Nate was enjoying whatever it was Spade was doing to him, more than he thought he ever would. The feeling was out of this world, he felt like his whole body would crack under the sweet pleasures, he had never felt like this before.

Infact all the things Spade was making him feel since they started their relationship were things he never thought In his wildest dreams that he would feel.

The last time he was with someone sexually, it was a very bad experience for him, it wasn't even an experience as he didn't consent to it. Since then he ruled out anything sexual out of his life.

He hated sex and anything that led to sex, he never thought someone could ever make him feel anything towards sex, except disgust. But Spade proved him wrong, not once and not twice.

First was the day he kissed Spade, then at the club, and his apartment the previous day, and now he was beneath Spade, getting his whole body excited as he felt Spade touch him in parts he'd never willingly let anyone touch him, and he enjoyed it. He didn't feel repulsed by Spade's touch, and it didn't make him want to crawl under a cave and never come out.

But what he'd just heard Spade say had totally seized and captured all the pleasure he'd been feeling from his brain, making him freeze as he slowly stopped responding to Spade's touch.

He heard correctly right? Spade just said they found Su, his sister Su. He felt Spade's body weight leave his own and the man stood up, still half laying on him, but his eyes were now on Spade as he looked at him.

He slowly tried to get up, and Spade let him, giving him enough space to get up, as they both sat beside each other, Nate's own face was of confusion and something else "When did you find her"? He asked softly, Spade just stared at him before he answered

"Actually Matteo found her, two weeks ago" Spade muttered. Nate felt his own eyes widened in horror and surprise, Spade had found his sister about two weeks ago and he was just finding out now.

"Two weeks ago"? He blurted out, his voice a little high pitched "why am I just finding out now"? He asked, Spade just sighed out, shifting himself closer to Nate.

"I wanted to tell you at the dinner but then you got drunk and the whole kiss happened and I kind of forgot, and then at the hotel and I wanted to tell you but something came up and I couldn't and then last night I wanted to tell you, but it skipped my mind" Spade explained calmly.

"I can't believe you found my sister since two weeks ago and you didn't tell me" Nate muttered, his voice coming out a little bit disappointed "Where is she"? He asked

"As of yesterday she was at Sydney"

Nate was quiet, he didn't know what to say, if he wasn't supposed to say anything. He'd been waiting for the day when Spade would tell him they'd found his sister and now he just got to know they'd found her since two weeks ago and he was just learning about it now.

He didn't know if he wanted to be angry at Spade for not telling him, or he should be excited for the fact that they had finally found his sister. "Nate" Spade started placing his hands on Nate's shoulder gently "I didn't mean to keep it from you, but I wanted to be sure she wouldn't move again, she'd been moving ever since Matteo found her, from one country to another, I couldn't just tell you if I didn't know where she was, but she'd been at Sydney longer than the other places, so I'm guessing she's not leaving there" he explained.

Nate just turned to look at him, how could he be angry when Spade was giving him those eyes, those beautiful, puppy and alluring eyes, he couldn't resist them or stay angry at Spade even if he wanted to.

He just sighed out "I wanna see her" he whispered

"You will, but not immediately, if she even has an idea she's being watched or followed, she'd go into hiding again and maybe I won't be able to find her this time"

Nate looked at him before nodding his head, his sister was the boldest and bravest of the two of them, she could easily go incognito and no one would be able to find her, he was even surprised Spade was able to find her.

"You're right, it's best I don't reach out to her now, I don't want my father knowing I found her" he blurted out before he realized what he'd just said, Spade was looking at him quizzically, obviously he had heard what Nate just said.

"What would your father do if he finds her"? He asked, Nate just sighed out and looked away from Spade, not wanting to answer the question, he wanted to distract Spade and avoid the question

He looked back at Spade "You never told me you and Matteo were brothers" he muttered, Spade's brows furrowed as if he was catching onto the fact that Nate was in fact avoiding his question

"You never asked" he muttered the same thing Matteo had told Nate when he asked the same question "Not a lot of people know we're brothers, and I like keeping it like that, most people know us as Don and underboss" Nate nodded, slowly biting in his lips, he watched as Spade's eyes moved to his lips and they grew darker "You think I don't know what you're trying to do"? He muttered huskily, finally looking up at Nate's eyes, making the young man to mop at him with his lips parted slightly in the middle as he had stopped biting it He cocked his brows at Nate.

