Agni pov :

" Agastya , it's okay , she can study here also. And it's not safe either to stay alone in Mumbai."

Ishu takes my side.

" She won't stay alone mom. I will be there. She can even stay in our mansion if she is comfortable. "

Bhai still refuses to let go of this. I can't believe it, we are doing this argument since early morning.

" She is not going anywhere. "

A deep voice echoed behind us. And my heart starts to beat so faster. I know. I know whose this voice is.

My head snapped back. And he was ... Standing near the door. In a black shirt. With coffee pants. His slightly messed up hair. Tired face. Deep narrow eyes. Newly formed dark circles.

Still looking divine to my eyes. God , why don't you took my sight , right away. So I can cherish this last sight till my last breath.

My breathing hitched. I couldn't take my eyes off from him. Is this real ? Tell me, is he real ? Or this is just my hallucinations that I am frequently having and disappointing after.

I am scared to even blink. What if I did, he would disappear again.

" Dheera ! "

I was in a thin line from releasing myself and gone embrace into his arms. But Ishu's voice remind me that we are not alone. My hands fist tighter against my dress to control the urge to move closer to him and feel his presence in my hands.

His gaze shifted for the first moment when Ishu called him. Then I took a deep breath to compose myself. Something happening into me. I couldn't breathe. Something stuck in my lungs. My knees are feeling so weak.

It's so hard to shift my gaze away from him.

" Dheera, she was struggling.... "

Agastya Bhai try to make him understand....

" I will take care of that. She is not going anywhere. That's final. "

He said in his top voice like there is no discussion about this.

I can't stand here. No, I can't. God, I am going to faint !

I immediately ran out of the room in harsh exhales. It's suffocating. Agni, breathe. Breathe. It's just him. Yes. It's Him.

" Agni, what happened? "

Ishu's faded voice echoed behind me. But my legs aren't in my control. I left the room immediately. I was literally running across the corridor. My hands shivered when I opened my room door. I entered into the room and throw the door in air. I landed on the bed, buried my face into the pillow and started to breathe so faster.

In a moment, I heard my door thud opened. I don't wanted to turn around to know who it is. His presence is alone enough to let me know. His breathing, his heart beats. His smell !

It's almost three weeks. Fucking three weeks. Without seeing him. Without touching him. Without feeling him. Everything is burning inside me. For him.

But most of all, I am scared. I was waiting for this moment, right ? Then why am I so scared to look into his eyes !

I heard his footsteps coming near me. And the mattress slowly drown under me.

The next moment, I felt his hands around my waist and pulled me behind. That touch holds everything I need. The possessiveness, desperation , addiction and ...... everything.

The moment my back touched his bare chest, yes ... His bare chest. His is not wearing his shirt. Did he removed his shirt before joining me in the bed ! I could feel his thumping heart beats in my spine. So could he.

When his warm breathe fall across my neck , my eyes automatically closed on feeling his warmth all over my body. It's divine. Uncontrollably my fingers moved across his hand and intertwined mine with the back of his palm.

He tightened his hold on my palms while I cocooned myself into my most beautiful shelter. For the first time in my life, I feel like I belong somewhere. Somewhere so precious. And that somewhere feels like ... My home.

Dheera ! I couldn't even believe my feelings. Is that what I feel ? Really ? Is that you are giving me ?

Home !

That I am searching for from the time of my birth to till now. But he gives me that home.

Is it right to feel this way ? How will it end ?

I don't wanted to think about tomorrow. I am just feeling happy. Yes , it's not any lust or desire. Truly , my heart felt so happy. For being in his arms.

I slowly turned my head a little back to look at his eyes. The moment they fall on me, they glittered like star. My star.

The emotions they hold is enormous. So intense and intimate. Only for me. Only for me.

His eyes strongly buried into my onyx. Then I realised there's a little scratch under his left eyes. My hand unexpectedly moved across his face and gently touched the bruised skin. His eyes instantly closed. They give up on my touch. I don't know whether it is because of the pain or my warm skin.

I could feel his breathing got stucked somewhere. He is struggling. His jaw line clenched with tension. I moved my hand slowly from his eyes to his cheeks , to his jaws and finally to his neck. I cupped the portion where his neck and his shoulder meet. I felt his harsh pulse beating under my fingers. They felt so beautiful. My face involuntarily moved forward.

In a breath away distance, his eyes again opened. Very gently. The moment they met mine, my lips carefully kissed his bruise skin. His grey ones again hide themselves under his duvet. My lips not only kiss him , they devour him. They are gluing themselves with him. Making him forget everything expect us. Except this moment.

My fingers starts to move from his neck to his shoulder and feel the hotness under mine. My lips gradually moved from his eyes to his cheeks. They felt so hottter. I pressed my lips harder to feel everything inside it. And his hand around my waist slowly starts to move inside my kurti.

When his bare skin touched my bare waist , I lost everything. My breathing turned into ravenous. My lips automatically parted. My tongue voluntarily came out to lick and taste him under my taste buds.

When I gave a sharp and chill lick on his cheeks, his fingers possessively grabbed my waist. That was so wild and rough still the way I wanted. My hands slowly moved down to chest and find his very little sensitive part.

My thump finger touched his tiny yet hard nipple and starts to rotate it continuously. The next moment, his whole body starts to shiver so badly , he is breathing with more suffocation, his head falls back with parted mouth. The real fear is ....

" Uuggghhhhh .... "

He groaned like a hungry animal. The tension is so real to ignore. And so divineful to watch him loosing control under my very small touch.

