. Spencer wrapped his arms around me and I clung tightly to him. "You did it, Lily. And you were absolutely amazing." He whispered in my ear before kissing my forehead.
"I'm going to let her get cleaned up in my office while we sort this out." Orion said. "I can take her." Carter said and Orion looked from him to me as if asking for my permission. I nodded softly. Orion kissed my head. "I'll come find you in a few minutes." He promised and I nodded.
I was surprised at how calm and collected Orion was being currently. I mean, my best friend and his brother just watched us fuck covered in my mother's blood. He'd snapped at Carter for stupid jokes before but he seems oddly okay with allowing me to go off with him. Not that I'm mad, I know Carter will make sure I'm okay. It's just interesting how the dynamic has shifted so easily.
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After walking a little through the warehouse we stopped another office similar to the one before but much much bigger. "This way." Carter directed, with his hand on my back. He lead me through the office and into a little en-suite that had a full sized shower and everything. He turned the water on for me, adjusting the temperature. When he was done with that he walked over to the linen closet and grabbed out two towels, laying them on the counter for me. "Ry keeps some clothes here, I'll grab you something clean to change into after." He said softly, his eyes finally meeting mine.
My cheeks flushed, feeling slightly embarrassed. He chuckled softly, walking closer to me. His finger lifted my chin so my eyes would meet his. "Don't get all shy now, Lilypad. You were enchanting to watch. You deserved every moment of your spotlight. And you should feel like the most powerful person here after taking it." He said softly, stroking his thumb across my bottom lip. Carters touch gave me nearly the same feeling Orions did and that made something heavy settle in my chest.
"Go ahead and get rinsed off, I'll set the clothes in here in a second. I'll be waiting in the office when you're done." He said softly, leaning down to place a gentle kiss on the top of my head. As he turned away I called his name. He turned around with a hum. "Is Maya okay?" I asked quietly. He grinned. "Maya is fine, just got a little squeamish when you and Spencer started swinging her intestines around like a jump rope." He said, taking me by surprise. But I nodded and turned towards the shower. I pulled Orions t shirt over my head, discarding it on the floor as I walked towards the shower. Carter watched me for a minute before turning again and leaving the room.
All of my emotions hit me at once as the warm water glided down my body and I watched the red water circle the drain. I did feel powerful. I felt like a weight was finally lifted off my shoulders. For years I had just assumed she was dead but there was always a lingering feeling in the back of my mind. I don't regret any of it, it needed to happen. I needed to lose my own sanity for a little to gain it back fully.
I allowed my emotions to fully sink in in the shower because I knew the moment I was out we'd have another problem on our hands. Though the new problem wasn't necessarily a problem yet as Matt Wolfy has no clue Cathleen's lifeless and mangled body lay on the ground of a secluded warehouse. For now he'll probably think their plan is working and my mother is still looking for me. But he'll find out really soon that this is nowhere near over and heads will roll.