Both Nate and Spade entered into the car, Nate looked at Spade as he turned on the car engine and drove out of the compound and into the quiet road "Where are we going"? He asked and Spade just turned to look at him

"Oh, I can't tell you little Cucciolotto" he said with a sweet smile "it's a surprise and a secret, if I tell you I'm going to have to kill you" he said with a smile, seeing the way Nate's face morphed into one of slight terror, he burst out laughing as he placed his hand on Nate's thighs "I'm just kidding baby" he said amidst laughter, Nate's face was still blank as he stared at Spade. "I'm kidding for real, but I can't tell you where we're going, it's going to ruin the surprise" he added before Nate's face slowly relaxed a bit, and he sighed out.

He totally forgot about the fact that he'd threatened Nate more than once on killing him, and saying it out like that again was definitely not a good idea, only now did he realize it and his face turned serious

"Hey babe, I'm sorry for saying something like that, I wasn't thinking...." Nate quickly cut him off

"It's fine, I just kind of got nostalgic for a while there" he said with a light chuckle.

Spade actually looked at his face, and it didn't look like he was okay, but Spade didn't want to push it, he didn't want to ruin the whole date, after Nate had entered into the bathroom, he had made a reservation at a restaurant for both of them.

The night was going smooth and he had to open his mouth and mention killing Nate like that, he almost face palmed himself, what was it with him and talking about killing the young man.

He looked at Nate again and saw the way he looked outside the car, the young man had really changed from the shy, closed off and lost person he'd seen the first time in Greg's office.

He now looked bold, was comfortable around Spade and he didn't fret like when they just met, Spade liked that.

The first time he met Nate if someone had told him that he would come to feel this way for the young man, he would have said they were lying blatantly, but now he didn't even know if he was the liar, because he had lied to himself countless times in the past that he'd never feel that way for anyone, let alone Nate.

The place he made a reservation for wasn't that far off, and he intended for then to have a little more time for each other than just dinner and cocktail.

On instinct, he started drawing circles on the back of Nate's hands softly, he liked how tender and soft Nate's skin felt whenever he touched him.

He liked everything about the way Nate made him feel, it's like nothing he's ever felt before, he hadn't really done anything sexual with Nate yet, as crazy as it sounded he was waiting for Nate to initiate it.

Of course he'd gotten Nate off more than once, and Nate had also gotten him off more than once but it still wasn't sex, and not that he was complaining, everything with Nate was beautiful, even though it was just a kiss, it was enough for him.

But he didn't know of it was enough for Nate, the young man might want something more, but he wouldn't know if Nate didn't say anything, he planned on asking Nate or hinting at the subject after their date. Hopefully he doesn't end up scaring the young man or freaking him out

He stopped the car in front of the beautiful yet simple building, it was not really in town like most luxurious and continental restaurant, but it was okay nonetheless. He didn't want to do something too flashy, he noticed things like that weren't really a fact to Nate, and he wanted the young man to be comfortable enough so they could spend time together.

Nate looked out and then back at him. "We're here" he smiled, seeing the way Nate's eyes lit up as he smiled back at him, Spade got out of the car and went around to help Nate out too.

He held out his hands for Nate and the young man placed his slender hands, tenderly in Spade's huge ones, before Spade pulled him out of the car "This is beautiful" Nate whispered and Spade just chuckled close to his ears, and he felt himself shiver, hearing the throaty sound leaving Spades mouth.

He blushed and looked at Spade, seeing the warm look and warm smile in his eyes. "Shall we"? He asked and Nate nodded before they entered into the restaurant

Very simple, yet magnificent, Spade just watched Nate with a small smile on his face, Nate looked around with amusement in his eyes, Nate was smiling widely as his eyes raked through the room, the chairs were all in red and black color, same with the table, the outlines of each table and chair had red lines on it.

The place didn't look as big as the first restaurant Spade had taken him to, but it was still elegant in it's own way.

Spade placed his hand on Nate's small of his back, leading him inside the restaurant, a waiter appeared in front of them all smiles as her eyes moved from Nate to Spade. "Good evening sir, how can I help you"? He asked politely

"A reservation under Mr DeVille" Spade's deep velvety voice sent jolts of electricity through Nate's body, almost making him to lean back and fall on Spade's body

The woman smiled "right this way sir" she said and they both followed her until they stopped at the far end of the restaurant, the last table and very close to the window.

Nate was the first to sit close to the window, while Spade followed, just sitting by his side "here sir" the woman said handing them both the menu of the restaurant "shall I start you up on anything"? She asked

Spade just looked at Nate "just water" Spade said, making Nate to frown, the woman smiled before she left them there Spade's eyes found Nate and he chuckled

"What"?

"Nothing" Nate just shrugged "no wine today"? He asked and Spade chuckled again, before he leaned closer to Nate.

