After a while of just staring at Matteo and feeling what he had done dawn on him, Spade stood up, his eyes looking at the man on the floor, his face was completely covered up in bruises and it was slowly turning a dark shade of purple and black.

"Spade, what's wrong with you"? Matteo whispered, Spade didn't really have an answer for that as he stared at the blonde, he looked around and everyone in the room was looking at him, but that wasn't really his problem.

He was hearing whispers and small talks going around the whole room, he sighed out and started advancing away from Matteo and the man on the ground, when he heard it, he didn't think he was supposed to hear it, but it was already too late One of his men had said it "That little faggot boy the boss was screwing ditched him"

It was supposed to be a whisper but Spade heard it and he heard it clear, he clenched his jaw and turned his head to his left, facing the person that just spoke.

It was that black guy, he recognized him, the one that always asked questions and had that hood bad boy vibe around him.

"What did you just say"? He asked, his voice low and dangerous.

He saw the man's face go pale as his eyes widened, he didn't think Spade heard but now that he realized Spade did hear, he shook his head. "What the fuck did you just say"? Spade snapped, he was seething with anger and rage at the moment.

Before anyone could react, he pulled Matteo's pistol from his back and clicked the safety off, facing it on the guy, pure fear was all he saw in his eyes, the whole room had once again gone completely silent.

"Say what you just said again" he demanded as he took two steps closer, pressing the barrel of the pistol on the guy.

"Boss.." the man stuttered as he tried to form words but was failing miserably. This only angered Spade the more, so the bastard could say something behind but when it was time to repeat it again he was stuttering.

He felt Matteo stand beside him "Spade, what are you doing"? He asked

"I want this motherfucker to repeat what he just said if he's man enough" Spade spat out as he narrowed his eyes on the man, who had completely gone pale and was now shaking with fear "You're not so tough now are you big guy" he taunted, Matteo sighed out

"Spade you have to stop this, look around you" Matteo muttered, Spade turned to look at him and he just shook his head slowly.

Spade clenched his jaw and shut his eyes, Matteo might have been right about him freaking his men out but this bastard insulted Nate, he insulted someone he had no business talking about, calling him a fag

Spade looked back at him and cocked his brows at him "you called him a fag didn't you"? He asked and the man just started shaking his head, making Spade to grit his teeth together before he raised his hand up and used the butt of the gun to hit his face, whipping his head to the side.

He groaned and stumbled back, by the time he looked up, his face was cut and it was bleeding "You have a problem with who I go out with"? He asked again, and this time the man shook his head

"I didn't meant it that way boss" he rushed out, lowering his head down, Spade clenched his jaws tight, grinding his teeth

"Of course you didn't mean it like that, you probably thought I wouldn't hear you calling my boyfriend a fag" he spat at the man "I wonder what you would call me"? He mused smirking sadistically before he pointed the gun towards the man's leg and pulled the trigger, hearing the loud bang sound and flesh being ripped, the man screamed and groaned out, falling on his knees, Spade walked towards him and stood tall, glaring at him.

"Spade what the fuck"? Matteo's asked, rushing to stand beside Spade, he could understand why Spade was angry, but he didn't think it was to the point of him pulling the trigger.

Spade looked down at the man "the next time I hear something like that from you.." he looked up at the rest of them "all of you, I'm going to put a bullet in the head of whoever said it" he spat before he shoved the gun to Matteo's stomach and stormed out of the gym

He walked out of the building and headed for his own, with Matteo hot on his trail, he followed Spade until he entered into his own house "Spade, what the hell just happened there, what's going on with you"? He asked.

Spade just stalked into his bedroom and started taking off the glove wrap around his knuckles "Didn't you hear what he said? He called Nate a fag" he turned around and faced Matteo "he fucking called my boyfriend a fag" Spade spat out, even repeating the words was pissing him off.

He always heard that word, even when he didn't know he would get attracted to a man, he never really liked people who judged others because of their sexuality.

He's been very distraught and disorganized these past few days, unable to function properly, he was like a time bomb waiting to explode. And hearing that guy called Nate a fag, it just pushed him over the edge. It sent him spiralling out of control

He didn't mind that Nate was not with him at the moment but he won't allow anyone to insult him. Regardless, Nate was still his boyfriend and until the day that changes, he was ready to kill anyone who talks ill of the young man.

"I know what he said Spade, but still..." Spade cut him off

"But what Matteo? You want me to let that shit slip"? He asked and Matteo just sighed out.

"I'm not saying you should let it slip, but Spade you've been acting weird lately and it's really starting to bother me, and I know it started after Nate had stopped coming to the club"? Matteo rushed out He clenched his jaw, as he heard Matteo say Nate's name "Spade what's going on between you guys? Why did he stop coming to the club"? Matteo's asked, Spade just growled out and turned around, running his hands through his hair

He sighed out and tried to calm himself down, just hearing Matteo ask about it had brought back the memory of Nate telling him he needed space. Matteo walked towards him and out his hands on Spade's shoulders.

"Spade, what is going on? Did you guys break up"? Matteo's asked and Spade just fisted his hands by his side

"We didn't fucking break up" he started, gritting his teeth, he was finding it hard to say the words to Matteo, it hurt even thinking about it "he wanted space from me" Spade mumbled out

"Why"? Matteo's asked and Spade just sighed out, and walked towards his bed, he plopped down on it, Matteo walked towards him and sat on the other side of him

"I don't know Matteo, he didn't tell me anything, he just told me he needed space, I asked if it was something I did and he said no, he just didn't want to say anything to me" Spade sighed out

"So you just let him go like that"? Matteo asked and Spade just shrugged

"I have no choice Matteo, he's my boyfriend and not my prisoner, I can't keep him with me if he doesn't want to be"

"Do you want me to talk to him"? Matteo asked and Spade just shook his head

"No don't, I don't think talking to him will help, just leave him alone, I promised to give him space and I will" he finished.

