"Kabhi sun toh zara, joh me kehe na saki,"

"Meri duniya tumhi ho, tumhi asara"



As she sat alone in the darkness of her car, the weight of her deception crushing her, she couldn't help but think about the lies she had told him. She had convinced herself that it was necessary, that it was the only way to get what she wanted, but now she saw the truth. She had used him, manipulated him, and hurt him, all under the guise of love. But the reality was, she didn't love him. She had never loved him. She had loved the idea of what he could provide for her, the security, the comfort, but not him. And now, as the guilt and shame washed over her, she realized that she had made a terrible mistake. She had hurt a good man, a man who had loved her with his whole heart, and she didn't know how to make it right. Tears streamed down her face as she thought about the pain she had caused, and she knew that she had to find a way to make amends, to find a way to heal the wounds she had inflicted.

She quickly start the car and drove it on high speed, to reach airport. Overwhelming and unwanted thoughts were hiting her on her mind.

"I couldn't help but feel a pang of desperation. I had hurt him, manipulated him, and yet, I couldn't bring myself to let him go. It wasn't just the comfort and security he provided that I had grown accustomed to, it was the familiarity, the sense of routine, the feeling of being needed. I had woven a web of deceit around him, and now, I was trapped in it too. The thought of starting over, of finding someone new, of rebuilding a life without him, was daunting. I felt like I was stuck in a cycle of guilt and shame, unable to move forward, unable to let go. I knew I didn't deserve him, but a part of me couldn't help but hold on, couldn't help but hope that somehow, someway, he would forgive me, and we could go back to the way things were. But deep down, I knew it was a futile hope, and that I was just delaying the inevitable."

Her thoughts got shut when she heard rings.

"Hello??"

"Hello, ishqi kaha hai tu??" (Where are you ishqi??)

" I'm going to an another c-country."

"What the hell?? USA jana mera planed tha par jaa tu rahi hai." (Going USA was mine planed but you are going there)

"Kusha it's not a joke. I'm serious."

"Toh kyu jaa rahi hai??" ( So why are you going??)

"Because siddharth i---

"Don't tell me that you are leaving because of siddharth leaving the country."

Ishqi hummed...

"What the hell are you doing ishqi. Tune uske sath itna kuch kiya hai, aur tu chahti hai ki voh tere sath rehe. Wah!! Kaam se kaam khuda se toh darr."

( You have done so much with him, and you want him to stay with you. Wow!! At least be afraid of God)

"Khuda akela tumhara tu nahi." ( God's not only yours)

Ishqi whispered.

"Zidd mat kar ladki, bhali ladkiya zidd nahi karti." (Don't be stubborn girl, innocent girls don't be stubborn.)

"Bhali ladkiya yoh jhooth bhi nahi bolti." (Innocent girls don't lie like that.)

"Tu pachtawe ki aag me jalegi." (You'll burn in the fire ot guilt)

"Manzoor hai" (it is acceptable )

"Badh me ja," (Go to hell )

Then khusha cut the phone angrily. Khusha was right on her place because she was telling her that going to siddhart now, will hurt him.

Because he is already forgive her for her previous mistakes but now he seems serious this time.

As she arrives at the entrance of the airport. She opens the gate with jerk and get out that quickly that she even forgot to close the car's door again.

She rush towards the receptionist. --- A/N - idk what do you call an airport receptionist. So i just called her " receptionist". --- But a guard stop her in middle and said,"Ma'am please let us check your I'd proves and tickets."

"Sir this is an emergency, please let me in."

Ishqi said without taking breath. And on the urge of crying, if she didn't meet siddharth. Pehle nahi aayi uski yaad.🙄😒

"Yeh lo Maro." ( Take it and die)

Ishqi hissed in anger.

"Thankyou ma'am. May your ride gone---

Ishqi rushed from there before the receptionist could wish her for her trip but who gone tell her that she is going to cancel someone's trip.

Not trip I guess...

She rushed towards the crowd and look everywhere but couldn't find, whom she looking for...

"May I've attaction please. The flight of germany is going to take off. So please if anyone left here so please sit on your flight. Thankyou."

As ishqi heard this. She run towards the flight of germany. And tries to enter in it.

But someone stop her.

"Ma'am your ticket first please."

"I'm not going in this flight. I just want to see someone."

" No ma'am, it is out of our policy."

"What the hell with your policy it's urgent."

"Sorry ma'am"

And two ladies guards come up and drag ishqi with them.

"Leave me I said!!!!"

"Are you deaf!!!???"

"Salee teri maa ki--- (You motherf---)

"Shhh, you're disturbing whole airport."

"I'll do that until you all won't let me meet the person I want to meet and I---

As ishqi could say anything the guard push in waiting area and mock before leaving.

"Wait here until our ma'am come here."

"Teri ma'am ki maa---

They shut the door...

Ishqi hit the door with her hands but no one opens it. Then she look at her back. There's was a big window. From which she can see the flight.

The flight take off infront of her eyes. She kneeled down. And started crying without any sobs. Only the tears are flowing from her eyes and her face has no expression on it...

"Why the hell this happens with me only. Because of i deserve it?? Aree yrr kya galat kiya tha, Apne haq ke liye hi toh laddi thi me, Apne liye hi toh kia tha sab. Phir yeh sab kyu, Chalo man lia ki mene galti ki thi but mujhe bhi toh trauma tha na. Or duniya me na aaj tak kabhi kisi aurat ki izzat hui hai na hi kabhi hogi, Agar koi ladka apne haq, apne samman ke liye ladta toh duniya wah wahayi karti par me, mere sath yeh sab nahi hoga kyuki me ladki hu. Siddharth ko me chahti hu par kya karo apna atmasamman bhi toh jaruri hai na. Siddharth ne bhi toh mere sath jabardasti shadi Kari thi na. Usse bhi ek chance Mila. Mujhe nhi mil skta kya??."

( What wrong did I do, I fought for my rights only, I did everything for myself only. Then why all this, okay I accepted that I made a mistake but I was also hurt. And till date in this world neither has any woman been dishonoured nor will it ever happen, if any boy had fought for his rights, his honour the world would have cheered but all this will not happen with me because I am a girl. I love Siddharth but what to do, my soul honour is also important. Siddharth also married me forcefully. He also gave me a chance. Can't I get it?? )

Ishqi burst this from her mouth while crying.

"Abhi ek chance milega toh nibha paungi??" (If I'll give you a chance so will you fulfill it??)

The voice spread in the room. Ishqi look at her back to detect, who is he??...

As she turns she got shocked and happy.

Cause it's siddharth.

She rushed towards him and just going to hug him but he stopped her by showing his palm.

"First tell me the answer."

he asked.

"Yes..."

Ishqi replied and hug him tightly... ----------------

How's the chapter. Happy holi. And target is of only comments 50+ comments if I'll not seen this much comment so next chapter will not going to upload...