"Fuck yeah Lil!" I stopped, taking a deep breath as my lungs gasped for air. I had a smile on my face and my body ached but it was worth it. I accomplished running 5 miles today (running may be a strong word, more like jogging). I have been pushing my body to the limit since being shot. I hated feeling helpless. It's now been a few weeks and my wound has closed with minimal bruising and scarring. I'm still not 100% but I'm definitely close.

Orion wrapped his arms around me tightly, kissing my sweaty forehead. "Look at you baby, I'm so proud." My heart soared at the praise. "You did very well, Lilith. You're healing impeccably." Josh, the physical therapist Reign and Warren had set me up with, said and I grinned. It's a big milestone and I'm buzzing with excitement to hit it. "I'll be honest, looking over all of your lab work, your physical progress and everything else, I think it's time we part ways. At least for the most part. Continue your stretches and exercises at home and we'll do a one month check up unless anything else arises." I can see that Josh is as happy as I am about this. We got off to a rocky start, me obviously being a complete bitch after being shot, but he pushed me and motivated me a lot. "Thank you." I said, genuinely, pulling him into a very quick hug before practically bolting out the door.

~~

At home, I could hardly wait to strip off my sweaty clothes. Orion laughed behind me, setting the keys on the kitchen counter. "Calm down there tiger, let's not forget the last time you had an adrenaline high." He smirked and I couldn't help but laugh. I listened, slowing a little. "How could I forget that? After all, I've got lasting marks." I said as I pulled off my bike shorts. The slightly red mark was sitting in plain view on the side of my hip as I stood there in only my underwear. His eyes raked over my body before he made his way across the kitchen. His hands gripped my waist and he looked down at the mark, a grin on his features. "I should have made it deeper, but I didn't want to hurt you." I giggled, wrapping my arms around his neck, my bare chest pressing against him.

He lifted me off the ground, holding me by the thighs as he carried me into the bathroom and sat me on the counter. "I can't lie, my love, I'm going to enjoy having you all to myself for a bit." He smiled, kissing me softly. I let my pulse calm and Orion held me gently, feeling at home. He slowly pulled away, smiling down at me before stripping off his clothes until he was in his boxers. After turning the water on to warm up he came back over to me and stood between my thighs.

He hooked his fingers in my panties and dragged them down my thighs as his lips attached to my neck. I groaned, running my fingers through his hair, tugging on it. His hand gripped my thigh, tugging me closer as he growled against my neck. "Don't think I've forgotten about the punishment you're owed, angel." He smirked against my skin, wrapping a hand around my throat. He pulled away to stare down at me and grinned.

"You're in luck though, I'll have to wait for Carter to get back to truly punish you. But, now that you're mostly healed I don't have to take it easy on you." A soft moan left my lips and he chuckled. "Do you know what I love just as much as pushing you to your limits, my love?" His hand around my throat squeezed just slightly and I hummed. "Being soft with you. Starring at your beautiful face as you come undone on my cock. Slowly thrusting into you as you beg me for more. God, I love it so much, angel." A chill ran down my spine and he grinned.

He stepped out of his boxers before holding his hands out for me to take. He helped me off the counter and guided me into the shower. The muscles in my body relaxed under the hot water. I watched as Orion grabbed my loofa and body wash. After he sudsed it up he looked down at me lovingly. "You did amazing today, Lily. You deserve to be pampered." He said softly, running the sponge across my chest. "It was just a run." I said, a blush forming on my cheeks under his heated stare. Grinning, he leaned down to kiss me softly. "You look so cute when you're blushing for me, angel. And it was more than just a run, you accomplished something you've been working towards for a while. I'm so fucking proud of you." He kissed me, sliding the sponge down my stomach and hips and I clung to him and the feeling of his lips against mine.

