They both sat together, with Spade's head on Nate's laps, while Nate had his fingers buried deep inside Spade's dark hair, he was playing with it and looking down at the man before him with closed eyes. Even though he looked relaxed, Nate knew something was up with him and a lot was bothering him. He didn't know what it was but he hoped it wasn't because of the distance he'd been giving the man.

True since Saturday morning that he left Spade's place, he hadn't called or even seen him, not because he didn't want to, he just kind of needed time alone. He was a mess, and it was always like that whenever he met with his father, the man always had a way to eating deep into Nate's heart with his words.

He'd some how gotten used to playing with Spade's hair, as much as he knew it relaxed Spade, it kind of relaxed him too. He was looking at all of Spade's facial features, his lips, God those lips tasted like heaven, he'd never kissed anyone before, but having kissed Spade he never wanted to kiss anyone else again.

The man had everything he wanted in a partner, if Spade was a woman Nate would still like him just as much, Nate's one hand was resting on Spade's chest as he craddled it with both his hands, playing with it too. His own hands were large compared to Nate's, so it easily swallowed all of Nate's hand.

Looking down at an almost sleeping Spade, Nate couldn't help but feel his heart swell, he couldn't believe someone like this was with him, like they were together. That other person always made him believe that he was worthless, that no one would want him except for his body, but Spade wanted him, not for his body but for just being him. And that alone made him want to cry every time they were together.

But he still wanted to know why Spade had acted the way he did when he just came. The hug and everything, it was like Spade was trying to tell him something through the hug, and truth be told, he needed that too because he was battling with himself, since his talk with his father.

He really didn't have anyone to talk to again since his sister left, so whenever his father showed up he was used to just holing himself up and bottling up the pain and insecurities until they subsided again.

Not that he couldn't talk to Spade but he didn't even know if he wanted Spade to know something like that about him. The fact that his father had always physically and mentally abused him, it wasn't really something to be proud of. "Gio" he whispered out, he almost thought Spade was asleep until he hummed in response, he felt the sound vibrate his hand on Spade's chest, the man still had his eyes closed, with his perfect nose and jawline, Nate wanted to run his hands through them and trace every line on his face. "What's wrong"? He asked again, they hadn't really said much to each other since Spade came in, and it was unlike Spade to just be like that around him, maybe before they started dating, but not now.

He watched as Spade sighed out before he opened his eyes slowly, beautiful grey eyes stared back at him, he could almost see the turmoil in them. "Did I scare you when I came in"? He asked and Nate chewed on his inner cheek before he nodded gently, he sighed out again. "I'm sorry, I was just tired" he muttered.

Nate just watched him, knowing he didn't mean being tired physically, there was more to that than just being tired, but he waited for Spade to continue. "There's a lot going on with me that is really messing with my head and I don't want to drag you into it, I just want to deal with it on my own"

Nate looked at him, before he pulled his hand from under Spade's hands craddling it, he used it to run along Spade's eyebrows, feeling the softness, he didn't know why he suddenly wanted to do that, but it felt nice. "But you don't have to deal with it on your own" Nate said softly

"I can't drag you into it Nate, it's too messy and I don't want you to get hurt" he paused before he got up, suddenly shifting closer to Nate, he pulled the young man closer to him, resting his one hand on his hips, slowly drawing circles on it with his thumb.

Nate looked at him, knowing life in the mafia isn't easy, he wasn't a fool or a novice, he practically grew up in the life of crime even though he had turned his father down countless times, it didn't mean he didn't know what it entailed to be in that kind of life But he knew what he signed up for when he agreed to date Spade, when he started having feelings for Spade. "I can handle messy" he whispered out, chuckling lightly at the end, Spade just smiled warmly at him and stared into his eyes, that made him to keep speaking "you know it's okay to want to vent" he started, he looked down before his eyes looked back up at Spade "I don't really know much about you, actually I'm in the process of knowing you fully, but I know enough to know that you like bottling things inside and you don't like talking about your feelings, especially when you think they make you feel weak" he saw the slight shift in Spade's eyes as if he just said something no one had dared to say before, but it was the truth

