"Meadow, really, bro?" I spoke in tears with my chest heaving from anger

"Chance, I didn't fucking give yo' ass ah STD!" He raised his voice, locking the car doors

"But you the only one dropping dick, that's so fucking crazy and you're playing in my face right now!" I tried my best not to hit him

Lying in my face for what?

"Acting like it just magically popped up, I'm not fucking dumb or crazy, Meadow."

"You don't believe me right now?" He said, then snatched my face by my cheeks

"No, I don't." I said, looking him in the eyes

"Aight, bet." He nodded, letting go of my face, and I snatched away

I went to push the door open to get out of his car, holding back tears, but he began driving

"What are you doing!?" I yelled at him

He didn't bother to reply to me, and I closed my eyes while breathing heavy. I was trying my best to calm down

Going on my phone, I wiped my tears completely, then scooted closer to the door

At this point, if he was going to drop me off on the side of the road I wouldn't have even gave a fuck

"We finna go get tested."

I didn't respond, and just kept typing in my phone because I was so mad

serayah

bro i'm fucking finally out they tell me that i tested positive for gonorrhea and chlamydia like what

you lying who tf burnt you

it could only be meadow he's so adamant on him not giving nun to me

how could that even make sense you have symptoms?

nope and that's the thing i must've just got it i'm just pissed off bc he's lying

you ain't done anything w anybody else ?

nope he's the only one touching me but rn i just wanna be single and celibate

girl that man paid that bond he ain't letting you go easily

i'll literally pay him back bc this isn't fair why do i have a std when i only been w one person as it should be

i understand go see if he got ts if he do then that mean he def cheated

this finna be the day i beat his ass

girl 😂😂😂😂😂

I turned my phone off, after looking at the missed calls from my dad

Later that day I had to meet with a lawyer that my dad got, he said that he was the best

That was my main focus, I just wanted to get a lawyer because all of the proof for my innocence was right there

And that was what was most confusing to me, how could I possibly shoot Amiri if I was in Atlanta?

My dad quickly made sense of it to me, but the truth was fucked up. Going after me simply because you want my dad out? And for what reason? It's all unfair

Meadow drove to the clinic and parked in the back, I got out of the car fast as hell

"Stop speed walking 'for you fall." He said, getting out as well as I sped walk to get to the front

I took a long deep breath, and kept walking instead of turning around and saying something to him

I made up to the clinic, and went inside quickly, but I felt Meadow hot on my trail

There was someone at the front desk, so I waited until the person was done

He was done, so I walked up to the window. "Hey, do you have an appointment?"

"No, I don't." I shook my head, trying for my attitude not to show because it wasn't his fault

"Okay, well, fill this out." He slid me a clipboard with a couple papers attached to it

"Mm, thank you." I took it, and walked away to go sit down in the lobby

While filling out the paperwork, and having to fill out that I was there for STD testing I felt tears form in my eyes

A few dropped on the paper before I wiped my face, and rushed to complete the papers

I took a quick glance at Meadow as he filled out paperwork while I was standing up to give the clipboard and papers back

Once I walked to the front desk, I slid the papers over and went to go sit back down

My leg was bouncing up and done while waiting anxiously, really I was ready to get it over and done with

"Meadow." A nurse walked into the waiting room, calling his name

I put my head down, then got on my phone. A few more people were called

"Hey, do you know where the bathroom is?" I felt a hand tap my shoulder

I turned to see a man that looked to be in his thirties. "I don't know where it is." I shrugged

"Oh okay, thank you." He said, and I nodded

Thank me for what? Nothing?

I turned my head the other way, looking out the door since I was sitting right next to it

In my head, I was really hoping that somebody was playing tricks on me because I didn't want to have to leave Meadow

He was my true and only love, but deep down inside I knew my feelings would drop faster than they developed if he had really cheated and gave me not one, but two STDs

My phone lit up and dinged, making me look away from the door and get on my phone

Da Don

New location for tmr boo

okay send it

I'm gonna send it to all of you later on tonight There still some stuff being handled with the location and I have to be for certain

okay

"Chance." The same voice called

I looked up from my phone, and seen the nurse so I turned my phone off and grabbed my purse

When I walked up to the nurse he greeted me, and I followed him to a room

"So I'm going to get your weight, height, blood pressure, and just ask a couple questions, then get you in the examination room." He explained

"Okay." I nodded

"First, step on the scale for me."

