Orion sat on the seat in my shower watching me as I stepped in. I stood under the water for a minute, closing my eyes and letting the hot water run down my body. I opened my eyes to look at him and he had his hand wrapped around his hard cock. I couldn't take my eyes off him, I felt like he wasn't even real. "Continue." He said, his eyes wandering over my body. I did as asked, despite being self conscious standing in front of him. I grabbed my loofa, adding body wash and slid it over my body.

When I was done lathering the soap I stepped back under the water, turning to face Orion as I let it wash away all of the suds. His eyes locked on mine, watching me. When all the soap was washed away I stepped forward to him. His movements stopped and his hands rested on my hips as he looked up at me. I reached down, running my fingers through his wet hair. He pulled me closer, kissing my stomach. I moved to straddle his hips, my knees on either side of him. "You're so beautiful." He said softly, kissing me. I felt the tip of him rub against my entrance and I moaned against his lips. He pulled away to look down as he positioned himself with my entrance. "Ready love?" I nodded and he guided my hips down onto him. We both moaned at the same time. His grip on my hips tightened and I gripped onto his shoulders roughly.

He's right, his size is much different than my toys. I sucked in a sharp breath, pain and pleasure mixing in me. "You okay baby?" He asked as he kissed my shoulder. He stayed still, allowing me time to take him in. I nodded to him. "I need to hear you say it, angel." "I'm okay." I said softly. He hummed in satisfaction and waited for me, kissing every inch of exposed skin he could reach. After a couple minutes I moved my hips. His lips stopped and he looked up at me. His hands on my hips helped me, slowly moving up and down on him. "Ah fuck." He threw his head back against the wall, his face strained as I knew it was taking every fiber of his being to keep from fucking me harder. I moved my hands to lace in his hair, making a barrier between his head and the hard tile, not wanting him to hurt himself.

As the pain started to subside I quickened my pace, soft moans rolling out of my mouth. "You feel so good, my love." He praised me, his eyes opening to meet mine. We were finally at a steady pace and Orion was thrusting into me as my hips lowered to his, in a perfect rhythm. My cheeks burned at his words and he smiled up at me. I tugged on his hair as I could feel the pleasure building. "Oh fuck, Orion." I moaned, throwing my head back. His hands gripped my ass harshly before spanking it and I couldn't help but let out a small laugh. "God, I could fucking cum hearing you moan my name, baby." He groaned, his thrusts getting stronger.

I really tried to hold my shit together but I started to come undone, my core tightening and my breathing getting heavier. "That's it, love. Cum for me, cum all over my cock." He moaned, reaching up to push the hair out of my face. His hand wrapped loosely around my throat, bringing my lips to his as I did just as he instructed. I came as he continued to thrust into me. I moaned in his mouth, unintentionally tugging harshly on his wet hair. He kept going, despite my legs shaking. A minute later he pulled his lips from mine. He held eye contact with me as I felt him twitch inside me and he let out a string of heavenly moans that I'm sure made me cum again. His thrusts slowed down until eventually they stopped, his cock still filling me as I sat there, watching him, my chest rising and falling rapidly.

"You did so good baby." He said lowly, a smile on his face. He kissed me softly and I moved my hips up, his cock falling back on his lap as he slipped out of me. We both looked down at the cum dripping out of me, a combination of both of ours. He didn't hesitate, swiping two fingers against my sensitive entrance to scoop some of it up. "Open." He said as he brought it to my lips. I listened and he stuck them in my mouth. I sucked on his fingers, tasting both of our cum. He hummed in appreciation, his eyes sparkling as he looked at me. "Such a good girl." He mumbled before withdrawing his fingers and kissing me again.

Orion and I finished up our shower, I couldn't help but blush every time he looked at me. And even more so when I saw his cock was still hard. We both got out, wrapping towels around us. "I suppose it's a bit too late to ask if you're on birth control?" He joked. I laughed lightly but nodded. "I am." Most men would question why I was on birth control if I was a virgin but he simply nodded, grinning down at me. I looked away, walking into my bedroom to change. I pulled on new clothes and walked my towel back to the bathroom, drying my hair with it.

Orion stood at the sink, his boxers on and turned around when I walked in. He grabbed my waist, pulling me into him. "Do you feel alright?" He asked softly. I softly laughed, wrapping my arms around him. "I am fine, Orion. You don't have to coddle me." He chuckled lightly, cupping my cheeks. "I do. I can't have you running away on me." I smiled softly at him, feeling butterflies in my stomach. "I won't. For now." He smirked. "Oh love, you can run but trust when I say I will find you." He said, a dark undertone to his words.

I laid in bed after taking some Tylenol. I was a bit sore from the size of him but otherwise fine. I can't believe after years and years of having no interest in any guy Orion sweeps in and within weeks has me completely hooked on him. I sighed, turning on my side as Orion came back to the room from the kitchen. "You look ready to pass out, love." He smiled lazily at me. I returned a small smile as he turned off the light, getting into bed. He wrapped an arm around me, pulling me into him. My body conformed to his, feeling like the perfect fit. "Good night, my love." He said softly, kissing my shoulder. "Goodnight, Ry." I whispered, drifting to sleep, feeling content.

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I woke up to the faint sound of talking. I really thought it was in my dream so I closed my eyes again, rolling over, reaching for Orion. When I felt the empty spot I peeked my eyes open. As I woke up more I knew there were definitely voices. I stretched out, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes as I sat up. It was still rather dark out.

