Nate felt something soft, warm and sweet running through his curls and tickling his scalp, he shuffled and shifted through the sheets that covered him, but he was warmer than he expected.

And his comforter isn't this thick and relaxing, also why was it gripping him this hard, he tried to turn but there was a heavy weight around his lower part of his body, particular his legs.

He thought he'd entangled it with the sheets so he tried to move them, to at least give himself breathing space, but he couldn't move them, his limbs were held down by something stronger than just his sheets.

He peeked from through his lashes, opening his eyes slightly, his head was on something hard, not too hard but definitely not his bed, even his position seemed odd. This made him to open his eyes, coming face to face with his ceiling, he let out a deep sigh of relief, he was in his apartment, but why did sleeping here suddenly feel different.

Then the sweet manly scent of someone else wafted through his nose, he recognized that scent even in his dream, and the surface which his body was on, was heaving up and down

Then it all started coming back together, his eyes grew wide and he almost shot out of his bed, holy shit, Spade.

He shot up quickly, but he came back down as his legs were still tangled with Spade's in the sheets. He didn't wanna turn around, he could feel Spade's body heat behind him, and the soft feeling in his scalp was Spade running his hands through his hair.

"You're awake" his deep voice rumbled through the whole room and his chest vibrated as raspy as his voice sounded, shaking Nate and making his whole body to shiver with sweetness He just slowly turned and looked at Spade wordlessly, letting his whole cheek to fill with redness as he blushed staring at Spade.

This made the man to erupt into a fit of small laughter as his chest vibrated even more, making Nate's whole body to shake. Even in bed, Spade still looked breathtakingly handsome and attractive, his bed hair wasn't really a bed hair, it was more a ruffled sexy hair, and his morning voice was something that Nate wanted to play in his head over and over again.

He remembered now what happened the previous night, after he and Spade had established their whole relationship dynamic, the man offered to stay over while they drank almost half of the wine bottle he had brought, the wine was non alcoholic, as Spade had said he didn't want Nate to act the way he had acted the first time they kissed, he said he didn't want Nate to wake up and deny remembering the night.

Looking at the man now, he couldn't believe they were actually in a relationship now, it wasn't only the fact that it was Spade, it was the fact that he was a man, and he didn't make Nate feel disgusted, even his touch soothed Nate instead of disgusting him or making his skin crawl with irritation.

"Good morning" his voice came out a tiny squeak and an almost loud croak, as he grimaced at how ugly his voice sounded, he definitely sounded like a frog. Spade smiled, with perfect white teeth, arranged in a beautiful row, the sight warmed Nate's heart and at the same time made his heart beat fast, knowing that smile was directed at him, Spade was smiling because of him.

"Did you sleep well"? He asked and Nate just nodded his head, lowering his eyes as they landed on Spade's perfect body, his breath hitched up, the man was completely shirtless, his toned chest shone under Nate's dim room light, the man was definitely and completely ripped, satisfying Nate's imagination of how his body looked. There were a few chest hairs scattered on Spade's chest, the necklace Nate always caught a glimpse of, was laying lazily on his chest, it was a gold piece, he didn't need to ask to know it was an actual gold chain.

There was a tattoo on Spade's arm, the same one Nate never had a chance to fully see, but now he was seeing the whole thing, he wanted to run his hands through the tattoo ad trace it with his fingers, he slowly bit his lips, chewing on the bottom lip, when he felt Spade's rough fingers tugging at his lips so he would release it, he looked up to find Spade staring at him with hooded and dark grey eyes

"Don't do that if you don't want me to loose control and ravish your body" he muttered huskily, making Nate swallow hard as his eyes focused on Spade's lips, and the way the word ravish left his mouth, his accent getting thicker with each syllable that left his mouth He felt himself blush as he tried to look away from Spade. "Fanculo" he heard the man muttered huskily, he'd heard him say that word more than once, making him wonder what it meant, he knew it wasn't English, so it was definitely Italian "You have no idea how sexy you look when you blush" he muttered, letting his thumb to stroke Nate's cheek.

