(I didn't check words once agian🥹)

LONG ASS CHAPTER WITH 3000 AND MORE WORDS (That's why it took 2 days..)



|TW: smut | | TW: Sexual harassment | Ziara pov:

No.. he can't die now.. I still want to know about brother.. more tears run down and I stand up running towards them trying to avoid the blood i was running on making it hit my bare legs.. before Tom could shoot I grab his gun twisting his gun to my head..

His eyes widend while his eyes where still full of fury. "Ziara!?" He shouted before picking me up and slamming me into a room until we hear a loud bang.. I tremble crying in his arms.. "fuck. The half house exploded." He sighs looking out of the small window as he holds me tight. I continue crying uncontrollably and het turns to me his eyes getting worse in madness. "Slap me. Punch me, kick me in the goddamn balls, but do not point my gun at yourself." He says his voice carrying a heavy press on my chest.. i purse my lips tears still consuming my eyes as I nod. He sighs softly before cradling me tighter placing my head in his neck as I continue sobbing.

After a few minutes we heard cop sirens and Tom sat up wrapping my legs around his waist as he stands up and opens the emergency door in this small room luckily meeting the face of outside, he glances at the cops that where currently barging into the house me before walking towards the car. He opens the passengers seat one hand holding me as he Lays me in there.. the stars and dark sky loops over the car mirrors, I get tired and tired by the second I couldn't feel Tom getting in the car. "Sleep." He allows me and reverses the car. My eyes flutter shut..

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I felt my self being placed on soft cushions and a familiar warmth of my cushions, still getting the vision of the night as my eyes lazily slides opens, glancing around seeing toms face. Well not his face because the hood was covering his face in the night shadow. He stands back straight before walking out of the room.. a lonely presence washes over me as I felt him not wandering in my house anymore, I turn to my side the slide doors of my balcony slightly open the white see trough curtains softly floating with the pressure of the wind.. in this scene my eyes slip shut agian softly creating a rhythm of the wind in my ears as I fall asleep..

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My eyes shoot open of my alarm clock and I tap a hand over it with a sigh.. I shove my head back in a pillow yawning.. "what happend" I murmur and sit up with another sigh staring blankly at my window..

Flashback

No.. he can't die now.. I still want to know about brother.. more tears run down and I stand up running towards them trying to avoid the blood i was running on making it hit my bare legs.. before Tom could shoot I grab his gun twisting his gun to my head..

His eyes widend while his eyes where still full of fury. "Ziara!?" He shouted before picking me up and slamming me into a room until we hear a loud bang.. I tremble crying in his arms.. "fuck. The half house exploded." He sighs looking out of the small window as he holds me -

I was fighting the urge not to cry first thing in the morning, but the scene of yesterday was so traumatic I would want to sleep forever.. But the worry in Toms eyes as I twisted the barrel of his gun towards me.. what if i died? What if I actually died and the people who knew me had to miss me and the worst part id that I couldn't explain any thing to Nikola.. she would be so mad at me, maybe not even wanting to fisit my grave after it. A tear slips.. great. I was planning on not crying in the morning but flud that too. I sigh standing up from my bed walking into the bathroom.. wait. I look down at my self wearing the set of silk pjs..

"Sleep." He allows me and reverses the car. My eyes flutter shut..

I felt my self being placed on soft cushions and a familiar warmth of my cushions, still getting the vision of the night as my eyes lazily slides opens, glancing around seeing toms face. Well not his face because the hood was covering his face in the night shadow.

He didnt.. He better not! I mean.. it's not like he hasn't seen me naked, he was basically watching me change a couple of times for sure. Who knows he's currently watching me now- Wait.. I smile, a plan pings up in my brain and I smile getting in the bathroom. *buzz* i turn my head to my phone picking it up.

Nikola: theres a Halloween party! Please wanna go with be!? It'll be fun!

I smile at the text. ofcourse she wants to go party, but cause I was planning on to explain the plan that could might catch Tom to finally flip off my life anyways.. my smile drops.. out of your life.. I shake my head, I don't like him. He's just a phsyco stalker. I purse my lips.

Me: sure ❤️

Nikola: cya!

