The photo might be a lil blurry but it's fine (it's not I'm bawling)
Ziara Pov:
I gasp awake my eyes shooting open, I look at the beeping alarm clock my eyes widend, school! I sigh, I know it was my dream school but I don't really like all the exams and stuff. I'm just working for a hopefully good future.
I push the covers off me and step in my uggs slippers and walk into the bathroom rubbing my eyes in tiredness. I grab my cleanser rubbing it gently on face turning on the warm water. I continue the steps of the skincare and walk out slipping my silk pjs off and put on some high knee socks with a light pink skirt and a white top with pink flower pattern and smile looking at my self in the mirror. A buzz came from my phone and glance at my phone before picking it up.
Nikola: good morning !!
I smile at the text and glance up. My smile drops.. a note? I walk to my desk picking up the white peice of paper..
You look gorgeous while sleeping little mouse.
I let out a shaky breath staring at the piece of paper.. why does he keep doing these things!!? I think he knows damn well it creeps me out, I haven't even seen his face yet!? What if he's like a old man?..
I sigh and trhow the note away and slip on some platform heels and clip on a cute charm bracelet. I walk down stairs smilling at the sight of Zizzi playing with her toys. I pick her up in my arms caressing her cute fragile body and kiss her cute nose before putting her back down. I grab my hair brush brushing my hair out infornt of my mirror next to the door, i smile looking at Zizzi playing trough the mirror and my smile drops.. a figure a man pops into the corner of my window I breath out so hard the mirror got a fogg of my breath.. the shadow remains still, sending shivers of fear down my spine as my breath ragged.
It disappears.. I sigh still creeped out and quickly grab my backpack and rest my hand on the door knob.. is he still around my house?.. I dig my teeth down my bottom lip nervously as my chest heaves, I shut my eyes closed tightly before opening the door and walk out quickly my footsteps tapping down the stone floor, out of the area of my house. I sigh in a relief as I don't see the sight of my house anymore, I walk down the streets coming across some cute coffee shops while at it.
I smile as I make it to the bus-wait and sit on the metal bench next to a random boy with ginger hair and headphones, a quite noticeable tattoo on the pulse of his neck with a skate board under his feet, i smile at his silver necklace with wierd patterns I haven't seen before, I giggle softly, I quickly look away at my hands until I hear a bus top with a loud creak making me flinch and look up with a gleam in my eyes. "I can do this.." I sigh out and walk into the bus scanning my card and walk in. I meet glancing eyes, to my surprise this bus wasn't very busy and I took a seat at the back row quickly. I smile softly and slip my head phones on listening to music as the bus begins to move.
I can't believe it.. the school I've been dreaming of since highschool. A school my family convinced me I could do to make them even prouder.. I wish they where here.. With me, alive..
A thin tear slips my eyes, a fade smile forms on my lips softly, how proud they are.. I sigh softly and cross my legs over the other lightly and look down at my hands, my hair gently falling over my shoulder slowly.
I stay like that for a little until I hear a message pop up from my phone, I quickly lift my head and turn to reach out for my phone, I open the message.
Unknown: don't be surprised if I'll have to kill anyone with you wearing that skirt.
I purse my lips and look down at my clothes. It was t even that short..? Was it..? I dig my teeth into my lower lip and felt another buzz.
Unknown: wear what ever you want little mouse. I know how to kill.
I just turn my phone off, I'm to tired to deal with him when I already had stress going to this school. What if they find out I have something to do with killing if someone finds out I have a phsyco stalker?..
I sigh and rest my head back on my seat and clench my legs together. After a few minutes the bus stops and I stand up, scan my card and step off..
I walk to the big school building my eyes sparkle. It's so beautiful and huge!.. i smile to myself softly and walk into the gates meeting some peoples eyes.. I wish Nikola was here.. she unfortunately didn't want this school. She wasn't really interested in Drawing Artsy or writing.. she was more into architecture and historical books. It was kind of the same path but not close enough to lead us to what we want instead of our close friendship.
My anxiety rises every second I feel glances and stares form the other students... i breath out deeper and hold my books tighter to my chest, I walk into the building, my lips partend with delight of how huge this school was. It had one of the biggest libraries ever! I smile brightly and scurry over to my assigned locker opening the locker.. a note? That's weird, I don't know anyone and there's already notes in the empty locker? I shrug. Must be from the principal, I grab the paper folding it open.
Beautiful locker to put my little mouse her presents in.
I frown, even here!? I sigh annoyed and start ordering my stuff into my locker, i slam it shut clenching the piece of paper in my hands and throw it in the trash, I bite my lip hard trying to forget it until I start walking up the stairs.. I smile as I walk into the elevator meeting a guy with brown curls and beautiful blue eyes and strong features. He smiles and I smile back.. "are you new here? I haven't seen you around I believe." He asks and looks down at me. Did I mention? He looked 6,2 for my view.. "y-yes" I say quietly with a polite smile. He nods. "What's you name?" He asks and doesn't even break the eye contact once making me flush a light shade of pink.. "Ziara.." I say softly and break the eye contact looking down at my heels.. "pretty name for a pretty girl" he compliments with his smooth voice making me fold.. "t-thanks.." I stutter out nervously, pretty!? He called me pretty!? I couldn't help but let out a bright smile happily..
