Mil jaye toh mitti, Kho jaye toh sona...
How can a better and simple life turns this unexpectedly that you don't even ready for that turn up but still you've to bear it.
What was my mistake?? I loved someone that's why?? Ohh... God why all the problems, all the hate was given to me.
How could someone love me. How could I forgot it that I'm not meant to love someone. To receive love from someone.
Love is magical. But it's hurts too.
Love can give you a new life. But can you destroy whole you.
Love will heal you. Then hurt you the most.
Love is a pain.
I was sitting while hugging my knees and my back was leaning on the wall. My thoughts got locked when I heard someone's voice.
"Siddharth..."
Vivan whispered.
"Itna kuch ho gaya aur tu yaha kya police station ki hawwa kha raha hai mujhe phone karne me kya teri izzat ghatt rahi thi kya ullu ke pattey."
(That much things got happened and you are inhaling oxygen in police station. Did your reputation got ruined if you call me for help Stupid idiot)
"This is not like that vivan."
I Whispered slowly that low that I don't think that he could able hear it clearly or not.
"What is not like that Siddharth?? Leave it. I come here to free you from this prison."
I didn't say anything. My eyes was just looking at my hands from which I killed yuvraj. I'm not guilty that i kill him. He deserve it. But ishqi use me for that.
"I'll drop you to your home," said vivan.
"No need. I'll go by myself." I whispered and held the keys and went out. But I can feel vivan confused eyes on me. . . . As i drove down the car on the highway, the cold wind whipped through my hair, mirroring the turmoil that brewed inside me.
I take a look at myself in front mirror. My eyes, red from crying, gazed blankly at the road ahead, My mind lost in the sorrow that had been weighing me down.
The windshield wipers swished back and forth, a melancholic rhythm that echoed the ache in my heart.
The chill of the wind seeped into my bones, but i barely noticed, numb to everything except the pain that threatened to consume me.
As i drove, the darkness outside seemed to close in around me, a reflection of the emptiness that had taken up residence within.
As i steered the car down the familiar stretch of road, my eyes suddenly welled up with tears, and i felt an overwhelming urge to pull over.
I swerved into the nearest bridge, the tires crunching on the gravel as i brought the car to a sudden halt. Turning off the engine, i let my head fall onto the steering wheel, and a sob wracked my body.
Memories of her, came flooding back, and i couldn't hold back the tears. I thought of our laughter, our fights, and our quiet moments together, and the pain of her absence became almost unbearable.
As i cried, the world outside receded, and all that was left was the ache in my heart, and the memories of the love we had shared.
Standing alone on the dimly lit bridge, the city lights twinkling below him like cold, unforgiving stars, i let out a ragged sob. The sound echoed off the steel beams, a haunting cry of betrayal and heartbreak.
I thought of the lies, the manipulation, the way she had used me for her own purposes, and the pain was like a knife twisting in my gut.
I remembered the way she had smiled at me, the way she had touched me, and the way she had whispered sweet nothings in my ear, all the while hiding her true intentions.
The wind whipped through my hair, but i didn't feel it, numb to everything except the anguish that threatened to consume me.
I felt like i was drowning in my own tears, unable to escape the crushing weight of her deception.
As i sat in my dimly lit study, surrounded by the shadows of my own doubts and fears, i couldn't help but feel a sense of betrayal and anger towards the woman i had once loved and cherished.
I thought back to the day we had met, the way she had angry at him, the way she had yelled that time, and the way she had made me feel like i was the only person in the world who is crazy, insane and psycho.
I had been swept off my feet by her charms, and i had thought that i had found my soulmate. But now, as i sat amidst the ruins of our marriage, i realized that i had been blind to her true nature.
She had used me, manipulated me, and exploited me for her own purposes. She had played on my emotions, pretending to be the loving and caring wife, but all along, she had been using me to further her own ambitions.
I felt like a pawn in her game of life, a mere tool to be used and discarded at her whim. And now, as i thought about the divorce papers that were in my hands, i knew that i had to take a stand, to reclaim my dignity and my self-respect.
I couldn't let her continue to manipulate and control md, i had to break free from her grasp and start anew. The thought of the divorce was daunting. But I've no choice.
I sign those papers.
I moved my hand all over my body in the search of my phone. I take it out from my pant pocket and call ruhaan.
"Ruhaan, book a flight for any country and I'm no more mafia, and you too free now, now I'll live like a commoner."
He just nodded and I cut the call.
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Sorry I can't avail to write more cause someone died in my family so...