ma douce Kathy

I lay in the bed eating a large bag of lays and drinking a bottle of chocolate milk. Chase had brought me a box of snacks and drinks , he didn't say anything he just brought me the box and later that day he also brought me a small flat screen tv. He gave me a remote and I was glad to see that Netflix was on it. He hadn't really said much to since I slapped him, I didn't care though at least I wouldn't be that bored. He also brought me a comb and brush, I had asked for on the third day here, but he didn't say anything. I had plait my hair up, it was beginning to go back to it's natural form.

I was ashamed to say that I was comfortable but that just because this is what normally brings me comfort. Being in a comfy bed, watching TV while I stuff my face with various snacks. L

While sipping on my chocolate milk, I heard some muffled noises. I quickly pause the film and look towards the door and now I was hearing the noise a bit clearer.

Ahhhhh, yeah baby!" A woman shouted out. I quickly got up and ran towards the door. It sound like moans and grunting....was he having sex?. The walls were thin so I could hear clearly.

" Oh yeah chase, it feels so good zaddy, oh yeah!" I then stepped back in disgust. He was having sex with a person, while he had me in the next room holding me captive. I then tried to pull my door but unfortunately it was shut. I was using my logic here, he could easily snap her neck and then mines if I tried to scream for help. I then walked back over to my bed in defeat. You can say I am pathetic or whatever but I am just using my logic here and waiting on the right moment to escape, for now I would just have to go along with this.

I cringe at the sex noises, she didn't sound like she was enjoying it but rather she sound in pain. She was screaming, moaning and gasping for air, he was grunting and sometimes moaning a little bit. It sound so ..so rough and lustful. It was nothing more but sex. She also was speaking English so I assume she wasn't french maybe American?, I wonder if he kidnapped her too.

Their noises didn't turn me on or anything. I wasn't into that, I was more into intimate sex- slow, calm and just full with love. Sure I haven't experienced it but my imagination went wild and I imagine giving myself to my husband on our honeymoon. I smirk imagining myself with my "future" husband but I stopped when the image of the tall, dark and handsome man that I usually imagine myself with was being replaced with Chase. Why was I seeing myself with him? I wasn't attracted to him, sure he was handsome but his actions make his looks irrelevant. I definitely will not have Stockholm syndrome, I will not. I went back to my bed and turn up to volume loud so I could get rid of those atrocious thoughts.

Chase's Pov

" W- wait chase what was that?" She said putting her hands on my lower stomach to stop me. I stopped when I also heard that the television was louder and it wasn't when I arrived with Kathy.

" You told me you live alone!" She shouted before pushing me off, but my mind wasn't on her but rather Zuri. I guessed she must've heard the noises and turn up her television...maybe in jealousy. The thought of her being jealous made me feel butterflies in my stomach. But honestly the thought was quite absurd, she would definitely not have feelings for me as yet but maybe even never but that didn't phase me, she doesn't have a choice and she's mine until I'm ready to dispose of her.

" Chase?" The woman that was fully naked and spread wide Infront of me interrupted.

" Oh yeah! My friend needed a place to stay bébé." I said before I lean down on place kisses on her forehead.

" Mmm I understand Chase." She said in a sultry way. I proceed to have sex with her with the image of Zuri in my mind. I didn't want to force myself on Zuri but rather have her need me. Zuri was something else to me, I don't know why but there was something about her that I just adored. Was it her looks?, Her body, her fiery attitude or how much she tried to shield her fragility. I heard her sometimes whimpering, asking for her mother and praying to God asking for him to give her a break. She definitely had been through something and I need to know what.

" Ch-chase why have slowed down?" The woman asked desperately. I sighed before I go back to my original speed.

............

" That was so good Chase...mmmm." she said lazily as she puts on her high boots, her ginger hair falling down in her face, her plumped lips a bit swollen was in a smirk and her green eyes were in a sultry gazed. She was very beautiful and no doubt a good fuck, I could just simple let her keep my company and assist me in ways a lover would but unfortunately I didn't want her like that. Sure she was kind, sweet, sexy and everything a man would want but she was too plain in a way, she was too boring for me. Sure she would make a good trophy wife but that's all. Surely other men would die for a gorgeous woman like Kathy but not me, Kathy was too perfect in a sense. Her flaws and insecurities were not cardinal, basically she was the perfect American girl; rich, smart and hot. I didn't want that, I didn't want perfection but a person who was complex, strange, different...

" Um, Chase?" She said now staring at me shyly.

" Yeah?" I replied looking at her curiously.

