Flashback start*

As I was driving after living a happy moment with abhineet and vihan. I was happy to get them again.

Treeee...

Treeee...

My phone rang. I took the phone it's caller id showing ishika.

"Hello,"

"Ha Bhai, ishqi Ghar chodke chali gayi," (hello brother, ishqi left the house and went away) My feet press on the breaker with a jerk.

"WHAT!!!! BUT WHY," I shout...

"Cause mom yell at her and also drag her out of the house. Bhai please take her back,"

"What the fvck was happening in world. Don't you worry I'll bring her with me,"

I cut the call*

"What happened to mom why she doing this with ishqi," i mumbled while increasing speed of the car.

Flashback end*

I come close to ishqi. She was sleeping peacefully. I sit at the edge of the bed. Beside her, And tucked her bangs behind her ear. I stroke her cherry like cheeks. I don't know but how can a ruthless, arrogant mafia yank for a girl. I don't know what happened to me when I get closer to her my heart start pounding that fast that going to burst.

I always wanted to no one be my weakness. But as she enter in my life I go divine. I love her like no tomorrow. But what about her...

I don't want any other effort from her but only thing I want from her is love. I just want love in return of love. I want love from her side. I know this is not a right way to assert. But i don't know how to impress, how to confess feelings. Everything I do with you is my real side for you and only for you.

Since childhood everyone love me but no one understand that I also want a shoulder to cry. I also want a person to hug me when I'm depressed. But there i found darkness and me. Then I train myself to face every situation. And if there's no shoulder to cry.

Don't worry I also have two shoulders I can cry with myself. I literally created myself like that no one can broke me no one can make me weak but you...

When you enter in my life. I always want to broke myself into your arms and cry for a day and tell you my problems. But you never give that right to me. But I'm sure you'll give it to me soon. I always wait for that moment even my hairs get white even my knees start trembling & paining even when

I take my last breath. I want inhale you when I take my last breath. I want to lock your fragrance in my mind, in my body, I fell for her, Her fragrance which made me fell for her. I fell for her presence, I fell for her eyes, I fell for her breath, i fell for her.

"Kitne gire hua hu Siddharth," ( "How much have you fallen Siddharth)

Navika said while teasing me. I stand up.

"You knows Siddharth, ishqi don't love you now but my heart say that one day she'll also love you endlessly. You are a precious gem. Ishqi will know your value soon. That day she'll come and express her feelings for you. Living with ishqi i realise that if ishqi love someone so she'll not let them go even they want also so, be careful Siddharth," navika said while entering in the room with a smile on her face. Her last line makes me chuckle.

"I'll never leave her even she want," i said while smiling.

"Good night, I come to see ishqi that she is alright," said navika with concern.

"Yeah! She is alright and good night," I wish her then she left from there and i close the door. Then I went to bathroom. . . . I come out wearing tshirt and trouser. I lean on the bed. And grab Ishqi's waist lightly and take her close to me. I crease her hair. But suddenly abhineet words hit me. That if ishqi is mafia queen.

I'm not like that men who get jealous by their womens achievement but I'm worried about ishqi cause being a mafia queen or boss means you have enter in dark world Which is so cruel.

And you'll also get many enemies who will keep there eyes on your every moment. I don't want anyone's eyes on Ishqi. How can I rose petal can survive there but if ishqi can so it's very proud moment for me.

I smile come on my face.

After few min I went into the darkness of sleep.



As sunray hit on my face. I clinched and rough my eyes. Then I realise someone's hands on my waist. It's Siddharth. I struggle to apart from him but as he held me that tightly that it's impossible in the end. I give up and again went to sleep. I slowly put his hands off me. Then I went in the bathroom. I come out wearing a floral dress.

I start combing my hair. Suddenly some hot breath touch my bare neck which makes me shiver. I look up in the mirror it's Siddharth.

"Are you going anywhere swan," he said in his husky voice. Ohh mannnn this is the weakness of me. But i maintain myself to stay calm. I turn back and make a straight eye contact.

"Yeah! I'm going orphanage," i said in stern voice while turning back to vanity table.

"But why," he asked while grabbing my waist and put his chin on my shoulder. My eyes widened.

"It doesn't matter to you," i replied while getting off his hands on me.

"Everything matters to you matters to me also," he said in stern voice like I've no words.

"Okay wait here I'll also come with you," he said while entering in bathroom.

As I could say anything he close the door.

I breath in disgust. And sit on the edge of the bed and start using phone. After few minutes he comes out and wearing blue tshirt and white pants. Wait why I'm noticing him.



"Let's go swan," he said. And we both left from there. . . . At orphanage*

As I enter in it. Many Childers come and hug me tightly with joy. I also hug them back. Siddharth come and stand beside me and asked "did they know you,"

"Yeah since 2 years they all know me. I love them," i said with a smile on my face. Idk what happened to me that time that I'm speaking softly with Siddharth.

"Ohh,"

"Hey didi aap buhut dino ke baad aaye," (you come after long time,) One of the kid said.

"Ha kyunki me busy thi but ab me free ho gyi ab hum sab jam kar khelenge," (yeah cause I was busy but now I'm free so we'll play)

"But didi yeh Sundar ladka kaun hai," ( but sister who is that handsome boy) One of the girl asked while blushing looking at Siddharth.

"Handsome yeh aur handsome tum ne mujhe batya nahi ki tum sabki aankhein karab ho gyi hai," ( handsome he is or handsome you all didn't tell me that your eyes got damaged)

"Karne do na tarif tum to karti nahi ho inko hi karne do vaise bhi bacche Maan ke sacche," (you don't do but let them praise me and also kids says the truth)

Siddharth said while getting proud on his jellyfish face.

I roll my eyes and continue talking with kids. Who are adoring my and Siddharth fight for long.

" Okay kids, let's have some treats," i said then all of them jump in joy." YEAH," _×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_

Hey guys ik it's small chapter but Jo yeh yahi hai actually i didn't get more time to write so... Enjoy the chapter... Target 🎯 150+ likes 50+ comments