I woke up to Nkosi cussing and banging things downstairs , I checked the time and it was 19:20, I quickly rushed downstairs

Me: Sthandwa Sam , are you okay ?

Nkosi looked at me blankly. He moved towards me and pulled me into an aggressive yet steamy passionate kiss , we kissed for a few minutes, he then carried my making me wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He carried me up to our room , he threw me on the bed , licked his lips and looked at me in a lustful way .

He then proceeded to kiss me , kiss my neck , took my satin short night dress off and sucked my nipples , while he went down , he licked and sucked my kittie with no mercy , i tried to move back but he pulled me closer and locked my legs in his arms , while his other hand was on my chest pushing me to lay down as I continued trying to get up , I then started shaking and shaking like crazy , feeling powerless

Me : Nko... si .. Stop please , I've had enough

Nkosi got up , stared at me and took off his clothes and when I say he is huge , I mean he is huge . He then leans back and starts sucking my neck , we then lock in on a very passionate kiss. Next thing I feel him trying to ramm his d**k inside my kitty , which was very painful , it cause me to jump and pull back , Nkosi then grabbed my legs and pulled me back , I begged him to stop but he looked so emotionless , he tried to ram his d**k again , and this time luckily I jumped and slipped out before he could grab me , I quickly got into the bathroom and started crying ( I was hurt because he basically tried to rape me , I mean he said he'd wait for me , what changed ? )

After a few minutes I heard Nkosi leaving . I then went out locked the door ( so he doesn't come back here and finish what he wanted to do ) and get into the blankets and cry myself to sleep .

Nkosi's Pov: His thoughts

[ Fuck ! Fuck ! Fuck ! Nkosi . ] What did I do , shit ! Fuck . I almost took Khanya's virginity just like that because I was angry . Damn you Samkelo . Shit if Samkelo didn't piss me off earlier on e shishanyama then I wouldn't have been mad and tried to relieve my anger on KHANYA like that . Fuck she won't forgive me . Sh*t ! You're so stupid Nkosi . I have to go back and apologise to her , sh*t I hope this doesn't change anything between us , I really wanted to make things right by her .

Nkosi then turns and goes back home , he finds the door lock and he knocks and knocks but Khanya doesn't open .

NOKUKHANYA'S pov:

I woke up around 03am to go to the loo as I had a sudden urge to pee , but as I tuned I saw and Nkosi wrapping my waist with his hands asleep . I try to loosen his arms but he just held me tighter

Nkosi: uyaphi??

Me: I need the bathroom please let go

Nkosi let's go, I do my business and go out to find him sitting on the bed half naked hand facing the floor .

Nkosi : ngiyaxolisa Nono. I know ukutsii I'm always saying sorry but I really mean it, I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable, it's just ukutsi uSam pissed me off and when Im angry im used to taking out the anger on a female nge seggs cause it calms me down . Kodwa it's no excuse please forgive me

As much as I heard his reasons nothing could justify what he did . Me: can you please go sleep in the guest room

Nkosi : Nokukhanya ngixolisile nje

Me: Uyabona Nkosi , everytime you apologise you expect me to just say oh Ofc you're forgiven , mine I always have to put my feelings aside and consider yours . ( I then grab my phone and as I was about to walk out the door to go to the bedroom , Nkosi stops me )

Nkosi : Khanya , lala lana , I'll go to the guest room

Nkosi walks out and I go back to sleep

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