MAYA

-I'm sorry we tried our best...-my heart was about to die-we at are not sure will he make it... -b...but you said operation is over...? -yeah. We put him in coma. The bullet didn't go thru his heart but it was close and it caused cardiac arrest. We will do another operation in 2 weeks. -how high are chance of him making it...? -about 20% I would say... -um...excuse me...

I ran to the nearest bathroom and fell on the floor. My eyes were red already and I didn't care will anyone find me now. I was shaking and wanted to scream. I felt my vision going blurry and slowly dark. And after few seconds everything went black and I complictly didn't feel anything anymore.

When I opened my eyes I saw I was in hospital room laying in bed. The same doctor that told me about Yazen came in.

-hello ma'm. You see you woke up. You fainted in the bathroom. We came in cuz the door weren't closed and we were looking for you. -w...why...? -cuz we changed plans. Mr yazen's operation will be in 4 days no 2 weeks because his heart won't take it that long. And the chance of making it drop to 15%...I'm sorry...

I started crying and felt like dying. Why him not me? Just fuck...I miss him. He...he did that for me. He shoot himself. I could just die...

I don't even know when hug I fell asleep.

*after 3 days in the evening*

I woke up from the nap and it was already 9pm. This whole 3 days I was sitting in his hospital room and slept there on chair. Tomorrow was finally his operation day...I was so scared...what if he won't make it...? I can't even imagine my life without him right now.

*in the morning*

The operation it's at 12am and I have to leave the room. Now it's 10am and I'm looking at him and crying.

Hour passed and they told me to leave to prepare everything. The operation started and I was in a hall crying all my tears but my face burned in my laps. After 5 hours doctor came out of the room. I looked at him with hope (and tears) in my eyes.

-miss... -my heart was about to stop -he made it. The operation went all as planned.

I fell on my knees and cried of happiness right away. I cried so loud everyone in the hall heard me. The man smiled and I continued crying

-T...thank you!...can I...? -yes. You can go see him just in 5 minutes when we will take him to another room.

I run to the room he will be at right away and waited. After few minutes I saw him on the hospital trolley with nurses pushing it. I cried but quiet cuz I didn't want to wake him up or make his head hurt.

He wasn't asleep but looked very tired. I sat on the sofa and looked at him with big smile and tears falling down. I waited 2 hours like this so narcosis effect came down. He looked at me confused.

-h...hi...-I said calmly. -hi...what are you doing here...? -I was there waiting while you had first operation and then the coma and the operation today... -why you did that...? You could just go home and forget about everything. You were kidnapped and probably didn't even want to be there. -I do. I want to be there. With you and...the same question why you did that? Your shoot yourself to save me. -like I said...because I love you.

His face started turning red for the first time in front of me and probably the first time in my life. My eyes widen at the fact he said it directly to me completely consciously.

-I...I am sorry I...-he started saying. -I love you too.

I got up from sofa and sat on the corner of his bed and gently kissed his forehead.

-I'll be there and take care of you as long as you will want me to. -I can take care of myself -he took a plastic cup of water into his hand but dropped it instantly. -yeah for sure you can -I chuckled with a smile

I got up and filled another cup with water and placed it in front of his mouth.

-open your mouth. -oh you want me to? Right now? In the hospital room?-he smirked -I hate you -I smiled and slowly poured water into his mouth.

I said those words somehow filled with love as much as I never did.

I gave him a kiss on cheek and lied next to him

*2 weeks later*

After 2 weeks he could finally go home. We spent that time in hospital room and I was helping him everyday.

I drive the car for the first time and he sat in the back so he will get more space. We took all the things and drove to the hotel. Booked a hotel room and came in.

-Go to bed and I'll unpack our things -I said.

I placed everything for him to be comfortable cleaned the mess and the took things out of bags, went to bed next to him and we both fell asleep.

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