"Spade, what are you doing here"? Nate muttered, suddenly regretting why he asked that kind of question, made it look as if he didn't want Spade there, but on the contrary he was happy Spade had come to see him, even though he left the hotel launching early, he still came by to his place.

"I didn't get a chance to talk to you at the hotel, so I figured you need a friend after the victory" he muttered lowly, Nate's brows scrunched up

"So we're back to being friends again"? He whispered.

His question caught Spade off guard as he didn't know what to say, no he didn't want to be friends with Nate, what he felt for the young man had gone beyond friendship

He chuckled nervously, still trying to maintain his cool, his eyes looked down at the wine in his hand, and then back up at Nate "I just came by to give you this" he said handing the wine to Nate, who took it still looking at Spade with questioning gaze

It wasn't as if he didn't want the man to be here or that he was mad, he just didn't like the feeling that settled in his chest when Spade called him his friend. He thought they'd moved past all that, after that kiss he didn't think he could look at Spade as a friend anymore.

"And to tell you that you did bloody great today at the hotel, I'm proud of you" Spade said, this made Nate to look at him, seeing the complete sincerity in his eyes, the warmth in them.

He felt his own heart beat fast and loud, hearing Spade tell him he was proud of him, it tugged at the strings of his heart. If he wasn't sure he wanted to be with Spade before, now he was fucking 100% sure. He swallowed hard, not knowing what to say, every nerve cell in his body wanted to jump into Spade's arm, he wanted nothing but to keep hearing that sentence again from Spade.

"I'll see you tomorrow at the club"? Spade asked, bringing him out of his own mind, as he realized Spade was about to leave again

"Do you wanna come in"? He whispered, he thought Spade didn't hear him but the man stopped dead in his track, his eyes crinckling with something akin to amusement and excitement

"Yeah sure" he muttered, Nate stepped aside for him to walk in as he did, he stood close to the couch as Nate shut the door and turned around facing Spade.

He looked at the wine in his hand as he slowly walked towards the kitchen, Spade looked around the house, he sighed out, he was heading home when he realized he'd left Nate at the hotel without even saying anything to him, so he quickly headed back to his house, but he needed an excuse to be here, hence the wine.

He spent more time at the warehouse than he had intended and it still didn't bring forth anything good, so he left eventually.

He didn't know why but his legs moved on their own as he followed Nate into the kitchen, he saw the young man standing in front of the counter, two glasses, he opened the wine and poured it into each cup.

Spade had already walked towards him, standing close to him beside the counter, he felt his body grow warm, his whole mind was now self conscious as he realized Spade was in his kitchen.

They were alone in his house, after they had kissed twice, he didn't know how to react. He passed the glass to Spade as he took his, they both drank from their glasses before dropping it back down.

Spade's eyes moved around the kitchen, he came here to talk to Nate, that was his main aim, he would have talked to him at the hotel but there was a lot of people and they didn't have enough time.

This was his chance to get the elephant in the room out of the way, the tension in the air alone was as thick as Nate's brown curls He looked at the young man as his fingers traced lines on the glass, he could feel the nervousness oozing off Nate's body.

"Nate" he muttered, making the young man to look at him "I came to talk to you" he paused and continued knowing he had Nate's attention now "About what happened at your place and the club..."

Nate cut him off "you regret it"

"What"? Spade asked

"You regret it and wished it didn't happen" Nate muttered, looking away from him, no he was getting it all wrong.

"No, actually I don't regret it" this made Nate to look up at him, his eyes glistening with hope "and if it were to happen again, I don't think I'd have acted any differently, and it's okay if you don't want it and if you feel weirded out about it" he rushed out He let out a deep breath, this was it, what he would say now would determine if Nate felt the same way about him or not. "And I'm just here to let you know that it's okay if you don't wanna be with me or if you don't feel that way for me, I'm not gonna hold it against you, you don't have to stop coming to the club to prove your point, I get it" he finished, watching as Nate just stared at him.

Times like this, Spade really wished he could read Nate like he could every other person, he badly wanted to know what the young man was thinking. What was going through his head at that moment that he was just looking at Spade

Nate let out a shaky breath, feeling his palms wet and moist, his heart was beating fast, his brain was working at an usually fast rate. He finally got the answer he'd been looking for Spade liked him. Spade fucking like him, now it was his turn to let his feelings out of the bag, even if it scared the living daylight out of him. "What if I do wanna be with you and what if i feel that way for you"? He whispered, seeing as Spade's eyes lightened up quicker than lightning. He could see the brightness in the grey orbs, shinning bright and it was all directed to him, this gave him the boost of confidence he needed. "I'm not gay and I have no idea what it is this feeling I'm having for you, but all I know is that it's driving me crazy, it's making me wanna do crazy things with you, it makes me wanna be with you, all the time" he whispered, his breath and voice coming out shaky as he took two steps closer to Spade, they were very close now, he could see the way Spade's eyes brightened with every word that left his mouth.

Spade smiled, he fucking smiled and the sight was enough to make Nate's heart burst out of his chest. "You don't have to be gay to like someone or want them, it doesn't matter, it's your feelings that matter" Spade whispered out, taking a step closer to Nate too, they were just inches apart from each other.

