He eased his car at the front of the Nate's apartment building, after a long night of arguing with Nate all the way here. Drunk Nate was a fucking inquisitive Nate, and he was very stubborn.

Spade had initially wanted to drive Nate to his own house, so he could keep an eye on him there but Nate refused, he kept blabbering about how he would feel more comfortable in his house, and how he didn't want Spade to maul him in his sleep, when Nate was drunk, he was fucking blunt.

He looked at him, finally sighing out in relief that the young man had slept off, but to his surprise for the millionth time that night, Nate was wide awake.

Spade let out a deep sigh before he unbuckled his own seatbelt, he opened the car door and stepped out, walking around to Nate's side of the car, he opened the door and ducked inside, undoing Nate's seatbelt, he pulled Nate out of the car gently, all the while trying to stop his nose from inhaling Nate's scent, because that would mess with his head and mind.

He shut the car door, looking at Nate and seeing that the young man was still standing straight, he wasn't swaying or even showed that he was drunk. The only reason Spade knew was how bold he'd suddenly become and the way he spoke, his words had a slight slur to them.

He held onto Nate's wrist as he led him inside the apartment building, they entered and made their way upstairs on the elevator. Nate still hadn't said anything to Spade, which he was kind of grateful for because he didn't know how long he could last before he snapped and had his way with Nate, everything about the young man at this moment was tempting.

The elevator stopped at Nate's apartment floor and his hand around Nate's wrist tightened as he led him outside, straight down the corridor and in front of Nate's door, without wasting much time, he punched in Nate's passcode and the door unlocked.

He pulled Nate inside with him before shutting the door. He pulled Nate towards the couch and helped him sit down "Wait here" he muttered before walking towards the kitchen.

Unlike his own place, what separated the kitchen was a single wall, there was an opening without a door, he stepped inside and the kitchen wasn't far fetched from what he'd expected.

The walls were painted cream, very light and homely, it wasn't exquisite like his, but it was just perfect, Nate's style.

He walked towards the kitchen island, there were cupboards just below it, he didn't know how to move around someone else's kitchen, he'd never even had to before, not even Matteo's Kitchen.

He pulled open the cupboard and pulled out a glass cup, he filled it with water from the kitchen sink and walked back to the living room, Nate had his head draped across the headrest, with the rest of his body in a sitting position

Spade sat close to him as he slowly nudged Nate, the young man's eyes were half closed, but the moment Spade touched him, he jolted up and his almost red and drowsy eyes landed on Spade, he let a lazy smile cover his face Spade handed him the water, bringing it to his mouth "Here drink this"

He moved his head back, scrunching his nose and shaking his head. Spade sighed out "you have to drink it okay, it'll help with the hang over tomorrow" he muttered but Nate didn't want to take it, he clenched his jaw as his face hardened a bit, making Nate's eyes to suddenly turn glossy

"You're back to being mean to me" he muttered with a pout, making Spade to ground his teeth, if only Nate would stop pouting like that, he didn't know how long he could keep his hard on hidden from Nate, while they were in the car, the young man almost brushed his hands across his crotch area.

He sighed out and unclenched his jaw "Look I just wanna help you okay, take this and I won't bother you again" he whispered gently, Nate's face only grew more red as he pushed his lips out even more, Spade fought the urge to look at them

"You promise"? He asked in a tiny voice, like a kid. And Spade nodded because he couldn't say anything, he was slowly losing control, he needed to get Nate to bed as quickly as possible.

Nate finally collected the water from him and drank it all before handing the cup back to Spade, using the back of his hand to rub his lips.

Spade dropped the glass on the table before he turned to look at Nate, who was staring at him, his eyes holding a distant look as if he was analyzing and studying Spade.

Spade got up and Nate's eyes followed him, he stood tall so the young man had to crane his neck to be able to look at him. He leaned closer to Nate as if bending down to his eye level "We need to get you to bed, come on" he muttered before draping Nate's hand over his own shoulders, he picked the man up and slowly they both trudged towards Nate's bedroom.

The last time Spade had done this, he was picking up an almost dead Nate, he clenched his jaw as he remembered that he still hadn't found out who did that shit to Nate.