"I know you're trying to distract me from the question I asked, but I'm going to pretend like I'm falling for it" he muttered huskily as he leaned in towards Nate, who was flustered and hot all over, he didn't even say anything as Spade had caught him red handed. "Also, you still haven't given a reason why you didn't come to find me when you came, instead you came looking for Bernie" he muttered, his face now a few inches from Nate, Nate had already closed his eyes, expecting a kiss from the man.

But Spade just bypassed his lips and headed straight for his neck as he felt Spade's wet lips latch onto his neck, making him gasp out lowly as he felt his whole body go into a frenzy, signals of pleasures were flying round every part of his body.

Spade's hands were on either side of Nate's head as he had been trapped between the armrest of the couch and Spade as the man sucked and kissed his neck. He didn't even know his neck was ticklish, not until Spade started messing with it. "So...." Kiss "tell me..." Kiss "Nate...." Kiss "is Bernie.." Kiss "your boyfriend..." Kiss "or am I your boyfriend"? Spade muttered against Nate's neck, making the young man to shudder with each kiss and each touch of Spade's wet lips on his neck, he kept moving and squirming under Spade's touch, his whole body was on fire, filled with desire. His sense were clouded, that he couldn't even answer to what Spade was asking him

He just panted and let out shallow breaths as his dick grew thick and long already pressing against Spade's crotch area. He shut his eyes, basking in the sweetness of Spade's body pressed against his as he felt them mould and fit together perfectly well. "I need your words Cucciolotto" (little puppy) he murmured against Nate's neck, calling him something he didn't know the meaning of, but he would ask about that later, right now he was under Spade's spell of pleasure

He panted out as tried to open his eyes and focus on Spade's voice and not the pleasure coursing through his whole body "You are" he managed to gasp out between moans of pleasures and groans of desire that escaped his mouth.

"I'm what? Be specific" Spade murmured with his deep rumbling voice, Nate let a moan Slip out of his mouth as his hands moved and brushed up on Spade's hard thick erection, making Nate's eyes to widened. He hadn't really touch Spade there yet, but he could tell the man was fucking huge down there, he'd seen his hard on earlier that day at his apartment.

"You're...." He paused and shut his eyes as he felt Spade suck hard on his neck, he wasn't even making this any easy for him "you're my boyfriend" he heard himself say as he heard Spade let out an almost animalistic growl as he suddenly left Nate's neck and attacked his lips in a hot and intense kiss.

This one wasn't as gentle as the others, it was filled with so many desires and lust, rushed and almost lacking any form of softness. Spade was now grinding his hips against Nate's crotch, he could feel both their hard erection rub off on each other from the fabric of their pants.

They were so deeply immersed in each other that they barely heard the door open, but they still heard it, making Nate to almost jump, but Spade still maintained his position, only pulling his lips away from Nate and cussing out lowly.

"Holy shit" they heard the voice, Spade already knew who it was, he just shut his eyes and clenched his jaw tight

Nate looked from him and his eyes landed on Matteo, his face grew hot as he was flustered, leaving his cheek completely red, as he suddenly felt embarrassed that Matteo had caught them in such a compromising position, he felt like a kid caught with his hand deep inside a candy jar and his mouth filled with enough candy that he couldn't deny eating candy in the first place.

He quickly hid his face in Spade's body, hoping Matteo hadn't seen him, but the whistle the blonde blew he knew his cover had long been blown.

"Haven't you heard of knocking Matteo" Spade gritted out, obviously frustrated by his brother's sudden intrusion

"Why? Are you embarrassed I walked in on you almost going at with your boyfriend"? The blonde teased, twinkling his brows suggestively and teasingly, as if him walking on them wasn't enough embarrassment for Nate, he had to go and say that.

