Agni pov :

Agni , just seven pages, once you finish this, you can go to sleep. Come on.

I told myself to be awake. But my eyes are itching. My backbone is aching so much. I came to the connected balcony on the first floor, hoping here I won't sleep. But the soft and soothing breeze feels like heaven to my body.

It's been two weeks since we had that night call. He is very busy after that. I know who is responsible for that too. None other than his bade papa. But still he texts , he calls me. Just a voice call. Not any video call after that. The timing of the countries is not so suit well. I text him just to provoke his senses. But I ended up in surrender. You know, his kind of dominance.

It's like a ritual for both of us to ask about each other's whereabouts and what we are doing. He told me everything. I mean, where he goes , what he admires, what he eats. I feel so jealous of what he is eating. Sometimes Jealous of life for not being with him wherever he goes. Yes ! The thought crossed me when he shared the selfie pic of him with the most erotic painting behind him. It's because of the painting or him , I don't know, but I desired to go with him and not only to witness but feel the essence of what he experience.

We even fight. That's completely his fault. I saw some bitchy chick in his flat when I video called him for the very first time because I terribly wanted to talk to him. And the chick turned my mood totally into frustration, irritation and everything. Why the hell does she attend the call which is supposed to be taken by him.

Flashback !

" Who the fuck are you ? "

I asked the bitch.

" Excuse me ? "

She asked while making a weird disgusting face.

" Why the fucking fuck you took his call ? And why are you here ? In his bed room ? First tell me for God sake , who the hell are you ? "

" Hey , yo----- "

" What the hell are you doing in my room ? Didn't I tell you to wait downstairs. And what are you doing with my mobile ? "

I heard Dheera's authoritative voice behind. Her face immediately turned pale. Fear engulfed her terribly.

" Sir, I --- I just came to see if you are ready. And --- your mobile continuously chiming---- so I ---- "

He grabbed the mobile from her hand and he looked at the screen.

God , why don't you take my sight , right away ? My mouth fling open.

" Agni ! You called me ? "

He asked in confusion with the surprised look. . Like he couldn't believe. We used to texts. But he is the one who always calls me. I have never called him before. And now , I video called him.

" LISTEN TO ME , MR. SHERAWAT. IF YOU WON'T WEAR A SHIRT IN 10 SECONDS, I SWEAR, I WILL MAKE YOU FEEL SO WORST. AND ONE MORE THING, THAT BITCH SHOULD BE OUT OF YOUR LIFE COMPLETELY. I DON'T KNOW WHETHER YOU ARE GOING TO FIRE HER OR MURDER HER. BUT MAKE SURE, SHE IS OUT OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE. "

His eyes shrinked a little , his lips curled into smirk on seeing my angry and frustrated face. His eyes again fall on that bitch . His face totally turned into hell anger. He said

" Don't you hear what she said, if you really don't want me to murder you, it's better you leave my place fucking right now. And your termination letter will reach you soon.

" Sir --- "

" Get out of my house ! "

He shouted at her that made me shiver well.

I heard her fading footsteps with sobbing voice. Get lost !!!

His eyes came back to me again.

But now, they hold different kind of emotions which is totally opposite of what he had a second before.

I would be lying, if I said I wasn't impressed by that sudden change of emotions when those grey ones fall on me. The relaxation of his eyelids. The loosening of his clenched jaw lines. The fading of the three lines on top of his forehead. The widening of his red lips. I could even see a little droplets falling from his hair making him look more adorable and most fuckable.

" Stop eating me in your dirty mind , my dirty devil. "

His teasing voice drags me out of my delusion.

I immediately changed my face into anger.

I turned my face away from the screen by pretending to be in anger.

" Ok fine ... I will wear my shirt. "

He walked towards the closet and pick a shirt to wear.

" You don't have to ... Now. "

I told him in a pouted face.

And he .... He laughed at me . The soundy laugh. His cheeks are pushed up towards his eyelids. His pearl teeth and widespread lips. I should be in anger , right ? But his innocent laughing face made me forget about everything. Oh , god ! Why he has to be this tempting and adorable at the same time ? You are killing me Dheera ! Do you know that ?

" You don't have to feel jealous of some random girl. She is just an employee who came to give me a file. I agree , she crossed her boundaries by coming up to my room without permission... But this much hatred towards her ! I have to say this , I am impressed ! "

He said all those words while laughing like a maniac. But for me , he was devouring my eyes. I have never saw him this much free with myself. He is laughing like there is no tomorrow. There is nothing to think about after.

And I purely enjoy this moment. I want to cherish this moment. So I recorded the video without letting him know. Ohh , how handsome he is !

His laugh slowly comes to end. Then I realised I was smiling... No ... Oogling at him like a pervert.

" Am I not allowed to be shirtless in front of another woman ? "

" I will cut your dick into tiny pieces and show it in your own mouth if you did. "

My anguish burst out immediately after he says that words. What a mood killer !

" You are also a woman ! "

He said in a hoarse voice.

" But I can only see y--- "

My words dropped on sudden realisation of what I just told him. My head bowed down in embarassment. Did I actually say that ?

Am I claiming my ownership on him ?

