The black clothe was yanked off his face and he groaned, before he looked up, coming face to face with his father, his blood ran cold as he tensed up, the man was sitting on the other side of the car just watching him, with his legs spread apart, looking at it now, he kind of looked like his father, especially the way his hair was always shining at the tip, as if he added some kind of highlight to it.

Nate clenched his jaw as he looked to the right and one of those men who had taken him was sitting there, eyes looking up ahead, by the left was the same thing.

He didn't recognize any of these guys, and they looked quite bigger and more intimidating than the regular men always at his father's place, these ones looked and even felt just as dangerous as Spade's men.

He sighed out and looked at his father again, the man just watched him, as if waiting for him to say something first He cocked his brows as he looked at Nate "what? You're not going to say hi to your dad"? He asked and Nate scoffed lightly, watching the way his father's eyes had shifted slightly

"So you have to kidnap me to see me now"? He asked, his voice holding a bite to it, his father's eyes held something akin to shock and surprise, but it was quick to disappear like it came, before he shrugged

"I can't seem to get you at your apartment these days, and I heard that you're sucking Spade's dick now, and personally I don't like that man, can't risk him knowing what I want to tell you" his father grumbled out, grimacing as he talked about Nate sucking Spade's dick

Another light scoff left Nate's mouth as he felt his blood boil, his father had no right to judge him, or even try to control him for what he wanted to do, the man had literally ruined his life, and now he was trying to paint him in a bad light for loving someone he was happy with.

He knew he should have shut his mouth when he started feeling angry but he was just so pissed off to care "Let me guess, your very true friend told you"? He fired back, watching as his father's face grew hard, and he clenched his jaw. His father knew exactly who he was talking about, and Nate knew no one would have told his father except that man.

His father leaned in and stopped just mere inches from Nate's face, his hot drunken breath fanning Nate's face, as he resisted the urge to grimace in disgust "You may be sucking Spade's dick boy, but I'm still your father and you will do well to remember that" he gritted out dangerously low, as Nate felt his courage diminish a little, he looked away from his father quickly

"What do you want"? Nate gritted out and his father leaned away, interlocking his fingers together as he looked at Nate

"Good" he muttered before he shoved his hands into his pocket and brought out a tiny thing, it looked like recorder of some kind, before he handed it to Nate, who looked at it wearily, as he didn't want to take, until he finally did, examining the object in his hand. "That's a recorder, you're going to take it and since you're always around Spade, I want you to get him to tell you all about the Italy auction that happened three weeks ago" his father explained, causing Nate to look at wide eye

"What"? He asked out, as if he didn't just hear his father, but of course he did and it wasn't like he wanted the man to repeat himself, he just wanted to be sure the man wasn't mistaken, and by the serious look in his eyes, Nate could tell he wasn't at all mistaken

He started shaking his head "I can't do it" he looked up at his father, determined to go against the man for once in his life "I won't do it" he gritted out.

His father watched him for the most part of two minutes before he sighed out, and picked up a tablet on the table and handed it to Nate, who was reluctant to take it "Go ahead and take it" his father muttered, before he stretched out his hand and took the tablet, peering at the screen, his blood ran cold as it felt as if time had stopped, a live camera feed of his sister at the coffee shop he'd met her two weeks ago

His head whipped up as he looked at his father, seeing how relaxed the man was and the smug look on his face, Nate so badly wanted to wipe it off his face "If you refuse to do what I asked you to do, I'm going to drag her back to Manhattan and I'm going to make you watch as I kill her" his father told him word for word, his voice holding nothing but the truth, even his eyes held no hint of him bluffing.

Nate felt his chest cave in, he couldn't breathe, everything suddenly felt like he was drowning and he couldn't get out of the water, it felt as though he needed saving and he couldn't scream out for anyone to help him

"Why" he whispered with his trembling voice, almost as if he wanted to cry, why would his father ask him to do something like that? Spade trusted him, and if he were to do something like this, Spade would never trust him again

His father just shrugged "well for one I don't like Spade, and you're perfect for the job" he muttered as if he was saying something so easy and casual.

Why couldn't he just have one moment of peace, away from all these, far away from all his demons? He was finally getting a chance at a happy life and a peaceful life and now his father was trying to ruin it all.

He wanted to scream, he wanted to cry. But he couldn't do any of those things, instead he just sat there watching his father, feeling all the anger inside him turn into agony and sadness

"So what do you say Nate? Your sister's life or this small errand on Spade"? He asked

Nate just looked up at him and sighed out, handing the tablet over to his father "I'll do it" he managed to whisper out, choosing his sister over Spade.

It wasn't at all as easy as he made it sound, not even close, he was dying inside as he thought about the choice he just made and how it would affect him badly

His father's lips pulled up in a sly, and evil smile as he shone his teeth at Nate, they were pure white and were arranged perfectly well, he always wondered how his father had managed to maintain his looks even after all these years, most men his father's age would have had enough wrinkles on their faces and their teeth would have turned yellow by now.

But his father still looked very handsome and almost five years younger than his age. "Good choice boy" his father praised but all that was not what he was thinking about now "And by the way, don't even think of telling Spade about this, if you do your sister dies" his father muttered out.