"Nope, I want you to remember everything that happens here tonight" he muttered huskily, making Nate's eyes to fall on his lips, he licked his on instinct earning a sweet low groan from Spade. Spade nudged his head towards the window and Nate turned slowly, his eyes coming in contact with the beautiful view

"Wow" he mused, the whole place was lit up with different beautiful lights, just across the streets to what looked like a park, there was a huge water fountain and from where Nate sat, it looked as if the water was glowing "That's so beautiful" he whispered and Spade just hummed, his chest was resting on Nate's back and it vibrated the young man, he quickly turned around and came face to face with Spade, whose lips were only mere inches from his, he swallowed suddenly feeling his throat dry up

It felt like he was sitting this close to Spade for the first time, his whole body was getting hotter by the second, and he didn't miss the way Spade's eyes had rested on his lips, the man leaned closer to him and he only anticipated one thing and one thing alone, a kiss.

But Spade surprised him when he spoke "We're gonna get in trouble for this" he whispered huskily.

"When have you ever bothered about getting in trouble"? Nate asked, making Spade to laugh lightly "we're not doing anything bad" he whispered earning a raised brows from Spade.

He could feel Spade breathing down on him, and it didn't help the way his heart beat increased, how could that even be possible, he'd been with this man going two to three weeks now, and the man always managed to get him to feel this hot and bothered all the time.

He felt large palms on his crotch area and this made him almost jump as he sucked in a harsh breath "is that so"? Spade asked, slowly moving his hand up and down Nate's crotch, he bit his lips hard and shut his eyes. Damn Spade for making him feel this hot.

"Gio...." He rasped out and the man just lowered his head and dipped it into Nate's neck, slowly feeling the wet trail of Spade's tongue on his neck, he felt his cock pulsate, how can one man hold so much power over him, Spade could very much ask him to jump into fire and get would without questioning, because what the hell was this sweet feeling he was getting from Spade.

Spade hummed not stopping, by accident Nate's eyes opened a notch and he saw the woman from before walking towards them, his hands reached up on Spade's chest and he pushed him lightly "someone's coming this way" he whispered

This made Spade to stop and he peeked back to be sure Nate was not only saying that to get him to stop his assault. He stopped and fixed his clothes, his face having a blank look like he was doing anything.

While Nate was blushing red with embarrassment, he looked down on his crotch area and his dick was fucking hard, he groaned out seeing the way Spade winked at him, cocky bastard.

He quickly pulled down the menu and used it to cover his crotch, by now the woman was already at their table smiling at them. She dropped the water on their table and they quickly placed their orders, with Nate's face still red and his whole body coursing with desire and embarrassment, very bad combination.

*****

The dinner was very beautiful and amazing, it made Nate even more relieved and happier than earlier that day, Spade was right, it did distract him, and now they were done but it didn't seem like Spade was done for the night, with the smile and look in his eyes, Nate could tell that he wasn't even close to being done for the night.

Standing just outside the restaurant, Spade's hand in his, Nate felt this sweet feeling of contentment overwhelm his whole body, he wanted nothing more than what he had now.

It might not seem like the perfect life, but to him it was pretty perfect, he closed his eyes and let the night cool breeze to blow through his whole body and even seep into his scalp, he inhaled a very deep breath

If only his mother could see him now, he wasn't completely free of his father yet, but he had something his father never had, a happy life and a very loving partner by his side.

He looked at Spade and everything in that moment felt so right, he didn't want it to ever end. Spade looked at him and smiled "Wanna see something amazing"? Spade asked and Nate just nodded smiling softly at the man.

Spade pulled him towards the left side walking down the road, he stepped in line with Spade "What about the car"? He asked, Spade just smiled and interlocked their fingers together

"Don't worry, we're gonna come back for it" he muttered, Nate just smiled, as his eyes rested on their interlocked fingers

He felt butterflies in the pit of his stomach, his heart swelled and his brain seemed as if it had stopped working in that very moment. What exactly had Spade done to him? The man had completely changed him, he couldn't believe he used to be scared of things like this

It shook him to his core whenever he thought of being with someone like this, a lot of things about relationships like this made him have second thoughts, first the thought of never finding someone that would treat him right and care for him, second the thought of his own demons catching up with him before he even did.

But Spade had changed all that in just a few weeks and without much stress. He wished he'd found Spade sooner. He remembered a while back when all his life entailed was work and back home, nothing exciting ever happened to him, nothing ever excited him and no one ever even cared enough to take him places like Spade was doing right now.

Now that he thought about it, his life was pretty sad and lonely. Of course he had his sister, but he wouldn't lie, it never felt like this even with her around, he knew there was something missing, at first he thought it was because his mom was no longer with them, but now that he'd found Spade, he knew what he was missing back then.

Spade turned to look at him and he couldn't help the lump that formed in his throat as Spade smiled at him, just what did he do to deserve someone like Spade?

He so badly wanted to cry in that moment but this was a happy moment for him, he was with someone he loved... He froze again, this would be the second time he would be admitting to himself that he loved Spade.

Holy fucking shit. He had fallen in love with Spade. He looked at the man and felt his heart beat wildly, what the fuck was happening. How did this happen? When did it happen?

His palms had gotten sweaty at his sudden realization, he couldn't help but panic a bit, what if Spade didn't feel that way for him, of course Spade doesn't feel that way for him, the man was literally a mafia boss, what would he do with stupid feelings like that.

Nate swallowed as he watched Spade's back. Maybe he should just push the feelings away and lock it up, Spade didn't have to know he felt that way, yes he would keep it hidden. He couldn't risk loosing Spade now because he was in love with the man.

Nate is in love with Spade 😳😳😳

Holy shit