Song~ Where's My Love - SYML



The fucking idiots forgot we have security cams so when they left out the dam window, we saw.

We were already up for mafia shit anyways so when the guards told us they arrived, we turned off the kitchen lights so we could scare the shit out of them.

And it worked, on Lucian and Matteo. But Diovanna just fucking laughed. I think she might be as crazy as me.

Flipping on the kitchen light, I can clearly see Diovanna is drunk off her ass while Matteo and Lucian are slightly tipsy.

Diovanna is definitely high too judging by her eyes.

I shake my head. I can't say anything because I used to drink and smoke when I was about her age, probably younger. I would be a hypocrite.

I sigh, "Matteo, what the fuck?" I question.

"Well, we drank, then we smoked a little. But dude she- she is like a party monster" he slurs smiling at his sister in the end.

I turn to Lucian who seems to be the most sober. "Has she ever drank before?" I ask.

"Yeah, we drank a couple times when we- never mind. Yes we drank a couple times" he answers, half truth.

I pinch the bridge of my nose. "Alright, let's get her to bed" I say walking over and taking Diovanna from him. Domenico grabs Matteo a lot harsher and pulls him upstairs.

"Ow! Ow! Call CPS" Matteo shouts being pulled up the stairs.

Diovanna giggles uncontrollably while Lucian lightly laughs looking at Diovanna with concern.

Antonio goes beside him. "Come one Lucian, to bed you go" he tells him softly.

"Night darling" he calls out to Diovanna who waves to him as he goes upstairs.

"Come on Diovanna let's get you upstairs" I tell her to which she nods.

We walk towards the stairs, but I know there is no way she is getting up there, she can't even stand.

"Diovanna" I say trying to get her attention. She opens her eyes to look at me. "I don't think you're getting up the stairs, can I carry you?" I ask hesitantly. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable.

She nods. I pick her up bridal style and she rests her head on my shoulder. I carry her up the stairs and to her room.

Putting her down on her bed, she burries her face in the pillow.

I chuckle, "Diovanna, do you want to change?" I ask her. I don't want her to be uncomfortable while she sleeps.

She nods with her face in the pillow. I smile. "Why don't you go to your closet and change and I can grab a makeup wipe so you don't sleep with makeup on" I negotiate with her to get out of bed.

She nods, finally sitting up before walking to her closet. I chuckle and head to her bathroom to get the makeup wipes. I found them in her first drawer.

I head back out and sit on the edge of her bed.

A few minutes later she comes out her closet looking so tired. She is now wearing black sweatpants and a long sleeve crew neck.

She sits on the bed next to me. "Do you want me to do it or can you?" I ask, I don't know if she can do it while she is drunk.

I never had to take makeup off when I was drunk.

She holds out her hand, I put a makeup wipe in her hand and she starts taking it off.

After about ten minutes and me asking her if she needs help every five seconds, all her makeup is off.

She moves to lay down in her bed, I pull her blankets over her and go to walk away when she grabs my hand, but then she does something that makes my breath hitch.

"Stay" she whispers so lowly I think I hallucinated it.

Did she just speak? Did my mute sister just talk to me? I don't know how long I stood there but I must have stood there to long as I begin to hear her soft cry's.

I turn around so fast, crouching down in front of her bed.

"No, no, I'll stay! I heard you I just had to comprehend what you said!" I tell her slightly panicked. I didn't want to make her cry, I was just shocked.

But my answer seemed to calm her letting her know I'm still here and that I heard her. Her eyes close and her breathing begins to even out.

I slowly back away and go back downstairs to the kitchen. I grab her two painkillers and some water and leave it on her night stand.

It's 4:25 AM so I head off to bed.

Not like I'll sleep anyway.



Holy shit my head hurts. How much did I fucking drink. I remember saying I wasn't gonna drink but the second I stepped in that party, that idea went out the window.

Yeah I was definitely drunk as fuck last night. I notice two painkillers on the table and a water. It's currently 7:22 AM. I take the pills, gulping down the water.

I should not have chugged that water.

I get up and hurry to my bathroom throwing up everything into the toilet. Does that mean I need new painkillers? Oh well.

When I'm done puking my guts out, I brush my teeth and hop in the shower. When I'm done washing my hair and body, I head to my closet to find a comfortable outfit for the day.