"I'm scared Gio" Nate whispered, hearing his name from Nate almost made him cum on his pants right then and there, if not that he had his hand on the counter, his legs probably would have given up beneath him, his name rolled off Nate's mouth so soft and tender, it made him want to cry and let himself go right then and there. "I don't wanna get hurt" he whispered

Spade just shook his head, seeing the vulnerability in Nate's eyes "And you won't, I promise you that" he muttered, letting his eyes tell and assure Nate what his lips couldn't.

He suddenly felt warm and moist hands graze his, like electricity it jolted him, then he felt Nate's hands wrapped round his, feeling the moist ands softness of his hands.

Their faces were only a few inches away, he felt Nate's breath fan his neck area, as he stared down at the young man. Both of their chests heaving up and down, the air was thick with tension, as Nate looked up. His eyes swirling with so many emotions all at once. He swallowed and slowly but surely Spade leaned his lips closer to Nate's as he brushed it lightly, hearing the slight shudder and gasp of Nate.

His other hand moved and slowly pulled Nate in by his waist, wrapping his hands securely around the young man's waist, he could almost hear Nate's shallow breathing, as he leaned in again and this time, he captured Nate's lips into a hot kiss, while Nate grabbed onto his shirt, clutching onto it tightly, as Spade mouth ravished his own.

Nothing could be heard in the room, asides their heavy breathing and shallow breaths as Spade's mouth sucked and nibbed on Nate's lips, feeling the plush softness of the pound of flesh.

His hand around Nate's waist drew circles around them as the younger man gasped out, giving Spade room to enter inside his mouth, he sucked on Nate tongue, letting his own tongue explore Nate's mouth.

Nate felt Spade pull him closer as his frame flushed against Spade, he felt something strong poke his stomach, making him jump slightly as he pulled away and he tried to catch his breath, Spade rested his forehead on Nate's, panting hard and breathless.

Nate could see the hooded emotions around Spade's eyes, the way his perfect dark red lips looked plump and sexy. "Are you okay"? He muttered breathlessly and Nate nodded, not wanting to tell Spade that he may have just felt his hard member poke his stomach. He swallowed hard.

Spade moved closer to him, while pulling him in by the waist, this time he felt it again, almost jumping back in fear "Relax" Spade muttered, feeling the nervousness from Nate "it's just me... Well other me" he whispered with a small tease in his voice, making Nate's whole face to grow red as he ducked his lashes, using them to cover his eyes. He curled his fingers under Nate's cheek as he tilted his head up to look at him "There's nothing to be embarrassed about, it's just you and me here" he muttered

Nate swallowed and nodded slowly "it's just...." Nate paused, feeling even more embarrassed about what he was about to say

"What"? Spade asked "you've never been with a guy before? Me either okay, so we're in this together" Spade assured him but he just shook his head

"It's not that" he muttered, looking away from Spade as he felt his nerves building up again, he licked his lips "I've never been with anyone before" he muttered under his breath.

He didn't want to look at Spade because he knew the man would probably make fun of him for it, but it wasn't his fault "You've never been with someone before, not even a girl"? Spade asked, obviously shocked, Nate just shook his head "One night stand"? He shook his head again. "Friends with benefits"? Spade pressed and he just shook his head, feeling the heat all over his body intensify, he was now looking at Spade's shirt, with his head down

Spade raised his head up again, looking into those deep brown eyes "Fanculo" he cussed out huskily "that makes me want you even more" he muttered before he crashed his lips on Nate's again. This time in a more hotter kiss than the first one.

His hand moved down until they landed on his ass, he grabbed and squeezed it lightly, as he shoved his tongue inside Nate's mouth.

Nate's hands rested on Spade's toned and firm chest. He could feel the outline of every ab from Spade's shirt. He wanted to feel it without the clothes interrupting him, he could feel his own pants tighten as his cock grew, with each lick of his lip Spade did, he felt his erection grow, until he felt it touch Spade's, making the man to growl out, almost animalistic.

Nate suddenly felt like grinding his hips against Spade's erection. fuck what was wrong with him. He was acting like a horny teenager, when a few months ago he hated the idea of anything sexual.

He moaned into the kiss, not even recognizing his own voice, this made Spade to quickly pull away again, panting hard as his chest rose and fell. His breath were coming out in short, shallow gasp. He rested his head on Nate's forehead as he looked down at the young man.

"We need to stop, if we don't I won't be able to stop myself from taking you right here and right now, and I don't wanna rush things with you" he whispered

Nate swallowed and nodded his head, feeling Spade draw circles on his back with his finger. He felt safe, more than he'd ever felt before. Like nothing else mattered at the moment.

"Does this mean... Does this mean we're together? Like we're dating"? He whispered, watching as Spade's lips tilted in a smile

"If that's what you want Nate, then yes, we are dating" Spade assured him "we can be anything you want us to be, as long as you're with me" he reassures as he pecked Nate's lips quickly

Finally 😁😁😜

I'm so excited, from here on out,I'll focus on most of the mafia shot happening

You'll still get some hot hot action too from Spade and Nate 😜😜