All these things were foreign and new to Nate, he'd never been with anyone like this before, someone so gentle with him and soft. He almost felt his heart bust with the rush of emotions he was getting.

Spade's hand started stroking and playing with strands of his hair, he just half laid down and watched Spade as the man caressed his hair and lost his fingers into Nate's hair.

He slowly took his free hand and moved it towards Nate, he took Nate's hand, holding his wrist as he guided it towards his bare chest, he looked at Nate's eyes again, as if silently asking him if he was okay with it, the gentleness, eagerness and silence of Nate made Spade know it was okay, he slowly let Nate's hand rest on his bare chest.

Spade's chest was firm, hard and toned, he could feel every muscle under his hands, he looked up at Spade and the man already had his eyes on him, he swallowed before he let his hands slowly move, feeling Spade's bare chest, soft and amazing.

"Do I make you nervous"? Spade's deep voice made him look up again, he almost bit his lips, then he remembered what Spade had said about ravishing his body if he kept biting his lip like that, the idea made him blush, he liked how Spade made it sound.

"No" he whispered out before he cleared his throat "no, you don't make me nervous, it's just..." He paused again his eyes looking deep into Spade's eyes, almost drowning in the warmth of them "all this is kind of new to me, it's overwhelming" he muttered out, this made Spade to chuckle out, he adjusted himself, letting his head to rest on the headboard of the bed, making Nate to shift a bit too and staying in a slanted half sitting, half laying down position.

Spade placed his hand on Nate's hand that was on his chest, his large hands completely covering Nate's small and slender ones, he rubbed sweet circles around Nate's hand "I get that you're overwhelmed by all this, trust me I am too, maybe even more than you" he muttered, he sighed out, trying to pick out his next words, Nate watched his lips keenly, suddenly feeling the urge to kiss them "I grew up believing that I liked women, never in my wildest dreams, did I ever imagine that I would ever find a man attractive let alone even like one but all that changed when I met you" he whispered out, his eyes boring into Nate's as he kept stroking Nate's hand and playing with strands of his hair, both actions had Nate frozen, he didn't know which to concentrate on, the way Spade's fingers weaved into his hair and playing with his scalp, or the way his thumb drew soothing circles around his own hand. "I like you Nate, more than I ever thought I would ever like anyone"

Nate swallowed, blinking once and then twice "I like you too Gio" he whispered out, finally admitting it out loud to himself and to Spade, he also wanted to add that he'd never liked anyone before, he never even considered the idea, thoughts of things like that repulsed and scared him, but now he didn't even know anymore.

He saw the way Spade's eye lit up as he smiled, before he pulled himself closer to Nate and kissed him. Letting his teeth pulled at Nate's lower lips, teasing and bitting his lips. Nate wanted to protest and move away, because he was conscious of his morning breath, but Spade's hand gripped the back of his head, as he dived deeper into the euphoria of the kiss, slowly guiding Nate's hand on his chest, letting it play with his abs, firm and toned muscles.

After a while, Nate finally relaxed and let Spade have control of the kiss, he gently pulled Spade's lips into his mouth, sucking on the bottom lip as he felt Spade's tongue go into his mouth, he could smell the sweet minty fresh breath of the man, and the slight tinge of nicotine scent in his breath.

He didn't even know he had started running his hands through Spade's chest, feeling the way every muscle aligned themselves on the man's chest, he felt his chest get harder with each touch of his hands

Mindlessly he moved his hand further up until they touched something hard but tiny, almost as if it wasn't there, he heard and felt Spade groan into the kiss, making his whole body vibrate as he passed the current through his mouth to Nate's body

The sound reached the most deepest of sinful desires of Nate, making his cock to grow in length and size, he almost felt his hip buck a bit. He let his hand graze the tiny flesh again. This time a mixture of a groan and a moan escaped Spade's throat, he knew he was playing with Spade's nipple and that he should stop, but the reaction he was getting from Spade was so fulfilling that he couldn't and didn't want to stop.