I took a step on the scale, and he took my weight down, then I had to stand right against the wall for my height

"You can just sit down here, then I'm gonna take your blood pressure." He instructed

"Alright." I said, and sat in the seat he was referring to

The nurse took my blood pressure, I was trying to stay as calm as possible, but was honestly not calm

My anger was definitely going down by the minute, but when I would think about the situation would just go back up again

"Okay, perfect. Let's head on to the examination room." Walking to the examination room, I followed behind him. He took me to room number 326

"Dr. Kruse will be in with you in just a minute, have a nice day." The nurse smiled at me

"Thank you, you too." I said as he walked out of the room, closing the door behind him

For a good ten minutes I was in there by myself, just contemplating life

Everything was so wild, how could I have a STD right now, basically just adding fuel to the fire

I was mostly frightened about being behind bars, I don't give a damn what nobody says I'm scared of jail

Everybody else can be hard bodies and real gang members, but I definitely ain't one of them

There was a knock on the door, then the door slowly opened. "Chance?"

"Yes." I spoke up

A female that looked Indian walked in, fixing her coat and smiling at me

"Hi, how are you?" She greeted me

"I'm fine." I nodded

"That's good, so what are you here for?" She asked while washing her hands at the sink

"I believe have a STD."

"Okay, can I ask why you think so? Any symptoms? Does your sexual partner have it?" She questioned, putting on some white gloves

"Um not exactly, I was recently detained and had to do a pee test for drugs, but when I was released they told me that I had gonorrhea and chlamydia." I told

She nodded her head. "Okay, any symptoms such as burning, itching, redness, bumps, or odors down there?" She asked

"No, and that's especially why I wanted to come to the clinic."

"Okay, I'm just gonna do the basics really quick." She said

She checked my heart, and breathing, then my nose, mouth, and ears

"All good, do you mind lifting your sweatshirt for me?"

I brought my white sweatshirt up, and she began to press down on my the bottom of my stomach

"So I do feel some abdominal rigidity which is just a little bit of hardness on the belly, but that may come from other things." She started

"I'm going to step out for you to change into this gown, so I can do a further examination." She said, after leaning down into a cabinet and taking out a hospital gown

"Alright." I sighed

She stepped out, and I removed my white sweatshirt and black tights, along with my underwear

My phone dinged from a notification, and I took it out of my pants pocket

Mom: The lawyer will be at our house around 5, be punctual baby.

I only hearted the message and placed my phone on the counter, then folded up my clothes

The doctor came back, knocking on the door and let her know that it was good to come in

"Okay, you're changed." She nodded

"First, I'm gonna feel your lips." She made it known

Which lips?

She put on a new pair of gloves, then began to squeeze my lips slightly and pulled both of them up, examining them with a light

After examining my lips, she wrote some stuff down on her piece of paper

"Now I have to feel your breast, that's fine with you?"

"Yeah, it's fine."

Her hands were applying too much pressure on my titties, but I let it be. Then, she inspected my nipples

"Have you recently had any problems with your breast or nipples?" She asked

"No, they've been okay."

"Alright, the next step may be a little bit uncomfortable, but I need to examine your vagina." She prepared me

"I understand, do what you need." I assured

"Alright, if you'll open your legs for me."

I opened my legs, at first she was just touching a little bit, but then I felt her finger glide across my slit

In shock, I shifted on the table. "I'm so sorry, I forgot to say I was doing that."

I didn't even say anything because girl??? She could've at least prepared me to be played with

"Okay, I'm gonna swab you, so you'll feel something going in you."

I indeed did feel something going in me, but it didn't hurt or anything

"Perfect." She said as she put the two cotton swabs in a sealed container

"So we're going to do two tests, a normal STD test, then a rapid STD test for like HIV, AIDS, Hepatitis, etc. I'll need you to pee in this cup, and once you return I'm going to draw your blood."

"Cool, how will I find out the results?" I asked

"So we will call you with the results, but if you don't call back within an hour, then we message you. It does take longer to get on MyChart, but it will go on there as well."