He kicked the door open and walked in with Nate, with the young man blabbering about what he didn't know. Nate really couldn't hold on to his alcohol, at least he didn't throw up on their way here

"You said you had a surprise for me yesterday, but you didn't show me anything" Nate muttered, as Spade slowly dropped him on the bed

"I do have a surprise for you, but I doubt you'd even understand if I told you now" Spade told him, his brows creased together as he looked at Spade, scrunching his nose up

"What does that even mean"? He mused and Spade sighed out, he leaned closer to Nate with both his hands on the bed in front of Nate

"It means you're drunk, and if I told you now you probably won't remember it tomorrow" he explained, his husky voice and hot breath fanning Nate's face as he smiled cheekily again

"I'm not drunk" he slurred out "I'm just tipsy" he mumbled and Spade looked at his eyes, those brown eyes swirling with too much that even Spade felt light-headed looking into them

"Right" he clicked his tongue

Nate looked up at him and smiled again, he'd been doing that a lot tonight, and everytime he did it, it made Spade's heart to skip a beat. "You're pretty" he mumbled, making Spade's heart to pick up, fearing that his heart could burst out, he didn't know what to say

He always knew that drunk people always said the truth no matter what, the words of a drunk person were never a lie, so did that mean Nate found him pretty? He almost smiled at that, him, Spade, pretty.

"Is that so? you think I'm pretty"? He asked deciding to play along, maybe tonight he'd find out if this pull and attraction he was feeling wasn't one sided after all Nate nodded innocently, as he pushed his putty lips out

"Yeah, you're really pretty, with your perfect hair, amazing nose and skin, your lips.." Nate slurred bringing his hands up, letting his finger to slowly touch the top of Spade's lips, he tensed up as he felt Nate's fingers brush against his lips, electricity coursed through every vein in his body.

He quickly reach up and grabbed Nate's hand before he caused more damage than he was already doing now, Spade swallowed as he felt his heart beat create a huge lump in his throat. "And your beautiful eyes" Nate finished, his eyes landing on Spade's, his lips parted slightly, as he felt every nerve in him lit on fire, blood and heat all rushed to his nether region, maybe he was losing his mind because he didn't think this was happening at all.

He dropped Nate's hands slowly on the bed, he got up from the bed, suddenly missing Nate's warmth, he couldn't stay there one more second with Nate saying all those things. If his heart didn't explode out of too much excitement, beating and blood rush, then he'd definitely do what his body had been pushing him to do all night, and it was getting really hard to fight if off.

He walked away from Nate, running his hands through his hair, combing through it with his fingers. He walked towards Nate's closet, he didn't even know what he was doing, but anything to distract him from the temptation that was sitting on the bed in the room, he opened the closet and started rummaging through Nate's clothes, looking for something comfortable for the young man to wear.

His mind was torn, part of him wanted to turn around and kiss Nate senseless, but the rational and sane part was stopping him, it would be a bit rude for him and awkward if Nate woke up tomorrow and regretted everything that happened tonight.

He didn't want them to go back to being awkward around each other. But going through Nate's closet wasn't the best idea because now he was inhaling more of Nate's scent, everything in the closet smelt and felt like Nate and that alone was driving him over.

His mind was so occupied, he didn't even know that Nate had gotten up from the bed and walked towards him. He felt Nate's soft and warm hands wrap around his upper arm, he had taken off his jacket in the car, so he was left with just his white roundneck and pants.

He jolted at the sudden rush of heat that coursed through his body. He turned and looked at Nate, shimmering and alluring brown eyes stared up at him, he swallowed hard, feeling his resolve falter. "Are you running away from me"? Nate whispered, he shut his eyes and clenched his jaw, fuck, Nate wasn't making this night any easy for him

"I'm not running away from you, I just want to get something to change into" he muttered, almost wanting to go back to hiding his head inside Nate's closet but the younger man was quick to stop him, gripping onto his upper arm even tighter

"You are running away from me aren't you"? Nate whispered, his eyes already getting covered with gloss and specs of unshed tears. "Just like my sister did and my mother, you're going to get tired and leave too aren't you"? He asked, his voice coming out a tiny croak.

