Agni pov :
" It's okay , breathe , little devil. "
His words are still echoing in my head. We didn't exchange a single word from that. He was riding his car. And I was sitting beside him like a lifeless statue for almost half an hour.
I could feel his strong piercing gaze on my face for every single minute , for every turn he takes , for every moment I turn my head towards his side , trying to sneak his expressions. But in the fear of getting caught , my attempts failed half way.
My mind is like going to blast any time with overwhelming emotions and memories of just a 12 hours journey.
He literally said " my woman ".
What I couldn't accept is " in what rights , he thinks that he possesses me , he owns me , he conquered me ? "
No .... Right ?
He is just getting pleasure out of this small kinks between us. If you ask about ME , it's nothing more than one of my mission.
For a seventeen year old girl , what he is showing me , where he is keeping on me , is everything feels more heightening. Every feel , every touch , every sensation , every gaze I get from him , pierce me into a completely shattered and ruined piece of art. Does this he wants me to feel ?
But , this is like nothing but an adventure. I like whenever he is keeping me on the thrilled edge . In fact I desired such pain and pleasure. And for him , I am nothing but a one night stand. Once he used me , completely ruined me for anyone else , his mission is completed and throw me out like a trash. He is just satisfying his desires and arousals using me.
This is what I wanted to believe.
But my every beliefs are breaking little by little with his every action. Every time I wanted to hate him more , I just felt like I was pulled towards the dangerous edge of his dark world where no one he wanted to allow. The problem is I wanted to break those every boundaries and explore the each and every dark corners in him.
And wanted to challenge him whose darkness will be the dome of devil. His or mine.
It's not getting better , what I feel for him. How I feel for his touch. It's like I am losing .... I am losing myself in his hands. This is not what I wanted.
From the very first day , what I knew about him is , once he decided to make something as his' , he will get that at any cost.
I mean at any cost.
And his newbound wanting possession is ME. He enjoys my resistance. He thinks I am tough and that's what he wants. He like challenges. Once he agreed that the opposition is worthy to compete , he never back down. And I am becoming his new challenge.
I love this too.
But what I didn't like is , the confusion in my damn mind whenever he looks at me with those strong yet soft gaze . The sudden shrink of his eyelids whenever they fall on me. Whenever they darken even more because of me. I don't want to fall into his enchantments. But I did eventually.
I hate when he treats me like a fragile one. He does , during my first battle. He stopped moving further with me. On that night , our stunts in that dark library. If I didn't go there on that night , if I did let him drown in his own blood , this wouldn't be happened.
I hate when he makes me feel vulnerable. Still now , I wanted to be strong. I don't want anyone to feel that I am vulnerable. Vulnerability is a huge mistake , and no one will treat us well after knowing our weakness. They just use our mistakes and ground us into deep down. Don't give that chance to anyone.
What we are having is just a period of momentary reactions. Nothing more. Nothing less.
" Are you planning to stay in the car or coming out ? "
A sudden voice echoed in my ear drums , drags me out of my entangled thoughts.
I looked at the environment. Seems like we reached a huge mansion. Nothing less than a palace. I saw him opening my door handle from outside. And he welcomed me like a princess exactly in those romantic movies.
For a moment, my heart betrayed me. This skip ! Exactly this skip is what I hated the most. Don't do this ! Behave normal .
With a little gulp , I stepped out and give a quick glance at the legendary architect of his house.
Breathtaking !
This is what I felt.
The house is built in a very precised and beautiful outlook. It shows not only the wealth but also the power. It shows who is Sherawat.
" Shall we ? "
He asked in a enthusiastic voice. Like he is very thrilled to go inside. More like , very thrilled to show me the another part of his life.
I nodded lightly. And followed his steps into the beautiful house.
Once we put the first step , I could almost see the half of my orphanage population in this house.
What the hell !
This is how I feel.
This is the exact opposite of his own house in Mumbai.
When I said the word population, I mean it. There are lot.
In a fraction of second ....
" Dheera , Bhaiiiiiiiiiiii , Mamuuuu ...... "
A huge crowd is running towards us. Exactly towards him. With loud screaming.
A boy kid spontaneously jumped into his arms like a spider. He grabbed him into his biceps while another girl kid trying to steep into him. He grabbed that girl kid with another hand and kissed them both with noisy sounds.
If you ask me , I'm supposed to say ' cute '.
" Mamuuuu .... I missed you. "
" How are you Dheera ? "
" Why are you looking so lean ? "
" Did you have anything? "
" Are you hungry ? "
With the continuous stake of questions , one question which echoes more louder and interrupted everyone here.
" Who is that girl ? "
My eyes fall on the elderly woman with beautiful silvery hair and gorgeous face even in this old age. I wonder how she would be look like when she was in sweet sixteen. And how many men would have followed her behind. Definitely a crowd .
I saw Dheera slowly coming out of the people and walking directly towards the woman. Notably , by grabbing my hand so gently. My eyes fluttered between his touch on my hands and his eyes. I gulped a little in whatever feeling I don't know.
His eyes find mine . And they stayed. Actually stayed like stuck into mine.
His voice break when he wanted to say something.
" Dheera .... "
The woman called him.
His eyes nervously shift away from mine. Then I realised, I shouldn't be stared at him like this , in the middle of his whole family. Yes , from the kids to the elders , everyone surrounds us , waiting for his single reply.
" Mamiiiii ..... "
The girl kid screamed so louder by spreading her hands wider.
His eyes bulged out in shock. Mine too. Not only us . His whole family.
A young woman came behind the kid and cupped her mouth immediately and make her shut down. A small laughs came out of the few teenagers.
Are you making out joke with us ?
" My name is Agni , dadi. I was staying with Ish ..... Ishani ma , in her house , to take care of her . And I am here to take care of her health.... As a nurse. "
My last words find his eyes for the confirmation. That's it , right. Nurse ! This is my job.
I saw his jaws clenched tighter , exposing the sharpness of his jawline.
We both moved our gazes away when his dadi say something.
" But , we are here to take care of her , right dheera ? "
Dadi asked him. Definitely not liking my presence.
" Actually dadi ... Mom needs an experienced person for the quicker recovery and for some immediate medical assistance. And she was taking care of mom's health for a long term. She is studying medicine. Most importantly, mom asked her to stay with her."
His explanation seems agreeable. Everyone nodded their heads.
After few seconds of thinking, dadi said
" If Ishani has no issues , then she can stay. "
Dadi said.
A deep smile spread across my cheeks like a great victory. I find the same glitters in his eyes too.
" But in the guest house. "
Another deep authoritative sound echoed behind us.
I don't even have to turn and see who it might be.
The great Rudra Sherawat.
Dheera's eyes shrink and his palms fisted tightly. I could barely see the anger and frustration in his face.
" She won't .... "
He was trying to take my side , before that ....
" Rudra ji , she is like our guest. And Ishani likes her so much. If we let her stay in the guest house , it would be an insult for her. And Ishani will feel so bad. She is staying in this house. And that's it. "
The lady of the house said in her final statement.
Like an order. Even for Rudra Sherawat.
To my surprise , Mr. Rudra didn't protest her words.
Oh god ! This house is ruling by woman. Men are following their words like an order.
I love it.
" I think , Devika is right. She is so young. She can't live in the guest house alone. "
His dadi said.
After a deep sigh ,
" Okay. "
The golden words came out of his bade papa.
" Wowwww .... Mami will stay with us. "
Again , the same kid screamed by jumping from the ground.
Everyone breaking into loud laugh.
Laughing !!!
What she just called me " mami " .
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