Orion always threw side comments at me about how I look at him and don't see all the wrong, only the good. But it amazes me how he can look at me the same. I know Orion has done terrible things, things most people would never be able to justify. I've never seen it, but I know. I, on the other hand, have done horrible things in front him, and he still looks at me like I am the most precious gem ever discovered. I've never had anything like that before. I mean sure, Spencer and Maya would never judge me and will always stick beside me, but it's not anywhere near the same. Orions seen me at my absolute lowest, in more ways than one. He's seen me in a dissociative state as I murdered my own mother, he's watched me struggle to walk to the bathroom and brush my hair on my own, still, through all of it he only ever looks at me with adoration. It's why he throws me off so much, I've never met anyone like him. He terrifies me and excites me in ways I can't explain.

~~

"I don't think I'll ever get tired of this." Orion mumbled, kissing my shoulder and I smiled to myself. We were laying in my bed, both of us just starring out the window as it thunderstormed. It was still the middle of the day so it was over cast enough for the room to be dimly lit. "I love storms." I said quietly. His hand that was resting on my bare hip moved across my stomach and pulled me closer into his naked chest. "I could listen to the rain and thunder forever." I continued. "Forevers a long time." He said and I grinned, thinking back to when we had this exact same conversation. "I've heard." I whispered. His arms tightened and he kissed my neck softly. "Forevers not nearly long enough." He mumbled.

We must have fallen asleep like that because when I woke up I was still tangled in his arms, but it was completely pitch black. I glanced to the clock on my nightstand and saw it read 12:46am. We'd slept and fucked the whole day away. No point in ruining that now.

I turned over, nuzzling my face in the crook of his neck and I felt his arms tighten around me. I listened to the sound of his even breathing as I slowly drifted back to sleep.

~~

I was up early with a spring in my step. I'd missed cooking so much the past few weeks. The boys were determined to keep me off my feet as much as possible. But now that my PT cleared me, I feel like they'd get off my back.

By the time Orion came walking into the kitchen I had made blueberry muffins, cinnamon rolls, 2 batches of chocolate chip and m&m cookies and was now cooking breakfast. I watched as he walked in, rubbing his eyes. His bed head was wild and he looked scrumptious. When he finally focused in on me and his eyes scanned the kitchen he laughed. "How long have you been awake, my love?" He wrapped his arms around me from behind, kissing my neck and shoulder. "A few hours." I shrugged.

Orion sat at the counter and ate as he intently looked at his phone, probably work stuff. I didn't mind the silence though. As I was cleaning up my phone rang and I looked down to see a FaceTime from Carter. I answered, setting the phone up on the window sill above the sink. His signature smile popped up and he chuckled when he saw me. "Ry said you got the all clear yesterday. I see you've been busy." I rolled my eyes playfully. "Everything looks good though, Lilypad." I grinned. "Are you at the house? I wanna see!" I said excitedly. He laughed, nodding. "It's pretty much empty now." He got up from where he was sitting and started walking me around.

~~

Sometime while I was on the phone with Carter, Ry got dressed and went to work for a while. Carter stayed on FaceTime with me for a couple hours while I did some cleaning and he waited for the real estate person to send over the finalized paperwork. When they did we got off the phone, ending with him promising he'd be home in the next couple days.

I finished up cleaning around the house before I plopped on my bed with a new book. I honestly haven't been reading much lately but I have the house to myself and I can finally focus on something. Though a more subdued book, I haven't really read anything with the specific plot. A slightly psycho cowboy who likes his girls to crawl through the mud for him peaks my interest though.

~~

Something Ry and I bought you says it was delivered

I glanced at my phone, seeing a text from Carter and I jumped up from my reading nook and went to the front door. A medium box sat on the porch and I grabbed it, running back to my spot.

Just as I had grabbed my box cutter my phone rang and it was Carter FaceTiming me. I answered, propping the phone on the table by my reading chair. "What is it?" I asked like a little kid and he grinned, laughing lightly. "It's a surprise for a reason, princess. Open it." He didn't have to tell me twice. I cut the box open, excitedly.

My jaw dropped. I just got a glance at what was in it and I already knew for a fact. Two clear tubes sat in the box. I looked up at Carter and he smirked. "You've got to be kidding me." I took them both out and let the box drop to the floor. My cheeks heated. "Our girl deserves to have her holes filled even when we're not there. Only by us."