I choose some cargo pants and a black tank top with a zip up jacket and my air forces.



I throw my hair into a messy bun and leave my room heading downstairs.

I should have stayed upstairs because when I entered the kitchen I saw Antonio lecturing Lucian, Elijah and Sebastian lecturing Matteo, Luca and Ares Grinning at the two getting lectured while eating breakfast. Domenico was sipping coffee while doing his work without a care in the world.

Giavanna wasn't even here. Probably still at Bethany's.

I went to turn around and leave but they saw me.

Dammit.

"Diovanna come back in here" Sebastian said calmly.

Oh shit.

I reluctantly walk back in. Ares chuckles seeing as I was caught. I send him a glare causing him to cough and rub his neck.

He is scared, good.

"Diovanna, if you're gonna go to a party, at least tell us so we can make sure you are safe." Sebastian said.

I nod my head in understanding. "Alright, just don't do it again and no more drinking for a couple weeks." He tells me. I mooch salute to him causing Matteo and Lucian to snicker.

He sighs, "go eat" he says sternly.

I nod and walk toward the bacon, I love bacon.

Is that what Jeffery Dahmer thought about his victims?

Never mind.

Matteo, Lucian, and I finish breakfast and begin heading to school.

Lucian and Matteo road together. I road by myself as I plan on dipping at lunch to go see Casandra. I need her help.

When we get there it's about 8:30 so we are a bit late but who the hell cares. They were busy scolding us for being drunk.

We all walk into school, only a few students in the halls, probably skipping or going to the office.

Matteo heads to his class and me and Lucian head to ours.

We're in science so this class isn't too bad, it's the class after this. I don't know if the creepy guy is still there. I should have found him and killed him while I was suspended.

Lucian and I had gotten to science thirty minutes late but the teacher didn't care just asked why we were late and we told her some stupid lie.

When that class ended, we began heading to our second class, pervert teachers class. I fucking hate creepy old men.

But entering the class, it was a nice old woman. When the hell did she get here?

"She got here the day after your suspension, no one knows what happened to the old fuck but we don't care. Maybe if you didn't skip school for two weeks after your suspension you would have known" Lucian explains reading my mind.

Yeah I may or may not have skipped school for two weeks after my suspension week because I didn't want to go.

I had snuck into the principals office and changed the phone number contact to mine for the call home number. I just used one of the Blood Doves voice changers that I built from the construction information in the book I stole when they asked if I had an excuse.

No big deal.

He still never found out that I did that. That's good.

The class goes by pretty fast and before I know it, I'm headed to languages class.

I sit down in the back of the class, I put my head down.

Someone sits in front of me. Looking up to see who it is, I see the new kid from yesterday who kept looking at me. Thinking about last night makes my head hurt but I think I saw him at the party too.

This guy is fucking creepy.

The second he catches me looking at him he turns back around.

I put my head down and go to sleep for the rest of class.

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The bell rings and I quickly grab my things and head out the class texting Lucian about the creepy ass boy in my class.

I also told him I'm going to see Casandra, I didn't tell him why because he will only worry and want to help. I won't put him in danger like that.

Ever.



She doesn't remember she spoke to me. She would have gave me a weird look, but it was just the same emotionless face she gives me everyday.

I love all my siblings, but my little sisters will always be my favorites. Yes Giavanna is a little more kept to herself but I love her so much and would do anything for her. And Diovanna may not particularly like us but she is civil and I would do anything for her too.

I still haven't told anyone that Diovanna spoke to me, sure it was one word but she still spoke. Baby steps.

I would never push her into anything she doesn't want to do, and speaking is one of those things I won't force her to do.

I want her to open up and talk to us when or if she ever feels ready.

Domenico, Elijah, Ares, and I are currently in one of our warehouses interrogating one of the Russians we caught trying to steel our shipments.

We know Vladimir is planning something but we don't know what. Thats why we kidnapped this guy.

Domenico delivers another punch to his face hearing the satisfying crack of the guys nose.

"What is Vladimir planning?!" Domenico asks, on his last nerve of patience. I go behind him and tap his shoulder when the guy doesn't respond.

I grab a knife of the table before holding it against the guys non existing dick. "What the fuck is fucking Vladimir planning?!" I say calmly.

