Agni :
Ishu allowed me to use his library. At first I didn't know , why Ishu praised the library so much. Now I understand why . This is not just a Library. It is the complete encyclopaedia. I misunderstood him by thinking he is not that much fond of my taste.
He has all kinds of books. I mean all. I spend two hours just going through what kind of books are here.
His books collections are mostly first edition. Buying first edition of first copy is very very expensive and impossible. But he has ! He own it.
English literature, all kinds of poets , Rumi books , Business books , arts and music , Greek mythology , roman love , intelligence books like all countries ' secret agencies .
What amazed me is , he read all these books !
I moved further. A certain section really shocked me. Frightened me. He has ....
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My mouth wide opened. Not only that , this whole section is filled with only sex books. Not just sex , there are a lot . Lust , desire , intimacy , dangerous games , kinks . More. That I have never ever heard before. Those pictures in the cover just burned me alive. My fingers unexpectedly brush against those cover.
I immediately put the book on the slab and left that specific section. I couldn't take my eyes off those books.
Before I did something, I left the room like running away for life.
I tried to concentrate on my books for long hours since I came to my room. But I couldn't think anything other than those books' picture.
Something builds up inside me whenever I remember the image of those books on my hand. They ignites me. I felt like burning inside.
I tried all way to focus only on my books. Not in that.
But .
What could be inside in those books , excites me , thrills me , fancied me .
Just one glance.
Moreover, he is not at home. It's past 11.00 pm. Ishu said he is not coming home tonight. So it's safe to.
I smile viciously.
I moved my medical books at the corner and stand up. Once checked out outside , no one is here , I slowly cat walked towards the library.
No one is here.
I slowly opened the door. I was so eager. Butterflies are fluttering in my gut.
Once the door fully opened , all butterflies died on my stomach.
Am I dreaming ?
Oh nooo !
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Dheera :
" Thank you Dheera. These documents will surely end their life. You did this work by putting your life at risk. "
Harshavardhan said from the call.
" Let me know about the next project. "
I said.
" Soon .... Did you find anyone to treat your bullet wound ? "
He asked.
" I can treat myself. "
I replied.
" But the wound is .... "
I cut the call.
I slowly untie the knot of my stain shirt around my bullet wounded flesh.
" Uggghhhh .... "
This is unbearable. I should not be passed out . My eyes are blurring . I couldn't hold the knife steadily. My hand is shaking so terribly.
I have to get the bullet out from my stomach. It's not so deep. But the bleeding isn't stopping.
I can't go to any hospital in this condition. I can't invite anyone here too. Mom shouldn't know about this. She can't bear this. I can't risk this situation.
I have to do this.
I took a deep breath and took the knife near the bullet.
A sudden noise echoed in front of the door. Someone barged in without giving any hint. No one came here , mom either , except me. But who ?
" Wh... What are .... Oh no .... !!!! "
She screamed with wide eyes.
" Shhhhhhh ...... "
I hushed louder with a dangerous glare at her.
Her body is frozen at the door.
Her eyes are keenly buried under my stomach where I was shot.
Her eyes slowly came back and stopped at my eyes. Her hell scared face looks like she is going to have a heart attack for sure.
I strongly shook my head once.
She gulped so hard.
" Go to your room and forget everything you saw. "
I said in a very serious tone.
She doesn't show any reaction. Tears are bulging to come out.
" I said go ! "
I growled under my breath. She suddenly flinched. Falls like tears stained her flushed cheeks.
She slowly put her steps back. Her eyes never left mine.
She shouldn't come here. She shouldn't witness me like this. My condition shouldn't affect her this much. But it does .
Her haunted eyes forget to blink. Her chest rose up and down so heavily.
I fisted the knife tight when she was yet to disappear from my vision.
Everything turns black. I felt my hand drop the knife. The loud screeching noise is the last I heard. My eyes closed. Blackness surrounded.
I heard the faded sound.
' Open your eyes. '
A sobbing voice.
I try to open but I couldn't.
I felt so drowsy.
I felt my every strength drawing down.
' stay with me '
Another sound.
I am trying.
A sudden coldness hit my face. My eyes wide opened with deep gasp from my lungs. My body arched above with sudden impulse.
She was sitting in front of my eyes.
Those glittering sparkles. Tear stagnant beauty.
I could feel her warmth under my spine.
Am I lying on her lap ?
She looks so scared.
" Drink some water. I will call the ambulance. "
She was yet to call,
I fisted her wrists tightly and shook my head.
" Noo .. "
I said in a painful voice.
" You are dying , man ! "
She shouted.
" It's just a little .... "
I tried to explain her.
" A little ? You lost lots of blood. For God sake , you are shot. In your stomach. There is a lot of chance for getting damaged at any part of your internal system. So . Let. Me. Call. First. "
She again tried to took her phone.
I gripped the mobile tighter and said in a warning tone.
" You.should.not. "
She stared at me back and said in the same tone.
" Then I can't let you die too . "
Her gaze is so fiercing and daring.
With deep inhale.
She said
" Let me treat you. "
She said and take a look at my wound.
" You are first year student. You must have not even touched the scalpula. You can't .... "
I tried to get up on my own. She pushed me harder into her lap and
" I can. For fuck sake , just try not to be unconscious. "
She said daringly at my eyes.
There is confidence in that. Lots of hope in it. And I fucking love her confidence. I really wanted to dare her.
It's worth it even if I die in her hands in this daring moment.
And I am sure she won't let that happen.
No , I don't trust her . I never trust anyone. No one is trustworthy. Even I am. So trusting someone is like betraying ourselves.
Then what is this ? Right ?
I bet her. I bet her confidence. I bet her guts. I bet her ability.