I smile and turn my phone off brushing my teeth aggressively whole looking at my self, observing the foam dripping down the corner of my mouth down the the sink.. Tom .. Tom. Tom. Tom. Tom. Tom.

I snap back to reality and quickly spit the tooth paste out.. what the hell Ziara!? I scream at myself in my head washing my mouth, I blush.. "I've gon mad.." I grab my towel drying my mouth.. I smile a little to myself.. no. Stop.

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I step out of the bathroom with a long sigh..

Flashback.

walking towards an old drawer opening it and slip a old note book out, the cover grey and old, it was a little bit torn by the side of the cover and on the center of the book it said.

Oliver.

I stiffened a but glance at Alexander's small smile as he sets the book down infront of me.. I purse my lips as he motions for me to grab it. "Your brothers diary.." he reveals

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I gaps. "The diary?!" I quickly scurry over to the bag zipping it open in a hurry pace throwing out every single thing outbefore i finally found it.. just as old as looked. I open it not waiting another second..

_______________________________________________________________ Thursday of 9 februari, 2002.

School is straight up shit. Seriously, the teachers explain the important learn material like shit, I wonder how they even got the diploma for that. Mom and dad said they'll maybe be trying for a baby, which it's impossible for thier age cause thier in there early 50s. Old enough to die right after the child. Tho I'm actually hoping it works..

I always wanted a sibling since i as the only child, the only thing I could do was go outside and make friends. I don't even like going outside. Which is why I don't, and makes me more kind of a loner. I mean at least I don't get bullied for it? Back to shitholic school. The new guy Alexander hasn't been here for 3 days and is already popular as fuck? People be running after him like a dog all day, wanting to know what her eats before school, work out routine, hair shampoo and who know even the way his shit smell? Only because he's hot doesn't mean you have to ask every, single, fucking thing you could think of does it? Anyway. The bell rang and I have P.E fucking class, bye.

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_______________________________________________________________ Trying for a baby..? They meant me...? I rub my eyes looking back at it.. Alexander?. Could Alexander here be Alexander from there.? I shake my head, I was totally confused and purse my lips looking down trying to figure out.. maybe just read further?.. but I had to get ready for the Halloween Party , I stand up walking to my closet. I observed the outfits tapping my chin a little.. "Halloween.." I smile and slip out a pinkish, short, school girl skirt with high knee socks with straps clinging on my tight and a cute bow on the knee hight. I smile and and a button up,see trough shirt revealing the color of my pink laced bra..

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I finally hear a honk and place Zizzi down walking towards the hallway, but before I leave I just check my makeup by the hallway mirror before stepping out of the house and close the door behind me. "Sexy!" I hear Nikola call out making me giggle "hey! You look so cute!" I smile and look at her angels costume.

it was like a lace bra and a white skirt with some diamond on the rim of her skirt, her platform heels clacking down on the ground loudly as she walks to open my door, "your so boyfriend material" I smile making her laugh. "thanks" . We both get into the car and drive off, "let's listen too Melanie Martinez"

I recommend and she nods, "then the whole playlist from Ayesha erotica" she claims smilling. "Yes!" I nod and she smirks.. "what?" I look at her with scrunched brows, she turns down the car windows. "Girl, No stop people can hear-" "HEY EMO BOY- HEY-HEY HEY EMO BOY!" She cuts off, I sigh leaning back i my seat pinching my eyes shut hoping that this neighborhood would just go deaf. "girlll!." I squeal as she continues yearning the lyrics out of her mouth rolling her body with the music..

i sigh opening back my eyes leaning more back hoping I would just sink in this seat.. "girl.." I whine agian as she continues, i sigh.. "i love you."