When he doesn't answer I begin to slowly put pressure on the knife in holding against this guys clothed dick. He try's to hold in his screams.

"Okay! Okay! Just leave my jewels alone!" The man shouts. What jewels?

I must have said that out loud because Domenico and Elijah snicker and the guy tied to a chair glares at me.

"I suggest you start talking or I'll cut off your jewels" I tell him in a mocking tone.

"Okay! Dove has something he wants!" Dove? As in the assassin? What do they have to do with us?

"What does Dove have to do with us?" Domenico voices out my thoughts.

The guys grins from ear to ear. "So you don't know?" he questions more like states.

He begins laughing. This irritates me so I take the knife in my hands and stab his 'jewels'.

Instead of laughing he screams in agony. "Not so fucking funny now cunt" I tell him as he continues to scream. "Pussy" I mutter.

When he finally stops screaming, he answers. "You know Dove better than you think" is all he says before passing out.

Son of a bitch.

My phone dings with a message. I pick it up noticing Diovanna's name.

Diovanna: Hey, I'm skipping my last two Periods to go meet a friend, It's not like I need those anyway See you later.

Sebastian: Alright, be careful and try to Be home for dinner.

Now I'm pissed.

Who the hell are you dove?



I left my jacket and backpack in the car and just shoved my phone and AirPods in my pockets before walking in to the bar.

I walk into the bar I'm supposed to meet Casandra at and sit in a booth at the back.

A bartender came over asking for my drink. He didn't even ask for my ID, just gave me goggly eyes. Gross.

After waiting for about ten minutes, she is fucking late but I need her help. Gosh I hate fucking waiting. I'm keeping my cool, not showing my frustration on my face.

I go to get up when Casandra walks in, and she isn't fucking alone. What the actual fuck.

Casandra spots me and hurries over while the two men- not just any two men, fucking Nikolaos, and his second in command.

"Hey! I'm so sorry I'm late! When they get over here I'll explain everything to you" she tells me seriously. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion.

What does she mean tell me everything?

Nikolaos and the other dude make it over here. I glare at Nikolaos but all he does is smile. I scoff.

'Why the hell is he here?' I exclaim frustrated.

"Well I had met Atlas- the second in command of the Greek mafia- when I was leaving a club after killing a rapist, I saw him shoot a guy in between the eyes, he caught me looking and took me hostage as 'I am a witness'. The fuck? Who gives a shit. you know?" Casandra starts. I nod in agreement. Who gives a fuck.

"When I tried to walk past him, because it's none of my damn business and I couldn't give a shit, he grabbed me and put a needle in my neck" she says pausing too glare at Atlas. She turns back to me "so I ended up in their basement" she points to Nikolaos and Atlas.

"A guard came to gave me food when I took out the knife that was in my bra- at least they didn't look in my bra you know? Anyways, I took my knife and grabbed the guard and walked out with my knife against his neck so I could get out, use him as leverage you know?" She tells me and I smile proudly. Good job Cas.

"They were both surprised that I had a knife and even more so that I had it at their man's neck. I told them I was an assassin and that I didn't give to shits who they killed, cause it's not my damn business" she exclaims.

"When they found out who I was, they wanted my help" she says smirking at the two men who rub their necks, embarrassed they wanted help. "I said yes, only because oh the money girl! I could buy fucking Italy!" She tells me practically drooling at the thought of the money.

I chuckles. "So yeah, we're kinda business partners? I'm only allowed to help their allies not their enemies, which we kind of have mutual enemies so that wasn't a problem, but since they have never met Dove, they came to make sure your not a threat to them" she explains.

"Stupid right!" She whisper shouts at me. I nod in agreement while the two men glare at us.

'Alright, I need your help' I start. She translates what im saying for the two men next to her.

"Alright, you know I got your back babes" she tells me honestly.

'The devils twins' I start and hear her intake a sharp breath. 'I'm going to kill them, but if I do it alone I know I'll end up hurt. I could do it, but it would be easier if I had you with me' I explain. It's a lie, I could take them down myself, but I need her there for another reason.

'You don't have to, don't feel pressured! This is my revenge plan to kill them for what they did to me. I'll do it alone if you say no so don't worry' I say, a tight lipped smile resting on my face.

"No, I'll come with you. If you're doing this, you won't do it alone" she says sternly.

