MAYA

When I opened my eyes first what I thought about was that this is the day. My first mission. And here I was. Naked in bed with mafia boss in Costa Rica. I still couldn't get over the fact that I will have to kill someone. Like how? I won't take it. But..,I'm not the one deciding here. The person that do is now laying naked next to me. But it's not a story where we are a couple that loves eachother and changes ourselves. Let's not forget that I'm kidnapped and I'm just a toy. But what can I do? Go on a missions then fuck, then killing, fucking, killing, fucking...? I can't live like this but I don't have choice if I want to be among the living ones.

I didn't want to think about it anymore cuz it was just make me feel sick. But I have to use the fact that he was now next to me without clothes. Let's just tease him a little as he always did. I know that I'll regret it but what can go wrong? My chance of dead in any moment is really high. So, I kinda don't have anything to live for anymore. No friends family died...right...family...if I would have it probably someone would care about me right now but...no one will save me...no one will realize that I went missing. But fuck people that don't care about me let's just use some life.

As I finished thinking about almost everything I decided to finally do smth. I put my hair quickly in a ponytail got on my knees in front of him (it was hard cuz he was laying down so I had to go really low) and started sucking. I was getting faster and faster. It was rough and I heard him groan still asleep. Few seconds later I decided to run my fingers on his chest as he woke up.

- what are you...uh fuck...- he just said when he saw me down on him.

He started pushing deeper and after few pushes it made me gag. I let him go of my mouth with teary eyes.

- I like to see you like this you know? -he gently tilted my head back by placing his thumb in my chin and tilting it slightly. - mhm...-I just moaned quiet. - my good little slut. I'll take care of you now.

He got up from the bed and I also did. He didn't wait and quickly pinned me to the wall. One hand in my neck and the other one next to my head as he was leaning in front of me. He started kissing me. But not as always. It was something else...like more gentle kiss. It was still hard but not as always. Something was wrong. I broke the kiss for a while and started to look around. We were in a king bedroom, big bed, pillows on it, chairs, bricked wall, computer desk, atmosphere giving lamps and the best were the glassed walls. We could see that we were in the middle of the dark forest but it was giving the spicy atmosphere. I loved. It seemed like a dream..but it wasn't.

We continued kissing and I decided to ask -

- can...can we...- I got worried by what I'm asking about. - can we what...sweetheart? - uh... - let me know princess.

„Princess"? So that who I was right now? Now a whore not a slut but princess? Fuck it.

- can we...can you fuck me...?

Silence. I could see how surprised he was by his eyes. After few seconds of literal nothing he said

- you know that if you go there there's no way back? - I know... - Ok. So first...let me prepare you.