I moved my face a little lower and reached his chest region. Before he could process himself, the top of my tongue reached his readdish nipple region and starts to nibble them continuously.

In a fraction of moment, his long fingers grabbed my thick hair and his another hand on my waist grabbed me and shifted me completely on him. Then I realised what he just ... Did.

In a full of amaze , I looked at his nervous face. His eyes slowly met mine. The blood rush to the every corner of his face , his ears , his neck ... Making him even more attractive. It's so hard to ignore him when he is giving me the fuckable expression.

His eyes eminates the darkest shade of radiation which pulls everything inside it like a black hole. The only one who knows the real worth of black hole could only ready to sacrifice themselves.

And now .... He is my black hole. And he makes me feel like it's worth to sacrifice.

His hands around my waist tentatively moved across my thighs and making them spread more wider. I gulped in what he is actually doing.

The way he spreaded legs making my pussy spread wider and feel his warmth directly inside mine. The heat coming from his hardest dick is ready to burn my pussy.

" Ahhhh ..... "

My body shake instantly and my hands flattened against his six pack abs on balancing.

His hands on my kurta reached its hem. Without giving any hint , they started to retrieve them from my body.

I looked at him in confusion. The dress already reached my waist and showing my clear skin to his eyes. My hands cautiously grabbed the dress portion from going up.

My breathing turns more harsher. What is he doing ? What am I doing ? Am I ready for this ? My body starts to ache for something so forbidden. But my heart .... they are confusing me.

My eyes fall on him. My emotions aren't stable. I am struggling with my own emotions.

What should I do ? Should I let him do what he wants ?

Suddenly his hands starts to move dominating my resistance. But not upward. They are moving downward. Covering my waist and hip region completely. I looked at him in stunned expression. He gave a beautiful smile and his fingers smoothly grabbed my neck and pulled me closer to him. I landed on his chest. My ears pressed against his chest and mesmerizing rhythm reached my eardrums. They are my all time favourite. His heart beat. They are soothing and so relaxing. They have the power to reduce every pain in my chest.

He pressed his lips against my hairline and kissed me in a warm way. My body instantly relaxed on his touch. His one hand reached my head and patted them softly. And another hand reached behind to my spine.

Once he assured that I am good in his arms , he said

" I won't do anything which makes you uncomfortable and I won't do anything against your will, baby. So relax. "

His words send the tons of calmness to my chest. My hands grabbed him more tighter for a hug.

We both didn't refuse to note the hotness which is exchanging under our intimate areas. Neither am I ready to remove myself nor I let him go. It feels so good. The warmth he is spreading across my chest and the heat he is sending across the thin layered dress is unbelievable and Irresistible.

" It's not like I am unwilling. "

I told him in a slow voice.

" I know. But you are not ready yet. I can understand. We can go slow. "

I felt really happy for how understanding he is. He cares about my comfortness. My willingness without any single hesitation really matters him.

" But what about you ? "

I asked him. Because I could feel how hard it is for him. He is hard like nothing could satisfy his thirst , in this condition.

" What about me ? "

He asked me while moving his soft fingers into my scalp and start massaging it. Drag me to the heavenly sensations.

" Do you ... I mean do you want me to help you ? "

I asked him hesitantly. Because I too doubt myself. Can I give what he wants ? He is experienced. I am sure he tried all kind of kinks in his life. But I am ! I don't even know how to give it properly.

" Can you help me ? "

He asked suddenly. I felt my cheeks getting heat up on his sudden question.

" Yeah ! If you guide me .... "

My words barely came out. I really wanted to try everything with him. I really wanted to give everything to him. I wanted to see the emotions in his eyes when I satisfy his needs. How he would look ? But I fear the most is will he compare me with his ex's. They must be more experienced and especially they are so aged. Equal to his age. Unlike me. Knowing nothing. I know a little but I am sure that's not enough. Atleast for him.

" Then help me. "

His sudden words makes my eyes more wider. My heart beats start to pound faster. I know he could also feel my sudden heart race.

" What should I do ? "

I asked him in shattered voice.

He slowly moved back a little along with me. Stake the two pillows behind and leaned those in the bed post. Slightly in the sitting position. I looked at him in confusion like what he is doing.

What if he is thinking about ... That ? The one I heard somewhere that ... Men like getting blowjobed by woman. Does he want that too ? Does he want me to do that ?

Suddenly he pulled my body towards his chest and wrapped his both hands around mine. We were hugging each other in a sleeping position.

" Thank you for helping me. "

He said while relaxing his body like drifting into sleep.

" What help ? "

I asked in confusion.

" Thank you for sleeping with me. "

His words shocked me.

" Are you going to sleep ? "

I asked him.

" Yes , I am so tired. And your body feels heaven. So sleep with me too. "

He said in his husky voice like really he is tired.

" But it's 10.00 am. I woke up just a few hours before. And ... And it's my room. What if someone comes ? "

I asked him in little fear. His hand reached my scalp and start massaging it gently. My eyes automatically closed on soothing sensations he is sending on my nerves. I feel sleepy immediately.

" You know exactly what to do ? "

I told him teasingly. He chuckled

Oh god , his hoarse husky sleepy voice.

" I know. And no one will come. I locked the door from inside. So don't worry. Just sleep peacefully with me. "

His words really felt so peaceful. His body gives the most calmness I searched everywhere.

My lips curled into a sweet smile on thinking about him.

He kissed me again on my head like he knew I was smiling.

That makes me blush harder.

" And I must weigh heavy ! "

I told him . Just inform him.

" You are everything but heavy, baby. "

His words makes me clench everywhere. I buried my face into his chest.

" Thank you for coming for me. "

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