Waking up I sighed, yet another day without seeing Xavier. Spreading the bed I went to the bathroom to take a bathe. Stripping from my clothes I went into the showers scrubbing my body with the loofah thinking about Xavier. Feeling horny I placed my hand at my core playing with myself

"𝙲𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚊𝚑 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚖𝚒 𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚑", I sighed frustrated rinsing off my body exiting the bathroom.

𝘈𝘨𝘰 𝘨𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘧𝘪 𝘋𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺... 𝘔𝘪 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘪 𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵

Drying off I moisturise my body then put on my undergarments. I searched through the closet for something to wear, after finding what I wanted I put on my clothes topping it off with some lip gloss

𝘎𝘭𝘢𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘱 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘪 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦...... 𝘕𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦



Taking a few pictures I posted the one that I liked on my story with the caption 'my man makes me comfortable' cause gyal look good. Going downstairs I spotted the girls in the living room

" 𝚊 𝚐𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚒 𝚁𝚍 𝚢𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚒 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎", I said about to walk away

"𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚐𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜", bri-bri asked walking up to me

" 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚋𝚞𝚢 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚏𝚒 𝚖𝚒 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚊", I sighed feeling down just thinking about his death

"𝙾𝚑... 𝚈𝚞𝚑 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘... 𝙱𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎", yeah lata

Jazz was still upset with the fact that I was talking to Ricardo, so we are on a rough patch right now. Leaving out I walked to the gate and the security buzzed me out.

" 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚒 𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚐𝚘 𝚃𝚎𝚔 𝚝𝚊𝚡𝚒 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚢𝚊𝚑... 𝙼𝚝𝚝𝚌𝚌𝚑𝚑", I hissed walking down the road.passing Ricardo house I thought he wasn't there because I didn't see his car

"𝙳𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚢.. 𝚆𝚊𝚑 𝚐𝚠𝚊𝚊𝚗", Ricardo shouted coming out his house

"𝙽𝚝𝚗 𝚖𝚒 𝚍𝚎𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚊 𝚐𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚐𝚒 𝚖𝚒 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚊", I smiled sadly looking down

" 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚊 𝙸𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚞 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜?", he asked walking to me

"𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚖𝚒 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚍𝚘...... 𝚇𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚑 𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚠𝚎 𝚐𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚒 𝚁𝚍 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚒 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚖 𝚗𝚊𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚍 𝚖𝚒", I shrugged using my hand to block the sun from my face

"𝙼𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚙 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚖𝚑𝚘𝚗.... 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚎", he didn't get me time to protest as he dragged me to his car.

" 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚔 𝚖𝚒 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚒𝚏 𝚖𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘?"I asked now sitting in his white mark-x

"𝙽𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚖𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚠 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚎", he chuckled driving out.

"𝙰𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚖𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚏𝚒 𝚋𝚞𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚞𝚑 𝚏𝚒 𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝙸𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚍𝚒 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗", I went on my phone texting Xavier only getting one tick

I shied frustrated of his behavior, its getting out of hand. Reaching town I bought a barbeque zinger at KFC and then I bought a Boquet for my dad

The fake ones, a girl don't have that type of money you buy expensive flowers, but one day, one day.

Walking to my dad's grave I bent down touching his tombstone as the tears kept on coming.

" 𝚍𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢 𝚖𝚒 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚑 𝚏𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞", I cried placing down the flowers

I sat there crying venting to my father even though he's hot hearing me, until the sun starts to set. Sighing I got up wiping my tears and dust my bottom off saying goodbye. Walking to the cemetery gate I saw that Ricardo's car was still parked there, knocking on the window I peeped inside seeing that he was asleep. Knocking again he jumped out his sleep making me laugh

"𝙼𝚒 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚜𝚎𝚑 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊 𝚐𝚠𝚊𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚑", I said the moment he rolled down the window

" 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚎𝚑 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎..... 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝙽𝚞𝚑", I walked around the passengers side getting in

"𝙼𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚖𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚃𝚎𝚔 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚑..... 𝙽 𝚖𝚒 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚐𝚠𝚊𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚝", I said looking if Xavier messaged me back while he drove off, not surprised he hadn't even looked at my message

" 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚊 𝚖𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚐𝚠𝚊𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚕... 𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚍𝚎𝚑 𝚊 𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎.... 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐", he glanced at me turning his head back on the road.