She took the first aid kid and knife which I had on the table.
I can feel my blood running out of my system. She cleaned the wound first with more consciousness about not to hurt me.
She took the knife. I saw the trembling in her fingers.
I was right. She never used the instruments.
She took a deep breath. Turn on the mobile torch and place it above the table which directly focus on my cut flesh . We are lying on the cold floor.
Her eyes fixed on the bullet. She place her two finger around the bullet wound.
" It's going to hurt. Bear it. "
She ordered. Yes ! She isn't just said. She ordered me to bear whatever comes.
The next moment, she gives more pressure on the skin around the bullet .
" Aaagggghhhh .... "
I groaned under my deep throat , failed to mask the pain. I fisted around my hand.
" Relax "
She said.
After few second , my muscles back to relax mode. But my eyes are closing voluntarily.
" Don't you dare to ! ...... Open your fucking eyes !!! "
She almost yelled at me.
What the fuck !
Anger burst out inside me.
" We don't have anaesthesia or morphine. So the pain is definitely the hell. You have to be in conscious. There's already a lots of blood loss. So Eyes.on.me. "
I don't hear anything she said. But the last words stuck in my mind.
Eyes on me !
My eyes find her.
She lifted her gaze on me. Onyx dark aurora. Oh my god ! It's alluring. Dragging me inside that. My breathing hitched. Felt like my life is getting revive again.
" Good "
Is she just praised me ?
I couldn't control the smile left from my lips.
Suddenly, she digged the sharp edge of the knife across the bullet portion on my skin.
" Aaghghhhhjhh .... "
I growled and held her thick flesh tightly in anticipation.
Bare thighs !!
Her eyes fluttered faster , the knife just stopped , neither going in , nor coming out.
Something formed in her eyes. They are just bore into me. Her chest waves up. Furiously. She hardly swallowed her saliva.
I can feel the heat coming out of her bare thighs . They are just pulling me like a damn gravitation. She is wearing a very short night dress. Simple top with shorts !!!
Looking fuckable.
She removed her gaze. She looks so distracted. Couldn't hold herself. Her eyes find the bullet back. Without wasting time , she dig the knife deeper around the bullet. Once the bullet got stuck under the sharp edge , she push the edge upward along with the bullet.
" Uggghhhhh .... "
It hurts like hell. My whole pain transferred into her thighs, I am crushing her thick flesh like a maddening man.
She didn't stop. Instead ,
" Just breath. And fucking eyes on me. "
My eyes shot opened with deep exhale. And the knife pulls the bullet strongly which gets glued under my skin.
She kick another sharp dig under the bullet . Pain like the life is splitting outside my body. My hands pressed her thighs and crushed them like paper. Her muscles get tighten under my palm.
" That's it. That's it. "
She whispered.
I groaned louder. My muscles are clenching. Breathing is impossible. My hand reached the base of her pelvic from her thighs , needing something to grab. One strong pull , the bullet came out.
I screamed louder with heavy breathing. My whole pain dissipated somewhere , exactly in her pelvic region.
" The bullet came out. "
She declared. I felt my remaining energy is dropping soon. My muscles left the tension. My eyelids feels so heavy. There is no oxygen entering into my nostrils.
" Hey .. hey ... Don't pass out "
She screamed and tapped my cheeks strongly.
" Oh shit "
She cursed and pushed something against my wounded hole where I felt my blood is pouring out like a waves.
I couldn't open my eyes. I am losing my hearing too.
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I felt dizzy and so weak. More than that it's shivering.
I try to open my eyes. When I did , she sat beside me. Her hands on my head. Her chest on my face. Her strong body smell pulls me deep into her. It's not her perfume. It's real her. It's her real smell. Fucking tempting.
I wanted to push my face deep into her chest and ...
" Are you feeling better , now ? "
Her voice came out so worriedly.
I looked at her face for more longer.
She did it. She won. Yes !
I nodded.
" Good. You got unconscious because of too much loss of blood. I put stitches immediately after blocking your blood from losing more . So we are out of risk now. "
She said so politely. But the satisfaction is clearly visible in her eyes. The relief . The calmness. The victory.
" Thank me. For being your first patient. For letting you to do your first surgery on me. For being your first trial. "
I said slowly.
Still there are some pain and dizziness in my stomach and head.
" Oh ! I see. I can make you feel regret even right now. Can I ? "
She said by pulling her hand just below to my neck.
It felt better.
I released a deep calm breath.
Her voice came out with shatters.
" Yo... You are having fever. So ... "
Oh ! Am I this much affecting her ? Just a deep groan , make her body have goosebumps.
I smiled inside.
I really like to play with the fire.
I travelled my eyes towards her legs.
Can exactly say , her thighs where I held a few moments before.
We are lying in the sofa , might be she pulled me here while I was unconscious. That wondered me how this little creature settled my huge hulky body in this sofa. I was partially covered with blanklet until my hip. She is sitting beside me.
So her thighs are just crashing against my bare waist.
When she felt my eyes on her thighs , she try to lift her leg to the ground from the sofa.
Before that happens, I held her thigh tightly where I carved my print on her clear smooth skin. My fingers are like drawn a beautiful painting in her thighs. They didn't stop at any point. They are traveling under that thin cloth too. I don't remember until which portion I drawn that painting. My heart itch me to see all the art created by me.
Her eyes are piercing me like a knife. But mine is ready to focus on only one thing.
My fingers slowly touched the hem of her shorts by painfully grazing against her soft skin.
Her body shivers under mine. The cloth which she used to warm me up in my neck , now slowly caress the skin in a tentative way.
When my finger tried to go further under her clothes , she held my hand tightly.
My eyes met hers. Locked with each other.
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