After dropping Nate off at home from work, Spade made his way to his own apartment to get ready for his dinner with Nate. He was feeling the sweet excitement of it deep inside his bone.

He didn't think he could miss anything or anyone they way he'd missed Nate the past few days he had avoided Nate. He thought it'll help him, maybe stop the way he was feeling for the young man but it didn't.

He walked up his door and when he tried to open his door, it was already open, making him to reach out for his gun behind his back, he pulled it out and slowly pushed the door open, it creaked a little before he stepped inside the house. The light was on, and he remembered turning it off before he left.

He walked inside the house, there was no one in the living room, but his eyes darted through the living room, from the kitchen door to the bedroom corridor, he then stopped his eyes on the couch, seeing a suit jacket draped on the couch, he recognized it and immediately relaxed, shutting his eyes and letting out a deep sigh of relief

He heard footsteps before someone emerged from the kitchen, in nothing but a white buttoned up shirt, folded upwards above his elbows.

The person cocked his brows at Spade as his eyes moved down to Spade's gun in his hand. "Spade, what are you doing"? He asked and Spade just stared at him before tucking his gun away.

"I thought I've warned you to stop coming to my house when I'm not around"?

"Was that why you were holding your gun like that"? The blonde asked

Spade sighed out and walked further into the living room, he sat himself on the couch with a heavy thud, he took out his gun and dropped it on the table "Where are you even coming from? I went to pick up Nate from work but he had already left, do you by chance know anything about that"? His voice had a little accusatory tone to it

"I picked him up" Spade muttered

"Oh, I thought you were avoiding him, what happened to you needing time to get your shit together"? Matteo taunted adding quotes in air Spade just sighed out, he knew Matteo would make a fuss over this.

"I don't have time for this Matteo" he muttered before getting up, picking up his pistol again, he trudged towards the bedroom, ignoring Matteo and his drama as the blonde's voice faded away with each step he took closer to the bedroom.

He stepped inside and dropped his pistol on the table beside his bed, he took off his jacket and everything he wore,before he stepped into the bathroom.

He didn't think taking a hot shower was the wisest idea as he switched the water from hot to very cold, he turned it on and felt the cold water hit his tattooed back and cascaded down his body.

He didn't stay long in shower because he knew he'd be late if he did, he stepped out of the shower, pulling out a towel from the rack, he dried his hair before he wrapped it securely around his waist.

He opened the door of the bathroom and stepped outside, without even looking around the room, he walked towards his walk in closet, he took off the towel around his waist, he styled his hair the way he wanted it to look, making a slight parting on the left side.

His eyes raked through every item of clothing he had up, this was always the hardest part with going out with Nate, he never knew what to wear, and deep down he always wanted to impress Nate.

This time he went for something in between casual and formal, since it was dinner and probably a date, it may even be their first date yet, but of course Nate didn't know that.

He picked out a grey suit jacket and grey pants, with a white round neck inside. He put them on and picked out a white converse. He stepped out of the closet and closed the door, standing in front of the huge mirror, to look at his outfit.

"Where are you going"? Matteo's voice almost made Spade to dash for his gun but he relaxed when he saw the reflection of the blonde sprawled out on his bed, as if he owned the place.

He sighed out ignoring his presence before going back to straighten out his clothes, they matched the color of his eyes, making them stand out.

Matteo stood up from the bed and walked towards him, standing directly to his back, he was hovering over Spade's shoulder, as he inhaled deeply as if sniffing the man. "You smell good" he almost moaned out as he shut his eyes "where are you going"? he pestered.

Spade just left him there and walked towards the bed, sitting himself on the edge he put on his converse, lacing the ropes in a butterfly way, he may be mafia boss, but he was still very much human and he liked tying his laces like that.

Matteo's walked to the bed too and sat close to him, his eyes trained on him as he watched every of Spade's move. Spade almost groaned out at how Matteo was hovering over him, it was getting on his nerves.

"Where're you going"? The blonde pressed again, making Spade to growl out before he got up and picked his gun, shoving it in the back of his pants, he opened the drawers on his bedside table, trying to pick out the perfect wristwatch for tonight. He felt Matteo right beside him again, brushing their sides together

Matteo's hands shot out to the drawer as he pointed to one of Spade's, Patek philipe swiss designer wristwatch "That one" he whispered close to Spade's ear, making Spade to turn and look at him "it looks more fitting for your outfit, and plus it's your color" he added with a cheeky smile.

Spade resisted an eye roll before he picked up the wristwatch and wore it around his wrist "Are you going on a date"? He asked, his eyes trained on Spade again. He gasped out, his hand flying to his mouth "Dio mio, you are aren't you"? (Oh my God)

Spade just ignored him and stood up straight, looking at the time, he still had at least 15 minutes before he went to pick Nate up, but he couldn't stay here and let Matteo tease him. Matteo was still looking at him and smiling cheekily, making him roll his eyes at the blonde "Stop spewing rubbish" he grumbled out and Matteo just chuckled, draping his hand over Spade's shoulder

"Don't try to hide it from me, I know you're going on a date, see you blush everytime I say the word date" he almost squealed, making Spade to quickly touch his cheek with his hand as if he could see it.

He quickly pulled Matteo's hand away from his shoulder as he walked towards the mirror, wanting to see if the blonde was right and he was indeed blushing.

He grounded his teeth when he didn't see anything on his face, not even as much as a smear of red tint on his cheek, he turned around clenching his jaw and setting his eyes in a hard glare at Matteo.

The blonde was hunched over with his hands on his knees as he laughed away, making Spade to growl out lowly, he just walked past Matteo and stepped out of the room, Matteo quickly followed behind him.

"So you are going on a date"? He asked "it's Nate isn't it"? He asked this time more softer than before.