"𝙼𝚒 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚔𝚗𝚠 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚖𝚒 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚏𝚒 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚊 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝙻𝙳 𝚊 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝", I sighed

" 𝚖𝚒 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚢... 𝙼𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚒 𝚢𝚞𝚑", he said genuinely while holding on my hand for reassurance

𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘟𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮.... 𝘜𝘨𝘩𝘩𝘩𝘩

Not saying anything we continued our journey home. Exiting the car I was going to walk away before he called me and asked me to have a couple drinks with him while I vent. So here we are me with my second cup telling him about Xavier's behavior since recently.

"𝚈𝚞𝚑 𝚔𝚗𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚎 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚡... 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚒 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚒 𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚎𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒 𝚍𝚎𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚢", we both took a sip of our drinks me talking while he listens.

" 𝚛𝚗 𝚖𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚢 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔", I sighed taking a super of my drink

We both were sitting in silence staring at eachother, he got up walking to where I am holding my face in his hand for me to look at him. Breathing shakily he bent down capturing my lips with his. Kissing him back I wrapped my arms around his neck as he took me to his couch. Pulling away he attacked my neck kissing and sucking on it. U was moaning lowly enjoying the little pleasure, he pushed my skirt up to my waist and shift my thing to the side. Bending down on his knees, he lift my legs over his shoulders looking at me

"𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝙸?"he asked and I shook my head telling him yes

He dived in licking my bud, arching my back of the couch I moaned holding his head pushing it further between my legs

"𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚑", I moaned when he took my clit in his mouth sucking on it like his life depends on it, licking and slurping me up I squirmed from the pleasure moaning here and there

𝘠𝘶𝘩 𝘥𝘦𝘩 𝘺𝘢𝘩 𝘚𝘶𝘩 𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘬 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘶𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘩𝘮𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘟𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘳

𝘞𝘢𝘩𝘮𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘶𝘩 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦

"𝚂-𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙", I panted pushing him away from me pulling down my clothes

" 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚖𝚒 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙", he said wiping his mouth looking at me confused

"𝙸-𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚇𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚛", I picked up my belongings getting up

" 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚋𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜", he said walking briskily behind me

"𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝙸 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚖", pulled the door stepping out

" 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎, 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢", he pleaded holding my hand from leaving

"𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎... 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢", I snatched my hand from his hold walking away



"𝘉𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰 𝘢 𝘥𝘪 𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱 𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘩 𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘮 𝘨𝘰 𝘐𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘬"

That was all that had been playing in my mind as I sat in the dark sipping on Hennessey with my gun in my lap waiting for her to come home.

𝘒𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘪 𝘧𝘪 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘪 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘮 𝘦𝘯𝘶𝘩

"𝙼𝚒 𝚋𝚎𝚐 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚏𝚒 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚖𝚒 𝚗 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜", I mumbled to myself laughing then took a swig of my drink

Hearing the door opening I watched her tiptoeing trying to keep quiet. Turning in the light she jumped looking at me shocked

"𝚆𝚎𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚋𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚒", I glared at her putting down the Hennessey



Walking up to the house the house my mind was on Xavier remembering what I did to him as guilt eats me up. Upon reaching the door I sighedPutting a smile on my face before I entered the house I walked in and everywhere was pitch black. Silent walking in the living room trying to not make any noise the light suddenly came on. Frighten I turned around to see Xavier sitting on the single sofa with a bottle of Hennessey drinking while looking at me.

"𝚆𝚎𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚋𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚒", he glared at me putting down the bottle

" 𝚊 𝚖𝚒 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚊 𝚖𝚒 𝚐𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚏𝚊𝚑 𝚋𝚋𝚣", I laughed nervously him taking off my shoes

"𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎", he took his gun from his waist putting it on the center table

Walking towards him with sweaty palms and a fast beating heart wondering if he found out about what I did.

" 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏",

"𝚆𝚊𝚑 𝚞 𝚊 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚋", I said my eyes never leaving him as he stoop before me.

Looking at me dead in the eyes "𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚋", he smiled

Gripping me by the neck he whispered " 𝚃𝚎𝚔 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜",



Wah dess really go do.... Jah Jah

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