He wasn't even thinking of telling Spade, maybe he should but knowing his father, that would be putting his sister at a great risk, if not ultimately signing her death warrant.

"And don't worry about contacting me, I'll drop by your office in two days to collect it, I hope for your sister's sake it's ready by then" his father added

His father knocked on the glass that separated them from the driver's side and the car came to a stop before the doors opened and Nate was kicked out of the car.

He didn't even know where he was as the car zoomed off, but it was still by the side of the busy streets, he looked up at the signs and it wasn't really a place he recognized, he looked down at the recorder in his hands, turning the small object as he observed it.

He sighed out and looked up, he flagged down a taxi and got in, giving the driver the address to the company, he didn't really want to be there right now, but he had to go pick up his car.

He didn't think he was in the right frame of mind to do any work at the moment, so he would just go home and think about what just happened, he knew it would be pointless thinking about it because there was absolutely nothing he could do to avoid it, for his father to have come to him direct, the man already planned everything out and if he tried to sabotage it, it would backfire on him.

The drive didn't take long before the taxi stopped in front of the office building, his father didn't really drive far then.

He used the cash he wanted to use for coffee and paid the driver before he got out of the taxi, he headed up to his office and without wasting much time, he picked up his car keys and headed back to his car.

He entered into the car and drove away from the building, for now he didn't know where he was headed but he just wanted to be away from there at that moment.

*****

Nate walked towards Spade's office with his mind clouded, thinking about so many things all at once, he couldn't even focus on one thing at a time, but it all circled back to one thing. How miserable his life was.

Why did it have to be so hard to be him? Couldn't he just be like other people that had it easy in life? The one time he finds happiness in the right person, his demons show up and are threatening to take it away from him.

If he could, he would have severed his own head to rid himself of this life, to give himself the peace he craved, because he didn't like this kind of life

A life he would spend forever always on his toes, wondering when his demons would show up and ruin a perfect moment.

Maybe he was getting too comfortable being around Spade that he had forgot he wasn't supposed to be happy, the life of happiness wasn't meant for him, a life of love and peace was not his to have and enjoy.

Now he understood that very well, and it took his father asking him to do this for him to realize it. He must have really done something bad in his previous life for him to be getting punished like this

He walked into Spade's office and as soon as the man saw him, his grey eyes lit up, the dim lights in the room illuminating his tanned skin, and his white teeth as he smiled at Nate

He managed to force one back as everything came crashing down on him, what his father had asked him to do. He couldn't do it, Spade was the only good thing about his life and his father wanted to snatch that away from him

He walked towards Spade and the man turned his chair to face Nate as he beckoned at him to come "hey baby" he whispered as Nate walked towards him, he soon wrapped his hands around Nate's waist and pulled him down so Nate was on his laps, as he leaned up and placed a sweet kiss on Nate's lips.

A kiss Nate couldn't even focus on as his mind was a sandstorm of emotions, he so badly wanted to cry right now but he wouldn't show it, even his smile was forced because he didn't want to alert Spade that something was wrong

Spade pulled back smiling at him "you look stressed" he stated, Nate just hummed, he didn't think he had the strength to say anything at the moment, Spade oblivious to this as he buried his head deep into Nate's neck, he started kissing him there lightly, leaving open mouthed kisses on the young man's neck, Nate was not responding to this, infact his body felt like he was dead

And deep down he so badly wanted to feel what Spade was doing but guilt was eating at him, guilt for something he was yet to do, but he knew he would do it nonetheless, his sister's life was on the line, he couldn't risk that.

And maybe, just maybe if whatever his father wanted to use Spade's recording for didn't really affect the man, he'd tell him everything and ask for his forgiveness, Spade loves him, and he was sure the man would forgive him.

Spade groaned out as he pressed Nate's butt against his crotch that had somehow gotten hard, his hands had started touching Nate's body, but the young man just sat without even moving a muscle.

This caused Spade to frown as he pulled away, he looked up at Nate "Baby what's wrong"? He asked and Nate just sighed out before he looked at Spade, slowly shaking his head

"Nothing" he whispered, Spade furrowed his brows, seeing the lines on Nate's face, he didn't believe the young man one bit, he suddenly clenched his jaw

"Look at me" he commanded softly but his voice still had a hard edge to it, Nate looked at him "What's going on? You don't look bright and your whole mood seems down, did something happen at work"? He pressed, Nate didn't respond as he kept gazing down at Spade, thinking really hard with himself if he could tell Spade what had happened today, but to do that he'd have to tell Spade everything, and even till this moment he wasn't sure he was ready to tell Spade everything yet.

But what if Spade could actually help, he felt Spade's touch on the back of his palms, making him snap as he came back to staring into Spade's eyes "Nothing" he whispered, resolving to the fact that it was better he didn't say anything, because even if Spade decided to help, that is if he doesn't hate him first, it might be too late and his father would have killed his sister.

Spade frowned as he looked at him quizzically "Nate" he muttered calling the young man his name, after their whole love confession, Spade had completely stopped calling Nate his name, he only ever used endearment, when he called Nate his name it meant he was serious about whatever he wanted to say.

He clenched his jaw as he looked at Nate again "You're acting strange, what is going on"?

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I want Nate to tell Spade

His father is so evil