MAYA

*after 2 months in base*

I woke up in bed with him. Every thing was hurting. Yesterday we had sex and I sleep with vibrator again. I started waking him up to finally turn this off. He opened his eyes and kissed me. Then took his phone and turned it off. I felt relief. He went with his hand under my underwear and took the vibrator out what made me give a little moan.

-slept good? -he asked why a smirk -let's say yeah -I gave him side look -I have an idea to make it up to you. -yeah? -we will go shopping -okay fine. -go get ready and I'll be waiting in 30 minutes -okay

I walked to the bathroom and fell on the floor. I heard his footsteps running to me. He opened a door and got on his knees in front of me.

-are you okay?! What happened? -I...I don't know I felt bad and fell... -okay love. I'll get you medicine and water and get ready. We will go to mall your mood will change and you will feel better. Is that okay? -yeah thank you

He gave me a kiss in forehead helped me to stand and went for the medicine. I did little make up, hair, worn little dress and left the bathroom. He gave me medicine and we went to the car.

He started driving and placed his hand on my thigh. His fingers started moving my underwear to the side. The car was now on automatic mode.

I was getting wet from his touching and I bet he could feel it. His fingers slowly went inside me and I moaned a little. I didn't want it so much because I just didn't feel good but I was scared to tell him. He was moving them faster and faster and I was trying to moan with pleasure but he knew smth was wrong. His fingers slid out of me as he looked into my eyes

-are you okay? -yes um...i'm sorry. -are you sure? -y..yes..

I saw he didn't believe me but decided to not talk about problem so we will have happy shopping and talk about it later. At parking he stopped the car and we entered the mall.

-go to every shop you want and I'll pay for everything.

I went to 9 shops and bought 9 pants 12 t-shirts and make up products worth 400 dollars. He said he will go to the toilet and that I will wait for him but I said I'll go buy water in near shop. I went inside the store and quickly grabbed water and went to another aisle. I took a pregnancy test into my hand and rushed to cash register. I payed and hid it into my handbag. He walked out if restrooms and we continued walking.

-now let's buy you some lingerie. -he said

I got red a little and he noticed it.

-oh don't be shy. You are so confident when we fuck. -he whispered to my ear and smirked

I giggled and we walked into the store. Woman helped me to choose right size and what I liked so we went to fitting room. It was big and he walked in with me. He sat on the chair and watched me try the underwear and bras on.

-oh all the things I want to do to you right now... -I bet you have smth on mind. - if we wouldn't be here now I would make you forget how to walk. - I'm sure you would but we can't. - I can do anything I want remember that.

I just felt bad today and I didn't wanted to fuck. It was nothing his fault just I wasn't sure why is that. But I was sure that I'm to scared to tell him.

He got up from his chair and pinned me to wall. Got on his knees and slid down the underwear I was trying. - try to be quiet. - mhm..

I felt his tongue sliding inside me and twisting fast. I was just breathing heavily. He added 2 fingers and rubbed hard. I started moaning a little from the pressure I had there. I quickly put hand on my mouth to be quiet. He started to slow down and stopped everything.

- tell me now -he said with firm voice - what is happening? - n..nothing I swear..

I saw him getting a little...sad...? Was that possible that him. Yazen. Mafia. Was sad...?

I put all my clothes back on and hugged him

- is something wrong? -I asked kissing his forehead. - how do you feel...? With me...? - I love you and I feel good around you. - don't you feel...like...you are kidnapped...still...? - um... - I know you do... - I just...I know that you don't treat me like this but the...the base and missions... - my point is that you are hiding something from me..in the car smth happened also but I didn't wanted to talk about something serious and ruin our shopping but I can't stand seeing you struggling with something. - I'm just... - you are scared to tell me something. And I am sad because I don't make you comfortable enough. You don't feel like I treat you like i was your boyfriend but like boss. And I don't want you to feel this was so tell me what is happening. Is it because we...have to much...fun...? I'm sorry I didn't think about that. I just fuck you so often and you sleep with vibrator and I didn't think-

I cut him off

- it's not that just...maybe yes...a little...I mean I do like...sex with you...but we do it so often and just it... - I understand. You don't have to say anything more. - but today in car...I just didn't feel well and I was scared to tell you because I though you would care. - I am your boyfriend and I care about everything. And I want you to feel safe with me. -thank you. - now let's pick what to buy and we will go home. Or maybe you don't want to...buy it... - I do -I smiled.

We kissed and left the fitting room bough 3 packs of lingerie and walked to car. He was driving and placed his hand on my thigh again. I felt nervous and stressed. He saw it and started just massaging my leg. Didn't go higher and anything. That's how we spent our ride to home.

As soon as we walked into home I said

- I'll take a quick shower. - can I go too? - um I...I wanted to...um... -I tried to make smth up in my head. - it's okay. Go to shower alone. We will go together another time.

He gave me a kiss on forehead and went to living room. I walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on so he will think I am inside. I took the pregnancy test out of my purse and took it. I took the shower as fast as I could and putted on my clothes. I went to the pregnancy test and saw the results. I put it back in the purse and left the bathroom. He was waiting for me in the living room on sofa.

- can we talk? -he said. - yeah sure. - so...today...at the shop you said that you still feel like you are kidnapped because we live at base and I take you to missions and I kill people so...I made a decision. I will quit the job.

My eyes fuckin widen.

- what will you do? -I asked shocked - I will quit the job. My brothers will take it and I have enough money now. We will live together in the house in the city with a normal life. I can get a normal job and - I'm pregnant...

(40 stars⭐️ - new chapter )

(I know you had to wait a lot but I had to get ready for school and I'm sorry😭 I hope 1320 words will make it up to u🎀)