Nate felt like disappearing right then and there. Spade being already used to Matteo's jabs and teasing, sighed out before he finally looked at Nate tenderly, seeing the red blush on his cheek, he smiled at how cute Nate looked

"Are you Okay"? He asked, and Nate just looked at him, then at Matteo before he nodded slowly

"Hey Nate"? Matteo's annoying voice made Spade to growl out he knew he was used to Matteo's jokes and teasing, but he didn't know of Nate would be okay with it "I didn't know you were here with my brother, I didn't think I'd catch you two you.. you know" he muttered suggestively, this made Nate to duck his head as his face grew even redder than before.

"If you don't shut the fuck up Matteo, I swear I'm gonna put a bullet between your eyes" Spade gritted out and Matteo just burst out laughing, enjoying the rise he was getting out of Spade. "I can ask him to leave if you want me to" Spade muttered to Nate gently as he looked at him, the younger man just shook his head, he knew Matteo was a part of Spade's life and if he was gonna be with Spade, he had tolerate and like Matteo too.

Already he liked the blonde, he like to think they'd established a bond through their frequent conversations and the fact that Matteo lived in the same building as Nate.

"It's okay" he whispered before Spade nodded and gave him a quick peck, he finally turned around and faced Matteo that was making a cute face which only made him look ten times uglier, Spade just rolled his eyes at the blonde.

"The fuck do you want"? He gritted out as Matteo walked over to the recliner chair in front of both Spade and Nate.

"Oh I'm not here for you tiger, I'm here for him" he muttered, his eyes shifting to Nate as he stared at the younger man with wide grin and a mischievous face.

Nate just stared dumfounded "Me" he asked, eyes wide and lips slightly parted. Spade just had his eyes on Nate as he found him fucking endearing, if Nate kept doing things like this, then Spade would never stop sporting a hard on all the time.

"Yes handsome, you" Matteo muttered, giving him a wink, this made Spade to let out a throaty growl, making Nate to look at him, he had a hard glare on which was directed at Matteo, making the blonde to chuckle "Calm your horns already, I'm not trying to seduce him into my bed, I need him to do a quick survey for me, it's just downtown and I'll bring him back before you even go flaccid" he said his eyes landing on Spade's crotch, making Nate's whole face to heat up, he felt like the room had suddenly become hotter, he'd never been a fan of crude and blunt words like that, and hearing Matteo talk about Spade's erection so openly kind of made him uncomfortable.

Spade just growled out before he turned to look at Nate "Are you okay with going with him"? He asked softly and Nate just swallowed, before he nodded his head, biting his lips lightly, this made Spade's eyes go dark as he leaned in towards Nate, using his thumb to remove Nate's lips from his teeth, then giving him a quick peck, he pulled away. "You don't fucking know the things that does to me" he muttered huskily, his hot minty breath fanning Nate's face, as the young man became flustered.

But their little bubble was soon cut short by Matteo's annoying voice. "Okay cut it out you horny lot, not all of us like your little display of PDA" he muttered, making Spade to almost tackle him to the ground, but he just ignored and kissed Nate one more time

"And cover his damn mark on your neck" he teased, this made Nate to quickly place his hand on his neck, the same place Spade had been sucking, he tried to cover the obvious hickey Spade had left there, while blushing profusely, he looked at Spade and saw the smirk on Spade's face, he should have known this was what Spade was doing when he sucked on his neck.

"You'll come back right"? Spade asked before he realized it'll probably be late and then the young man had work the next day. "It's okay if you can't though, if you don't I'll see you tomorrow okay"? He muttered and Nate just nodded, making Spade to kiss him one last time, pouring his emotions into that one kiss, making Nate feel safe, as if Spade would be there with him on his way out with Matteo.

Okay guys

I'm a bit under, won't be able to update a marathon, y'all will have to make do with just this one tonight.

But I promise tomorrow, I'll update 10 chapters at a go 😗😗😗