Lucy's pov:

Tim was rushed into the hospital to check for all injuries while Ben and Emmett's bodies were taken away by the coroners. I was able to ride with Tim in the ambulance but he had fallen asleep and in and out of consciousness the whole ride over.

I sat beside his hospital bed as he was being worked on and fixed up, thankfully nothing too serious. Mainly some bruised hips, ribs and a stab wound on his upper stomach but it wasn't deep and was already healing.

I leaned over to move a piece of hair out of his face and then I picked up his limp hand and held it

Lucy) "I love you... You can rest... But know I'm gonna be right here when you wake up... Doctor's said you're gonna be fine...Thank God...."

------------------ The next morning

I glanced over at his face that was now clean and free of blood to see his eyes flutter open.

He smiles and makes me do so in return

Lucy) "There he is...The man, myth and legend."

I said as I held the side of his face

Tim grabbed my hand and kissed it.

A few tears fell down my cheek

Lucy) "You know you gave us quite the scare..."

Tim) "I'm so sorry... But I'm okay.. I promise"

I nodded

Lucy) "I'm sorry about Ben..... He was a brave man.. he saved your life... And for that I'm forever grateful."

Tim gave me a small smile but I could tell he was hurting inside and in this case outside as well. ------------------

A few hours have passed and Tim picked up a trashy magazine to read

Tim) "I'm ready to be home."

Lucy) "Me too, but we still have aleast a 5 hour car ride home, that is when you're discharged and feeling better, and everything."

Just then Angela bust through the hospital door

Angela) "Trust me I'm ready to see my husband and kids!... You know you're so lucky Tim... She stayed by your side all night..."

Angela tilted her head at me

Tim smiled at me and mouthed a "thank you"

Angela) "You know it reminded me of the time Tim stayed with you the whole night in the hospital after Caleb took you..."

My mouth dropped slightly

Tim) "Angela!"

Angela) "Sorry! I'll leave"

Angela backed up and waited outside the room

My mind raced. Did he really do that? All those years ago? When he claimed "we are not even friends"?

Tim looked at me and sighed

Tim) "Well Angela wasn't supposed to say... But yeah .. I did... I liked you and I stayed with you all night because... Because I had to make sure you were okay, and I had no idea what Caleb had done and couldn't let anything else happen to you. Plus for the first month after it happened every time I fell asleep all I would do is have nightmares that someone else was taking you to do awful things.."

I leaned over Tim's hospital bed, hugged him and whispered

Lucy) "I liked you that long ago too.."

I winked at him and he kissed me.

Lucy) "May I?"

I looked at the empty spot beside him on his bed

Tim nodded

I hopped up, careful not to hurt him worse. He put his arm around me and I carefully put my hand over his stab would.

Lucy) "I know this is not how we expected our first 2 weeks of marriage to go.. but we're gonna be okay. I'll make sure if it."

Tim smiled and leaned his head against mine

Tim) "I know you will" ------------------

Tim's pov:

What a crazy and wild life. I'm so glad to be okay and have Lucy and be okay but I keep getting flashbacks to what happened... And Ben.. not to mention with Emmett dead now...

Lucy rubbed my arm and looked up at me with those gorgeous brown eyes.

Lucy) "I can tell you have alot on your mind... And I promise whenever you want you can talk about it and I'll listen or if you want to talk to someone else about it too I 100% understand."

Tim) "Thank you.." ------------------

3 months had passed and Tim and Lucy had been adjusting great to married life at Tim's house while Tamara and Celina decided to co rent Lucy's old apartment.

Tim woke up and walked in to Lucy cooking bacon and waffles in the kitchen

Lucy) "Morninnnng Handsome"

Tim walked behind her, wrapped his hands around her and kissed her

Tim) "Morning!..."

Lucy giggled

Lucy) "Babe! I'm trying to cook."

Tim) "Sorry not sorry.."

Tim grabbed the coffee pot that was brewing and poured a cup for him-

Lucy all the sudden got hit with a wave of nausea

Tim) "Want a cup?"

Lucy made a pained face

Lucy) "Nope nuh uh"

Tim) "Okay.. you alright?"

Lucy) "Yeah just haven't been feeling great, must have ate something wrong at the restaurant last night.."

Tim) "I'm sorry babe. I can finish breakfast."

Lucy) "K-thanks"

Lucy heads to the furthest bathroom in the house so Tim wouldn't worry and started to throw up.

Lucy's pov:

Ughhh this can't be good. I dont even know what I ate wrong or different...

Wait.