Spade just ignored him as he tried to see if he was forgetting something in the house, he picked up his car keys from the table in the living room

"Ignore me all you want Gio" he muttered cheekily "Spade is going on a date with Nate" he said in a sing song voice, Spade just rolled his eyes at Matteo. This was one of the things he hated about Matteo, the blonde always had a way of teasing him and riling him up. "Spade and Nate, the best couple of the year" he added, using his hands as if already analyzing how he expected it to look.

Spade just shook his head. He walked towards Spade and past him headed towards the kitchen "Well, I was in the middle of getting myself something to eat before you came, I better get to it" he muttered.

Just when Spade thought he was done making fun of him, Matteo stopped at the doorway of the kitchen, turning around to look at Spade. "Don't forget to use protection kids, I'm not gonna be responsible for anything both of you do" he said with a teasing tone, making Spade to growl out

"Cazzo" (Dick) Spade cussed out making Matteo to erupt in a fit of laughter as he walked into the kitchen, leaving Spade standing in the middle of the living room.

*****

Spade parked his car in front of Nate's apartment building, he didn't waste anytime before he stepped out of the car. He straightened out his clothes before he walked inside the building.

As always the lobby was quiet, and empty, save for the security man at the desk, his eyes lit up on seeing Spade. "Mr DeVille".

Spade just waved him down, before he walked past the counter and headed for the elevator. Coming here to pick up Nate everyday had almost made him forget that he owned the building. It felt as though he was a visitor here coming to see someone, it was kind of thrilling.

He stepped into the elevator and pressed the button to Nate's floor, while waiting for it to move, he glanced at his wristwatch and he was just right on time, he looked up at himself on the elevator doors, he was kind of digging this new look of his. He was so used to always wearing tux and three piece suit that he almost forgot how he looked in outfits like this

The elevator chimed and the doors opened up, he stepped out and headed for Nate's apartment. Thank God it wasn't as far as others that had to be around the corner or far end of another corridor.

He rang the doorbell and waited. Shoving his hands into his pants pocket, he suddenly could feel nervousness slowly creeping in, and the words Matteo had used in teasing him was beginning to resurface.

Date. He was going on a date with Nate, even though Nate didn't know or probably didn't consider it a date. He didn't feel this nervous while he was coming, infact he was more excited and expectant. But now standing here, he could feel his palms get sweaty, he slowly pulled at his round neck, giving his body a little breathing space.

He let out a deep breath before the door swung open. His mouth hung open when his eyes came in contact with Nate. His eyes swallowed up every single thing about Nate almost immediately.

He had on a white round neck just like his, black jean pants, and his hair was ruffled but you could see that it wasn't unkept, it looked more stylish, and the tips looked like they'd been highlighted brown as they shone, Spade's eyes moved to his face and his expression mirrored Spade's, his lips was slightly parted, they weren't the usual pink Spade was used to seeing, they looked more light red, like he'd put make up on, making the pale on his skin to shine out even more.

He had white converse, just like Spade. Spade couldn't help but look back at his face, spotless and his eyes, they weren't dark or brooding, infact for the first time since he'd met Nate, his eyes were a bright brown, making it look almost transparent and he didn't have that lost look on like he'd always had. Fuck, Spade cussed out in his mind as he could feel the small courage he'd managed to gather slip away from him.

"Hey" Nate was the first to whisper, and his voice jolted Spade out of his daydreaming as he regained his senses back

"Hi, are you set"? He asked, almost groaning out, he sounded ridiculous, of course Nate was set.

"Yeah, let me just grab my jacket and phone" he muttered, Spade just nodded, before he went back in, closing the door behind him.

Spade made a 360, taking in deep breaths and letting it out again. Okay he did not expect that when he decided to take Nate out for dinner tonight.

True he'd told the young man to dress comfortably and casual, but Nate dolled up real nice, as if he did it on purpose. Spade was reacting to it way differently than he'd expected, he could feel his whole body shake and course with excitement, a hot feeling of desire, if he had his way he would cancel this whole dinner and just stay in with Nate, caressing and exploring every single part of the young man's body.

Seeing his lips like that, he wanted to just take Nate back in, and suck on them, nib on them like he used to with lollipops when he was a kid. Those lips were fucking inviting. He fisted his hands inside his pocket as he felt every nerve in his body crave madly for Nate.

The door opened again and Nate came out with a brown jacket on his body, he could still see the white round neck he wore inside. His eyes did one last sweep of Nate's whole body again, resisting the urge to pull the young man close to him and ravishing him against his door. "Shall we"? He asked and Nate just nodded before Spade gestured for him to walk first.

Taking two steps in front of the Spade, he couldn't help the involuntary movement his hand made, as they rested on Nate's back. He felt Nate flinch slightly, before he relaxed . Nate's back was fucking warm, Spade wanted to put his hand there forever, they felt just perfect, in sync.

They walked to the elevator and when it opened up, Nate stepped in while Spade followed behind him. The elevator doors closed and Spade standing on the left side of Nate, he leaned forward and pressed the button to the lobby. His nose twitched as the scent of Nate's cologne wafted through his nose, fuck he almost turned into a complete puddle right then and there. He clenched his jaw and leaned away

His eyes rested on Nate's reflection on the elevator doors, his head was lowered as he played with his hands that held his phone. Spade wasn't really good with compliment but he couldn't just let Nate's effort to go to waste and yes he was indeed very impressed with Nate, in fact more than he expected.

"You look good" his throaty and deep voice made Nate to look up briefly, his cheeks quickly went from pale, shiny to deep red cute and adorable cheeks.

This made Spade to smile, still looking at Nate "You don't look too bad yourself" he whispered, making Spade to nod and smile, cute.

Awwww I'm swooning 😜☺️☺️