Chapter 10: Cracks in the Wall
The mission was becoming increasingly convoluted. Hawkmoth's network was vast, weaving between business magnates, crime syndicates, and even a few high-ranking officials who had conveniently turned a blind eye to his operations. Felix was used to high-stakes missions, but this one demanded a level of endurance that gnawed at him. Every day was a new disguise, a fresh lie to spin, a game of wits he had to win. And always, at his side, was Marinette—a partner, a rival, and, lately, something far more confusing.
After the gala, they'd returned to their suite, exhausted. Felix had managed to keep his composure all night, but as soon as they were back in the quiet confines of their room, he felt the weight of it all bearing down. They had cracked a vital part of Hawkmoth's network tonight—gathered intel on potential allies and weak points—but it had cost them hours of subtly navigating suspicious gazes and veiled threats. And now, as he sat by the window, the darkness outside mirroring the exhaustion within him, Felix felt a rare pang of doubt.
Felix wasn't one to dwell on fatigue, but tonight was different. The weight pressing on his shoulders was heavier than usual, and though he tried to push it aside, he found himself sinking further into his chair, watching the faint glow of the city lights without really seeing them.
He didn't notice Marinette approach until she spoke softly beside him.
"Long night?" Her voice was gentle, her tone a careful shift from their usual banter, as though she could sense the fatigue clinging to him.
He managed a tired smirk, shrugging in an attempt at indifference. "Just another mission."
But Marinette wasn't fooled. She studied him for a moment, and without a word, she crossed the room, returning a moment later with a steaming cup of tea. Felix blinked, caught off-guard as she handed it to him, the fragrant steam curling around his fingers.
"Drink it," she said simply, her voice soft but firm. "It'll help you relax."
He looked down at the cup, unable to hide his surprise. Marinette's thoughtfulness caught him completely off guard. She had been the one teasing him, challenging him, trading sarcastic quips with him at every opportunity—and now, she was quietly offering him comfort.
"Thanks," he murmured, his voice barely audible. He raised the cup to his lips, taking a slow sip as he felt the warmth seep into him, easing the tension that had wound itself tightly around his chest. The taste was unexpectedly calming, a blend of spices that filled him with warmth he hadn't realized he needed.
Marinette didn't move; she stood beside him, her presence a steadying force that Felix couldn't help but lean into. The silence between them was comfortable, a rare moment of peace that he found himself reluctant to disturb.
After a long pause, he glanced up at her, noticing the faint smile that softened her expression, a hint of concern lingering in her bluebell eyes. And in that moment, Felix felt something shift within him. He wasn't sure what it was, only that it was something he hadn't allowed himself to feel before.
"What?" he asked, a slight blush creeping onto his cheeks as her gaze lingered on him, making him feel both vulnerable and strangely valued.
She raised an eyebrow, her smile widening just a little. "You look like you needed that. No need to blush about it, Cat Noir."
His cheeks flushed deeper, though he quickly turned away, pretending to focus on the view outside the window. "I'm not blushing," he muttered, his voice defensive but lacking its usual edge.
Marinette chuckled softly, taking a seat across from him as she continued to watch him with that same, unreadable kindness. "Of course not. I mean, the great Felix Graham de Vanily? Blushing over tea? I'd never expect it."
Felix rolled his eyes, though the tension in his posture eased as he felt a reluctant smile tug at his lips. "Glad to see you're still enjoying yourself."
"Maybe," she replied, her voice softer now. "But it's nice seeing you like this. You don't have to keep up the act all the time, you know."
He glanced at her, startled by the honesty in her words. It was as if she'd seen past every wall he'd put up, every layer of cool confidence he wore to keep others at arm's length. And somehow, she'd accepted it—accepted him—without judgment.
For the first time, he struggled for something to say, unsure of how to respond to the warmth she'd shown him. "I—" He stopped, the words catching in his throat as he looked down at the cup in his hands. "I'm not used to... people being this nice. Especially not on missions."
Marinette's smile softened, her eyes warm with understanding. "Just because it's a mission doesn't mean we have to be machines, Felix. We're allowed to care."
His gaze lifted to meet hers, and for a brief, breathless moment, he felt completely disarmed. Marinette wasn't just his partner in the field—she was his ally in ways he hadn't realized, someone who understood the toll this life took, even if she'd never said it out loud.
He cleared his throat, a hint of a blush still lingering on his cheeks as he looked away. "I guess... I guess I'm not used to that," he admitted, the words feeling foreign but oddly liberating. "I mean, you and I don't exactly make a habit of... this."
She chuckled, the sound gentle, and he found himself watching her again, captivated by the easy grace of her smile. "No, we don't. But maybe we should, once in a while. It's good to know we're on the same side."
Felix nodded, his heart unexpectedly heavy with the weight of her kindness. He wasn't sure why it affected him so deeply—why her simple gesture had made him feel more at ease than anything else he'd experienced in a long time. Maybe it was because he was used to carrying this burden alone, to keeping himself guarded, untouchable. But tonight, sitting here with her, he felt a small crack in his wall, a part of himself that wanted to let her in.
A silence fell between them again, but it wasn't uncomfortable. It was filled with a quiet understanding, an unspoken acknowledgment of something fragile and tentative that neither of them dared to name.
After a while, Marinette leaned back in her chair, letting out a soft sigh as she gazed out the window. "You know, Felix, for all the sarcasm and banter, you're actually... a decent partner."
He blinked, taken aback by her words. "Is that a compliment?"
She shrugged, but there was a playful glint in her eyes. "Take it however you want. Just don't let it go to your head."
He chuckled, the warmth of her compliment settling over him like a second blanket. "I'll try. Though with you around, I doubt that's possible."
She smiled, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to simply watch her, to take in the curve of her lips, the light in her eyes, the way her presence made him feel a little less alone. He didn't know what this was, only that he didn't want it to end.
When she finally rose to her feet, her movements graceful, he felt a pang of disappointment, but he quickly masked it with his usual smirk. "Off to bed already?"
She rolled her eyes, though her smile softened. "Yes, unlike you, I actually need sleep."
He opened his mouth to reply, but the words caught in his throat as she stepped closer, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. Her touch was light, barely there, but it sent a spark through him, his heart pounding in a way he couldn't control.
"Good night, Felix," she said, her voice barely more than a whisper, her gaze lingering on his face for a heartbeat longer than necessary.
He swallowed, feeling his cheeks flush yet again, his composure cracking under the weight of her kindness. "Good night, Marinette."
She gave him one last, soft smile before disappearing into the bedroom, leaving him alone in the quiet. Felix stared after her, his mind reeling, his heart racing in a way that left him feeling both exposed and strangely hopeful.
As he sat there, the faint taste of tea still lingering on his tongue, he realized something with a startling clarity: he wasn't alone, not really. For the first time in his life, he felt like he had someone on his side—someone who saw through his defenses and, against all odds, chose to stay.
The realization both thrilled and terrified him. And as he leaned back in his chair, staring out at the city lights, Felix knew that the armor he'd so carefully built around himself was beginning to crack, piece by piece.
And he wasn't sure he wanted to stop it.
Aww, so cute! Thank you so much for reading this far!
ILY!-Nattie