What's happening to me ? Why should I bother if someone sees him shirtless ? It's not like he is going to .... live Only with Me.

I feel the hotness in my both cheeks. I pressed my eyes closed and bit my lower lip in anticipation.

" Agni ! "

My eyes snap open on hearing my name from his unimaginable soft voice. Softness is non existent in his life. But when he really shows that tenderness only for me , that makes me feel so many forbidden things.

Does he like to call me by my name ? Why it sounds devouring my whole body by captivating my fluttering soul ?

" Look at my eyes. "

He said with the same softness.

" When are you going to come back ? "

First question left from my lips once I looked at his eyes. They are glowing, god dammit ! They are fucking sparkling.

Why are you so far away from me ? Why are you making me feel so empty with your absence ? I wish I could yell at you by grabbing your shirt with cussing words for torturing me like this.

But in what rights ?

" Say the word. "

His words confused me.

" What word ? "

I asked him back.

" That you miss you . "

He said in a deep husky voice. Send the shiver right between my legs. I gulped in unknown fear.

Miss you ? That's underrated word for what I feel for him. He made me completely dependent on him. That I wholeheartedly hate about myself. My heart yearns to see him the next moment I open my eyes in the morning. My body aching for his wild touch before I swept into my dreams.

I hide something too. I started to have dreams ... No , it's a nightmares ... Because , I couldn't even imagine in my consciousness what I saw in my dreams. They are so wild. So unethical. So forbidden. So restrictable. So harmful and dangerous.

But I crave for such doings.

My body cries for his dominance.

" Ishu miss you. "

I told him by controlling my harsh breaths.

His eyebrows shrink as I was hiding.

No. Ishu is the main reason I miss him a lot. She always talks about him. In everything and everywhere. Whenever I heard his name, a foreign pain engulfed me. I couldn't behave normal at that moment.

I feel lot of things that I couldn't even recognise what it is.

" Things got complicated a little here. There are lot to take care of than I imagined. Once I settled everything, I will be back soon."

He said in a little shied voice.

I nodded at him.

" I heard that you are studying till midnights."

" No , I am not. "

I defend myself.

" Listen baby, I know you wanted to be with mom. Mom even wants that too. But she is fine now. So you can concentrate on your exams. You don't have to stress yourself. "

" No, I am fine. My classes are completed already. I am having my study leave. So, nothing will affect my studies. I can manage my syllabus side by side by being with Ishu. And I will write my exams so well. "

As my words came out , he analysed me for long moment. Then left a deep sigh.

" I can't force you. But, we both know how much your education means to you. "

" And how much Ishu means to me. "

I can't never repay the dept for what Ishu did to me, does to me. She saved my life. She is the first person who showed pure love to me that I craved for from my birth. But never got once. After meeting Ishu, it becomes an addiction to me to be with her. To talk to her. To make her smile. To take care of her. She never made me feel ' I am an outsider ' when she is with her own family. She treats me equal as she treats his own sons. I am blessed to have her in my life. I have a chance to repay my debt.

I can even see how that accident affect her both in physically and mentally. She tries to act normal and bold , but inner , she is so breaking. The pain in her body is intolerable.

One day , I saw her crying while fisting her right leg with unbearable pain. The muscle tensions and nerve stimulations are so permanent. I forced her to go to hospital. The results said these are the side effects , they can temporarily reduce with the medicines but can't permanently heal it.

For the first time in my life, I prayed for God to take away all the pain she had instead I am willing to take everything from her. I don't want to see her like than again. To see her in pain. No one knows about that. Ishu restrict me from uttering a single word out.

I can't tell him that too. He would be so worried. I can't make him sad. But I can't hide either.

" Dheera ! She needs me ! "

I told him. Unexpectedly the words came out so sad.

" Agni ! Are you hiding something ? "

He asked with a sharp voice.

I shook my head lightly.

" Just come back home soon ! I don't feel good. "

I told him. And cut the call immediately. I saw his eyes widened a little, trying to understand the depth in my words.

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Flashback ends !!!!

My eyes are hurting so much. Just five pages to finish.

"Agni, what are you doing here in this midnight ?"

I was scared of hearing a sudden voice behind me. Agastya Bhai came towards me holding a water bottle in his hand.

" Bhai , I am just studying."

I told him.

" Just studying ? Who will study at 1.00 am ?"

Bhai sat on the chair which beside me. I smiled at him.

" I am having my main exams in a few days Bhai. I have lot to study. "

I told him. Bhai analysed me for a moment and suddenly closed the book. I stared at his action in confusion.

" Agni, I know you are studying medicine. You need to study day and night. At the same time, your health is also very important. We know you love mom so much, but you are straining yourself by being here to take care of her."

" Bhai, it's not --- "

" Don't get me wrong , everyone in this house likes you , adore you. But you don't have to pressure yourself. Mom is better now. We all here. You need to focus on your studies first. You spend whole day with mom by taking care of her and the whole night ... struggling with your books... Without having proper sleep. "

" Bhai, I am okay. "

I try to explain him.

" No, listen to me, you are coming with me to Mumbai tomorrow.You are going to focus only on your studies. That's final. "

" What ? Tomorrow ? Mumbai ! "

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