PURSUIT — XX KY'ZEN SANE AHRIMAN NORTH SIDE ; CHICAGO, IL



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Mugging his brother they watched Joker walk in with his head down. Looked like he'd been beaten &' starved.

Despite the hate Kanaji had against him from the stories, Ky'zen told her. She still called him in the kitchen as all the brothers stared at her.

Mugging Kanaji, then going back to Loony. Kanaji walked to the kitchen behind Joker. Ky'zen didn't trust Ky'zamir.

Ky'zen also hated his parents more because Joker name kinda took after his.. And joker name was soo stupid.

Even though he hated his brother. He really couldn't because it wasn't just his fault. It was his father's, Ky'zamir didn't ASK for his dad to beat them when he got hurt.

He couldn't do anything to stop it either, he was the youngest out of the 5.

Ky'zen looked over Ky'zamir as he ate his food, stuffing his mouth but eating neatly at the same time.

He was maybe 16-17 now, Ky'zen wanted to hug him but he had so much hatred and anger built up he wanted to shoot him, leaving his brains against the marble counters in the food also.

(Do not ask about the math adding up, go along)

Joker gave his bowl back to Kanaji, who already had to spoon ready to give him more. He hesitated to take more, but she sucked her teeth and pushed it in his arms.

He took it eating that too. After, he began to get full and sat in the chair. Rubbing his stomach, as she just smashed 2 bowls.

" you want some steak love ?" Kanaji asked with sorrow in her eyes, watching his visible ribs become invisible .

He shook his head and said 'no thank you' lowly. looking up slowly, he looked at Ky'zen who did nothing but stare with his cheeks clenched.

" I'm sorry, I never asked for any of that—," Ky'zen just held his arms out as Ky'zamir ran towards him embracing him, crying in Ky'zen arms.

Ky'zen lifted his head towards the ceiling. The tears glided down his face onto the young boy head. Sighing hard, he squeezed him.

"It's coo dawg, you didn't ask for him to do it. I know. You still my little brother, I'm sorry too." He said rocking them back and forth.

The boys joined also backing out of the embrace &' conversation that had started. Ky'zen walked over to Kanaji and pulled her away as she awkwardly stood there.

"Thank you my love, because if I hadn't met you. I would've killed both of my brothers, I would've went crazy if I haven't met you. You're changing me, 'Naji. I don't know, maybe you are my Guardian Angël. Thank you baby, I love you &' I wanna be with you forever." He said, kissing her.

Kanaji just looked at him astonished with no words to say. She couldn't believe all of them words that rolled off his tongue.., out his mouth in a moment of 20 seconds.

He laughed at her facial expressions, "youn' gotta respond ma just letting you know." He said kissing her forehead.

Raising her eyebrow, she pulled Į'Zakai to the side &' whispered to him. He laughed at her and they began to speak.

Ky'zen watched his family reunite, what he always wanted but was to afraid.

He can admit at his big age, he would be embarrassed to show his soft side because he always been the quiet but rude brother.

He didn't know about his thoughts on Ky'zamir, it wasn't really nothing he could say or do. At the end of the day that was his blood brother. Littlest brother at that. He wouldn't treat Demani like that.

Ky'zen seen Demani in Ky'zamir that's why he just embraced him, because he knows it was Mir fault. They father just was a crackhead, dickhead ass nigga.

He also forgive his father, it might seem wrong but Kanaji has taught him so much. He forgive but never forgot.

" Can I stay with y'all ?" Ky'zamir asked.

Ky'zen turned around meeting his hair. He looked at Mir and let out a sigh .

" You gotta let me think. I do forgive you tho 'cause you my lo' brother, but I do kinda have hatred built up against you. So I'd recommend you to stay with Loony for a lil' bit." He let out his thoughts.

More surprised than ever, he didn't know if it was Kanaji or he was healing.

Ky'zamir nodded understanding. " Thank you K—, Thank you." He said walking out.

Ky'zen raised an eyebrow, before lowering them realizing he had told Joker not to say his name and they weren't brothers at one point of time.

Kanaji walked towards him &' kissed his cheek. " I appreciate you too, &' I love you too. I also love how you're expressing yourself more instead of reticent." She said.

He smiled nothing to respond with he just rubbed her side. " You hungry ?" She asked.

He nodded his head, he was starting to get a little headache meaning he hasn't ate &' he took his medicine with nothing on his stomach.

" i'll be right back." She kissed his lips. Almost pulling her in closer, she had walked away already.

" wanna come with us to go out &' bowling and shit ?" Symier asked, Ky'zen.

Ky'zen shook his head waving him off.

Smacking of lips came from Symier. " 'Naji can come." He said.

Ky'zen thought it wasn't just about Kanaji because he wanted to stay in and cuddle with Kanaji.

" uh nah, we can just do that shit at our other house. It's finna start snowing &' shit." He mumbled.

But Symier got a heard of him. " damnnn, you having it like that li' bro." He dapped Ky'zen up.

Slight chuckle came from Zen, he stood up and pulled his pants up.

" Yeah, do Zamir got clothes &' does he go to school ?" Ky'zen asked.

" nah, I told you.. I found him on the streets. He was adopted but they—, ion een wanna talk about it right now." He said.

Ky'zen eyed him. " a'ight, just.. tell him to come here. Tell everybody to come here too." He said wiping out his new phone he just bought previously.

Symier nodded jogging towards the kitchen out of the living room.

Mir walked up to Ky'zen.

" nigga stop looking so sad." He said pushing his arm playfully.

Mir instantly smiled but it wasn't big enough for zen, but he let it go.

" hmm, make a iCloud or wtv. It's turned on. I'll buy you some clothes &' you're gonna go to school &' get your credits. Plus a job, you can work at my warehouse. Do tell nobody." He said.

Mir nodded. " ion wanna— I don't care, you're not finna be a bum or slow. Demani going to school too, soo eh oh el." Zen said.

" okay dad." Mir waved his hands around. " Ian him, but glad you think imma be yours. AY DEMANI!" Zen said.

" Stop saying my gov like that." He said.

"mmcht, go give Zamir some clothes &' then y'all go pack so we can move to the other house for a couple of days." He said.

Demani eyes lit up. "On bro ? We going to the fun house!" He said, pulling Zamir towards the stairs.

Zen laughed.

It was like raising a house full of his OWN kids. It was kinda fun but it was hell.

"Can you get the truck ready, we're going to the other house." He mumbled to the security.

Walking away he went back inside seeing Kanaji in the kitchen sitting on the counter.

" ma, we going to the other house for a couple of days. So imma need you to pack a couple of things, 'cause it's not on this side of town." He said.

" you have anotherrr house ?" She says, confused. He nodded laughing at her face.

" yeah, nie hurry up before my little demons start fucking up my mood." He said.

He was trying to hurry up before the medicine wore off &' he'd try to kill somebody. He might seem sweet now, but later.

He'll see himself standing in blood or being quiet staring into space. Ironic huh.

Standing in the kitchen. He tried to pray but thought against it.. Something his grandma always tried to do.

For him to even think about that, she must still be praying for him this second.

〤 - 𝟣𝟦𝟢𝟢+ 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 , 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗐𝖾 𝖾𝗑𝖼𝗂𝗍𝖾𝖽𝖽𝖽 ？ 𝖭𝗈 , 𝖨 𝖺𝗆 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄．

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