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We finally make it to the overly decorated house, pumpkins layed down next to the crooked trees with literally no leafs, the lights wrapped around the house in ghost shaped forms giving more light than it usually should give. they even had Halloween themed stickers all over thier house with a- "scary ass hell door bell." Nikola cutted off making me turned to the door, the Halloween games sprawled over the big garden they had and all swarmed with people you couldn't see the door. "Damn.. They better move when I say so." She murmured and grabbing my hand leading us trough the crowd into the house

We enter in the house With a lot of Halloween decor and a lot of alcohol.. "this party is so Halloween" she squeals running over to the alcohol her long heels making her slow a bit, i giggle at the jumping wings as she walk.. I look around observing the place quietly.. if you could because of the music that was probably over the max keeping the neighborhood awake. It's not new cause Nikki and i go here every year for Halloween. I look at the black old couch sitting on it making the couch creak a little.. I sigh looking around seeing girls half naked on the little stage where boys yearn the hands to them in desire..

i hate these places.. I don't want to see people sin like this, i purse my lips bracing my self hearing a drunk Nikola stumble towards me.. "let's daaance!" She slurs grabbing my wrist a little to tight making me squeal softly as I get dragged to the dance floor.. the song 'The final' was on by Ayesha was full on blasted over the dance floor making the peopl dance more crazier.. I smile softly before vibing with Nikki to the music giggling at her drunk moves..

We continue dancing for a few moments until I felt a man push his body on back making me gasp, I turn around seeing a old man, what are old men doing at these parties!?.. i gasp as the man grabs my wrists, but before I could reach out to Nikola for help, he dragging me into the bathroom and smacking me hard on the wall, I squeal feeling my back burn from the cold stone walls. the guy takes his mask off.. Alexander..

I find the urge to scream but before I could, he covered my mouth leaning into my ear. "You have Tyler wrapped around your fingers, huh?.." he whispered smirking again my ear, and god how bad he smelled.. like he hasn't washed himself for days?! All I wanted to do was get out of his thighs grip and scream for help until some actually did help.. "good thing he has something we want.." he says chuckling lowly. He smirks grabbing a knife from his back pocket lifting me up agianst the wall tighter making me let out a sound of worry.. he smirks harder spreading my thighs and he slight slides the blade across my thighs, goosebumps filling my arms as my eyes widend in horror.. he luckily doesn't push the place into my skin and leans into my ear.. "and that is-"

He couldn't speak before someone bursted into the room the door almost hitting us but fell inches above us making it harder to breath foe me.. he grumbles "shit" he groans before letting me go, I fall down akwardly and he quickly runs to the side jumping out of the window but a gun followed him form the room, I gaps slapping a hand over my mouth.. someone was inside here.. with a gun.. I pinch my eyes shut hugging my legs with one arm, my Luther clenching around my mouth..

"Fuck" I hear a familiar man's voice.. Tom! My eyes shoot open looking up at the door that was hovering over me being shuffled away, any yes it was Tom. He stepped over to me leaning down, "you okay little mouse?" He asked grabbing my waist setting me back up on my feet as he scanned me.. he smirked, "fucking hot" he murmured as he observed me.. "pervert! I haven't even answered and you looking at me like a pervert" I claim embracing my self. The jerk just keep smirking and raised his eyebrows leaning down.

"I know when your hurt or not." He says, i tilt my head. "Im aware of every move my mouse takes." He reminds, "then why did you ask?" I frown as he doesn't answer the question. "You have go home" he recommended but it sounded more like a threat. "You can't tell me what to do, amd I'm not leaving Nikola alone!" I scoff crossing my arms over my chest. "I'll call someone to take care of her." I squint my eyes, "I'm not letting her a,one with some stranger" I gaps as he lifts me over his shoulders.

"Let go!" I squeal kicking my. "Stop being so difficult." He smirks walking out of the house making me swing my feet harder, "stop being a jerk!" I call out. "I came with my bestfriend and Im staying here until I decide I wanna leave!" I squeal out but the jerk just opens his car and throws me on the passenger seat walking to the drivers seat settling in his chair, I cross my arms and huff annoyed, he reverses the car driving off. "You can't go to clubs or shops without me any more."

My eyes widend and I look at him. "That's so unfair!?" I shout in the car as he continues driving calmly, "it's for your safety, Alexander and his gang is after you. And I'm nod letting my little mouse get kidnapped to be hurted and haunted by other men." He gritted his teeth. "And the only man in this world who can hunt your nightmare is me." He points out driving faster leaving me stunned. - The car ride was silent but when we where close to my house I spoke up. "first of all, you can't force me to stay inside and second I'm not gonna follow that, and go outside when I want" I huff and lean in my seat as we reach my house.. he raises his eyes brows his eyes drying.. i purse my lips and unbuckle my belt running towards my door.. ugh shoot! He's walking behind me.. My eyes widend as I glance at him.. he's right behind me, I couldn't think straight. He could catch me if I tried opening my door to escape but I run into my forest the leaves crunching under my feet as the cold breeze flows past me as I pant..