Spade felt his whole body freeze up. He quickly cupped Nate's face as he looked at him in the eyes, sooting him with the warmth from his own eyes "I'm not going anywhere, I just want to get you something to change into, I'm not going to leave you" he whispered, his voice gentle and soft as his thumb stroked Nate's face gently.

Nate's eyes lit up at this, as his lips pulled up in a small smile, Spade was almost letting out a sigh of relief when Nate's voice made him freeze to his bones "I want to kiss you" Nate whispered out.

As if his skin burned, Spade quickly pulled his hands away from Nate's face, no he didn't expect that at all. He froze, as everything came to a stand still, he watched Nate's eyes that stared back at him expectantly. "Nate you can just say things like that to me" his deep throaty voice coming out a slight croak, he was already filled with desire to the brim and hearing Nate say things like that would definitely get him tumbling down out of control

Nate scrunched his nose up, another huge turn on for Spade "Why? Don't you want to kiss me"?

"Fanculo" (fuck) Spade cussed out at how innocent and clueless Nate looked right now "You don't know how much I'm trying not to right now" he muttered huskily, his eyes darting to Nate's lips, he was biting and chewing on it, making the edge to be more pinker than usual "But you're gonna wake up tomorrow and regret doing it" he muttered, his eyes landing back on Nate's eyes

They both stared at each other, a second passed, and then another, and then some more. Spade was fighting an internal battle with himself, he so badly wanted to fulfil Nate's wishes but a lot of what ifs were making him to hold himself.

He felt wet, soft and warmth on his own lips, making his eyes to grow wide, Nate lips was on his, moving fervently. Nate's hands were clutching onto his shirt tightly as the young man moved his lips against Spade's.

He felt his heart hammering, hearing the loud sounds of his own heartbeat, his hands moved on their own and dropped on Nate's waist, pulling him closer, Spade let his tongue out as they licked and nibbed at the soft flesh of Nate's lips.

He shut his eyes and let his mouth savour the feeling of Nate's lips, he bit down gently on Nate's lips and the young man gasped out giving Spade full access into his mouth, his tongue swirled inside Nate's mouth, tasting every inch and corner in his mouth.

He could taste the flavor of the wine on Nate's tongue, he licked Nate's mouth and tasted his lips. They felt as soft as they looked, as soft as Spade had imagine them.

The rhythm at which his lips moved with Nate's, the way he flushed himself against Spade's body, it felt so fucking perfect. Everything in that moment was it for Spade.

He felt warm soft hands graze his hardened cock and he opened his eyes, breaking the kiss, he groaned out.

Looking at Nate, both of them panting hard, Nate's lip was swollen as short sweet breaths were leaving his mouth, his eyes hooded with nothing but desire.

"We can't Nate" he whispered out breathlessly, watching as his brows furrowed in confusion "i wanna keep going, trust me I do but if I don't stop now I might do something that you'll regret tomorrow morning" he explained feeling the hardness of his cock from his pants and tightness of his pants, making him uncomfortable

He looked at Nate for a second, fighting with himself not to press Nate against the wall and take him, taint his innocence, make those lips to scream his name and only his name. He shook his head and caressed Nate's cheek

"Let's get you to bed okay" he muttered taking Nate towards the bed "If you wake up tomorrow and you still want to do this, then I won't stop you, fuck I'll even give you more than what you want" he muttered and Nate just nodded wordlessly.

Spade helped him lay down on the need, draping the covers over the young man, he watched as his hooded eyes stared at him, making him rethink his decision of not taking Nate right there. He made to turn off the lights but Nate stopped him.

"Can you leave it on" he whispered and Spade just nodded before taking his hand away from the light. Nate's eyes slowly closed on their own, with Spade's eyes directly on those pink lips, the same one he'd been sucking on a few seconds ago.

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Those of you waiting, the wait is finally over. Nate and Spade kissed!!!!!

I hope I made the whole kiss thing to your satisfaction? 😁😁☺️

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