He and Spade were dating now, he didn't have to be scared of talking to the man, if Spade liked him half as much as he kept showing and talking about then he would definitely like the fact that Nate was actually telling him the truth and he'd listen. "But it's okay to feel weak, it's doesn't exactly make you weak, it makes you human, it's okay to talk about your feelings, especially when they're overwhelming, it doesn't make you weak, it makes you human" Nate muttered gently as he stared into Spade's eyes

He leaned in and pecked Spade on the lips lightly "I'm your boyfriend Spade and I'm not saying you have to tell me everything about you but, you will do that on your own if you trust me and personally I know I haven't really been around the past twenty four hours, but I promise it's not because of you and I'm not avoiding you, I just kind of get like that when my father is involved" he finally let out, at least it wasn't a complete lie and he didn't need to tell Spade everything, at least not yet. "I know what I signed up for when I agreed to be a Don's boyfriend, I may not have been involved in the life before, but the day I agreed to be yours was the day I got involved in the life, and before you say anything else it's not on you, it was my choice" he rushed out

He could see the admiration and amusement in Spade's eyes, since they started dating, he hadn't really talked to Spade for this long and this indebt, and especially about feelings and Spade's mafia life. "So no matter how messy it is, I can handle it, just don't hone it all upon yourself" he finished, opening his mouth to say something else but Spade shut him up as he grabbed Nate's face and crashed his lips on Nate's.

Kissing him hot and intense, like he wanted to have Nate inside his body, pressing him closer to him Nate was quick to respond as his hand dived into his most favourite part of Spade's body, his hair

He pulled and tugged on it as Spade's mouth explored his, sucking and tasting every corner. Sucking the life out of Nate, his hand on Nate's hips squeezed it a little earning a small moan from the young man.

That only seemed to fuel whatever crazy desires Spade had for him as his hand slipped themselves onto Nate's ass, he grabbed it lightly and squeezed.

Soon enough he pulled Nate onto his laps, with each of Nate's legs on his right and left side, straddling him. He felt Nate's erection poke his stomach, making him growl out, his other hand had went around Nate's neck as he grabbed on it lightly, he didn't squeeze too much as he dived deeper into Nate's mouth. He flushed Nate's whole body on his, feeling every mould of Nate's body on his. He liked it, he could feel Nate's heavy breathing and panting, but he didn't think he wanted to stop.

His hand slowly slipped into Nate's shirt, resting on his bare skin as he started roaming his hand into Nate's body, touching his back and hearing the small moans that left Nate's lips, his mouth swallowed all into the kiss.

He couldn't get enough of Nate's perfect body, soft as a cotton candy and tempting like chocolate. He slowly felt Nate start to grind his hips on his, feeling the way Nate's ass was pressed on his growing erection, with each movement of Nate's hips, he felt himself growl and go closer to coming

He didn't think he could hold on much longer as his dick pressed against Nate's perfectly round ass. In a swift second, he flipped them over and Nate was on his back on the couch, with him in between Nate's spread apart leg, now his erection was pressed against Nate's crotch, he felt very hot and needy.

He slowly let his hand to raise up Nate's clothes, leaving it halfway up as his hand played with Nate's belly button and the skin on his chest, he wanted to trace every line on the man body as he kissed him But that wasn't enough for him, he needed more and he needed it now

He pulled away from Nate and looked into his eyes, they were hooded and dark, almost golden as they swirled with desire, his chest was heaving up and down, as Spade hooked his fingers on the hem of Nate's shirt, his eyes asking for permission and Nate just nodded bitting his lips.

Spade had thought he'd say no, maybe he wasn't ready yet but they both were filled with want and covered in desire that neither could stop the other from going further.

He pulled the clothes off Nate's body, leaving him bare from the waist up, Spade ran his hands along his pale body, tracing every curve of muscle, and skin. He stopped close to Nate's nipple as he grazed it with his hand, he felt Nate shudder as he bit his lips even harder, Spade feared he'd draw blood.

He quickly dived in and started kissing him again, his hands now roaming Nate's body, Nate wanted to return the favor but Spade was quick to grab his hands and hold it up above his head, pinning them both there while his one hand roamed Nate's body.