Matteo just nodded and gave Spade a tap on his back. "Anyway, I brought the guest list you asked for"

Spade looked at him and sighed out "where is it"?

Matteo just shoved his hands into his pocket and fished out a piece of paper before handing it to Spade who dropped it on the bedside table. "I'm gonna head out to the warehouse, I'll see you later at the club"? Matteo asked and Spade just sighed out before Matteo got up and walked out of the room and the house.

Spade sighed out and pinched the bridge of his nose, he really was fucking stressed out and it was showing in his mood and the way he had gotten temperamental over the past few days

He looked at the bedside table and picked up the paper, looking at it The event was tomorrow, he was invited but he wanted to see who else was going to be there, no he wanted to know if Nate would be there.

And he was right, the name on the third line was Nathan Miller. He was going to be there, at least Spade would see him. He couldn't be around the young man but he had a chance to see him, and he would take it, even though he could only stare from afar, it would have to do for now.

****

He stood at the corner of the room watching Nate, his whole body was calling out to Nate, wanting to grab him and kiss him senseless, he so badly wanted to walk over to Nate and pull him into a warm hug.

He had missed Nate's hugs, they always calmed him down and eased his tension, but since Nate had taken that space away from him, he was losing his mind away from the young man slowly.

He could see the way Nate's eyes kept darting around the hall, watching different people walk around and engage in different conversation, it felt so familiar to him. It made him remember the day he saw Nate at an event with..... That damn girl again, she walked towards Nate and wrapped her hand around his arm.

He knew she was his secretary but what the hell was she doing holding on to him like that? And why wasn't Nate pushing her away? Did he like the way she touched him?

Was she the reason Nate wanted space from him, he clenched his jaw as he bored holes into the girl's body. She even wore a turquoise blue short gown that matched with Nate's white suit and blue shirt inside.

He gritted his teeth, all he could feel at that moment was jealousy, he didn't care if he sounded like a teenager but he didn't like the way she clung onto Nate like that.

Didn't he at least tell her he was taken? Fuck, Spade cussed out and ran his hands down his face, scratching his beards.

The sight was annoying and frustrating. He couldn't stand it, nope, if he kept standing here for this long, then he wouldn't be able to stop himself from walking over there and snapping her neck in two.

He didn't even know he could be this jealous over anyone, he had only been here a few minutes and the night was already ruined for him, he was in a foul mood.

He walked away from where he stood, making sure to avoid Nate's line of vision as he walked towards the bathroom, he entered and there was no one inside, he pulled out a cigarette stick and a lighter from his pocket

He knew he had promised Nate that he wouldn't smoke again, but that was before Nate had taken space away from him and was now in the arms if another woman, or rather, he had another woman in his arms

He was about to light it up when the door to the bathroom burst open and three men walked in, wearing black and covering masks on their faces.

He looked at them and sighed out, feeling his blood boil hot with rage and anger, if only these men knew how angry he was right now, they'd get the fuck out of this bathroom.

"Sullivan sent you"? he asked and one of the men just grunted, while they slowly advanced towards him, he lowered his head as if he was frustrated, which he was "if only he told you you wouldn't get out of here alive" he gritted out before the first one lunged towards him with a small dagger in his hand.

He took a long and hard swing at Spade, but Spade was fast as he grabbed his hand and hit it with his other hand, the man groaned out as the knife fell on the ground with a clang sound.

Spade jammed his elbow on the man's nose, hearing the crack sound before he pushed the man who stumbled back and hit the other one, who was running towards Spade, both of them fell back.

Leaving just one, Spade was quick to pull out his gun, and before the third one could come close, he aimed at hid legs and shot him there, the man screamed as he fell down.

Spade used his legs to give him a sideswipe kick on the face, whipping his head sideways as he fell completely on the ground.

One of the other two ran towards him with a knife, he grabbed his hand and hurled him at the sink, hitting the man's body on the sink, earning a loud groan from him.

Spade pushed his head towards the mirror and it shattered as blood trickled down the mirror, the other man from the first time had rushed towards him and grabbed him from the back, holding on to his shoulders tight as if he pressing him.

Spade groaned out before he let go of the other person, he jammed his elbow twice in the man's stomach, before the man's grip on him loosened, he turned around and grabbed the knife on the ground before he got up and shoved it into the man's throat from under.

Watching as the man choked and choked, blood spurting out of his mouth and throat, staining Spade's hand before he fell to the ground with a loud thud

Leaving Spade with just the last man, he turned around and faced the man, a smirk on his lips and an evil glint in his eyes

He grabbed the man whose head was bleeding and cut from the side, he fisted his collar, he spread his legs apart, putting the man in the middle as he landed punch after punch on his face, grunting hard as he could hear the man's skull and jaw bone crack under him.

The man's eyes were already closed, and there was blood splattered all over his clothes and his face, he was breathing hard but he didn't stop hitting him. He knew the man was already dead but he kept hitting him

Every pent up anger and frustration he'd been feeling all night and all week, he released it in each punch he landed. He didn't even know Nate was at the door watching him, until he heard his small gasp.

This stopped him before he let go of the man who hit the ground, he looked up at Nate and he felt his whole body relax, he looked around him and saw the dead bodies, but Nate's eyes kept moving from him to the man whom he had killed with his bare hands.

He looked down at his bare hands and saw the blood stains, he looked up back and saw the horrific look in Nate's eyes, suddenly making his stomach drop.

"Nate" he breathe out, but the young man just dashed out of the bathroom.

Hot 😜😜

I know I'm a little crooked in the head, but who else things Spade is hot when he's killing people? 😜