He did it again, letting his fingers graze it again, this time Spade gripped his wrist as he broke the kiss, his hair toppled over his face as his hooded eyes stared at Nate, his lips slightly parted as short pants and breathless air escaped his mouth. "You're really tempting me Nate, I'm trying so hard to control myself around you, that thing you're doing is driving me crazy" he muttered out huskily, even his voice was dripping with pure desire and lust, making Nate to swallow hard as his throat dried up and got parched.

"I'm going to stop" Nate whispered as he made to move his hand away from Spade's chest as the man grabbed his wrist and held his hand back on his chest

"I don't want you to stop, I just want us to take things slow, I don't want us to rush into anything, slow and steady" he muttered and Nate swallowed before he nodded slowly.

Spade smiled before he pecked Nate's lips. Still running his hands through Nate's unruly curls, the young man tried to get up but Spade held his waist securely, holding him back down as his face morphed into a small frown. "Where're you going"? He asked

"Bathroom, I still need to get to work, and so do you" Nate whispered, already knowing that they're both late for work Spade sighed out, his eyes showing exactly how he was feeling, he didn't want to let Nate go just yet.

"Skip work" he muttered, Nate's eye's widened in horror as he stared at Spade who seemed to be dead serious about his request

"I can't" he whispered

"But you're the boss, it's not like anyone's gonna hold you responsible for it" he said nonchalantly. Almost making Nate to scoff lightly, yeah right, technically he was the boss, but his father still ran everything, and Nate dared not skip work for any reason, unless of course if his father had beaten him badly and he needed time to heal.

But that was not the case now, if he did skip work like Spade had suggested, and without any good reason to give to his father, the man would kill him if he found out. It's not as if he could just tell the man that he was with his boyfriend, 'boyfriend' the word alone sounded foreign and weird to him, he didn't even know if that was what Spade was to him now, yes the man had agreed to them dating, but did that make him Spade's boyfriend and vice versa?

"I'll skip work for you" Spade added making Nate to quickly shook his head

"No, You don't have to, I can't skip work today, maybe tomorrow" he suggested, watching the conflicted look in Spade's eyes, he really wished he could skip, at least to spend ample time with Spade, regardless of their relationship status, they still needed to get to know each other

There was a lot about Spade he needed to know about, and there was a lot about him that Spade had zero knowledge on

Spade got up and flipped them over, his huge frame towering over Nate as he played with his hair, peering down at him. "Fine, I'll let you off this time, but tomorrow you won't be so lucky" he muttered the last part out before his lips connected with Nate's again, as he kissed him gently and sensually, as if he was drinking wine and was savoring the taste, he took his time to really explore Nate's mouth. While he hand rested on Nate's stomach, before his fingers slipped into his shirt, and made contact with Nate's bare skin around his waist area

He shuddered when he felt Spade's semi rough, semi soft hand on his bare skin. He stared drawing circles there while his mouth, sucked and nibbed on Nate's lower lips, making it red and tender

He felt his erection poke Spade's stomach, his face grew so red and hot, he didn't want to be embarrassed because Spade had told him not to be, but he couldn't help it when he felt Spade move his hips in a circular motion on his erection. Making a moan to slip past his lips.

He didn't even know he could make such sounds. He really was changing for Spade, in a lot of ways It should scare him, it did scare him before but laying under Spade as the man made sweet love to his body and mouth and worshipped every part of his mouth, he couldn't really care less.

It felt good and he deserved to feel good for once. He deserved to be selfish for once Another moan slipped out of his mouth as he felt Spade's hand brush against his crotch from the fabric of his sweatpants, making Spade to groan out too.

He pulled away and stared at Nate, his chest heaving up slightly, he grazed his fingers over Nate's swollen and red lips, his grin showing how satisfied he was of his little accomplishment.

"I should probably let you go get ready for work while I head back home" he muttered, his eyes looking into Nate's. He just nodded, while Spade pecked his lips, letting his lips linger on Nate's for a second longer before he pulled away and slowly got up, Nate looked away from Spade, he certainly he missed the tattoos covering the man's back

Nate could feel the hesitation in his movements as he didn't want Nate to leave, but they still had normal lives to live.

Okay guys

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