" So... we've been seeing each other for like months now... don't you think it's time we settle together? Like be official?" I groaned and rubbed my face in frustration. This topic always came up and I was getting tired of it.

" I thought we agreed to-"

" Yes we did but I- I like you a lot more than friends, I hate that title Chase. I think we should be more and I know you want that too." Her tone was getting louder suggesting that she was getting confident in her words.

" Kathy the relationship won't work. You live in America, I live in France. "

" But that doesn't mean anything. I can move here and even so I can live with you." She explained. This conversation would come up some time to time, it always end with her storming off and ignoring me for couple of days before she send me a message saying that she was a bit too "emotional " or " she didn't mean what she said".

" Kathy...I'm not ready for a relationship at the moment."

" Oh..?but you've been saying that since the moment we met. Just fucking tell me that your using me as your pocket pussy! Only for sex whenever you fucking want it!" She yelled as she aggressively put on her clothes.

"Se détendre se détendre..." I said trying calm her.

" I won't relax Chase! I- I just. I'm tired of being used by you for sex and only sex. If it's going to be like that forever tell me, so I can leave!"

" Kathy... I - I'm not re-" she was completely dressed now.

" Fuck you Chase!" She them stormed off angrily. I sighed and shrugged. This was basically a routine for us, sometimes I feel like I should give her a chance or just cut her off completely.

I got up and put my shorts on and walked over the Zuri's room. I opened it to see her wrapped in a blanket, eating one of the snacks I brought her. Tellement jolie, she look so ethereal at the moment. She stopped eating and looked at me annoyed.

" Why did you turn up the television? " I asked her. I fold my arms making sure my muscles was flexing.

" I couldn't hear it. I also did want want to hear that disgusting noise you were making." She said.

" Zuri...is it because I haven't harm you or anything...is that the reason why you keep disobeying me?" I asked sternly. She look at me and rolled her eyes and look towards the television. I walked over to her and yank her by her arm off the bed, she cried out. I drag her behind me as I walked down the stairs.

" I had a fucking guest and you had to turn up the television so you could get attention huh? You wanted her to find you and save you?! " I asked angrily as I walked.

" My arm hurts! you're hurting me!" She cried out.

" Trust me, she wouldn't help you, all you would've done is embarrass yourself." I then bring her to the kitchen. " Whenever I have company don't try to be fucking seen!" I then brought her infront of the stove and turn it on and watch as the fire began to blaze.

" What are you doing?!" She cried out trying to fight out of my hold. " I'm sorry, I just couldn't hear the tv because of the moaning!"

I then grab her hand and bring it to the fire. She was hitting my back with her extra hand. I stopped and looked at her furiously.

" Continue your resistance and I would burn your face instead. Trust me my dear, I don't give false promises." She then sniff and look at me with pleading eyes. " How else would you learn?"

" I- I won't do it again, I promise. " She said. She then used her other hand and began to rub my back. I looked at her confusingly. Was she trying something?. " Please...Chase, I don't like pain...I can't take it." Her eyes were doing something to me. I should burn her and normally I wouldn't hesitate to hurt someone. Her rubs felt soothing and I know she was doing it out of desperation but it didn't matter it....felt nice. I turn the fire off and let go of her arm. She then place her hands on my bare chest. I felt something warm in my stomach when she did.

" Thank you Chase, I promise I won't...I just don't want to be hurt ." She said while crying. I use both of my hands and held hers and slowly removed them from my chest. I turn around and walk over to the massive living room and turn on the large television. She was still standing Infront of the stove sobbing.

" Come." I said, patting a space beside me on the coach. She slowly walked towards me and sit beside me. I turn my head to her and took a big sniff of her hair. " You smell nice.." I use my hand and touch her braid and smile. " You have such beautiful hair.."

" Thank you."

" I won't hurt you Zuri, I just want you to obey me.." I said calmly and I stroke her head.

" I- I just wanna go home...you have no use for me" she said as she wipe her tears.

" I can imagine all the uses I have for you. I don't want to keep on imagining it because then I would have to act on some of these urges. "

I then turn her head to my face. My heart was beating a little faster, I stare into her beautiful eyes. My face was inching towards her, her eyes were trying their best to ignore mines. I close my eyes, my heart was racing, butterflies erupted in my stomach as I felt my lips touch hers. I never felt like this in years, I don't understand why I was feeling this way over her. I felt her back her face away.

" I think that's enough...I- remember I'm on my period. I'm cramping.." she said. I swallow as I stared at her face.

" When will your period end?"

" Um... The day after tomorrow." She said hesitantly. " Why?"

" You'll see . Go back to your movie and be comfortable." I said and she got up and walked quickly to her room.

To be continued

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