MAYA

- no! - he screamed. - just get the hell out of here! I didn't say anything and just left the room. I was curious what happend to him. Last night he was fingering and licking my insides and now he is screaming at me? Like what the fuck is that for? Did I do smth? I mean I can't expect princess treatment but like some respect... I was in my room and it was getting late. I went to the bathroom and started taking a shower. I wanted his fingers inside me right now and I couldn't stand it anymore so i decided to do it by myself. I sat in the shower spread my legs and started rubbing my pussy. I was going deeper and deeper. I started to moan quiet. With my my second hand I was playing with my boobs. It was driving me crazy. If I would know his name I would moan it out loud. I just kept gasping and I wanted to scream but I knew that I couldn't. When I was getting closer to my orgazm I decided to stop cuz I didn't wanted do be to loud. So I just started leaving the shower and then I saw him. Him leaning against the wall frame. And smirking. I froze.

- good girl. Fingering herself when she crave my touch but she know that she can't get it. So fuckin hot. - he said that and started leaving the bathroom. I left the shower naked and took his hand to stop him and asked - uh...um...how long...have you... - when you started to moan. That's when I came in.

I let go of his hand and he left my room. I still didn't had my clothes on and I went to bed.

In the morning I wanted to just fuckin die. It was the day that we were going on the killing mission...I wanted to die. I started crying and I was still naked in my bed. Oh god. What if I will really kill someone...I can't. I just...uh...I know that I'm kidnapped but I just can't get used to this. Cuz always when a boy really loves you he shows you respect but I can't demand respect from mafia boss cuz I'm nothing thin expect of a killer and a toy. But I just can't get over the think that I will have to help in killing someone...