I can't lie, I was excited. The thought of buying one of those kits to make a silicone dildo of your partner had crossed my mind but I hadn't brought up the topic. Clearly, I didn't have to.

"Your mouth is practically watering, Lilypad. Do you like your gift?" I nodded, taking them both out of the package to see what they feel like. They are definitely well made. "You know, I've been reading for a little over an hour. And this book is pretty spicy." I said, looking at him. He raised his eyebrows, humming. I stood, shimmying out of my leggings and underwear. "Fuck, this is not where I saw this going." He groaned. I pulled my shirt over my head, tossing it on the bed before sitting back down with both of the flesh colored clones.

I leaned back against the chair and spread my legs. I ran my fingers over my opening and let out a soft whimper. I was certainly turned on. My cowboy book was much more spicy than I had pictured and I was already getting hot and bothered before Carter called.

Carter let out a breath. "Jesus. Fucking look at you, princess. So wet and ready." I hummed, grabbing the silicone mold of Carters beautiful cock. Just as I did he leaned back, undoing his jeans. "It's not as good as the real thing, but it'll do." I said softly as I slid it inside me. I let my head fall back and moaned. "There you go, baby. Sink down all the way on my cock." Carter mused, slowly stroking himself. I bit my lip, adjusting my position as I accommodated the full size of it.

My pace alternated between slow and steady to fast and sloppy as I listened to Carters dirty words. I was so lost in the interaction and feeling I didn't even notice the door open or Orion coming in until I felt a hand around my throat. My eyes snapped open to him and Carter chuckled. "Hello my pretty little angel." Orion smirked down at me, kissing me slowly. He pulled away and his eyes trailed down my body. I was breathless, the mould of Carters cock still completely inside me as I sat on my knees.

Orion hummed before sitting on the bed a couple feet away from the chair. "Well go on, princess. Show us both just how much you enjoy our cocks stuffing you." Carters words made my cheeks heat. Orion nodded, licking his lips as he leaned back. I once again adjusted my position on the chair so they both had a good view. I slid off Carters clone before leaning forward, slowly applying pressure until it was slipping in my ass. I let out a moan, trying to keep my muscles relaxed to accommodate it. When it was in completely I let out a whimper as I leaned back.

I slid Orions toy inside me slowly, torturously so. Flashbacks of the cabin filled my mind and I let out shaky breaths. "How do you feel, my love?" Orion asked huskily, ignoring the large bulge in his jeans. "Full." I managed to get out. Carter hummed through the phone. "You look so beautiful right now, princess. You're doing so good for us." He praised. My hips started moving up and down and soon moans were spilling from my lips before I could even process them.

I felt the world drift away as I got lost in pleasure. Images of our hours in the cabin played back in my head as I pictured myself between them. I could feel my orgasm edging closer. And their words sent me over the edge. Carter was moaning watching me and Orion was giving gentle encouragement as he watched.

"Oh my god." I moaned, collapsing back on the chair, breathing heavily. "You did so good, my love." Orion praised and I glanced to Carter who was also breathing heavily, coming down from his own orgasm. "I can't wait to get home to you, princess." He said breathily. And I shot him a lazy smile. "Mr. Wakely? Are you here?" We heard through the phone and Carter cursed. "Gotta go, baby, I'll talk to you later." He said quickly before hanging up. I laughed, shifting in the chair to get up.

"Did you enjoy yourself?" Ry asked, amused. My cheeks heated and I nodded. He caught my waist, wrapping his arms around me, looking up at me. "You're so beautiful, Lily." He mumbled, trailing soft kissed down my stomach. I laughed lightly, threading my fingers in his hair. "How was your day?" I asked and he hummed, looking back up to me. "Another day, another problem. Sometimes I wonder how any of them function in life." He muttered and I laughed. "Being the boss is hard, huh?" I said is a baby voice. He narrowed his eyes at me. "I'm going to go rinse off." I pulled away from him and went into the bathroom.