The elevator opens and I step out, the guy follows next to me. "I'm Blake." He introduces and I smile and nod. "Also.. very cute.." I say.. ugh what stupid?! Who even says that!? I bite my lip from embarrassment making him chuckle. "You looking for book in the library?" He asks hitting me with his perfect glowing smile, "mhm.." I hum and nod slowly. "Alright, class starts in 5 minutes so good luck with that" he smirks and my face pauzes.. "thanks.." he hugs a laugh and nods walking off as I quickly walk the other direction.
I sigh and slap my book to my forehead. "I'm so stupid.." I mumble and let out a embarrassed sigh, I pull the book away from my head back agianst my chest and look at the pretty view you had from the library's huge windows.. my lips partends a little slowly. It had a beautiful garden with beautiful flowers with different shades of lila color, a huge white metal fence wrapped around the big school building. My eyes sparkle.. "wow..—" I het cut off my a loud bell, class..
I sigh and quickly walk out of the library running down the stairs, my footsteps echoes along with other students steps down the hallway. I walk past my locker finally meeting the room of chemistry. I step in class..
"Welcome students-" the teachers head turns to me. The teacher smiles. "We have a new student, please give her a warm welcome and make her feel welcome here to." The teacher gestures me to come infornt as I walk to her.. I felt stares and I smile akwardly.. "I'm.. Ziara.." I introduce and the teacher nods smilling brightly. "You can sit anywhere you like" she says heartwarmingly and i nod and finally turn my face to the class, I meet a familiar smilling face, Blake. He smirks and gestures for me to sit and I walk over quietly and sit beside him. "Welcome Ziara." He say sin a rather mocking voice making me giggle. I place my book on the table and grab a pen. The teacher starts the lesson.
I starts writing down notes while I feel Blake's eyes burn into me intensely. I glance at him, yep he was totally staring and hardly, I hear him lean back in his seat narrowing his eyes. I look at him, "anything I could help with?" I ask politely, he nods leaning forward making my cheeks flush.. "I don't get it.." he asks his voice balancing flirtyness. "Oh..let me help you" I smile and write the instructions down on his notes, he smirks. "Thanks cutie." He smile and I pause. Cutie!?.. my mouth partends.. "n-no- no problem.." I stutter out and turn back to my own paper, I swear, if I don't look like a tomato right now. I don't know how to explain my warm cheeks myself..
50 minutes later.. I sigh in relief as the bell rings. It's like I can't breath while being next to him.. I stand up, gather my stuff and quickly walk out towards my locker.. "hey Ziara!" I head Blake's voice call out making me pauze, I turn around.. "yes..?" I ask with a soft smile.. "are you free at 6?" He asks looking down at me.. "sure!" I smile softly, "at mine?" I ask. He nods "yours.." he smile and I nod. "See you!" I smile and he nods waving as we both walk off..
After school..
I walk in the bus spotting an empty seat sitting down quietly putting my AirPods in. I start listening to the music softly observing the streets as the bus drives..
After a period of time the bus stops and I walk off down the streets.. cold breeze hitting me over an over, but still the sun shines. I wonder how it goes like that around here, kinda funny cause you could act like you where on vacation the whole time. I smile to my self and wave at the cafe owners as I walk past the cafe. I finally made it to my house opening the door quietly stepping in. I hear a meow from Zizzi making me giggle and push the door open more seeing her cute, fragile face and close my door softly slipping my heels, glancing a smile at her while I do. I pick her up carefully and caress her softly walking up the stairs my footsteps creaking on every step I take, I walk into my room placing Zizzi on the bed and climbing in myself after.
I smile and grab my sketch book and pencils, I place them on my bed, grab my head phones slipping them over my head softly and lay on my stomach swinging my feet softly, I grab the grey pencil and start acme thing cute doodles. I did that sometimes when I'm bored, it's like a hobby I carried since my childhood. I didn't really like going out and play outside with friends, I always went in my own by the lake I adored so much since the first time I saw it as a child. It had clear beautiful blue water with sparkle damps every time it was sunny, and the grass around it was always clean with little cute daisies in them. I always sat there drawing the things around it. It was a tropical street I was obsessed with, It was a part of my child hood I would surely never forget..
3 hours later
I sigh slapping my book shut as I glance at the time, 17:46. I sit up and purse my lips. Tyler is coming in a couple of minutes and all I have been doing is drawing, reading, and playing with Zizzi who is currently sleeping peacefully on my lap. I smile at her and cares her head softly making her eyes flutter open softly her furr tensing at the sudden. I smile and move Zizzi off my lap on the soft cover of my bed. I shift my legs over the sides of my bed, my high knee socks still clinging at my legs as I stand up walking out of my room down the stairs.
I walk into my kitchen my lips partends at the thornless white rose on the counter.. "how long is he keeping up with this!?" I sigh out. When is he gonna show his face!?. Am I just being creeped out before I get brutally murderd..? Anger boiling at my surface and I grab the rose ripping the pedals off that where slightly burned at the top, I open the trash can stepping on the pedal of the trash and toss the rose pedals in the trash along with the rose stem I snapped in half harshly.. I hate whoever this is, playing this stupid games while I freak out about it.
The door bell rings.. "shoot! Blake.."
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Authors note:
Im trying slow burn but .. no.
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