When she told me. That she forgive me, my happiness touched the seven clouds. But why I'm being that happy. Did I started liking her.
I don't know...
As I sit here, lost in thought, I find myself questioning the very emotions that have taken hold of my heart. I think of her, the girl who has captivated my attention, and I'm met with a mix of feelings that leave me bewildered. Is it love, or is it just a fleeting infatuation? I've asked myself this question countless times, but the answer remains elusive. I replay our conversations, our laughter, and our moments of vulnerability, searching for a clue, a hint that might reveal the truth.
But the more I think about it, the more I'm unsure. Perhaps it's the way she smiles, or the way her eyes light up when she talks about her passions. Maybe it's the way I feel when we're together, like I'm home, like I'm exactly where I'm meant to be. Or maybe, just maybe, it's all in my head, a product of my own imagination, a desperate attempt to fill a void that's been there all along. I don't know, and that's the hardest part. All I know is that I feel something, a spark that's ignited a fire within me, and I'm not sure if it's love, or just a flame that will flicker out as suddenly as it appeared.
As I stood there, watching her laugh from the balcony, she was talking to someone on phone, something shifted inside of me, like the final piece of a puzzle clicking into place. It was as if I had been living in a state of suspended animation, unsure of what I felt, unsure of what I wanted, but in that moment, everything became crystal clear. I realized, with a startling clarity, that I was in love with her. It wasn't just a passing infatuation, or a fleeting attraction, but a deep, abiding connection that went to the very core of my being.
I thought back to all the moments we had shared, the laughter, the adventures, the quiet moments of introspection, and I knew that I had been blind to my own feelings for far too long. It was as if I had been sleepwalking through life, unaware of the beauty, the joy, and the love that was right in front of me. But now, my eyes were open, and I saw her, truly saw her, for the first time.
I saw the way her eyes sparkled when she smiled, the way her hair fell in soft waves down her back, and the way her presence made me feel like I was home. And in that moment, I knew, with absolute certainty, that I loved her, and that I wanted to spend the rest of my life making her happy.
I love khusha✨...
I went downstairs hurriedly and go toward her. Her back was facing me. I take a deep breath before pathing on her shoulder. She turns to me.
My breath got hitched by seeing her eyes meets mine. Those hazel eyes gracing mine dark brown eyes.
I didn't have word to say. My all alphabets got stucked in my throat and I don't know what the shit I'm going to spoke.
"Meet I want to khusha you outside."
Bloody rat what the bullshit I did. Just now, meet I want to khusha you outside. Literally I said this.
"Huh??"
She asked while baffled and thinking "kitna bada chutiya hai yeh." (How much idiot he is) I'm damn sure she was thinking that.
"Ohh sorry sorry, actually i wanted to say that can we---
"Aayansh i want to tell you something more important that I'm going to USA back just in 4 hours my flight will take off. So bye aayansh it was whole pleasured to meet you. Please come aayansh at airport. Or I'll not be able to sleep."
She laugh while saying, I just smiled. And hummed. And leaves from there.
It's ok. I'll confess my feelings to her in USA.
I leaves from there.
I entered in police station. And hurriedly went towards an inspector and said while putting my both hands on the table.
"Where is Siddharth Singh Shekhawat."
"Ma'am someone free him and take him with him."
He tell...
What?? When did this happen?? Ok it's ok. He must be his friend or PA.
Let me call them and ask them, where is he...
I call his bestfriends and PA but no one pick up the phone.
I sit in my car with frustration.
" It's ok ishqi, he must be at home, i should go there and ask him for forgiveness. I hope he'll understand me."
As i could start my car. Someone stand in front of my car. It's ruhaan, his PA. He come towards me.
"Yes??"
"Ma'am, sir told me to tell you that he leaves the country and sign this paper and told to give you that"
Leaves the country!!! Why ohh. I think any urgent meeting gone come so he leaves so hurriedly.
"What paper is it??" I asked.
"I don't know ma'am." He said and leaves from there. I open them and as I look at them. My puppils come out. What the fuck.
Divorce paper!!!
Ohh shittttt ishqiiii. Like everytime you finish everything!!!. I don't want him to let me go. -------------✂️
Chota h i know but depression me hu yrr. 🤧😭