He was so close.. I gaps as I felt an arm quickly wrap around my waist pulling me into his body, "Let go!" I scream squirming. "Your so pretty running for me." He smirks grabbing me and pulls me over his shoulder once agian. "I said, let me down!" I scream, "and I said, you look pretty running." He smirks.

Her enters my house throwing me on my couch as I see Zizzi running upstairs as I la t, "hey!-" I gasp as he collapses his lips onto my shutting me up quickly with a moan as he slips his tongue in my mouth mixing our salivas passionately, i whimper but he possessed my mind into kissing back.. the hell Ziara what are you doing?! Gosh..

He teases by running his hand up and down the back of my thighs slowly making me arch my back a little.. he smirks agianst my lips and starts delving his warm tongue deeper down my troath swirling it around gracefully, i whimper my fingers twitching as he slides his hand higher to my ass squeezing it before tracing his fingers along the contour of my pussy trough my thong, i whimper.. "fuck, you know how to drive your stalker so damn crazy.." he groans agianst my lips pushing his boner agianst my damp core making me moan whimperingly..

Toms pov:

I furrow my eyebrows as she lets out an agonized scream releases from her tongue,followed what sound like Alexander's name, she was probably trying to tell me how he harrased her while making out, probably trying to make me stop. I gritt agianst her tongue, my vision blackens, and I'm furious that the monster polluting her mouth isn't me. I'm the only monster allowed to fucking haunt her. Gritting my teeth, I grab her flailing arm and roll her to her side, facing away from me. Tucking her arm into her chest, I pull her tightly agianst me.

I strip her top off along with that damn skirt and panties leaning her in her high knee socks she wore every day. I unbuckle y pants as I hear her breathing heavily. Her naked flesh slides agianst mine, eliciting a carnal desire deep in my chest. It goes beyond claiming her. I want to posses her. Mark her. Embed myself so deeply inside her that there's no Ziara Monroe outside of me anymore.

I prop myself up on my elbow and release her arm to spit on my fingers and rub the wetness across my cock. Breathing in deep, i sink myself inside her, pinching my eyes shut from both the burn and the friction of how fucking good she feels. She gasps with a startled yelp, her pulse thrumming agian softly her neck and pussy clenching around my length. "Fucking virgin." I bite back a groan , too enraptured by the panicking look in her eyes and her visible shaking. "Tom?" She whispers, voice hoarse from screaming. I trhust my hip once once, eliciting a sharp gasp from her plump lips.

She tenses, then relaxes, molding the curve of her ass deeper into me. "Do you feel me, baby?" I whisper, gliding my hand up her stomach trough the valley beneath her breasts, and to her delicate troath. Her pulse trashes agianst her flesh, and I can feel every heartbeat trough the column of her neck. Still heavily panting, she was her lip before breathing out, "yes I feel you.."

I hum. "Who owns this pussy, Ziara?" I ask darkly. "You.." she whispers automatic. "Good girl," I murmur "the man in your head isn't the monster, Little mouse. I am. Every time you scream out another man's name, I will replace it with my own. And I don't care how much it fucking hurts." I roll my hips into her, and she shudders agianst me, whimpers falling from her lips. The moonlight spears trough the garden doors, painting our body's in a soft aura only heaven can create. My eyes trace the curve of our bodies, soft lines that separate her soul from mine. Two beings, scarred and desecrated, yet we look like fucking art. A master piece that even da Vinci couldn't do justice. I want to pin her to the wall and show her what art looks like when it's fueled with passion.

"Een you're scared amd can hardly breath, this is where I'll be deep inside you. Whether I'm with you physically, or in your heart, I'm always going to be there." She shivers, and I withdraw my hips before driving deep inside her, pulling a husky moan from her troath. My control slips, and I let myself break for a moment, my head falling back, eyes rolling, amd a groan escaping from the feel of her perfect cunt wrapped around me.

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Authors note! : The smut still goes but this chap will be hella long But it'll be out today! -3629 words❤️💀