Nikolaos and Atlas listen intently to our conversation intensely. "You are going after the Russians? Do you want a target on your back?" Nikolaos asks, seriousness in his tone.

'I already have a target on my back, I'm doing this with or without help. She is not obligated to anything. If she does decide to help, I will erase every trace of her damn existence.' I sign.

'I would die before letting anything happen to her' I tell them, sadness hidden in my tone. I'm sorry Rylee.

Cas seems to notice and lightly kicks my foot under the table. She smiles softly at me.

"Look I don't care what happens to your friend. We are simply business partners, but if you two get caught and the Russians find out she was working with us they'll come after my mafia." He begins, I go to tell him something but he continues.

Inconsiderate asshole.

"I hate the Russians, I fucking despise them. I'll take them down one day, but that day is not today. I don't want your idiot plans leading back to me" he tells me sternly.

And now I'm not calm, I'm fuming.

It's okay, it's okay, don't lash out, fuck it-

'Look asshole, you are so fucking inconsiderable, insensitive, and a merciless asshole. Honestly, fuck you okay?! You may not care about anyone but I do. I couldn't give to shits about you mafia! I just want to kill two guys who helped hurt me! Go fuck yourself douchebag' I finish off.

I lean back in the booth and rub my temples to relief some stress.

Casandra had stopped translating for me after I said 'fuck you' but it's okay because I needed to rant.

'Look if you want to help, they will be at a club here in Italy on a mission to assassinate a man who owes money to the Russians. I'm going to get the job done then.' I sign getting up to leave.

'Text me your decision. If you want to come I'll give you the details' I tell her before leaving the bar and heading to my car.

I need a break. I'm stressed and that's not good.

I get in my car and begin driving, where to? I don't know

The Devils Twins are not small guys. There two men who have to be at least 6'7. They used to show up at training back at the 'boarding school' and I would often have to fight both 6'7 guys at the same time.

I could take them on for a couple minutes maybe hours at most but when I got tired from all the hits and the constant fights with them. I got weak.

They started putting me in the ring with them when I was 8. That didn't stop the two men from beating me to near death, and doing- doing other horrible things to me.

They took that to their advantage and would beat the shit out of me. When I passed out, they were aloud to do whatever they wanted to me if I couldn't stop them.

The boards rules about training was that whoever they put in the ring with us could do anything but kill us. They didn't care what happened to any of us. Hell they did some of the horrible things to us themselves.

They wanted an army, an army of kids as killing machines.

So when I passed out from exhaustion, the twins did anything they wanted. I may not have been awake for it but the feeling, the feeling of being able to do nothing before loosing consciousness again.

I was powerless.

I don't actually need Casandra's help for this mission, i could easily slit their throats in one go.

I'm just afraid I'll freak out if I see them. If they say something about those days in the ring that I might panic and I'll be killed right then and there.

I can't let them win, I'm not that little girl anymore.

I'm not powerless, I'm not weak.

I can do this.

I can do this.



I knew every word she signed to me after Casandra stopped translating and I made no move to stop her.

As much as she irritates me, she is right. I care for no one. I'm heartless. I'm crazy. But who fucking cares.

I would never let someone speak to me like that, but she needed to get some pent up anger off her chest, and if she happens to snap at me I'm okay with it. Why? I don't fucking know. I despise this woman but whatever.

"Are you gonna do it?" Atlas asked Casandra after Dove left. Atlas and Casandra have grown close, and since Atlas is my best friend and lives in my mansion, Casandra is over A LOT.

Get your own fucking place.

"Yeah" she muttered quietly. They both seemed worry of the Devil Twins. I mean they are good assassins from what I've heard, but these two woman. Damn they are usually confident as fuck and fear nothing from what I've seen.

So what did these two men do to have them so shaken up?

"Who are they?" I asked her wanting to know more than just their titles.

She looks up at me with no emotion, "they are bad people from Doves past" she says blankly watching her words carefully.

Doves past? What happened?

"I can tell you're thinking about it, if you want to know ask her. It's not my place to tell" she tells me seeing my expression.

"Okay, let's head back to the mansion. Atlas will help you work out plans for this mission and you can tell Dove" I tell them before we all get up and head out the booth.

I don't want to be involved, but I don't want anything to happen to her.

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A/N: i didn't really know how to end this chapter so it's kinda on the longer side.

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