I am a day or 2 late... Surely not?? Oh my gosh. Could I be? I have to get a test... How would that even be possible? I don't think I can because of my stomach wound months ago. The doctor said about a 10% chance... I decided to clean up and I'd think about it later after work

I come out of the bathroom and see Tim come over to me and hug me tightly

Tim) "you ready to eat real fast and then head to work?"

I stand up on my tippy toes to kiss him.

Lucy) "You know it"

Tim grins and we eat. ------------------

We arrive at work and change into our uniforms, I meet him in one of the hallways before going our separate patrol ways.

He gives me a hug

Tim) "I love you Mrs.Bradford."

I smiled at his adorableness

Lucy) "I love you too. Be safe out there."

Tim) "right back at ya" He says as he gives me one quick kiss ------------------

Most of the day was quiet oddly enough

So it was the perfect time to turn my body cam off and buy something from the drug store...

I just had to know... I picked up a clearblue box and paid for it then went into their bathroom to take it.

I set the timer and waited..

Tim and I aren't trying but we aren't preventing it either...

I'm gonna be so happy if I am.. he's gonna be the best Dad ever. But I do know the probability of me being pregnant right now or ever is very low. And it's still a little early in our marriage so it's gonna be okay if it's negative.

Then again I'm having some symptoms?? So maybe?

Before I knew it the timer went off and I prayed real quick before I looked at it......

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. . . A tear escaped my eyes... Scratch that, many. I don't know why I'm so sad and surprised? I knew it was gonna say no... I guess I just had a small glimmer of hope. I leaned my head against the bathroom wall and let the tears fall more.

It's gonna be okay it's gonna be okay.

Maybe someday, but today is not the day. And I have to be okay with that.

I heard my radio go off, it was my Husband signaling a welfare check on me. Gosh time had flown, I didn't know I had been in here that long I wiped my tears and pressed the side button on my radio

Lucy) "This is Officer Lucy Chen, I and everything is code 4. I apologize."

I hear Tim mutter something like a sigh of relief into the radio but my brain blurs it out.

I stuff the test into a pocket and get back in my shop, I sit and just reflect for a minute.

So if I'm not pregnant is it really just food poisoning and a late cycle?

Whatever I'm just gonna continue my shift ------------------ Tim's pov:

Grey and I rode together today, he said he "gets bored of being watch commander sometimes?" Yeah I'm not buying it. He's definitely on to something.

Gray) "So Timothy,.. how's married life?"

Tim) "Amazing. It's just hard not getting to ride with her much y'know? But you know besides maybe being tired I'm sure she's doing fine."

Gray) "Stay up too late partying?"

Tim) "No.. she skipped her morning coffee.. something about her feeling nauseous. I'm not sure."

Gray's jaw dropped as he looked over at me

Tim) "Sir, are you okay?"

Gray) "Tim.. you didn't hear this from me but when you get home, talk to her. I bet she's pregnant-"

I almost stopped the shop

Tim) "WhAt?! Sir how would you know this?? And do you really think so?"

Gray) "Just saying. The symptoms you've described all day sounds just like Luna's when she was pregnant."

Now I am the one with the jaw dropped

Tim) "I mean if she is I'll be extremely excited, I've always wanted to be a dad. But that's near impossible and we weren't trying."

I explained to him that Lucy has less then 10% chance of conceiving because of what Emmett did to her.

Gray) "You never know kid. Just saying. Good thing you have 2 mins left on shift and can talk to her."

I half smile but I am still so shocked how she knows she doesn't have to hide the results from me no matter what they are.

I see Lucy as she exits the locker room

Lucy) "Hey"

Tim) "Hey... Do you mind if we go somewhere quick to talk.?"

Lucy) "Not at all. Let's go." ------------------

Tim's pov:

I find this hill with a picnic bench overlooking the LA sunset.

We both sit down

Tim) "Now I just want to know something and either way I will be perfectly fine with it alright?-"

Lucy looked at me as if she already knew what I was gonna ask

Tim) "Are you...?"

By the time I can barely finish Lucy hangs her head down and shakes her head slowly

I lift up her chin to see dozens of tears down her face

Tim) "Hey it's okay..."

I pull her into a hug and she pulls the test out of her back pocket and shows me.

Lucy) "I'm...sorry..... .... I don't know when or if it will happen..."

I hug her tightly

Tim) "Don't be sorry, it's not your fault. It's still early and if we have a household of kids in the future great, but if we never have a single kid I'll still be just as content and happy. Okay?"

She kisses me and I kiss her back

Tim) "lemme guess, food poisoning and it was the questionable fish from last night?"

Lucy almost burst out laughing and nods

I leaned my head against hers as we watched the last of the sunset and talked about future.

Tim) "Thank you for being exactly who you are..."

Lucy looks up at me

Lucy) "Don't change.. I love you.." ------------------