The young man was already trying to push his hip against Spade's crotch, making his erection to graze Spade even more from his sweatpants. Spade moved his lips from Nate's lips and found his favorite spot in the young man's body, he started sucking and nibbing on Nate's neck.

Hearing the light whimpers and sweet moans that Nate kept letting out, it was making him even harder, he didn't know that was possible. His hand left Nate's body as the moved to his pants, Spade slowly touched his hardened cock and he heard Nate suck in a harsh breath, Spade didn't want to just touch him today, he craved more, and more he would get.

He stopped sucking Nate's neck as he stood up halfway, still lodged between the man's legs, he let go of his hands and moved lower with his body, until he could really see Nate's dick print from his pants, it didn't look small but it wasn't as big as his.

He slowly hooked his fingers on Nate's sweatpants, he looked up at him, the young man was breathing hard He didn't know if he was going too far, but the slight nod in Nate's head, told him it was okay.

He slowly pulled it down to Nate's ankles until they were completely off, his dick sprang out, already leaking precum. The sight alone made Spade's mouth to water, something he'd never felt before, satisfaction at someone else arousal.

It looked bigger than the last time Spade had seen it He slowly held it at the base, feeling the way Nate froze up and hearing his harsh gasp, Spade licked his lips agsin as he maintained eye contact with Nate.

He didn't know if the young man would be receptive of what he was about to do. He'd also never done it before, even on a female. He'd never gone down on anyone in his life, but he wanted to do it, no he needed to do it.

It was like an itch he wanted to scratch so badly, and he would He did a slight pump up of Nate's shaft, feeling the man's legs tightened underneath him, it made him want to do it even more.

Slowly but surely, while maintaining eye contact with Nate, Spade moved forward and lowered his head on Nate's hardened cock, he could see the look Nate was giving him, the arousal that was in his eyes before had shifted a bit, making it less present but it was still there.

First he let his tongue to taste the precum on Nate's tip, feeling him tense up as he sucked in a harsh breath, his precum tasted like salt but Spade kind of liked it, he rolled his tongue on the tip and slowly let his mouth open up as he took in Nate's cock in his mouth, felt Nate's hips buck slightly, making his dick to hit Spade's throat

He looked up and Nate's eyes were shut tight, his hands fisted on his side. Spade wanted him to relax, he slowly placed his one hand on Nate's nipple, he twisted and this immediately made Nate to moan out lowly, he felt Nate relax a bit

Then he started moving his head, taking in all of Nate's cock in his mouth. He could hear the smell of flesh as he sucked on Nate, and damn he didn't know sucking someone off felt so good. The power that came with it.

He pulled his mouth up, almost letting Nate's dick out before he shoved it back into his mouth, he felt Nate's buck his hip forward and the loud moan that escaped Nate's mouth made his own dick to jump.

Now he could feel the wet precum of his own cock, coating his sweatpants Hearing and watching Nate writh in pleasure was somehow turning him on even more.

He used his other free hand and touched Nate's balls, feeling it harden under his touch. Nate moaned out again and he sucked him even deeper, feeling Nate's dick touch the base of his throat

He could almost feel Nate's pleasure from how loud he was moaning, he couldn't even control himself and Spade didn't even want him to He did it again and this time felt hot salty liquid sprout inside his mouth as Nate whimpered and shook with each cum that got off.

Spade made sure to lick everything, he liked it, the way it tasted and the thrill of knowing that he was having Nate's cum in his mouth, it was like having liquid Nate in his mouth.

He pulled his mouth up, and looked at Nate, watching as he was breathing hard and fast, his eyes hooded, Spade could see small droplets of tears on the side of Nate's eye's.

He leaned in and kissed Nate's lips, pressing his own painfully hard erection on Nate's stomach. He pulled away and looked at Nate He saw the blush on Nate's cheek as he smiled down on him.

"I'm sorry I didn't..." He paused, his checks getting redder "I didn't tell you I was..." Spade cut him off with a kiss, because he already knew what Nate wanted to say, but he didn't mind having Nate's cum in his mouth.

Sweet people 😁😁

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