I walked through the hallway and saw Orion and Spencer having a heated discussion about someone named Ryder. "Where is he now?" Orions cold voice asked. "He's at the warehouse. Gage and Toby are there now." Orion nodded, clenching his fists. "And you're sure it was him?" He asked again. Spence nodded, sadly. "He's on video, Ry. He orchestrated the entire meeting with the Sampson brothers to get the both of you killed. They never wanted to make a deal." I saw Orions fists clench and the muscles in his back contract. "He'll be dealt with. Has anyone told Carter?" He asked and Spencer shrugged. "Figured that was a conversation best had with you, boss." Orion let out a small laugh, nodding. I finally made my presence known as I walked into the kitchen.

"Hey Lil." Spencer smiled at me. "Hey Spence. Everything alright?" I asked innocently and Orion turned his head towards me, chuckling. "Cut your innocent act, I know you've been standing in the hallway, love." I rolled my eyes playfully at him. He looked back to Spence, sighing. "Keep Toby and Gage there for now. Carter and I will head there later tonight." Spence nodded before walking over to me. "See you later Lily." He gave me a hug before leaving. "Bye Spence!" I called after him.

Orion turned to me, a smirk on his features. He wrapped his arms around me, kissing me softly. "How'd you sleep?" He asked. I shrugged. "Alright, until I was woken up." He chuckled and I turned to look at the clock. It was only 5am, meaning we'd only gotten about 3 hours of sleep. "I fully intend on going back to sleep with you, angel." He said playfully and I smiled lazily at him, yawning. "Good, because I'm even more of a bitch with less than 7 hours of sleep in me." He chuckled, tugging me back towards my bedroom.

We both laid back down, Orion draping his arm over my waist. His hand slipped up my shirt and rested on my right breast. "Go back to sleep." He said deeply, getting comfortable. I stifled a laugh but nonetheless relaxed into him. "Goodnight Ry." I said softly.

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When I woke up again the sun was shining through my windows. I groaned and stretched, unintentionally hitting Orion in the face. "Oh my god." I turned around quickly and he groaned. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to. I'm not used to someone else being there." I frowned at him and he chuckled. "It's okay, love. I'm fine." He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his chest. "Good morning my love." He grinned down at me. "Morning." I grumbled, nuzzling my face into his neck. He laughed again. "How do you feel?" He asked softly, kissing my forehead. "A bit sore." I answered honestly, my cheeks burning. I pulled back to look at him and he grinned down at me. "That's okay baby. Too sore for anything?" He asked with a smirk. I laughed lightly. My hand reached over to trail down his bare chest and stomach.

My hand moved to his boxers, sliding down his member over the material. His eyes darkened as he looked down at me. It only took seconds once I reached into his boxers to feel him before he became rock hard. I smiled innocently up at him. "Can I..." I hesitated, feeling embarrassed. "I don't want to mess it up." I said softly. His hand reached up to cup my cheek and he kissed me softly. "You don't have to angel. But I promise we're in it together, you won't mess up." He assured me gently. "I want to." He nodded and I moved the blankets back.

Orion watched me as I laid by his hips, pulling his cock free from his boxers. It's so pretty. I stroked him with my hands a few more times before I leaned down. I was going purely off of everything I had read and watched. I let some spit drip from my lips onto him, using my hand to coat his cock before I stretched my lips over him. "Ah fuck Lil." He groaned. His hand rested on my ass, gripping hard. I looked up at him through my eyelashes and he let out a breath, smirking. "You look so precious with me in your mouth, love." I kept going until he hit the back of my throat before bobbing my head back up. He let out a moan and I knew I was wet.

Surprisingly I think I wasn't too bad at this. Orions moans kept my confidence high, praising me as I took all of his big thick cock into my mouth. He only lasted about 5 minutes before his hand was in my hair and he was cumming in my mouth. I myself let out a moan, withdrawing my mouth and looking at him as I swallowed it. "Fuck baby, you did so good. I've never cum like that from a blow job." He said, pulling me into his lap. I smiled shyly at him.

I studied his features as he looked at me carefully, like I was fine china, ready to shatter at any moment. "Why are you so...soft with me?" I asked him, running my fingers through his hair. He chuckled softly. "What do you mean angel?" "You're cold and distant with everyone else. Even your brother you seem to hold at an arms length. But you're not like that with me." I said carefully. He let out a sigh and ran his hands down my hips. "I could ask you the same angel. It may have taken a couple weeks for you to warm up to me but from what I've heard you're usually very guarded. I pushed hard on spence, but all he would really tell me is I shouldn't waste my time, you don't trust people. I may have even threatened him a little and Spencer said he'd rather die than betray your trust. He said he'd sooner kill me in a heart beat without a second thought if I ever hurt you. And That says something." I laughed at that. "Spencer and Maya have been with me through a lot. Id die for either of them just as easily. And he's right, it's been a long time since I've let myself care for anyone else, and you terrify me for that reason. Make no mistake though, if you give me any reason to regret that care I will not hesitate to burn this bridge and you down with it." I said the last sentence dead serious, looking into his eyes.

He held me closer. "I have absolutely no intentions of breaking even a shred of your trust, my love. I may not know why you don't trust people and what you've been through but I know that I am totally and utterly infatuated with you. You can add me to the list of people who would move heaven and hell for you because I'm not letting you go any time soon, that's a promise." He gave me a soft kiss and I laced my fingers through his hair. "I hope you keep that promise." I said in a whisper.

We ate together before he left to get Carter and deal with their 'situation'. I felt...content with my decision. I'm still not sure why me of all people, but I believe Orion. Which I know sounds crazy considering I've only known him a couple weeks and I know what he does in his free time.